89. Like a dream

"Ancheng likes the academy, will my sister send you to the academy to study at that time? ”

She was negligent in this matter, forgetting that at Ancheng's age, she should indeed study in the academy.

If An Cheng hadn't mentioned it this time, she wouldn't have thought of this.

There are only two older brothers who go to the academy at home, and she is taught and enlightened at home by the master invited by her parents.

Although she is the county lord of Ding'an, she can't change the harshness and contempt for women in this era.

Although the vast academy where my brothers are studying doesn't mind accepting some female students, my father and mother are worried that the vast academy is mostly male, and if they study in it, it will inevitably give people a chance to take advantage of it.

And no matter where you are, it's not as good as at home, if something happens, wouldn't you regret it?

Therefore, her father and mother simply invited her master to teach her enlightenment at home, and she had never been to the academy, so she forgot that boys of this age should go to the academy to study.

"I ...... Can I go?" asked Gu Ancheng with some flattery.

"Naturally, you can. ”

Yun Qingzhi didn't think there was anything wrong with this matter, "A boy of your age should study in the academy, and I will discuss it with my father later, and when you get it, you will go to study in the vast academy where your eldest brother is studying, and no one will dare to bully you if your eldest brother is here." ”

"If someone dares to bully you secretly, do you remember to tell your eldest brother that you must not suffer a loss, you know?"

Before arranging people into the academy, Yun Qingzhi first gave thousands of instructions, for fear that Gu Ancheng, who has a forbearant temperament, will not know how to speak when he suffers.

"Uh-huh. ”

Gu Ancheng nodded again and again, as long as he could go to the academy, he would listen to his sister for everything.

"Then you wait a while, and when your father comes back, my sister will take you to find your father and ask him to arrange it, and then you can go to the academy to study." ”

Yun Qingzhi noticed one thing, that is, Gu Ancheng and her, her eldest brother and mother-in-law can get along very well, but when it comes to her father, Gu Ancheng will always subconsciously avoid it.

In addition, my father is busy with official business, and the office time is longer than the time to go home, if Gu Ancheng intentionally avoids it, he will not expect to encounter it in the past ten days and half a month.

"I ...... Am I going too?"

I don't know why, Gu Ancheng was always a little afraid of his nominal father, and he always felt that people were too majestic, which made people a little scared and resisted.

This is probably the reason why Gu Ancheng's perception of emotions is relatively keen, in this family, the only one he has some resistance is Yun Anbang.

"Of course," Yun Qingzhi thought that she didn't see Gu Ancheng's restraint, "Ancheng is also a part of this family, if you want something, you have to speak yourself, everyone has their own things, and there is not so much time to pay attention to Ancheng all the time." ”

"So if Anseong has any thoughts and wants, we have to say it, and we will know. ”

"Like today, if my sister doesn't ask, isn't Ancheng going to say it?"

"If you don't say it, and if your sister doesn't ask, your sister won't know about Ancheng's desire to go to the academy, and Ancheng won't be able to go to the academy, you know?"

Through this incident, Yun Qingzhi taught Gu Ancheng that if he wanted something, he needed to say it, otherwise, no one would know what he was thinking in his heart?

"Me, is that okay?"

Gu Ancheng unconsciously grabbed the clothes on the side of his hand and asked cautiously.

"Of course," Yun Qingzhi said affirmatively, "Ancheng is also a member of this family, a member of this family, the younger brother of me and my brothers, and the son of my father's mother, isn't it?"

In fact, when Yun Qingzhi brought people back, Yun Anbang and Zhu Lan both thought about directly recording people in their names and having the surname Yun with them.

But later I found out that Gu Ancheng's surname was given by his biological parents, and even the name was written by Gu Ancheng's parents and put it in swaddling clothes and sent it to Gu Ancheng's adoptive parents' home.

Because they knew that Gu Ancheng's parents left a lot of treasures to Gu Ancheng's adoptive parents, they let them raise Gu Ancheng.

Therefore, my father guessed that Gu Ancheng's parents might have some reason to send Gu Ancheng away for others to raise, in order to avoid Gu Ancheng's biological parents coming to him after Gu Ancheng grew up, so he never changed Gu Ancheng's surname, so that he still had the surname Gu.

Daddy said about this, don't tell Ancheng for the time being, after all, I don't know what Ancheng thinks of his biological parents.

In order to avoid Anseong being unhappy, this matter was temporarily shelved and hidden.

But even if he didn't change his name and surname, Gu Ancheng was already a family in the minds of their family.

"Is this true?"

Gu Ancheng asked cautiously with a hint of uncertainty.

In fact, from the time Yun Qingzhi brought him back, Gu Ancheng always felt that he was dreaming, waking up from the dream, and there was nothing.

Therefore, Gu Ancheng has always been in a well-behaved and obedient state, and he will never trouble people more, let alone make some requests casually.

Because he was very afraid, if all this was just a dream, if he was too greedy, God would take back the beautiful dream, then the rest of his life would only be a nightmare.

People can't be too greedy, as long as they have a little bit of it, if you want this and want that, it's easy to get nothing when the time comes.

"Yes, it's true, it's not a dream. ”

It was also at this time that Yun Qingzhi suddenly realized that in fact, from the very beginning, Gu Ancheng did not have enough security because she brought him back.

On the contrary, he became more troubled by gains and losses.

If one had never gained something, then there would be no heart-rending grief and despair when something was lost.

But once he has it, he will always worry that one day, everything he has will disappear, and it will become the state of nothingness before.

The gap in the heart can drive a person crazy and kill him.

But Gu Ancheng has never shown such emotions in front of others, he carefully hides all the bad emotions that should not appear, making himself more likable and lovable.

In order to maintain such a false balance, no one knows what kind of thoughts he has in his heart.

But what he didn't know was that refusing to let people know what he really thought in his heart would also push people further, and this kind of practice was contrary to everything he asked for from the beginning.