What to talk about?

Xia Ran ran ran out of ideas for a while.

Taking Ruan Mianmian up the mountain was originally impulsive, but now if he wants to chat, he comes casually.

I didn't think about it in advance.

Xia Ran lowered his head and bent his lips, and he said lightly: "Whatever, let's talk about you." ”

"Talk about me?"

Ruan Mianmian was slightly surprised, and she asked rhetorically: "What do I have to talk about." ”

Besides, in Xia Ran's eyes, hasn't she always been used as Xia Qing's stand-in?

So what was she going to say?

Xia Ran was stunned, and then took out a cigarette from his pocket.

He doesn't pump either, just rubs it between his fingertips.

Then Xia Ran looked at her and asked, "What about your family?" ”

Family?

Ruan Mianmian didn't expect Xia Ran to ask this question.

Probably because Xia Ran hasn't experienced the feeling of having a family for too long.

Ruan Mianmian lowered her head and thought about it, her original family environment was not good.

The father cheated and married the mistress, the mistress's son was older than her, and the mother had not seen her since she was born.

There's nothing to mention either.

Ruan Mianmian was silent for a while, and said lightly: "I grew up with my grandmother, she is the best person in the world to me, although she was also very fierce to me when I was a child, but she is also the person who loves me the most." ”

Ruan Mianmian is talking about her as Lin Xiashi's family.

Xia Ran listened quietly, and his eyes were dyed with a layer of tenderness.

The person he loves the most, this kind of word, Xia Ran has never experienced it in himself.

When he was dependent on Xiao Xia Qing for his life, all he thought about every day was how to survive.

He never seemed to have experienced the word love, nor did he deliberately look for it.

Thinking of this, Xia Ran inadvertently caught a glimpse of Ruan Mianmian's side face.

Probably because of the memory of the person he missed, a warm and soft expression appeared on Ruan Mianmian's face.

She was seriously missing her grandmother.

At this moment, an unbelievable thought suddenly popped up in Xia Ran's heart.

In the days to come, will she miss him with such eyes?

Probably not.

Xia Ran smiled bitterly, and then asked, "And then?"

"And then?"

Ruan Mianmian asked, "What else then?"

Xia Ran smiled and said, "What about the other family members? Is it just a grandmother?"

Ruan Mianmian raised her eyebrows slightly and replied, "What?

Xia Ran was silent.

Then Ruan Mianmian continued: "Don't mention the rest. ”

Xia Ran suddenly saw a touch of loss in Ruan Mianmian's eyes, it was the kind of sudden loneliness, like mentioning a topic in her heart that she didn't want to mention.

Xia Ran was just about to change the topic, but Ruan Mianmian suddenly asked:

"What about you? What about your family?"

The look on Xia Ran's face stiffened for a moment, and he lowered his eyes blankly, but he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long while, Ruan Mianmian heard Xia Ran's voice sound.

"I don't remember," he said. ”

The voice was light and light, with no emotional ups and downs, and it sounded as if he was talking about the weather.

Ruan Mianmian glanced at him lightly and saw the emotions in his eyes.

Only then did I realize that this person was deliberately enduring.

Ruan Mianmian then asked, "What about Xia Qing?" ”

When the words fell, Xia Ran suddenly looked up at Ruan Mianmian, his eyes were slightly round, and he looked slightly angry.

Ruan Mianmian looked at him head-on, but he was not afraid at all.

Xia Ran smiled slowly when he saw this, then shook his head with a different face.

The last rays of light on the horizon dissipated, and the dim light spread across the forest.

Ruan Mianmian looked at Xia Ran's side face hidden in the dark light, and felt a little dazed for a while.

When it came to Xiao Xia Qing, Xia Ran's performance was not as angry as she intended.

It was probably rare for someone to mention these things to him, but Xia Ran's eyes looked a little gentle.

After a while, Xia Ran suddenly sighed softly, he looked at Ruan Mianmian and looked her up and down.

Then, Xia Ran asked rhetorically.

"Do you know why, I would be willing to treat you as Xiao Xia Qing?"

Ruan Mianmian shrugged his shoulders and replied, "Do you look at your face?"

"Hahaha, you're not modest. ”

Xia Ran was amused by Ruan Mianmian's words, and the atmosphere became a little lighter.

He continued: "Actually, you are very similar to her, but not in good looks. ”

When Ruan Mianmian heard this, she pursed her lips and asked, "What's wrong? I'm not as good-looking as your sister?"

Xia Ran turned his head, his eyes seriously wandered around Ruan Mianmian's face for a moment, and then shook his head with a smile.

He said, "No, you're much prettier than her." ”

"Is it true?"

Ruan Mianmian learned from Xia Ran's appearance and glanced at him by the way.

Then he said, "I think you look good, and your sister shouldn't be much worse." ”

Xia Ran lowered his head and chuckled, and then said slowly: "Xia Qing, she is not my own sister, we are not related by blood." ”

“？？？”

Ruan Mianmian's face was full of question marks in surprise.

This person made such a deeply nostalgic appearance, but it turned out that he was not his own sister?

What a deep affection that must be!

Ruan Mianmian asked, "Aren't you?"

"Hmm. ”

Xia Ran nodded lightly.

Which of the children of Liberty Island was not an orphan?

The reason why he treats Xia Qing as his sister is not only because she is the youngest and is often bullied, but also because of ...... A steamed bun.

Xia Ran has received too little warmth in his life, and that steamed bun is almost the only care and love he has received in his young life.

That's why he treats them like treasures.

Xia Qing, originally not called Xia Qing, this is the name he gave her.

The original intention was to hope that her future life would be windless, rainless, only sunny, but unfortunately the sky did not fulfill people's wishes.

Over the years, all of them have left Liberty Island, and only Xiao Xia Qing has stayed there forever.

Speaking of this, Ruan Mianmian suddenly felt the sadness and sadness that Xia Ran revealed from his heart.

She thought that his heart was actually very lonely.

It was at this moment that Ruan Mianmian suddenly understood what Xia Ran had just said - she was very similar to Xia Qing.

It's actually not very similar, it's just that Xia Ran has never opened his heart to let others get closer.

Ruan Mianmian recognized himself as Xia Qing in order to act, and because of this reason, Xia Ran brought her closer to his life.

Ruan Mianmian thought to herself, Xia Ran's side had not been in contact with people like this for too long.

So much so that Ruan Mianmian borrowed the name of Xia Qing to act in a play, and he took it to heart like this.

It's a bit inexplicable.

Ruan Mianmian looked at Xia Ran, and suddenly felt that he was not as annoying as he had in his previous impression.

Speaking of which, everyone in their group is quite pitiful.

At least from the people Ruan Mianmian has come into contact with, their psychological problems seem to be quite serious.

Jiang Ce is like this, Cen Han is like this, and Xia Ran is even more like this.