I don't know how I live, but that's how I live, and I feel happy that I don't have to think about anything, and I can do whatever I want. Of course, saying that, there are many things that cannot be done, and parents are still in charge, and many things seem to be not allowed to be done.

I feel that my life is the same as other people's, but there are many differences, just like I don't have to worry about money, I don't have to study very well, I can buy whatever I want to eat and what I like, I don't need to think about it at all, and I feel that I have a lot of time, and I can go wherever I want to play.

For eating, you can eat a little better, but in fact, there are only a few things that you can eat, and it is impossible to hold more than others, and you still enjoy eating, these foods are made by different chefs with different flavors, and many people may not be able to eat them in their lifetime, but what is this? You may be happy and happy, as if it feels like this, and it is not necessarily healthy or not.

This kind of life is happy, make yourself very happy, no sadness, no pain, the only thing that makes you uncomfortable is the discipline of your parents, some things really can't be tried, although it seems that it really makes people happy, and it also makes people want, you can't touch it, so that you are not happy when you encounter this kind of thing, and suppress the feeling you want.

For their own situation, my parents don't want to care, they love me very much, as long as I don't touch those things they don't allow, they don't care about me, try to satisfy themselves in everything, I am completely the emperor of Guozi Village, but recently, everyone has gone to the city, and I am also very envious, and I want to go there to play.

It's just that the parents don't seem to allow themselves to do this, they say that they will be wronged in the city, how is this possible? It's that they love themselves too much, they are so old, they already have their own ideas, they are tired of playing in the fruit village, maybe they should go to the city to play, if they feel uncomfortable, and then go back to the fruit village, the parents have to say that they will lose themselves in the city, and the money may not be enough to spend.

This is really strange, do you need a lot of money in the city? I heard that there are a lot of things in the city, maybe that's the case, if you follow your own personality, then you have to try everything, is it really rich enough to make yourself have no money to spend? Besides, you need to think about what you want to do in this way? Parents will provide this money for themselves, and with your parents here, will you have no money to spend?

When did you think about these things? It's a strange feeling, you don't think about these things at all, you want to do what you want to do, you don't think about anything, these extra things, it's even more impossible to think about these things, it's painful to think about these things, how did you change?

Particular may be another characteristic that distinguishes oneself from others, pay attention to everything you do, as if you have a tendency to be clean, some unclean places that you see, you will avoid them, and it seems that you don't want to deal with them, just avoid, and you will be very unhappy, feel uncomfortable, sometimes you will command others to deal with it, sometimes you will blame the other party, let the other party deal with it.

I like this very much, although I look at other people's expressions, I seem to be very dissatisfied with my own exquisiteness, I follow the kind of natural situation, the meaning of many words is different for everyone's understanding, for myself, it is more to follow the natural feeling of no past, no future.

This feeling is very wonderful, let yourself have no past, then there is no concern, and let yourself not think about the future, then there is no fear and worry, originally this situation is very good, I also like this feeling, but, in fact, this is when I am alone, get along with others, how can I not recall the past, do not think about the future?

And recalling the past, there will be experience avoidance, thinking about the future, there will be fear and dependence on action, which will feel a little painful, the way to be happy is to forget the past, do not think about the future, that feeling is indeed wonderful, there is no so-called pressure, and there is no fear.

In some places, I am used to living in it, I don't feel anything, I always hear others say that my home is luxurious or something, and I don't feel it at all, just like that, basically many of them are not used, just for watching, there is no use, and it may show the luxury of their home.

For things that you don't feel, it's always not what you like, and your circle is full of people like this, it's very likely that it's like this, and there's no sense of superiority at all, but compared with people who aren't in your circle, it's not interesting, it's a strange personal feeling.

The things that can keep me happy, they are all what I like, and I don't like anything else, and it's also very strange, my family is not my own seedling, I have an older brother, I don't seem to be the same kind of person as him, and I don't like his serious life.

