The helplessness of the extraneous lord
He stood like this for a long time, and a nameless fire erupted from his heart, and he punched hard against the wall.
There was a loud bang, and in an instant it was red and swollen and bloodshot.
". ”
I felt that the wine I drank today was in vain, and my brain was sober like a reconstruction, so I picked up my mobile phone and called out to my former brother: "Brother Fan, accompany me for a drink." ”
The person on the other side of the phone was stunned, picked up the phone and looked at the notes again, and scolded angrily: "Xun Zai, can we not be so fucking fucked? You haven't contacted me for half a fucking year, and as soon as you open your mouth, you just pulled me drunk and dreamed of death?"
He asked angrily, "Are you coming?"
Zhu Fan grabbed his clothes and put them on his body: "Report the address." ”
"My home. He walked to the refrigerator and opened it and looked at it: "By the way, bring some wine, there is not much stock at home." ”
"If you drink with you, I have to bring wine. He scolded and hung up the phone, and went straight to Yu Shenxun's house at a gallop.
The doorbell rang, and a man with a somewhat delicate appearance came in, and his mouth was diametrically opposed to the image: "You smell of wine, have you drunk it yourself in advance?"
"Well, I drank it in the evening. ”
Zhu Fan thought about it for a while, today seems to be a wedding day in the twilight.
He was a high school classmate with Yu Shenxun, but he also knew his feelings, and he thought of it after a little thought.
He sighed and patted him on the shoulder: "There is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a grass." ”
"That's someone else's woman, don't worry about it anymore, if you marry someone else, you won't be worthy of our Xunzai, how can you say that it was also a popular sixth lieutenant colonel grass at the beginning, that school flower still remembers you, and asked me about you last time, I think she looks better than before, or let's change our position?"
"Not for that. Yu Shenxun brushed his hand away.
His hand froze in mid-air, and then raised his eyebrows: "Isn't this it?
"It's her during the day. ”
"You're talking in plain language, why don't I understand it?" he put the whiskey he brought on the table, "meaning you're looking for me now for your first love?"
"Hmm. Yu Shenxun opened the wine bottle and added it to the wine glass he had prepared.
I took a sip of myself, my face was full of depression and irritability, and I looked at the window and looked depressed.
Zhu Fan noticed it just now and pointed to the back of his hand, "What's the matter with your hand?"
"You just got into a fight with someone?" he looked at him in surprise: "You can't be beaten up if you can't get married, right?"
He raised his eyes and glared at him, "Would I do such a disgraceful thing?"
He was surprised again: "Wouldn't you do such a disgraceful thing?"
Yu Shenxun: "......"
He grabbed the bottle and filled his glass: "Shut your mouth. ”
"You still call my brother when you call, and now you are doing this to your brother?"
Yu Shenxun was noncommittal.
Zhu Fan took a few sips, originally thinking that he hadn't seen the old times for a long time, but after thinking about it, he still asked curiously: "Then what kind of wine are you drinking now?" You have to tell it so that I can sort it out for you, otherwise what's the point of me coming." ”
Afraid that he wouldn't say it, he added: "I got up from the bed again, risking desertion at work tomorrow and being scolded by my father." ”
Yu Shenxun stopped, he had drunk a lot during the day, and now he was drinking again: "Dou Yan was originally here with me, and he just left with Ji Yunsheng." ”
Zhu Fan is also a person in this circle, so he naturally knows who these two people are, but after listening to what he said, he felt that the amount of information was a bit large.
"What do you mean here...?" he circled his gaze around him.
Yu Shenxun broke his mind in time: "I didn't do anything, almost." He paused: "I braked." ”
Zhu Fan's expression was a little complicated: "I remember that Dou Yan is very beautiful, at least he has a criminal face, you can brake at this time?"
His look at him if you have any hidden illness made Yu Shenxun speechless for a while: "I just feel like I can't sleep, get rid of your wrong thoughts." ”
Zhu Fan didn't get entangled: "Some time ago, there were rumors that the Dou family was going to marry the Ji family. ”
"Well, I just found out today. ”
"This was originally rumored in the industry, not many people knew, and I also heard about it by chance, after all, it is a business thing. ”
"So what the hell is going on with you? I can't let go of the white moonlight in my heart, and at the same time, I feel sad for the red rose?"
Yu Shenxun's eyebrows furrowed: "What white moonlight red roses." ”
He took a sip of wine: "I had a period with Dou Yan after the twilight, and then I found out that I didn't like her and broke off with her, and she pestered me intermittently for a long time, until today I asked if I wanted to marry her, I didn't answer, and she left." ”
After he finished picking and choosing, Zhu Fan probably understood.
It's that he feels that he likes Wen Dusk in his heart, and he can't let go of Wen Dusk, Dou Yan has been entangled with him for so long, and now this person who has been entangled for a long time is finally leaving, but he feels uncomfortable.
"So you're not happy about her getting married?"
He rolled his Adam's apple and didn't speak.
He understood: "And then she pestered you for so long, and you didn't let go of giving her a name?"
"Hmm. ”
"Are you still worrying about Bai Yueguang borrowing wine today, and then you are unhappy because of the departure of Red Rose?"
He didn't say anything again.
Because his own mind is also a mess, and he can't figure out what he thinks at all.
"Do you think I'm a scumbag?"
Zhu Fan lit the wine glass and bottle, and made a crisp sound: "Are you considered a scumbag?" I said Xun Zai, you are not just scum, you are simply glass slag shattered, scum is confused and clear!"
“......”
What a broken description.
He sighed: "It's nothing to Wen Dusk, after all, people don't take you seriously, and you really hurt the girl's heart to Dou Yan..."
Yu Shenxun also knew that he had done very excessive things to Dou Yan, and he was used to her entanglement, thinking that one day she would leave if she was tired, but now that she is really gone, she feels very unhappy.
"Then let me ask you, how do you feel about Dou Yan?"
"I don't know. ”
He looked at the depression in his eyebrows: "You should have already empathized and stopped falling in love without knowing it." ”
His eyebrows tightened.
"How do you feel when you learn that Wen Twilight is married?"
His dark eyes were heavy, and his hand was shaking his glass.
What it feels like.
In fact, if you really want to say anything, he just sighed a little, he knew a long time ago that the two of them would have such a day, but he thought that the person he liked for so long belonged to another man completely, and he sighed a little.
If you really want to be sad, you can't talk about it.
So when I drink today, there is also a kind of farewell to youth.
Seeing that he was silent, Zhu Fan read something from his slightly relaxed face, and asked, "Then Dou Yan said that he was going to marry Ji Yunsheng today, how do you feel?"
His hand shaking his glass stopped.
Surprise, palpitations, and an indescribable sense of emptiness.