"Why, I can't tell the truth. Wang Damei has a harmless and boring expression!

"Shen Jianqi's face is red and his neck is thick, you are a slut, and you are not also a gold leftover fighter. ”

"Your sister, I don't have the eye to see, but as for you, no one else can see it. ”

"Do you want to do something, in order to make a lot of noise, Chen Fei roared. ”

"Zhang Yang, in his eyes, he still didn't say what he wanted to say after all, maybe their life was too moist."

Wang Damei glanced at Shen Jian fiercely with her eyes and closed the back kitchen. ”

"Pretty boy, come to the bottle of Budweiser, the first one is called. ”

Okay, wait a minute, this sentence has become the most said sentence by Zhang Yang. ”

"In this small baking shop, Zhang Yang is still like a gentleman, hello, this is your wine. ”

"Didn't I say take two, why do you take one?"

"I don't know if it's a guest, I didn't say it clearly, or Zhang Yang is too tired, anyway, what I heard is one, the guest is God, just take it, and my heart at this time has long been made full of holes, and there is no free place to care. ”

Zhang Yang helped him get a bottle of wine again. With a little tiredness, he said, boss, your wine. ”

"Pretty boy, are you out of love, do you want to have a drink together, the man said jokingly. ”

"Hehe, I don't have a girlfriend yet, how can I fall out of love, do you want to introduce one to me. Zhang Yangqiang said tiredly, "

"He's so handsome, how can he not have a girlfriend, um... It's just a little skinny, I need to eat more!"

Hearing this, Zhang Yang smiled, it would be nice if everyone had such an attitude and words. Looking at the people eating and drinking, Zhang Yang regretted how much he regretted, he used to be like them, he could run after work, and then come here with friends for supper. Now, do you count yourself as a prisoner? You have set yourself up as a prison, and you have locked yourself tightly, and all the time you have no control over yourself. ”

"I can't help myself, and I don't even have time to regret. ”

"Pretty boy, that wine is almost gone, you go ice a little first. ”

Okay, Zhang Yang reacted quickly, although his heart hurt very much, but he didn't show it at all, because he knew that all this was done by himself, no one would understand, no one would sympathize, and some were just ridicule and ridicule. ”

The corner was full of all kinds of best-selling wines in the market, and Zhang Yang bowed down and moved two boxes of Harpy. Place it in the freezer and fill it just to the brim. ”

Wang Damei was pulling her mobile phone there, with laughter on her face from time to time, Zhang Yang guessed that she must be watching some small video again"

Zhang Yang took the empty box back into the corner, and sorted out the empty wine bottles around him by the way. I just found a place to sit down and rest, it was already more than twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, today's guests were not as hot as yesterday, and now there were three tables sitting vaguely. ”

The melancholy heart rushed to the brain, the previous gamble, and the movie was put on in the brain again, Zhang Xinyu's smiling face also appeared, Zhang Yang's heart fell again, and regret filled the whole body. ”

Zhang Yang cried out in his heart, why did God treat me like this, I have never done evil in my life, why did you treat me like this, is it just because I am greedy? Why does no one care about those illegal websites and gambling players? ”

After the shout, Zhang Yang quickly stood up, not allowing the demon to fill his last bit of conscience. Walking to the back kitchen, he poked his head to see if there was anything that needed to be served. ”

In fact, watching the food is just a trance, it is really just to drive away the darkness in his heart, Zhang Yang walked back and forth a few times, and finally there was a table of good food and drink, and there was a pile of leftovers left, Zhang Yang couldn't wait to clean up the rag on the table, clean up, because at this time, only busy can make himself forget the gambling that died. ”

Zhang Yang cleaned up the table and it took about ten minutes. They are so happy that they can eat and laugh, what a simple happiness, but they themselves are buried. ”

Chen Yu looked at Zhang Yang, who had a misty look in his eyes, and looked at his mobile phone, which was already past five points. ”

"Ah Yang, you go back and rest first!" Chen Yu said. ”

Zhang Yang took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, it was past five o'clock, he had to go, otherwise he would not be able to get up at eight o'clock tomorrow, it would be fatal!"

"I'll go back first, sister. Zhang Yang said to the proprietress . ”

"Well, the proprietress didn't lift her head. ”

"The moonlight is like a shuttle, the time is quiet, and the wind is blowing gently. It's just that people are full of sorrow. Zhang Yang just walked around the corner. I saw a beautiful woman appear in front of me. ”

"Zhang Yang, I'm done. Zhang Liang said with a smile. ”

"Sad heart, depressed person, even if you see the immortals, you probably won't be moved, Zhang Yang didn't pay attention to it, and walked his own way. ”

"Zhang Yang, why are you like this. I've been waiting for you here for two hours. ”

"What are you waiting for, I don't know you well, and I didn't ask you to wait, I'm going back to sleep. ”

"I'm here to thank you, thank you for your help that day. I want to invite you to dinner, give me a chance, Zhang Liang said cutely. ”

"Well, if this pushes everything back to the time when it was not done, maybe it was a beautiful encounter. It's just that my heart is as cold as ice now, and I don't have a little bit of life. No thanks, it's just a gesture, you don't have to invite me to dinner, I don't have time, I'm sleepy, go back first, you better go back early, late at night, there is still no ** outside alone. ”

Zhang Liang never understood that Zhang Yang had a warm heart when he rescued himself, but now he is talking so warmly. What the hell is wrong with you, what's going on, you've been working all day, and you're working part-time so late?"

