Chapter Eighty-Seven: You Can Know
Sun Bing's pain at that time, Cong Shanshan had never seen it, even if she had never seen it, she also felt the pain of that kind.
"You know, at that time, I was shocked at that time, and I was persistent all my life", Cong Shanshan gave herself to Huang Dong without reservation, and she also identified Huang Dong in this life, whether it was the people around her or the people next to her, she didn't care what Huang Dong could give her, she was persistent in Huang Dong in this life.
Lin Feng'er can't say that she is persistent about Huang Dong's feelings, but she also has an unforgettable attachment to that boy, in her most difficult time, Huang Dong helped her twice, once rescued her from the fire pit, and once made her feel warm. Having someone to rely on is a kind of happiness for Lin Feng'er. At first, she was just the kind of budding little girl mentality, and her feelings for Huang Dong were very hazy, like an older brother, like an old friend, like someone who was willing to entrust her life. But no matter which one it is, she is afraid of losing the role that Huang Dong brought her, and at this time, she realized that there is a kind of attachment that is deep in her heart.
At this time, Lin Feng'er had a feeling of weightlessness, her reliance collapsed violently, her heart began to fall, there was no end, there was no light, the black hole was bottomless, and even the sound of shouting would be instantly engulfed by the thick darkness. She only kept spinning, kept jumping, trying to open her limbs and extend them infinitely, hoping to catch a trace of support in the dark, but the darkness did not intend to let her go, no matter how she struggled, how she escaped, always took her into her arms like a shadow.
This is a dance choreographed by Lin Feng'er, pouring all Lin Feng'er's helplessness, all the resentment, all the shouts, and all the outbursts...... At the last moment of the dance, the surroundings were no longer quiet, no longer dark, but thunderous applause, Lin Feng'er looked around in surprise, outside the glass wall of the dance studio, there were full of surprised audiences.
"This dance is so beautiful, my child has to learn this dance!"
"Yes, this teacher dances so well, the child wants to learn from this teacher. ”
The audience around is actually the parents of students from the dance school next door. On this floor, there are basically classrooms for teaching dance, next to a dance school called "Waltz" is the largest, occupying half of the entire floor, and the other few are some relatively small dance studios, students are not as many as "Waltz", in order to make more money, when there are students, they will take classes, and when there are no students, they will rent out the dance studio to dancers as a practice dance venue.
Parents who come to "Waltz" to send their children to class always like to wander between the various dance studios, to see whose teacher is beautiful, to see whose classroom is crowded, and suddenly see that there are beautiful women dancing in the dance studio next door...... All the parents were moved by the crying dance, although most of them did not understand dance, but the charm of art is that they do not have to read it, and their feelings will go straight to the heart.
Lin Feng'er devoted herself to her emotional catharsis, and didn't notice the growing audience at all. Having never faced so many enthusiastic parents, she was at a loss for a moment.
At this time, the owner of the dance studio came back from outside, and when he saw so many parents gathered at his door, he was surprised, excited, and excited.
When the parents heard this, they knew that this was the owner of the dance studio, and they swarmed around, for fear that they would fall behind, "Our children will learn to dance, and we have to learn from that teacher." Everyone pointed to Lin Feng'er, who was sweating profusely.
"She's not our dance studio teacher. After the teacher finished speaking, he regretted it, and almost slapped himself in the mouth, the God of Wealth was coming, so he insisted on letting her say a word and closed all the doors and windows.
"Girl, what school are you? Tell us so we can sign up. ”
Parents were indeed shocked today, especially those young fathers and mothers, who saw the beauty of their first acquaintance, the lingering of their love, and the sadness of their heartbreak and separation. Whether you understand it or not, every action, every silent cry, can hit the soul.
Seeing that everyone was not dispersed, Lin Feng'er had been surrounding her, and quickly put away her clothes and prepared to escape.
Coincidentally, the principal of the "Waltz" dance school is also among them, she used to be the soloist of the provincial song and dance troupe, and she is also a well-known dance teacher in the province.
When she came back from outside, she saw a group of parents gathered outside the dance studio next to her, and she was also curious to see the excitement, as a professional dancer, she was instantly attracted by Lin Fenger's dance. All art is about talent, and Lin Fenger is a talented dancer, the soul of dance is not only the display of the body, but more importantly, the expression of feelings.
Surprised, the principal of the waltz secretly said that it was a pity, she also thought that Lin Feng'er was the teacher of this dance studio, but when she heard that this girl was just a dancer who came here to practice, she excitedly squeezed to the front and pulled Lin Feng'er and said, "Girl, don't go first, I have two words to say to you." ”
Lin Feng'er saw from the principal's promotion that this was a senior, out of good feelings, nodded, and followed her out of the crowd to an empty dance classroom in the "Waltz", at the same time, all the parents also followed to this classroom, and the principal did not stop her, she originally wanted these parents to follow.
