Chapter 12: Falling into Darkness Again
In order to quickly dissolve into this circle, Zhang Yang always tries to do as much as possible when working, and carefully checks after completion. Never allow yourself to show up before you have a firm foothold, let people grab the little tail, and ask them to drink every once in a while.
Zhang Zijing likes him a lot, because now he doesn't have to work so hard. I handed over the main work to Zhang Yang, and I did chores and dealt with some abnormalities that occurred...
Zhang Yang finally gained a foothold in the company, although he got off work late every day. But he didn't feel hard, and every day when he went back from work, Liu Huanhuan prepared a supper for him, and stopped scolding him.
Time flies, and three months have passed in the blink of an eye. Everything is on a normal track again, and everyone is no longer constantly talking about the old things.
Liu Huanhuan said to Zhang Yang, my mother told me to go back early, and I will give birth there when the time comes, what do you think?
Zhang Yang said that in this situation, there is nothing to be done. Just listen to your mother......
Liu Huanhuan returned to her parents' house in a few days, and before leaving, she told Zhang Yang that if you touched gambling again, you would die a miserable death. And she can only stop living expenses every month, and transfer the rest to her.
Zhang Yang returned to the one where he didn't have too many worries, as long as he worked hard, day by day, Zhang Yang and Zhao Zijing had become iron brothers, and they were comfortable in their work. It's okay to joke and brag with colleagues, and a year has passed in a flash.
Towards the end of the year, Liu Huanhuan gave birth to a fat boy for Zhang Yang again. plus a daughter in front, the perfect knot forms a "good" word.
When the spring flowers bloomed the following year, the family house was also built.
Zhang Yang's heart began to float again, maybe because there was not much pressure, maybe it was because the scar had forgotten the pain.
Zhang Yang, who had just paid off his debts, began to ponder the reasons for losing money before.
At first, he thought it was a back-office operation, so he lost money. So with the mentality of investigation and analysis, I drilled into the realm of demons. After scrutinizing and checking the information again and again, I finally came to the conclusion that there was no background operation, and everything was because I was too greedy.
From this time on, Zhang Yang no longer took the initiative to chat with Zhao Zijing. It's always mysterious, and when there's a task, it's done quickly. Then I hid and secretly researched Keizhong, and then made a plan.
It's been like this for a few days, and no one cares about it. After a week of research and observation, Zhang Yang decided on a plan and started gambling again with his living expenses.
On the first day, strictly follow the plan, and as soon as you win money, you will quit. Luckily, I hit the second hand, so I quit quickly.
The next day, it was still carried out in strict accordance with the plan, but the luck was not so good, three or four times before hitting, a little nervous, and almost had no money to follow. In the end, I was glad to have won and quit again.
After playing like this for a few days in a row, I won 10,000 again.
After winning some money, my heart is wild again, and I can't hold it with a heart. After winning, I want to win again.
The greedy heart finally brought him into the infinite abyss again, this time in order to win a little more, to get back what he lost the first time. The bet was even bigger, and the darkness of the past was once again shrouded. If it was gambling money before, then this time it is human nature that is gambling.
The pain penetrated his brain and heart, he lost and lost, and he lost all the wins, Zhang Yang's humanity was swallowed by the demons again, and he was still unwilling and regretful, why didn't he stop when he won more than 10,000 yuan. So the devil's mouth opened wider and wider, Zhang Yang borrowed money from various places, lost, borrowed, lost, borrowed, and finally collected the last loan.
I couldn't borrow any more money, so Zhang Yang was paralyzed, sat on the ground, and looked up at the sky. Zhang Yang slapped himself hard, ah, ah, there are thousands of grass and mud horses rushing in his heart, this is true, why is it not a dream?
Zhang Yang felt that the sky was about to fall, how could all this be like this, how could he become like this, wasn't the pain he suffered for the first time enough? Why did he step into the ghost gate again, what was wrong with all this, why was his life so bitter. What should I do now, what should I do if I borrow money online, what if I borrow money from friends. Friends can still be dragged on, but what to do on the Internet, Liu Huanhuan will definitely know when the time comes. No, she must not know, if she knew, would she be mad, and she would not even be able to think about what to do.
