Chapter 31: Is This Love?

"But childish, I'm not just your butler. The two of them were embarrassed, but Pei Yuche took the initiative to step forward and grabbed Shao Wanxi's slender wrist.

In the gentle tone, it seemed that his exhaustion and weakness could be heard. What he wanted was really simple, but why did he always let her ...... What about sadness?

Shao Wanxi let Pei Yuche hold his hand, but he still turned his back to him. Xu didn't dare to look at his current expression, and he didn't want him to see her appearance now.

Even if Shao Wanxi understood what Pei Yuche said in her heart, she still pretended to be stupid, deliberately pulled away from the topic and said: "Even partners should have trust." ”

Pei Yuche was holding Shao Wanxi's hand, as if he had lost his strength in an instant because of Shao Wanxi's words, he slipped down instantly, and sat down on the sofa very weakly, his eyes were full of loss. With his eyes down, he looked at the floor as if he had no thoughts.

"To you, am I just a housekeeper, just a partner?" Pei Yuche's voice sounded softly in the room, and at some point, he began to worry about everything about Shao Wanxi, and more importantly, he was afraid of the relationship between him and her, or rather: Shao Wanxi, I am really afraid that you don't love me.

"......" Shao Wanxi was silent, she didn't know how to answer Pei Yuche correctly. Perhaps, in her heart, she doesn't know what the answer is. It seems that ten years of friendship have been together for too long, but it is impossible to determine what love is.

"What you know...... Pei Yuche slowly raised his head, looked at Shao Wanxi's back, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. Shao Wanxi, you won't know that I have been with you for ten years, and I have been with you unconditionally for ten years. I'd rather be a supporting role by your side, give you all the light, and tell yourself that it doesn't matter what the result is as long as you want.

But suddenly I found that one day onwards, I began to fear all the light I gave you, and one day, you would be like me to another man.

But when I think about that time, my heart hurts. It's not because you can't get a return for your efforts...... Child, what makes me sad is that you don't love me, you don't love me.

Pei Yuche clutched his heart tightly, his eyes were slightly red, and he kept saying in his heart as he looked at Shao Wanxi's back. But how ridiculous, he didn't dare to tell her these words. It's just that what I'm afraid of getting will only be more heartbroken.

Shao Wanxi turned her back to Pei Yuche, the tears in her eyes kept rolling, she wanted to say something, but it seemed that something was stuck in her throat, so she couldn't say anything, she could only look at the blurry scene in front of her. But in my ears was the most familiar voice.

"Child, you know my feelings for you. Have you forgotten all the words of that day?" Pei Yuche asked softly, one time at a time, wanting to know the answer, but he was afraid of being amorous, so he could only tell himself repeatedly, don't expect too much, even, the most cruel answer.

"Or ...... You don't care at all. Shao Wanxi's silence made Pei Yuche's heart tighten, and he said with some uneasiness. It seems that only in front of Shao Wanxi can he be so inferior, worried that his personality is not good, his appearance is not good, and his background is not good, but he has all the right to forget how good he is, Xu is ...... gave all the light to Shao Wanxi, and he gradually dimmed.

In fact, I knew that I couldn't like Shao Wanxi, I knew that the housekeeper couldn't do this, and I knew that as long as I hid this intention, I would soon forget it. But...... But I forgot that this intention has been hidden for ten years.

"Yuche. Shao Wanxi turned her back to Pei Yuche, and at this moment, she didn't know what Pei Yuche's mood was behind her. He sniffed and reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes. pretending to be relaxed, he just turned around, but saw Pei Yuche's injured face.

"Do you regret it? Is it that everything that day was my own passion?" Pei Yuche saw Shao Wanxi turn around, and his smiling appearance was even more worried, and he even knelt down on one knee in front of Shao Wanxi, holding her hand, looking pitiful.

"Are you ......" Shao Wanxi looked at Pei Yuche with some surprise, he ...... What is this doing? Shao Wanxi covered her mouth, and the tears that should have been held back were rolling in her eyes again. Xu Yes, she never thought that one day, Pei Yuche would appear in front of her like a puppy that had lost its owner, and this appearance made her feel so distressed. It turned out that it wasn't just her who was worried, Pei Yuche ...... Will leave her.

"Childish, what should I do, what should I do with you?" Pei Yuche used a force on his wrist and hugged Shao Wanxi into his arms, holding Shao Wanxi's arms around her waist and locking her tightly, as if he wanted to melt her into his arms.