"You, are you idle, you don't go to sleep in the middle of the night, and ask boring questions here, Zhang Yang is really impatient. Before I knew it, I had already walked to the door of the apartment, brushed open the door of the apartment, and don't come to me again in the future. ”

"Zhang Yang, I will come again until you agree to eat with me. ”

"The sky is vast and the road is vast, where is my light. Liu Huanhuan, can you forgive me again? Can you love me again? Zhang Yang's heart was piled up with stones, and he was about to pile himself up. It was about to pile up into a tomb, and as I walked, I thought about it and arrived at the door of the dormitory again. ”

The night is deep, the noise of the day has been hidden, only the sound of his heartbeat can be heard, Zhang Yang opened the door softly, afraid of disturbing them, sleeping in their sleep. Behold, how happy they are, sleeping so soundly, and they have only cleaned up the tiredness of the day, but their hearts are not at peace. ”

"The once simple self came to mind, and in a blink of an eye, the dark picture reappeared, crazy betting, losing, losing, losing again, squeezing the last drop of blood out of his body. Zhang Yang turned around, and his body curled into a C-shape. Endless remorse welled up in my heart, my heart was sad, and the tears couldn't be held back after all, and slipped down my cheeks all the way to the pillow. Zhang Yang even thought that it was better to leave just like that, but wouldn't that be a bigger mistake? Who will pay the debts owed, even if he wants to die in this life, he must not harm others. ”

Thinking of death, Zhang Yang suddenly remembered a neighbor in his hometown, which was supposed to be a happy life, but because of the trivial matters of life, the two husbands and wives quarreled, and finally the wife drank medicine and died, leaving her husband and children. There is no mother for the child, and the father does not know how to discipline the child, it is destined to have many tragedies, the father is busy with his livelihood, there is no time to take care of the child, one day the 6 or 7-year-old son ran to the river to play, unfortunately drowned. Looking at his dead son, the man cried and shouted about God's injustice to him, and grief filled the whole family, in fact, it was not the whole family, since the death of his wife, this family is incomplete. ”

The wife's suicide caused the child to be unsupervised, the son drowned again, the man became depressed, he only knew how to work all day, and the words became very little, and the daughter became eccentric. ”

But the man doesn't know that over the years, his own downfall, the death of the girl's mother, the departure of the younger brother, the girl has long hated her father and the man. She thinks it was because her father killed her mother and brother that he hated men from then on. ”

"The girl has not had the heart to go to school since junior high school, looking at other people's classmates, dressing well, loving by her parents, and she has nothing, so she can't laugh when she sees it, how bright others laugh, how much the girl's heart hurts, so, she always likes a person, and even if she can, she can't make them laugh. Finally one day, she broke out, she saw a girl, not only beautiful, but also empty of an eye-catching dress, the back of the white T-sleeve dress is printed with a cartoon photo of a family of three, with a very cute and red, happy family, four big characters, and this girl is sitting in front of it. ”

"Envy, jealousy broke the girl's nerves, one day during recess, the three female classmates in front of them chatted together, chatting about where they went to play last weekend and what they ate. One by one, laughing back and forth, looking at them laughing so happily, the girl was like crazy, pulling the clothes of the girl printed with the words "Happy Family", pulling hard, the girl in front of her because she was not a little defenseless, and directly "Bah", her body fell to the ground, and the blood on the back of her head kept flowing. ”

Because of this accident, the father was forced to apologize to the injured girl's family and pay money. ”

"The girl was criticized by the teacher many times, and the father came home and kept accusing and scolding. The girl has never been to school again, she stays at home alone all day, and a few years have passed in a blink of an eye, and the girl has become a big girl, and she is beautiful and beautiful, but she doesn't like to go out and talk. When she was 18 years old, her father recruited a son-in-law for her. Thinking that everything could start again, who would have thought that the girl Nameless would always suspect that her husband was unfaithful to herself, and she kept arguing all day long, over and over again, dividing and combining, and the last time she quarreled fiercely, the man drank alcohol, took advantage of the drunkenness, smashed everything in the house, and didn't even let go of a door. ”

In the end, there was no end, all the tragedy was over, the girl left her two daughters behind, and left her hometown, perhaps to make a living, or maybe to escape, leaving only the man to take care of the children of a few years old. ”

Thinking of this, Zhang Yang said to himself, no matter what, he can't go to that step, he must survive, even if he is tired to death, even if he is found one day and cannot be forgiven. ”

Zhang Yang finally closed his eyes and temporarily closed the door of his heart. I hope that tomorrow I can still persevere.