Zhang Yang is really about to force himself to death this time, this is not the first time, who can still believe in himself, he can't even forgive himself. Zhang Yang really wanted to end his life here, but when he thought of his elderly parents, the cute little princess and his newborn son. I can't be so weak, I have to stand up. If you die, all you will leave behind is the grief and debts of your loved ones, only by enduring the pain, standing up, and working hard can you save yourself and make up for it, even if you are tired to death, you can't end yourself...
Zhang Yang lost money and trust last time, but this time he lost half his life, and almost ended his beautiful youth.
At this time, the only hope is brothers.
Zhang Yang called Zhang Dahai, Dahai, brother is finished, and he has driven himself to a dead end.
What's the matter, brother, what's going on?
Zhang Dahai didn't know what was going on, and asked eagerly.
I touched it again, that damn thing. I really don't know what to do this time! It's over, it's over, I'm really done.
。。。。 Why did you run into it again, didn't you delete it last time, don't touch it again! You said you are not a pig brain.
Ahh
You're just stupid, what's this weird life, your life is earned by yourself, your life is already very good, you just have to do it.
How much did you lose?, Zhang Dahai asked
Lost more than 100,000 yuan!" Zhang Yang said disheartenedly
Oh my God, why are you stupid like this, where did you get the money?
Zhang Yang said in a low voice, like a friend borrowed a little, and the loan was borrowed 100,000.
You... Zhang Dahai was speechless to him, and dared to borrow usury, which was really crazy.
I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy when I encounter this thing, my heart becomes greedy, I don't have any energy during the day, and I can't sleep at night.
You're asking for it, and you're going to have a good day, but I told you last time not to touch it, look at what you promised, and you've just put the day on the right track, and you're going to do it, so what are you going to do now?
How much money do you have now? Usury is really too scary! A few hundred profits a day, Zhang Yang said in horror.
Don't think about it so scary now, hundreds of thousands of people in this society are nothing now, and you will come back with a little effort. However, you must know the lesson of this time.
If you touch again, you will not only harm yourself, but everyone will be afraid of you and pay off your debts. Zhang Dahai's stomach is full of fire, you say, our family conditions are so poor, and my parents work so hard. Finally, after hard work, they all got married and built a new house by themselves. I'm still thinking that after two years of savings, the three brothers will be thinking about doing something business together. I haven't been in a hurry to tell you, you just do it, this time you remember, it's a dead end to touch you, don't worry, I have 60,000 here. Wait a minute, you call the eldest brother and see how many he has?
Zhang Yang didn't dare to promise anything, the first time he gambled, he lost the money, promised not to touch, and died. The second time I said anything, it was a fart. I only told myself in my heart that I was gambling on this life.
Zhang Yang called his eldest brother Zhang Min again
Hey, brother! Big brother Zhang Min spoke first
Big brother, I... I'm pushing myself to a dead end again, Zhang Yang said tremblingly!
Zhang Min already had a hunch, some time ago he told him where to play, where to play, today suddenly said, it seems to be gambling again, so he said that he is playing Qingzhong again.
Zhang Yang said weakly, well...
Last time I told you not to play, that thing couldn't be touched, why did you get it again?
Blame yourself for being stupid and greedy!
I said you, don't be upset, you just do it, and have a good life, but you see that you have a good job and salary, and the children can read and be obedient at home. Last time I lost money, Liu Huanhuan has already forgiven you. You're just too good to live a good life...
Yes, I just died, and finally I returned to a peaceful life, and I died again, and I had to dig a pit and bury myself.
Zhang Min asked angrily, how much did you lose this time?
Losing more than 100,000 yuan, Zhang Yang said in despair, when he thought of this number, he hoped that this was a dream, and he would return to the ordinary days when he woke up.
Zhang Min sighed, alas! Tell me what a good brother you are... Where did you get the money?
Online loan borrowing, it's really over!
Don't worry, give me your full address! I'll buy a ticket right away?