Junrong clinged to Shao Wanxi's cheek, sniffed the fragrance of her long hair, and said reluctantly: "Because of you, I am becoming more and more suspicious, more and more insecure, and more and more worried that I will only be more obsessed with you like this." And you, always look indifferent, I'm really scared. ”

Shao Wanxi was a little stunned, lowered her head, the tears in her eyes slid down her cheeks and dripped on Pei Yuche's shoulders, her eyes were red, her hands were a little helpless in the air, she shook her head slightly and said, "I'm sorry, I just didn't get ready ......"

"Don't say I'm sorry, you're the way you are, it's like you're saying goodbye to me. Don't leave silently, please. Before Shao Wanxi's words were finished, Pei Yuche hugged her tightly and interrupted her. I'd rather not know the answer than know the worst outcome.

But Pei Yuche...... How did you become so cowardly?

"Yuche......" Shao Wanxi called Pei Yuche's name with some concern, slowly put his hands on his back, and gently hugged him.

"Between us, it seems that something is missing. Shao Wanxi's voice said very softly, "Yuche, I'm also afraid that you will leave me, why is this?"

Shao Wanxi's voice was very ethereal in Pei Yuche's ears. For a moment, the air seemed to freeze.

"Between us, is it really love?" After a long time, Shao Wanxi asked, looking very vacantly ahead. She doesn't know what the definition of love is......

Pei Yuche's eyes were full of heartache, and the hand that was originally holding Shao Wanxi suddenly let go. There is a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, is this so? In the end, the feelings that were pierced in the end could not return to friendship and love, so was that all?

"Childish. Pei Yuche put his hands on Shao Wanxi's shoulders, gently brushed the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, sorted out the broken hair on her sideburns, stroked her face, and promised softly: "I will tell you what love is." ”

"What?" Shao Wanxi looked at Pei Yuche with some surprise, trying to see through his thoughts from his eyes, however, there was only sadness in what he saw.

Pei Yuche smiled bitterly, gently pulled Shao Wanxi up, stroked her long hair, his eyes stayed on her lips, squinted his eyes slightly, and slowly approached it, but stopped sensibly.

"Rest well. ”

In the end, Pei Yuche swallowed all the words, and after saying four words gently, he let go of her and left the villa.

It's just that he couldn't say: Shao Wanxi, the meticulousness of the past ten years has always been the way I love you. It has become a habit to spoil you, but one day, you will find that no one can love you so much except me.

The next evening.

Shao Wanxi was alone and came to the You family's villa as scheduled. A small royal blue dress made the originally fair skin even more supple.

It's just that her heart has not been at this birthday party. After last night, she hadn't seen Pei Yuche again, but to her surprise, Pei Yuche seemed to be by her side all the time.

still dots everything in her life, including the well-tailored dress on her body. Such as...... It's no different from before, and it's like, I miss him even more......

"Son?"

Just when Shao Wanxi was in a daze at the door of the villa, a voice brought her back to her senses, and when she looked back, she saw that it was You Xixue's two good sisters, Weiwei and Luo Li.

"Huh?" Shao Wanxi was stunned for a moment, and soon smiled again, and greeted the two very friendly, "Weiwei, Luo Li, long time no see." ”

At the same time, I was also glad in my heart that my reflexes were good and I didn't make a fool of myself on this occasion. I forced myself to cheer up and stop being distracted by Pei Yuche's matter.

Weiwei's first impression of Shao Wanxi was good, so much so that after many days, she recognized Shao Wanxi at a glance, and she was still very friendly: "It's been a long time! Xizi, you haven't been to school for a long time, right?"

"Well......" Shao Wanxi was silent for a while, and explained with a somewhat embarrassed expression, "Something happened at home a while ago. ”

It's not that she has superb acting skills, it's just that she has forgotten the reason she said to You Xixue on the phone last time, but this time, it made her get out more perfectly.

"Huh?" Shao Wanxi's expression made Wei Wei a little embarrassed to ask any more, but she looked sorry, trying to find a suitable topic to alleviate the current embarrassing atmosphere.

"Ah what, stupid standing outside, shame on people. But at this moment, Luo Li on the side pulled Weiwei's arm a little impatiently, as if she didn't want to get along with Shao Wanxi any more.

Luo Li's prejudice against her, Shao Wanxi naturally knew in her heart, but she could only be patient in this situation, smile, smile, smile calmly.

"Uh......" But Luo Li's impatience and Shao Wanxi's calmness made Weiwei caught in the middle, a little difficult to parry. It's even more embarrassing. The smile on his face was also very embarrassing.

The surroundings seemed to be silent for a while because of this strange atmosphere, and in the end, Wei Wei looked at Shao Wanxi apologetically, and sent out an invitation: "That...... Son, let's go together!"

Shao Wanxi smiled, but was silent. Intentionally or unintentionally, she turned her attention to Luo Li, after all, she didn't want to stay with this guy for a second longer, so as not to affect her mood and ...... This mission.