Volume 3 Chapter 37 Fu Haisheng's Entanglement
Fu Haisheng returned to Los Angeles with a lot of concern.
After chatting with Jiang Yuxuan for a morning, it can be seen that Jiang Yuxuan's professional knowledge is very strong, and he has also heard the deeds of Chen Ziang and their company, but he does not want to do things in the same way, each department has the needs and development direction of each department.
They are a prefecture-level unit, although the development direction is the same, but it is still necessary to take into account applicability and plasticity.
Chen Ziang is an indelible love in his heart, a dream that he can't reach in his life.
They missed by mistake and met unexpectedly, and now they let him know the truth, if Chen Ziang knew that his wife and his father were the people who caused her to not go to college, would she hate him?
The scene with Chen Ziang is vivid, whenever he thinks of the scene of applying medicine to Chen Ziang, his heart is unreasonably happy and lost, maybe people say, the more you can't get it, the more you want to get it, and the more you cherish it.
He also wants to be good to Xia Yan, and he has also done it to be good to Xia Yan, since he is married, he wants to be a man in charge, his work was simple and monotonous, he went home from work and accompanied his wife and children.
He did all the housework at home, Xia Yan didn't even wash his socks, and when he went home, smelly clothes and shoes were scattered everywhere, and their bedroom was often full of dirty clothes that Xia Yan piled up everywhere.
It's okay to say that he doesn't have children, he helps wash and scrub every day, and after the child is born, Xia Yan basically doesn't care, he is a father and a mother, and he has to get up several times at night to make milk powder for the child.
His mother has to go to work, and he can't help him take it, he is bitter and tired, Xia Yan is still the same as at school, he can play as much as he wants, and sometimes he doesn't go home all night.
Occasionally, he began to quarrel with him after a few words, and as soon as he quarreled, it was endless, and later he even got involved with Chen Ziang.
As long as Xia Yan mentions Chen Ziang, Fu Haisheng is full of loss, he will unconsciously compare Chen Ziang with Xia Yan, when Chen Ziang was in school, he was known for his good learning, enthusiasm, and sensibility, Xia Yan In addition to being a little better than Chen Ziang, where can he keep up with Chen Ziang?
He knows that this comparison is not right, he also tries to tolerate everything in Xia Yan, he also knows that the past is over, he has to cherish his current life, especially after having children, half of his energy is on the family, as a man, he has dreams, dreams of success, dreams of making a career.
I remember which time, they had another dispute over the issue of the child, the reason was that Xia Yan didn't go to work in the afternoon, so he asked her to take the child, and when he came back, Xia Yan was playing mahjong next door, and the child fell asleep on the ground alone, and in the cold winter, the child slept on the ground like that.
He was very angry and called Xia Yan back, and the two of them had a quarrel, arguing and arguing, Xia Yan took out the letter he wrote to Chen Ziang and threw it on his face and body, at that moment, he felt cold, he knew why Chen Ziang couldn't receive his letter, recalled the only meeting with Chen Ziang, he knew that he and Chen Ziang had fallen into Xia Yan's trap.
At that moment, he hated, hated Xia Yan, he sat on the ground and looked at those letters, he felt that everything was meaningless.
Later, when his mother came back, he realized that he didn't live for himself, he was a son and a father, since Chen Ziang had disappeared from his life, then let it all pass.
When he was with Xia Yan, he would comfort himself: "Xia Yan is because he loves him, so he will intercept the letter he wrote to Chen Ziang." Xia Yan is because he loves him, yes, it's all because of love. ”
Fu Haisheng is no longer the ignorant young and enthusiastic and infatuated teenager, he grew up in an instant, took on the responsibility of the family, and he also worked hard to repair the relationship with Xia Yan.
"Yan Yan, the past has passed, there is nothing between me and Chen Ziang, you see that the letters have been intercepted by you, Chen Ziang doesn't know anything, besides, we haven't seen her for many years. ”
"But, you still have her in your heart, and you are even dreaming about her!"
"I didn't mention her anymore, but you often reminded me to remember her. Fu Haisheng said helplessly, if there is a forgetful water, he chooses to drink the forgetful water and forget about Chen Ziang, after all, it is just Chunchun's dream and the object of his crush.
It's just no, in the long river of years, in his life, in a certain corner of his heart, Chen Ziang is deeply rooted in a certain place.
"You still blame me? You've been married to me for so many years, what kind of life do you see me living?"
"Are you still not satisfied with our life? You can say that you can say: clothes come to open your mouth, food comes to stretch your hand, children don't have to worry about you, you can do whatever you want, you can go out and play mahjong if you want to, you can play mahjong if you want to, you don't go home if you want to go home, what do you still want me to do?"
"Fu Haisheng, don't say that you don't have the ability, you are a man who can wash clothes, take care of children, and cook, after working for so many years, you are not self-motivated at all, look at a few classmates in our university, you look at how well people mix now, I don't know why I fell in love with you in the first place. ”
Xia Yan's words poked in Fu Haisheng's heart like a knife, he is now the vice president of the unit, he works hard, strives to do a good job of the responsibilities of a husband, father and son, he goes home after work, picks up the children, manages the children, does not smoke or drink, and should not be paid.
At the class reunion, Xia Yan said: "Haisheng, if we both go, there will be no one to watch the children." You're not going. ”
There is entertainment, Xia Yan said: "Fu Haisheng, you are socializing outside every day, the child is not yours?"
He was working overtime in the unit, Xia Yan ran to the unit and threw the child to him: "Excuse to work overtime, right? ”
His work card was handed over to her, Xia Yan was always dressed up every day, dressed up every day, and he washed all the dirty clothes, he would always be three or four sets of clothes, his mother couldn't see it, and would pull him to buy him clothes, and he was still spending his mother's money.
Fu Haisheng finally understood that Xia Yan only loved herself.
A year after he was transferred to Los Angeles, Xia Yan was transferred to Xicheng through a relationship, they lived a life of separation between the two places, Fu Haisheng finally came out of the shackles of the family, he worked hard, and now he is now the boss of this unit, enjoys a high reputation in the industry, has published many papers, and will often be invited to lecture in brother units.
He originally thought that Xia Yan was willing to maintain such a life, for the sake of the children, in order to have a complete home, then it was good to live such a life, and there were fewer opportunities for the two to meet, but there were not so many contradictions.
But Chen Ziang appeared, and Chen Ziang's appearance made him discover the truth, Xia Yan is not only rude, willful, selfish, but also has problems with their virtue.
Fu Haisheng closed his eyes, whether he wanted to give Chen Ziang the truth, or hide this matter deeply, which also involved his beloved father.