Chapter 68: Scorpion Wang Xingyu

Chen Fei found a person named Poisonous Scorpion, according to his own website, his name was Wang Xingyu, and he was named Poisonous Scorpion, because he felt that he was too poisonous, not only poisoned himself, but also poisoned a warm and happy home.

Wang Xingyu was a senior pastry chef in a Western restaurant before he died or got involved in gambling, with a good wife and mother, and a cute little princess, living a simple and happy life.

I still remember the first time I was taken to online gambling, I won a little first, and the whole person was happy, thinking that I could not work in the future, and win so much every day, Wang Xingyu even fantasized about the mansion and famous car in the future.

But the good times of winning money did not last long, once, the point of the back is very, remember that time was a bet on odds and evens, there have been more than a dozen times without a single order, I thought I was aiming at the opportunity, and I started to bet excitedly.

The first time I missed, I didn't feel any crisis.

The second time I increased the bet, or opened a double, but I was not afraid, but I felt that the third time should be opened.

The third time, the bet was doubled several times. It's double again, and the result is still a big disappointment. But I didn't realize that my so-called feeling was just that I was on top, addicted, and lost. This time, the bet has already put all the previous wins into it, and his own stake has also been smashed into a lot.

All of a sudden, he was very unwilling, and then he added three lost money, and Jingran found that he had lost seventy or eighty thousand. In fact, when it comes to real losing, I only lost a few thousand dollars, but at this time, I stubbornly believe that I lost tens of thousands.

Then a more crazy and terrible idea came up, so many times I haven't opened an order, and I will definitely open it, with such a thought, I really like crazy, and I pressed all my savings.

As you can imagine, I still didn't hit, and at that moment, I felt like the sky was spinning and my head was buzzing. But I don't believe it, I don't believe it's still a double.

I quickly turned off my phone, and then immediately turned it on again, and at that moment I was already stunned. Lie to yourself, hold that piece and you can fantasize, it must be billed.

Reality gave me a slap again, and I was not mistaken, it was a double number.

Lost again, this time completely lost, lost all the savings of the past two years. I lost two years of savings in just an hour, and I regret it immensely, if I win a little bit and don't play, how good.

It would be nice if you lost a few thousand yuan that time and gave up, and now you are penniless when you lose, it's really stupid. After losing yourself, you can only realize how crazy you are when you look back, and you dare to bet so much at once, and you feel terrible when you think about it.

But fortunately, at that time, I didn't think about borrowing money, maybe because I never borrowed money. Therefore, the miserable loss is nothing more than nothing.

After losing, my heart was very painful, and I couldn't give up all day and didn't tell my family.

My wife also found that she didn't like to talk anymore, and she was always worried. I thought I was too tired from work or that something was wrong. So I don't let myself do housework after work, and I also say that if I am too tired from work, I will take a break for a while.

In the end, his heart finally couldn't bear the torture of this self-blame, confessed to his wife about gambling, and vowed never to gamble again.

My wife was sad for a long time at the time, and said that it has been eight or nine years since we met and got married, and we have gone from having nothing to living a stable life now, all thanks to our efforts little by little. You see who can make a fortune from gambling, no!

Only those who have been ruined by gambling. This time, I can forgive you, but if you touch it again, it won't be something I can forgive.

Knowing that the loss was irretrievable, she didn't pursue anything more, and she was afraid that I would blame myself too much, so she just said that the next time I touched it, I didn't have to say anything about "divorce".

After that, I didn't touch it for a long time, almost two years, and then the days were back to the same laughter and laughter as before. I succeeded again and fulfilled the three qualified roles: a warm husband, a responsible father, and a filial son.

But this period of time did not last long, and people who were involved in gambling did not go ashore so easily after all, and they forgot the pain after the scars.

I like to do it when the days are going well, and during that time, the business restaurant business is not very good, and I am relatively idle. Sometimes I think of that dark past, and I still have idleness after talking too much, and I slowly analyze why I can win in the front and lose in the back. Two points were summarized later, first, not calm enough, and second, too greedy. The discovery of these two points is like discovering a shocking secret and a treasure map of making a fortune.

I charged a little more money, in line with the attitude of not being greedy, winning a hundred yuan a day, and if I lost, I stopped when I lost two hundred, and entered the boundless abyss.

In the first few days, I won a few hundred steadily, but on the fourth day, I set two points, and after all, I couldn't beat greed and stubbornness. The momentum is the same as the last time, there is a handful, I have followed many times, but I didn't hit, and I also know that I have deviated from the goal I set, and I have to stop immediately.

But as soon as I entered this gamble, I became crazy, unwilling to lose those who lost, and even more afraid that as soon as I quit, the next one would be opened. It's the same stubbornness as before, thinking that the next one will definitely win, and again and again such crazy stubbornness and desperately competing with his own thoughts.

I don't need to say the final result, everyone should have guessed it, I fell into it again, this time it became even more terrifying and crazy. There is no suspense, I owe a lot of debt, and my wife is naturally completely disappointed. In the end, a good marriage, a good family, also collapsed, for the divorce, I can't keep it, let alone say anything, because I am no longer worthy of being trusted.

I don't think I know what the meaning of being alive is, this is Wang Xingyu's last message.

When Chen Fei saw this, his heart was long-winded, all this was terrible. A good pair of lovers, a good home, just because of gambling, everything has come to naught. The most terrible thing is that he loses confidence in life because of gambling.

I must save this man who has lost his footing, Chen Fei has already made up his mind in his heart.

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Hello Wang Xingyu, if you can see this message, then first of all, congratulations, you have a chance to be born again.

The past has already happened, and the future is worth looking forward to. You still have a chance to be born again. If you don't want to leave so weakly, please contact me, or come to me directly, but don't be greedy in the future, and don't trust those messages that require a lot of money. You can't trust those so-called masters who help you return to your roots.

Here is my contact information, if you can come, I will pay for everything. Chen Fei left Wang Xingyu's address and phone number.