Chapter Ninety-Four: Hatred, Jealousy, and Love
At that moment, Pei Yuche had a momentary complex emotion in his eyes, or when he hadn't even captured what kind of emotion it was, it had already slipped away, and he couldn't feel it anyway
Simply Pei Yuche didn't let superfluous emotions interfere, he clasped his hands in front of his chest, and walked step by step to the floor-to-ceiling window, looking condescendingly at the uninhabited city of death in X City
Then he announced to Xia Yang behind him unhurriedly: "It seems that you already have self-knowledge"
Pei Yuche's voice was very soft, but every word was like an ice pick, stabbing at Xia Yang steadily, and there was no room for any disobedience in his words
At this time, he was completely different from the gentle and elegant housekeeper who stayed by Shao Wanxi's side on weekdays
maybe
He is not Pei Yuche
Xia Yang smiled, facing Pei Yuche for the first time, he was not afraid, but even more excited
Compared with Pei Yuche, who had always disguised his strength under him, Xia Yang was willing to fight with him in front of him, even if he knew that he would definitely lose
At this time, Pei Yuche, who was standing in front of Xia Yang with his back to him, was like a real ghost from the darkness, and some irresistible magic made people feel uncomfortable and scared from the heart
Xia Yang couldn't help but reach out and touch his nose, maybe he should have known that even if he also served that person, he and Pei Yuche would not be the same people
Oh, yes
He was willing to fall for revenge, for a deal with that man
And Pei Yuche is a person from the dark
It's scary
"Heh, I'm already starting to worry about whether it's right to hand her over to you," Xia Yang looked down at Shao Hong's corpse, and couldn't help but wonder who was more suitable for that woman, he or Pei Yuche
But...... Pei Yuche, who was still enjoying the scenery outside the window, seemed to be very disgusted by Xia Yang's words, he turned his back to Xia Yang's body again, stared at him with deep eyes, and said to Xia Yang in a very cold tone: "At least I won't kill her most important person."
Pei Yuche's every word was spit out unhurriedly, but every word contained power, attacking Xia Yang again and again
"Important person," Xia Yang asked rhetorically, and the expression on his face was very bitter
yes
Xia Yang has always been a person who can perfectly hide his emotions, but he is different from Gao Leng's facial paralysis and expressionless, but every joy, anger and sorrow is too indifferent
There is even a doubt that he is really showing such an expression
But this moment
This bitterness was exposed, which was enough to show that he didn't dare in his heart
"Heh, I really don't want to admit it," Xia Yang snorted coldly and said, and soon he put away all his emotions again, and once again hid them in his heart
He is not refuting that Shao Hong is not the most important person in Shao Wanxi
But......
Should he be sad that he wasn't the most important person to her
Yes, for Shao Wanxi, what can he Xia Yang be worth
A trace of sorrow and loss flashed in his dark eyes, he raised the corners of his mouth slightly, his eyes stayed on the ground in the distance, as if he was unwilling to look at Pei Yuche, and said in a somewhat dissatisfied tone: "But I want you to remember what you said."
Xia Yang's sudden words made Pei Yuche confused
If it weren't for the fact that he was the only one standing in front of Xia Yang in this room, he really couldn't be sure that Xia Yang was talking to him, neither looking at him nor saying words that would fit the meaning
"What do you mean," Pei Yuche asked, and the magnetic voice was very flat
In contrast, Xia Yang's mood had been low for a long time before he raised his head to look at Pei Yu, facing the endless abyss in the dark night
No one knows if the night is wider or the abyss is unpredictable
Perhaps the only thing that can make the night and the abyss intersect is that they are all looking forward to the brightest light
But he was destined not to see him
Xia Yang raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and asked Pei Yuche rhetorically with full disdain in his words: "If one day she knows your identity, I don't think she can bear this blow."