I always feel that he is a bit hypocritical and pretentious, but my father seems to like him very much, forget it, I don't want these things, I am degenerate material, I can't live that kind of life, as long as I have money to spend, I can do it, and there are always people around me who let me prevent conspiracy and the like, if I can think about these things, I won't be in the current state.

After encountering it, you may be irritable, and you may not be able to do anything else, you can only plan by the people who belong to you, and you may really be like what others say is a straw bag, so what, it's just that you are a straw bag compared to some people, but no matter how you say it, it may be better than most people.

I was confined today, how can I say this, let myself think clearly, don't I think very clearly now? What else do I need to think? It's really strange, what else can I think, let myself think, then I will think about it, just think like this, I am right, I think it is right.

I really don't understand, what does the person who confines himself think, let himself think clearly, think clearly, think clearly, think clearly, and think that he is right, he has no mistakes, what mistakes he has, this is what he does, this is his behavior, and it is wrong to do things according to his own ideas.

I can also think about what I think clearly, and every time the time is up, I ask myself if I know that I am wrong, who can know that I am wrong, that is, I have learned to be smart, admit my mistake, and then there will be nothing to do, and after I go out, I will still do things according to my own ideas, and change what to change.

I always let myself change, and I haven't seen other people change, but I see a lot of their shortcomings, and there are people who break the law, and I haven't seen them change, why let me change, but, seriously, I really don't make mistakes, why should I change it, and I haven't done anything illegal, I just have money to play, I really haven't done any illegal acts, I really don't understand them, why let myself change, I must inherit my father's business, have a profit or something, and I don't need to worry about money in my life.

Do you really learn to be bad? How bad can you be? I don't really know any laws, but I am also smart, and I know that there are some things that cannot be touched, will I really be bad like this? I really can't understand that I will really change? Will I really go to the level of bad if I do things according to my own desires?

But how did this happen, why did you become a bad person if you do what you want, just like seeing a beautiful woman and getting it by any means, is this considered a crime?

Is it an unnatural process for people to want things to turn bad? People have the talent to want them, and they really don't understand why they think about these things by themselves, because they are so bored here, and then they naturally think about them? Definitely not, I don't know what's going on today, but I think so much.

Does social law and morality exist just to suppress people's desires? If people do what they want, then society does not exist, and what will happen will happen, which is interesting, I really want to know what will happen in this way, since it is boring, then imagine it.

Then fight, solve it with violence, whoever wins, it belongs to whom, this is the same as the situation in the animal world, people are really strange, how to enter such a social state, how the community is formed, this may be a process of conquest, submission, one side is strong, the other side submits, so that a community is formed.

This should be a relatively good process of community formation, if it can be slightly civilized, it becomes negotiation, no longer violent, and no longer forms group ******, then civilization will go further, and now I can't see it, do people like myself have these more civilized understandings?

Definitely not anymore, I just think about it, I like to do things according to what I want, that kind of life is happy, is this a social trend? Or should there be no people like myself in society, or better, want to abide by social rules, this is not bad, I am a person who wants to abide by social rules, and I haven't done anything bad.

But you can't be when you don't know, what your parents are doing, you know it, and you can't stop it, so what else can you do, in fact, you can't stop it, in the things I know, they are already doing such things, so what else can I do, I just try to enjoy it when things don't happen, I can't get out, get out of it independently, and be able to do a career, in the end, if you calculate the general account, you may be liquidated, maybe not, maybe the law will not have such a thing, that doesn't mean that you may be able to take advantage of loopholes like this, just when your parents' generation sacrificed themselves for themselves, and worked their own, and there is a good future.

However, the system stipulates that cadres and relatives are not allowed to do business, so the whole road is blocked, and they are in business, so what, anyway, there are no strong regulations, and there will be no joint and even legal provisions, as long as they do not rely on their connections to do business, but only rely on money to start business, that is also their own ability, and they may be able to do it.

It seems that someone is visiting my father again today.