The night is used by people to sleep, Zhang Yang, tossing and turning, difficult to sleep, two hours ago Liu Huanhuan complained about Zhang Yang's parents, partiality with the third brother's wife, said a bunch of unpleasant things.

I'm!

These words have been replaying in Zhang Yang's head, which makes him upset, even if the air conditioner is turned on at 23 degrees, he feels hot and dry.

Thinking about these things, Zhang Yang thought that if there was money, there would be no contradictions in the family, but now not only did she have no money but also debts, this is still Liu Huanhuan didn't know about the debts, if she knew, I don't know if the contradictions in the family would be greater.

Regret once again filled his heart, Zhang Yang had forgotten how many times he had such remorse and self-blame. In an instant, Zhang Yang really wanted to die.

But thinking of Chen Yu's death and the more problems left behind, Zhang Yang felt that he couldn't die no matter what.

Ambivalent psychology, Zhang Yang is very painful, and he doesn't know how he became like this.

Zhang Yang didn't know if he was afraid of death, or if he couldn't die because he didn't fulfill his responsibilities.

Zhang Yang kept comforting himself, as long as he persisted in surviving the past two years, all accidents would become stories and would pass.

Zhang Yang remembered what his eldest brother told him when he left, what the eldest brother said was right, this is nothing, think about how many people with incomplete limbs, they are all trying to live, and how many people can only lie on the hospital bed because of illness. Think about it again, you are still able-bodied, there is nothing wrong with your body, and you still have a job, and you are actually better off than many people.

Wrong, wrong after all. You don't have the right to die or run away, you have to swallow it. Maybe you'll be able to remember it a little longer!

A contest between one's own heart is like a contest of life and death. This time, Zhang Yang won by luck. And when will the next battle be, whether it will be won or lost, Zhang Yang's heart is full of unknowns.

Zhang Yang closed his eyes, comforting himself to fall asleep earlier, and kept counting one sheep, two sheep, and three sheep in his heart..................

Yes... Yes......

Chen Fei carefully hugged the pitiful little baby crying in his arms. Because I didn't know how to coax him, I had to keep holding him in my arms and shaking.

Chen Yu's death made the heartbroken parents both tired, and all the disasters had to be borne by Chen Fei, so much sadness had long diluted Chen Fei's joy of being promoted to become a father.

Li Yun, is she hungry, why can't she keep crying.

Probably not, I just ate it.

Chen Fei really didn't know what to do, watching the baby cry non-stop, for fear that he would be sick or something. And now that he is so petite, he is a little afraid of hurting him or falling on him, so he hurriedly said, you should hug him!

Li Yun with a tired body, he really didn't want to move, this little guy had already tossed her and couldn't sleep peacefully.

In the end, he was really tired and had no choice but to wake up Chen Fei and let him hug him for a while, but this little guy had to cry and toss non-stop.

Li Yun sat up with his back against the head of the bed, and said, give him to me.

Chen Fei handed Xiaobao to Li Yun, and the little guy was quiet all of a sudden. Chen Feiru put his heavy responsibilities, such a young child, he really can't hug it, and he feels very nervous.

Forget it, you can sleep, Li Yun said weakly with his hazy eyes.

It was late at night, and Chen Fei was sleepy, so he slept first.

Chen Fei, Chen Fei, and Li Yun shouted several times, and Chen Fei, who had slept for an hour, was woken up.

Chen Fei, who was in a daze, rubbed his eyes and asked What's wrong?

Go get some water, this little guy is pooping.

It can really be tossed, Chen Fei muttered and reluctantly got up to fetch water.

Wow, why is it so stinky, Chen Fei just brought the water to Li Yun's side, wrinkled his nose and said! I have never smelled such a stinky poop, Chen Fei tried his best to endure the mouth that was about to vomit.

Hurry up and wash it, you don't even like your son's, Li Yun said as if he didn't smell at all.

Chen Fei really dislikes this poop, it can really stink to death, this is really the smelliest he has ever smelled in his life, but he has no choice but to wrinkle his tight face and gently wipe it with a wet towel.

The little guy also seems to dislike his father for being too slow or not gentle enough, and there is a lot of non-stop, which makes people feel distressed to listen to.

Have you washed it yet? Li Yun urged Chen Fei.

The baby cried so much that she was distressed, worried that if she cried for too long, she would cry badly.

Okay, wash it up, Chen Fei hurriedly took the water away.

Don't forget to tell Li Yun that your son's stench is estimated to be invincible.

Li Yun gave Chen Fei a look, and Chen Fei quickly closed his mouth. You still smell more, adapt to it, and the days ahead are still long. What else is invincible, children's poop is like this.

Chen Fei still had palpitations about the smell just now, it really stinks! Even the drowsiness just now was gone, and when he came back after pouring water, Chen Fei took the initiative to take the little guy.

You can sleep for a while, Chen Fei looked at the baby in his arms and whispered to Li Yun.

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I was wrong, I was really wrong, Zhang Yang kept admitting his mistake, Liu Huanhuan didn't say a word, standing in front of Zhang Yang, tears blurred Zhang Yang's eyes, but he couldn't see Liu Huanhuan's face clearly.

Zhang Yang wanted Liu Huanhuan to scold herself, and wanted to see her face, but the tears just couldn't stop, and her hands kept wiping her tears and rubbing her eyes.

Half a ring, he opened his eyes, there was no Liu Huanhuan in front of him, only pitch black, only wet pillows.

This kind of sad taste, Zhang Yang is really powerless. I am really not afraid of hardships, I am not afraid of hardship, even if life gives me any hardships and illnesses, I can accept it, even if it is death.

But I really can't accept myself like this, Zhang Yang hates Liu Huanhuan a little at this time, but why does he hate her? Zhang Yang asked himself.

Because she valued money too much, Zhang Yang immediately replied to herself

Do you value money and have money?

Yes, she is too frugal, making herself feel distressed, always feeling that she doesn't earn enough to give her happiness, and is full of self-blame?

Is that your own problem?

No, it's her problem, she can live a good life, but she always can't even give her parents some living expenses, and says that they can still make money, and always says, "Don't you see your brother didn't take it?" He always can't understand the bitterness of my parents. It made me miserable.

She is also for this family, so that she can live a better life in the future.

Zhang Yang kept asking and answering himself, and in this game, no one defeated anyone in the end.

Zhang Yang thought of Xiaofan again, if he had confessed to her earlier, what would his life be like now, he should be very happy!

Don't run away, don't fantasize, those beautiful things are all your ideas, even if you can really be happy, those will be missed after all. There is no going back, everything is your own death.

Thinking of Xiaofan, Zhang Yang can always feel more comfortable, Zhang Yang knows that he still likes her, but he missed it, he just missed it. Now she can't be wrong anymore, she can't hurt Liu Huanhuan anymore, she loves herself, but she doesn't understand her own heart.

Zhang Yang cried, yes, she loves herself, is good to herself, always worries about her health, and makes good food and drink for herself.

Zhang Yang's tears did not stop, because Liu Huanhuan never understood his heart. She doesn't need to eat and drink well, she just hopes that her parents don't worry about life, but why should she always be reluctant to make so little money. It's always okay to be young and bitter, but why make your parents so bitter.