Volume I, Chapter 41: The Discovery of the Letters
Zhang Han has been gone for three months, and the New Year is about to be celebrated, and the last contact was a month ago, Chen Ziang didn't know if Zhang Han would come back for the New Year.
During the winter vacation, she never went home, and the communication at home was inconvenient, and she was afraid that Zhang Han would write to her, or Zhang Han would not see her when he came back.
There is also an important reason, she is pregnant.
The leave has been abnormal, I went to the hospital a few days ago to check it out, she has been menstruating on time, this time it was a little long, listening to her sister Chen Ziyue's words, she went to the hospital to check it.
The doctor said that she was pregnant, she didn't dare to tell her sister, she didn't know what to do, she wanted to tell Zhang Han, but the correspondence was inconvenient, and she didn't know when he would come back or whether he would receive the letter.
The letter reads:
Messire:
It's been a long time since you've been gone, so long that I can't even remember the time, I always dream of you at night, but I wake up alone, and I'm used to having you, so when I don't have you by my side, the days are so long, longer than one day and three autumns.
Have you taken the exam? What are the results? I haven't received a letter from you for almost a month, are you okay? Are you still used to it abroad? Have you been busy lately?
Look at how I could be like this, and keep asking you questions.
You should be back soon, you said you would be back after the exam. But it's almost the New Year, so you should be back soon!
I've been waiting at home for you to come back.
The plum downstairs is blooming, and every time I walk over to see them, they stand proudly in the snow, fragrant and pleasant, which reminds me of the scene when we fought poetry together:
You are reading the words of Grandpa Mao:
The wind and rain send spring back, and the snow welcomes spring.
It is already a cliff with a hundred feet of ice, and there are still flowers and branches.
Pretty doesn't compete for spring, only reports spring.
When the mountains were full of flowers, she laughed in the bushes.
I read the words of Xin Qiji:
Outside the post on the side of the broken bridge, lonely and ownerless.
It was already dusk and I was alone, and it was even more windy and rainy.
has no intention of fighting for spring, and a group of people are jealous.
Scattered into mud and dust, only fragrant as before.
Do you remember the scene when we sang Mei together?
You said you wanted me to be as strong and independent as plum blossoms, and I lived well alone after you left.
My results for the graduate school entrance examination have come down, I have already passed, and I received a notification shortly after you left, just to surprise you.
Xianggong, have you ever thought about me? Are you very nervous about studying? If you can come back during the Chinese New Year, we can get married? I'm already old enough to get married.
You said that I would get married when I reached the legal age of marriage, so when you graduated, we would get married.
You said we'd get married when you got back. I am so excited and happy to think that I am about to become your wife.
Xianggong, I can't wait.
Yongmei (brother who sent a letter)
Plum blossoms welcome the cold snow, and the delicate wind comes.
At the end of summer, I didn't return to autumn and winter, and I don't know who Nong is.
Sil was not seen, only letters.
Stay at the edge of the Milky Way and join hands with Chanjuan
Xianggong, if you can't wait for you to come back, I have to go back to my hometown for the New Year, I'll clean the room, tidy up the study, you clean the room every year, it seems that I have to clean the room this year, by the way, Xianggong, the phone number is: 6976845, remember to call me when you receive the letter, we'll see you next year!
Eagerly awaited!
Your son
Chen Ziang stroked her belly with her hand when she wrote this, her figure was slender but round, and she was three months pregnant, which could not be seen.
Yes, she can't wait, she and the child in her belly can't wait, the doctor says the month is old and she has missed the best time.
She didn't want to get pregnant out of wedlock, but the doctor gave her a comprehensive examination, saying that her body did not allow her to undergo surgery, and she was afraid that she would not be able to get pregnant again in the future.
She never worried that Zhang Han would not marry her, nor did she ask Zhang Han if she would marry her.
She believes in Zhang Han so much, believes in Zhang Han's promise of a lifetime and a couple, and has never questioned and inquired about Zhang Han's affairs, she believes in everything about Zhang Han.
Thinking of Zhang Han and the baby in his belly, Chen Ziang was sweet in his heart, with a happy smile on his face, and even the cold weather outside was not so annoying.
Chen Ziang wrote the letter, folded it into a heart, carefully packed it in an envelope, rode a bicycle and went to the post office, probably because of her age, she did not have any reaction during her pregnancy, she could eat, sleep and work, she was originally a child from the countryside, and she could do any job.
Chen Ziang didn't know that her letter would not reach Zhang Handu's hands. Chen Ziang only read with his head down, his mind was simple, and he trusted Zhang Han, but she didn't know some things.
After Zhang Han left, she needed to take care of everything at home.
Although Zhang Han's colleagues often come to help her, she is not good at bothering people often, besides, she can't get too close to them, she sent the letter out in an expedited manner, and Brother Han has not written for a month, which makes her feel a little uneasy.
Chen Ziang cleaned the room, she began to tidy up the study, the books in the study were all read by Zhang Hanai, Chen Ziang basically finished reading, and she had already read the bottom layer.
She wanted to tidy up the study as well, take out all the books to dry, and clear the dust, the sun was not bad for the past two days.
When she got to the bottom layer, she picked up a few books, and two or three of them had a letter pressed under them, and the letter paper was a little yellow, and she picked up one of the letters and looked at it, and found that it was addressed to her.
She thought it was a little funny that Brother Han didn't even show her the letter he wrote to her.
She took a closer look and found that the note was not Zhang Han's, the handwriting was somewhat familiar, but suddenly she couldn't remember whose handwriting it was, she read the letter carefully, and when she saw the payment, she was stupid.
Then read it one by one, she smiled and kept tears while watching, the three years of high school life flashed in front of her eyes one by one, the letters were all memories of the three years of life, she and Fu Haisheng bit by bit were clearly presented in front of her, it turned out that Fu Haisheng remembered so clearly, the most recent letter was in August a year ago, and there was no letter from Fu Haisheng after August.
Chen Ziang didn't know how these letters got here, but she knew that the letter written to her by Fu Haisheng must have been intercepted by Zhang Han, and not only intercepted but also opened and read.
Chen Ziang knew that Fu Haisheng not only liked her, but also liked her deeply, but why didn't he tell her in the first place?
But what's the use of telling her?
Now that she sees these letters, she doesn't have any thoughts except being moved, although she is a little angry with Zhang Han in her heart, but Zhang Han's feelings for her in recent years are really good.
She remembered Fu Haisheng's visit to her house again, didn't Xia Yan say that she and Fu Haisheng were getting better at that time?
So what does Fu Haisheng mean by writing to her?
She wanted to put the letter away and burn it, but then she thought about it, since Brother Han didn't want her to see it, then she pretended not to see it.
She neatly sorted out the letter, there were tears on the letter, pressed the letter under the book, and treated it as if nothing had happened, and Fu Haisheng's three-year high school life was full of joy, but she really had no love.
Chen Ziang was a little depressed in her heart, she didn't bother to clean up the study, she wanted to go out for a walk alone, but she didn't know where to go, so she thought of going to Chen Ziyue's house.