Chapter 755: Desperate Dream
As Lin Zhixing pulled hard, Lin Zhiming's eight-year-old body lost its balance, and his whole body fell to the side, falling out of the roof in an instant, and his back fell rapidly.
Lin Zhiming's eyes looked upward, and Lin Zhixing poked his head out from the edge of the roof and looked at him directly.
This scene made Lin Zhiming's already rock-solid heart tremble suddenly, and an endless sense of panic and despair hit his heart.
He clearly remembered that this was exactly what he saw after being pushed downstairs by Lin Zhixing that year.
The distance between Lin Zhiming and Lin Zhixing became farther and farther, and the feeling of fear and despair in Lin Zhiming's heart became stronger and stronger, and then, with a loud bang, Lin Zhiming's eyes darkened.
A few seconds later, crying sounded in my ears, along with many other noisy sounds.
"It's hopeless, Meng Ning, give up. ”
"The doctors said that his kidneys were so damaged that he wouldn't have survived this week without a kidney source. ”
"Knowing that he doesn't have that blessing to be your child, you admit it. ”
These noisy voices continued to enter Lin Zhiming's ears, making Lin Zhiming's heart once again filled with a sense of fear and despair.
"Don't give up on me!"
"I'm not dead, I can still be saved!"
Lin Zhiming's heart wailed in horror, wanting to open his eyes, but he couldn't.
Finally, when he opened his eyes with all his strength, he saw a face that haunted him.
The face was right in front of him, looking at him with tears on his face.
Lin Zhiming's heart was shaken, he didn't expect that one day he would be able to see this person again.
This person is his mother Meng Ning.
"Knowing your fate, don't worry, your mother will definitely save you, believe your mother!" Meng Ning said with tears in her eyes.
Lin Zhiming opened his mouth, he wanted to tell the woman in front of him that he missed her very much, but he couldn't speak.
At this moment, it was dark again in front of his eyes.
When vision regained again, he knelt beside the bed.
There was a frail woman lying on the bed, her hand grasping his, her hand was incomparably cold, as if there was no body temperature at all.
"Mom?" Lin Zhiming looked at the other party in astonishment.
The woman lying on the bed was none other than his mother, Meng Ning.
"Knowing your fate, forgive your mother for not being able to protect you anymore, your mother can't do it, you have to promise your mother, in the Lin family in the future, no matter how others treat you, you have to endure it, only in this way can you live well in the Lin family, the last thing your mother can let go of in this life is you, you must listen to your mother's words, okay?" Meng Ning said weakly.
These familiar words made the memories in Lin Zhiming's mind gush out again.
The scene in front of him was the night his mother died.
Because he was injured and needed to have his organ replaced, and his mother Meng Ning's organ happened to be successfully matched with him, so Meng Ning gave him one of her kidneys.
Originally, Meng Ning's health was not good, but after giving a kidney, Meng Ning's body was visibly weak every day, and finally left this world on such a night.
"No, don't, Mom, don't go, don't!" Lin Zhiming said excitedly holding Meng Ning's hand.
"Mom doesn't want to leave, but... Mom can't hold it anymore. Meng Ning tugged at the corners of her mouth weakly, and then her breathing became weaker and weaker.
"Mom, don't, don't go!" Lin Zhiming cried loudly, but it didn't save Meng Ning's life.
Meng Ning's hand gradually let go, and finally fell weakly onto the bed.
"No!!" Lin Zhiming shouted in despair, screaming, and then it was dark in front of him.
When Lin Zhiming regained his sight again, it was a breeze blowing again.
"Brother, I'm right, you can really see far away here, right?" another familiar voice came from the side.
Lin Zhiming looked around and found that he didn't know what was going on and returned to the roof.
"What's the situation?" Lin Zhifang was stunned at this moment, he seemed to have only been crying by his mother's bedside in the last second, why did he come here again in the next second?
Everything was the same as before, Lin Zhixing asked him to go to the edge of the roof, saying that the people downstairs were like ants.
Lin Zhiming didn't do it this time, he turned around and walked to the staircase, but at this time, Lin Zhixing suddenly rushed over and grabbed his hand and pulled him to the side.
Lin Zhiming wanted to resist, but found that his eight-year-old self was not the opponent of twelve-year-old Lin Zhixing at all.
He was dragged to the edge of the house and pushed downstairs.
Everything that had just happened happened all over again, and the boundless fear and despair hit my heart again.
The next moment, Lin Zhiming found that a noisy voice sounded in his ears again.
"It's hopeless, Meng Ning, give up. ”
...
The picture flashed quickly, and then it was next to the bed, and Lin Zhiming saw his mother who was about to die again.
