☆, 07292-mourning

If you suspect that a world is false from the outset, then you can find countless proofs of falsification. A hundred pieces of evidence of truth cannot build a complete world, but one piece of false evidence can bring down a built world. It's always easier to destroy than to build.

If I insist on proving that the Overworld is false, I can also find many doubts: for example, the regular destruction of the Cataclysm, when I first began to systematically understand the mortal world of the Overworld, the level of technological development of the mortal world was just about the same as before my death in the previous life, the people of the Overworld could not completely break away from their own planet, the language and writing of the Overworld were similar to those of my previous life, and some of the idioms that I also had in my previous life were born in the Overworld from small events that were easily overlooked, but they could be passed down for thousands of years and known to the whole world......

I have not even been able to completely disprove the assumption that the world of my life is my fantasy before I died, and that I have been buried under the snow and my life is constantly passing, and I have only the strength to dream, so I have a long, pampered dream. The so-called Main World, Xiuzhen Realm, and Yunxia Sect are all the home fields designed for me in my dreams.

But I still have to say: even so, so what?

Even if all this is fake, even if one day the real me suddenly wakes up and can only face a death that I can't struggle, I will be happy to have a sweet dream before I die.

Fake, real. If I regard the world as idealistic, then I define the world as true, which is true, and if I regard the world as materialistic, then when the world is objectively false, my little arms can't twist my thighs, and I can't change reality, so I can imagine the world as real and have more psychological comfort.

If I don't have the ability or the courage to break through falsehood, then why should I live so sober?

Pei Jianzhuo: "If you don't try, how do you know that you don't have the ability to break?"

I don't mind enjoying false goodness rather than fighting in real cruelty, anyway...... It's all going to end. For better or worse, there will be an end.

Pei Yue suddenly sighed.

Oops, although my thoughts should have been passed on only to my soul connectors, Pei Yue should have sensed my mourning as well. Pei Yue is still in the treatment period, and she is particularly sensitive to bereavement and is particularly susceptible.

Pei Yue was sighing directly with his body, not just in his heart, so Bu Wuci heard Pei Yue's sigh and wondered, "Is there something wrong with what I said?" He was just explaining what he could do with his current technology.

Pei Yue: "There is nothing wrong with that, but there is no doubt that we will have a hard time in the coming year. ”

Bu Wuci: "Of course, starting a career is hard. ”

Ji Yun: "But it's generally not hard enough to be the enemy of the whole world. I have a hunch that we will sigh every day in the future. ”

☆、07293-'I'

On the other side, Pei Yue explained to us in the system group: "I don't mind feeling your mourning, I think my ability to bear it is not bad." Maybe I can save you with my positive and optimistic attitude. ”

Pei Kong: "Stop blowing. Although Zero Zero-Three's speech is watery, it is true that you have lost interest in life and are listless in what you are doing. If you hadn't lost your memory, you'd still be like that by now. You can be positive and optimistic now because you are stupid. ”

Pei Yue: "Is amnesia the same as stupidity?"

Pei Kong: "Most of the so-called intelligence of human beings refers to the reserve of old knowledge and the ability to learn new knowledge. After amnesia, your old knowledge reserve is damaged even if it is not completely wasted, and the learning of new knowledge usually has to be based on the foundation laid by the old knowledge - this foundation includes the knowledge points themselves, but also includes the summary and optimization of the learning process - so once the foundation is wasted, your new knowledge will be difficult to learn. ”

Pei Yue: "Although I don't remember the process of learning old knowledge, I haven't forgotten the knowledge itself and learning skills too much, so I can quickly get started with Zeng Ren and Ji Yuan's skills after reading their memories, and I can also play them to the extent that the people close to them can't see the flaws." ”

Pei Yue: "In my two missions so far, all the people I have contacted have never said anything like 'you have changed a lot' or 'you don't look like you anymore'. I didn't break down. ”

Speaking of personas, the puppet I use also has a persona, which can also be called 'identity recognized by the world' or 'a person with an actual identity that can be found in human society'.

This identity positioning Pei Yue put forward an overview request when exchanging puppets, and then the exchange system was refined according to the specific conditions of the current world.

The current 'me' is the heir to a small restaurant. At a very young age, the mother disliked her father's poverty and bad temper, divorced and left the child behind. My father struggled to run a small restaurant, he loved cooking, and his cooking skills were not bad, but he lacked management ability and had a really bad temper, so the small restaurant always seemed to be about to close down, and only relied on regular customers to support it.

Since I was a child, my father was strict with me to learn how to cook, and I spent most of my time in the kitchen except for school time. Under such high pressure, 'I' had no friends and hated cooking, and finally the day I filled out my volunteer after the college entrance examination, this disgust exploded.

My father asked me to stay in the local area and work in my own restaurant while going to school as before, and I was studying either business or cooking.

'I' said yes on the surface, but behind the scenes, I changed my mind and chose a school far away from my hometown, and a major that had nothing to do with cooking or restaurants. When the school started, he stole the family's money, reported it himself, and only notified his father of the matter after the start of school, and changed his mobile phone number after the notification.