But he was the only one who knew what he was saying, and he was just laughing at himself
It's doomed
Night and day are two worlds after all
He and Shao Wanxi also ...... after all It is impossible to be together
After all, he did something unforgivable to Shao Wanxi
"This is even more cruel than killing her most important person," Xia Yang whispered
Maybe he should admit that the secret that Pei Yuche has hidden for ten years is a fatal blow to Shao Wanxi
And it is unforgivable for him to kill her most important person
forever
None are forgivable
But Xia Yang didn't know why his heart was so uncomfortable at such a moment, and he even wanted to ask himself, is revenge really that important
"Then thank you for the reminder," Pei Yuche looked at Xia Yang coldly, and his voice was not loud, but it seemed that he deliberately interrupted Xia Yang's inner thoughts
Especially...... When he saw the remorse on his face, it would make Pei Yuche feel inexplicably unhappy
Because Pei Yuche knows exactly what Xia Yang thinks about in his heart, even if Xia Yang has never expressed his inner thoughts in the past ten years, as an agent, whether he is born or acquired, how can he not find out what Xia Yang wants
But now, he will never allow Xia Yang to have any more intentions against her
At least since he finished off Shao Hong himself, he has lost this qualification
however
How could Xia Yang be willing to do this
It's silly
actually chose to regret it at this time, obviously before doing this, he had already decided that he would never have anything to do with Shao Wanxi again, so he would embark on the road of revenge
But now, he still imagines that if he hadn't killed Shao Hong, if he tried to express his heart, would he still have a chance to win Shao Wanxi's heart
I chose to give up without trying
It's true...... I'm so unwilling
Xia Yang bit his lower lip tightly, and his palm couldn't help but support his forehead, and the headache made him have no energy to continue to think about it, and now he can only be a loser, facing Pei Yuche, who is exuding the light of a victor in front of him, and asks him with a slight begging tone: "Pei Yuche, you won't leave her, right?"
Because I've hurt her once, please ...... Stop hurting her
Merely......
At this moment, Pei Yuche didn't know why he hesitated, obviously he could answer this question with certainty, but he could only open his eyes and not make the slightest sound
He...... I'm scared of something
Obviously, he has concealed the past ten years, and he has decided to stay by her side forever and protect her forever
How can you not say it
Maybe it's not just Pei Yuche who was surprised
Together with Xia Yang, they were surprised and even disappointed by Pei Yuche's performance
"You hesitated," Xia Yang whispered, and even he didn't know why, he expressed this sentence with a sad emotion
Like ...... I feel guilty because I can't guarantee that Shao Wanxi's future will be carefree
The greatest wish of these two men is to give Shao Wanxi the most comfortable and joyful life
But why is it like this now?
Xia Yang squatted down weakly, holding his head in his hands, he actually ruined the dream in his heart, and actually hurt Shao Wanxi with his own hands
And Pei Yuche was also panicked in his heart, facing the decision made by Xia Yang, and now he couldn't even think about answering so definitely as before......
Even he thought he would hurt Shao Wanxi
No
"I won't leave her," Pei Yuche clenched his teeth, clenched his fists, and promised with certainty that in the end, he still forced himself to suppress his unstable emotions and stubbornly continue with his previous decision
Xu was because Pei Yuche's resolute words made Xia Yang cry and laugh, and for a while, he was relieved and unwilling, and he had a little less confidence to speak, so he could only pull his head and ask Pei Yuche in a low voice: "Can I still see her?"
Do you have a chance to meet her?
Xia Yang didn't know why he would ask Pei Yuche such a sentence
Like ...... Even he himself feels hopeless, but he still has the luxury of being recognized by others
But in fact
This can only be an extravagant hope
Pei Yuche looked at Xia Yang in front of him coldly, there seemed to be something different in his deep eyes, and it seemed to be cold, without the slightest emotion, in short, it was bottomless, like an abyss, no one could guess except himself
After being silent for a long time, Pei Yuche spoke, always sarcastically at Xia Yang with hostility: "You think I'll agree, I'm sorry, I'm not so generous."
"That's it," Xia Yang responded with a smile in a weak voice, but there was not the slightest dissatisfaction, as if he had been relieved, but the only remaining hope had been completely wiped out
but
Such an expected ending did not make Xia Yang's mood fluctuate too much, but because his current situation made Xia Yang deepen the smile on the corner of his mouth, raised his head to look at Pei Yuche, and teased Pei Yuche: "But Pei Yuche, why do I think that one day the child will leave you?"
It's not out of jealousy
It's just that there will always be a time when everything can't be hidden
Pei Yuche, do you really think that this day will not come?
No, from the beginning of this X City, you will eventually meet, and she will learn the truth
Although I also hope that this kind of grief will not be let her bear it again...... I'm jealous
Xia Yang looked at Pei Yuche's dark eyes, repeating what he said in his heart over and over again
however
These are so ironic to the current Pei Yuche that his deep eyes are full of coldness, and his voice seems so ruthless: "It seems that I can't fulfill your last wish, brother."
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(Tianjin)