"Don't, why do you want me to watch this, why!" Lin Zhiming wailed in despair, this scene had brought him feelings of despair, and now, these feelings continued to appear with the repetition of these things, which made Lin Zhiming almost on the verge of collapse.
His eyes turned again, and Lin Zhiming returned to the roof again.
It's the beginning of another cycle...
"Isn't this supposed to be a dream? Why is it out of my control? Why do you want me to keep going through these things that once made me desperate?"
Lin Zhiming looked at Lin Zhixing, who was harmless to humans and animals in front of him, and fell into deep thought.
No matter how he dodged, he couldn't escape the fate of being pushed down the upper floor by Lin Zhixing in the end, and at the same time, he couldn't escape the scene of watching his mother die with his own eyes.
He wanted to resist, but he didn't know where to resist.
He can only passively and keep despairing...
Hopeless?
Lin Zhiming looked at Lin Zhixing, the person who had brought him despair.
"Knowing your fate, is the scenery on this roof much better than downstairs?" Lin Zhixing said with a smile.
"Zhixing, do you know that all the disasters I encountered in my childhood are basically related to you, such as being pushed down from here and seriously injured, and for example, being almost abandoned in the hospital, until my mother died of illness, all of this is related to you. Lin Zhiming said to Lin Zhixing in front of him.
"Zhifang, what are you talking about?" Lin Zhixing looked at Lin Zhiming suspiciously.
"Since all of this is about you, then I think that the way to escape from such a dead loop in front of you should also start with you. Lin Zhiming said again.
"What kind of dead loop, are you crazy?" Lin Zhixing said.
"There was once a person who said that the best way to face fear is to overcome fear, although I became very strong and strong in the future, but these few things that happened after the hour still left indelible traces in my heart, I didn't really come out of the shadow of these things, but I locked them all in my heart, now I want to understand, I can't hide from you, because you are the source of everything, so, if you want to overcome fear, I must defeat you, defeat you now. Lin Zhiming said, bent down and picked up a wooden stick on the ground, and walked straight to Lin Zhixing.
"You, what are you going to do?" Lin Zhixing asked in a panic.
"I don't know what you have changed, and I don't know why you're in my head, I just want to beat you up now!" Lin Zhiming finished speaking, and suddenly threw the wooden stick from the bottom to the top.
With a bang, Lin Zhixing's jaw was hit by a wooden stick, and his whole body staggered back.
Lin Zhiming continued to walk forward, and the wooden stick in his hand kept falling on Lin Zhixing's body in front of him.
"Ahhh
Lin Zhixing let out a burst of screams, he tried to fight back, but Lin Zhiming relied on the wooden stick in his hand to suppress him.
Finally, Lin Zhiming pressed Lin Zhixing to the edge of prevention.
"Twenty-one years ago, you pushed me down from the eighth floor with your own hands, and twenty-one years later, I was replaced. ”
Lin Zhiming sneered, raised his foot and kicked hard at Lin Zhixing.
Lin Zhixing's body flew out from the edge of the house, and then fell rapidly.
Lin Zhiming walked to the edge of the house and looked down.
At this look, he suddenly realized that the body that was falling rapidly was actually him!
Boom!
With a muffled sound, Lin Zhiming's eyes went dark, and then it lit up again.
This time, there was no more noise in my ears.
Lin Zhiming looked around and found himself in a separate room, which had many rippled patterns on the walls, which looked extremely weird.
"Congratulations on passing the Desperate Dream test, and now, you're eligible to enter the Fifth District. A mechanical voice suddenly rang out from the room.
Lin Zhiming was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly realized.
There are no interception facilities in the fifth district, and his interception facilities are the dream-like scene he experienced just now.
In it he was constantly experiencing despair, which was far more painful than physical torture.
If he hadn't found the right way, he might still have been tortured in his dreams.
"What about the others?" asked Lin Zhiming.
No one answered Lin Zhiming's words, and there was a death-like silence around him.
Lin Zhiming shrugged his shoulders, walked to the door of the room and pushed the door open.
Outside the door, there is a passage that extends forward.
Lin Zhiming crossed the threshold.
As his feet hit the ground, the mechanical sound rang out again.
"Welcome to the Fifth District, Labyrinth of Despair. ”
Labyrinth of despair?
This name shocked Lin Zhiming's tiger body.
Obviously, the passage in front of you is a labyrinth.
Directly in front of the passage is a wall, and there is a passage on the left and right sides of the wall.
Lin Zhiming saw from afar that there seemed to be writing on the wall.
Lin Zhiming walked forward, and finally came to the front of the wall, and clearly saw the words on the wall: "This is a place of luck, there are many opportunities hidden in the maze of despair, and there are also many traps, I hope good luck can always accompany you!"
"Sure enough, it's still Chinese characters. Lin Zhiming muttered to himself.