Chapter 37: The Wound Wounded by His Own Hands
Are you an idle egg, Zhang Yang raised his voice and said, I am not a good person. In the middle of the night, a woman is out for a walk! Don't wait until you're hurt to know that you regret it. Zhang Yang was patient and made the last advice.
I just like to have clear grievances, and if I owe me, I will get it back no matter what. If it has helped me, I must express my gratitude to let go. Zhang Liang said categorically.
Zhang Yang was dizzy and tired, and he really couldn't talk nonsense with her. Roared and said, don't you just want to know why I'm so down? When the words came to his mouth, he didn't say it after all, and a hot current rose in his chest, but tears welled up.
Why, why do you want to die and get into this terrible gamble? Why... Tears flowed wantonly on Zhang Yang's face like a valve that couldn't be closed.
The sorrow, fear, and remorse that I endured, once opened, could no longer be suppressed. At this time, all turned into tears, Zhang Yang kept beating himself, muttering and scolding, Zhang Yang, you are really a fool, gambling is such a harmful thing, how did you fall into such a deep place, lose yourself like this...
Zhang Liang looked at the scene in front of him, and his heart hurt inexplicably. I have never seen anyone so sad, and what a pain it is carrying.
Zhang Yang's tired body, coupled with the collapse of his heart. The whole thing was like a boneless person, paralyzed.
The dim street lamps shone on the leafy trees, and the faint light shone through the small gaps in the poor man. No one can understand his mood at the moment, all this is deserved in the eyes of others.
He wanted to have a chance to be born again, confess to the whole world, and then be born again. But apparently this is impossible, and no one will believe someone who makes such a mistake for the second time. Because even he feels that he can't be trusted! What a sadness this is, tears kept flowing, Zhang Yang remembered the bits and pieces of the past, the ordinary situation of more than 20 years, and he made it like this in two months. There is too much unwillingness and sadness in my heart.
Zhang Liang looked at Zhang Yang, but didn't know how to persuade him, just quietly accompanied him.
A breeze blew, it seemed to be a little cool, Zhang Liang rubbed his back with his hand, looked up at the sky, the moon hung high, big and round, shining with bright moonlight, thick clouds floating in the sky, white and flawless, like a snow-capped mountain, beautiful and incomprehensible.
I inadvertently remembered my own experience, a week ago, my boyfriend who had been with me for many years actually cheated, but the angry thing was that the woman was not a little worse than herself. What's even more ridiculous is that he said that the reason for his cheating was just to experience a different feeling, and he loved himself the most.
Bah, do scumbags still deserve to say love? Zhang Liang felt disgusted when he thought about this. I came to drink some wine, and finally collapsed under this tree. Fortunately, I didn't meet any perverted perverts, but met such a person. Since you are not moved by the beautiful woman, the ghost believes your words, hmph, men don't have a good thing. In order to confirm his thoughts, Zhang Liang also wanted to see what kind of person this was.
Now looking at the tree in front of him, it seems to be back to the scene of that day, one hand is pinching his nose, one mouth is slowly leaning over, he can't breathe, so he woke up, screamed three times in a row, and sat on the ground scared Zhang Yang, thinking about Zhang Liang couldn't help laughing. Hehe......
Looking at Zhang Yang on the ground again, I don't know when he has fallen asleep on the ground.
"Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang," Zhang Liang shouted quietly and patted him with his hand.
Zhang Yang was really tired, physically and mentally exhausted, so he was released at once, and he cried, and the person was almost asleep. So it's probably not that easy to wake him up.
Zhang Liang looked at the tears on Zhang Yang's face that had not yet dried away, and gently wiped them away with her hand. A delicate face, if you remove the sadness of the frown. Maybe it's fascinating, too!
The night is so deep, and there is not a single pedestrian on the road, they must have fallen asleep, but this poor man, what to do, what to do?
Zhang Yang! Wake up, Zhang Yang, wake up, Zhang Liang kept calling Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang still didn't wake up, it didn't seem that he was asleep, he was overly sad, and he fainted from crying.
Don't play with me like this, Zhang Liang said to Zhang Yang to herself. If I don't wake up, I'll go, let's go, Zhang Liangming knew that it was useless, so he still pretended to take two steps back, hoping that Zhang Yang would wake up like this. There is really no way for such a big man to do it himself!
Zhang Liang really wanted to leave like this, but looking at the sleeping Zhang Yang, he felt very pitiful, not to mention that he had saved himself. Zhang Liang patted Zhang Yang's face again. Seeing that he still didn't react, he sighed and said, is it that the seniors owe you, it seems that I have to carry you back!
Zhang Liang pulled Zhang Yang to sit up, put him around his neck with his hands, and walked step by step, it seemed that he could only put him in the store to sleep.
Take two steps and stop, and the distance of 500 meters will be tossed for more than ten minutes. Finally tossed him into the store. Zhang Liang gently put him on the sofa and took a blanket to help him cover it. I tossed all the way, I was really tired, so I closed the door and went to sleep on the bed in the back.
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It's 8:05 a.m., and it's 20 to 28 degrees Celsius today, and it's cloudy, so remember to keep smiling. The pleasant alarm clock still rings on time.
Zhang Yang rubbed his eyes, where am I?
Zhang Liang was also woken up by the alarm outside and yawned twice. Walked out.
Zhang Yang only remembered that he cried, he cried very sadly, and then he didn't know what happened next.
Zhang Liang didn't want Zhang Yang to think of the sad thing again, so he said, you were too tired from work yesterday, and then when you went back, you were tired and fell on the road. I'll help you here.
Although Zhang Liang said so, Zhang Yang probably already knew. It should be that his heart collapsed, and he finally cried, and was helped here by Zhang Liang.
Thank you, Zhang Yang lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong.
Zhang Yang, "It's okay, it's just that you can't be like this, you can rest assured about everything, and you still work part-time until so late, and you have to go to work so early in the morning." Sooner or later, you will be tired, if there is anything, it will be easier to say it, if there is anything you can do step by step, don't push yourself so hard.
Listening to the comforting words, Zhang Yang always couldn't control the hot tears. If Liu Huanhuan can say such things to herself, maybe she can be free, outsiders are always outsiders, and everyone will say words to comfort others, but what happened to him is not as simple as he said, and now only Liu Huanhuan and himself are a community of interests. Maybe she'll never forgive herself.
Zhang Liang looked at Zhang Yang's state and knew that he needed to be given some time. said softly, if you are not happy and want to talk to someone, remember that there is still me, how to say that we are also friends in trouble. If you have any difficulties, you can come here to find me, this "Bright Beauty and Body Shop" is opened by me.
Zhang Yang rubbed his eyes and said, open the door first, I have to go to work.
There is a bathroom in the back, you go wash your face!
Fresh air, the slightest breeze, how beautiful life is. Zhang Liang stood at the door with her eyes closed, enjoying the freshness of the morning.
Zhang Yang had already washed his face and walked outside, without sadness, happiness, or greeting Zhang Liang.
Everything will pass, don't rush too much. All that you have lost, in the future, will also be given to you in a better way, and what you bear now may be in order to make you a better you. Come on, Zhang Yang!
Maybe, everything will pass, maybe, all that I have to bear now is to achieve a better version of myself. Now it's better to go to work and run, or you'll be late again.
The wind blows, with the fragrance of a little green leaf, and it is also like a gentle hand, caressing this wounded heart. It's just that this wound was cut by his own hands......