Chapter 14 Life is always a dilemma
My mother's condition has not improved, and every time she calls her father, her heart is always extremely heavy.
As the night wore on, she walked alone around the corner of the street, and it felt so silent. It was so quiet that even the slightest wind blew lonely, as if the whole night was filled with only her sadness.
A heavy haze rose in her heart again, and she thought of her elderly father, who had been silently sentimental and silently bearing all this in many such nights.
With a lot of thoughts in her heart, when she returned to the dormitory, she still couldn't calm herself down on the bed, and she still couldn't sleep after tossing and turning.
She thinks about where she has been, thinks about her present, and thinks about her mother in the hospital bed, her father in the sun.
She suddenly found that life in front of her was so difficult and difficult that she decided to find a simple job to do during her break.
Thinking about it, it was already early in the morning, and she still didn't feel sleepy, the sister opposite got up to go to the toilet, and when she saw her sleepless with her eyes open, she couldn't help but ask her: "In the dead of night, why don't you fall asleep?" ”
She smiled and said, "It's okay" My sister pointed to the living room outside, motioning for her to get up and go out to talk, she had already walked in front and opened the door to go out first.
Tranquility lifted the quilt on her body, sat on the edge of the bed with her feet raised, she looked at the faint light outside, put on her shoes and walked out.
My sister was already sitting on a stool waiting for her, and when she saw her come out, she looked up at her and said, "Come and sit down and talk."
She took a small bench from the side and walked over to her and sat down.
My sister thought she was in love, and she was unhappy about what her boyfriend had done, so she began to enlighten her.
She interrupted her sister's speech again and again, what a strange word to her about falling in love.
It's not surprising that my sister would have such an idea, maybe some people her age are also busy falling in love.
She slowly talked about why she came out to work, and she told this kind sister everything openly.
Now she understands why she is always different from others, others either go shopping after work, or go to Internet cafes to play, or they all go out for a walk, only she still carries milk to sell around.
My sister told her: "Life is always a dilemma, no matter how much we are persistent and unwilling, we have to learn to accept it in the end." ”
Maybe we go from crying and complaining to laughing, which is a kind of growth, and the richest experience in life is the richest.
Human maturity is often in countless pains and struggles, in contradictions and hardships, in having to choose, step by step growth, and finally we have to mature.
The ancients said: "Listening to your words is better than reading a book for ten years"
Tranquility was enlightened by her sister, and it seemed that she suddenly opened her heart, no longer thinking about those painful struggles, and in her heart she was very grateful to this sister who was more than 20 years older than her, and she was the first mentor and friend she met here.
Maybe it's older than her, maybe it's more than her, or maybe it's the things she should experience in life that she has experienced more than half of it, and Tranquility can always see different persistence from her.
A lifetime can be a long, long time, and we always encounter a lot of things, love, work, family, 、...... No matter what obstacles you encounter, you still choose to face them with a smile!