☆、07294-As long as popularity

For the next four years, I worked hard to study and work for tuition and living expenses, and the biggest source of money when I worked was actually the cooking skills that I had trained for a long time, and I received countless praises. 'I' gradually calmed down my resentment against my father amid the compliments, and in my junior year, I finally pulled out my old phone card, dialed my father's number, and said, "I should probably find a way to talk to you instead of fleeing in such a radical way." Even if I know you won't agree with me if you talk about it, you should talk about it first. ”

Father: "Stealing is illegal, and 3,000 is enough for a sentence." You should be glad I'm not strict enough, or you're going to the school. ”

The conversation still broke up unhappily.

But from that day on, my old phone number remained available 24 hours a day, and I would contact my father once or twice a week. Whether it is once or twice depends on whether it is a big or small quarrel when you contact for the first time that week, and the big one is only contacted once, and the small one can be contacted again. It is absolutely impossible to contact three times, which is not conducive to the physical and mental health of both parties.

After a little more than a year, 'I' graduated and returned to my hometown, looking at my father's barely breathing little restaurant, and decided to rescue it.

Father: "With your bird language major?"

'My' majored in a small language at university, and the customers of my small restaurant have never been foreigners - if it weren't for the old local residents, it would have been impossible to know that the shabby house was a restaurant.

'Me': "The face that my mother inherited from me." ”

'I' face must be qualified in the entertainment industry, but now I am getting older, and I don't really want to be a star, but just want to gather some popularity to support my own restaurant. That's why I'm willing to work with the infamous Kien.

I explained to Ji Yun and Bu Wuci: "I'm actually not interested in the entertainment industry, but even people like me who ignore the entertainment industry have heard of the name of the agent Ji Yuan." He is a behind-the-scenes worker who is so famous that he overshadows many celebrities, and I think he is amazing and capable, and he will definitely help me make my wish come true. ”

Ji Yun: "He is indeed very great and capable, but have you heard of his recent reputation?"

Me: "I don't want to spend too much time in the entertainment industry, my main job is cooking, and Ji Yuan said that he has a way for me to gather a lot of fame in a short period of time, and that is enough." ”

Ji Yun: "But that reputation may be bad." ”

Me: "As long as it doesn't break the law or violate my morals, I don't care if my reputation is bad or not." I already have a bad reputation for stealing, unfilial piety, and not uniting my classmates, and it's not bad to add grandstanding or something. ”

☆、07295-Humanization of the network

Me: "As for the chef in my restaurant, he was scolded every day, and he was abandoned by his wife and son, and he didn't care about his reputation. ”

Ji Yun: "The chef of your restaurant...... Isn't that your dad?"

Me: "I can't scream." "From my heart, and the setting of this puppet I use, I can't call it out. The exchange system must have taken this into account to arrange such a father-son relationship for me.

Pei Yue said about this: "As an actor, you are really unprofessional. You see, it's very pleasant for me to call Zeng's parents. It's also acceptable to call Zenko's brother when needed. ”

I'm not here to be an actor. I suspect that if I hadn't used the puppet, the chef might not have had a son to contact at all, and the family looked like it was just one person living in it. Although Chef explained that he thought that his son would not go back after leaving for college, as long as there is still affection, how can he really erase all traces of life?

Ji Yun: "Between father and son...... Since you are willing to go back to the small restaurant, and are willing to gamble your reputation to make the small restaurant prosperous, then you should not have a knot in your heart for your father, right?"

Me: "It's okay, and now I can talk to the chef about the improvement of certain dishes in a relaxed way, but I prefer to call him Chef." ”

Bu Wuci: "It's normal. I don't have a grudge against my relatives, but I have almost cut off contact. Some people will have the problem of incompatibility of aura. ”

Ji Yun: "You are not just cut off from your relatives, you are out of touch with normal human society. You said that you have a good routine and order takeout...... It doesn't seem to be a hard time. ”

"I don't think there's anything wrong with my routine, I'm awake during the time when the humans in the neighborhood are living their best, and I sleep in the area where the humans in the neighborhood wear masks as tools for their livelihoods. ”

Ji Yun: "It's as if you're out of the human realm. ”

Bu Wuci: "You can think of me as the humanization of the Internet. ”

Pei Yue asked me in the system group: "Limited to this mission world, how much higher is the network ability you can exert than that of Bu Wuci?"

Me: "You'll have to wait until I've seen the Witch's abilities before you ask me for this answer?" I guess I'm going to be stronger, because I have a means of self-protection that is related to the network but independent of the network. In other words, in the most extreme cases, Bu Wuci could be arrested, imprisoned, disconnected, or beaten, and I would be able to get out safely. ”

Me: "After exchanging for another puppet status, I can continue to operate in this quest world without burden." ”

Pei Yue: "This doesn't seem to be the same concept as the network capability I said?"

Me: "How can the Internet really be completely disconnected from reality?" ”

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