"Girl, I'm the principal of the Waltz Dance School, and my name is Xiao Yi. Xiao Yi stood in the center of the dance studio and introduced himself.
"Hello, Principal Xiao, my name is Lin Feng'er. ”
Two generations of leaders in the dance industry, standing opposite each other, the mirrors around them reflect countless Xiao Yi and countless Lin Feng'er, which is very pleasing to the eye.
"Is that dance you just made your own choreography?" Xiao Yi asked.
"Well, I made you laugh by jumping blindly!"
"It's not that I'm laughing, but I'm surprised, you're dancing so well, what do you do? Teach dance?" Xiao Yi asked.
"No, I don't have a specific job right now, just walking around. Lin Feng'er replied embarrassedly, learning to dance and walking is like learning martial arts to perform on the streets, the teacher knows, I'm afraid the beard will be angry, although the teachers in the art academy don't have beards.
"Got a difficulty?" Xiao Yi could see that with Lin Feng'er's attainments in dance, if it weren't for special reasons, he would have gone to the south to develop.
"Well, sort of. Lin Feng'er was also in no mood and didn't have the strength to hide her embarrassment.
"Are you interested in coming to our school to work, and you can set the treatment yourself?" Xiao Yi was secretly happy in his heart and took the initiative to throw an olive branch.
Lin Feng'er was very surprised by Xiao Yi's invitation, and was stunned for a long time before confirming, "What you said is true?"
"Of course, do you think I'm joking?"
"Okay, thank you, Mr. Xiao, I'm fine. Lin Feng'er readily agreed.
When the parents next to them heard that Lin Feng'er agreed to work in the "Waltz", they were more excited than Xiao Yi, and they were clamoring for their children to follow Lin Feng'er to learn, Xiao Yi saw that he had achieved the effect he wanted, and said to the parents, "Parents, I will arrange her class according to Teacher Lin's time, and when the time comes, please pay attention to the parents, if you need to sign up for Teacher Lin's dance class, you can sign up tomorrow." However, students who are currently enrolled in the school will need to complete their existing courses and re-enroll. ”
Xiao Yi's meaning can be understood by everyone, you can sign up, the original course fee must not be refunded, in business, this is not wrong, otherwise, a swarm of people will come to Lin Feng'er to teach, and other teachers will have opinions, and she understands in her heart that the original teachers' dance skills are also quite good, but Lin Feng'er's dance today is too wonderful and moving, so so many parents are fascinated.
"Teacher Lin, when can you go to work?" Xiao Yi asked again.
"I can anytime, now. Lin Feng'er was eager to find a stable job so that she could stay in Beihua and be a little closer to Huang Dong, although she didn't dare to visit Huang Dong often.
"Okay, you can guide the children who come to you first. Xiao Yi arranged for Lin Feng'er to receive the children who came to consult, on the one hand, to take advantage of Lin Feng'er's hot momentum today to recruit more students, and on the other hand, to let her familiarize herself with the environment first.
"By the way, Mr. Lin, what is the name of the dance you danced just now?" Xiao Yi also asked a lot of questions that parents wanted to ask but didn't have time to ask.
Lin Feng'er was silent for a while, and then replied, "You know!"
"Good name, good dance, after a while, there is a professional dance competition in the province, and I want you to participate in it instead of the school. ”
Lin Feng'er was stunned for a moment, then happily agreed, and bowed to Xiao Yi gratefully.
Since then, Lin Feng'er no longer goes out to the field, teaching dance in the dance school every day, after class, she is always the last to leave the dance studio, in the dance classroom, she repeatedly uses her body to tell a story: there is a small tree, can't help the rain and wind, about to break in the wind, a teenager came against the wind, sheltered the little tree from the wind and rain, fertilized and watered. After careful care, the little tree grew so big that it thought it could withstand all the storms, and could protect the boy from living happily under his canopy.
A storm once again almost destroyed the newly grown branches, and the former boy, who had been in the wind and rain, reappeared, holding the hand of the little tree, and helped her resist the wind and rain and overcome the difficulties together.
Finally, the little tree grew into a towering tree, not afraid of any violent storm, and had enough ability to protect the former boy, but the boy suddenly fell ill and did not go back to the past, under the tree, there was no laughter of the teenager.
The wind blew through the treetops, choking and crying about the past.
This is the story in Lin Feng'er's heart, now that her young man is lying on the hospital bed, she is willing to shelter him from the wind and rain. She was going to dedicate this dance to the boy for all to see, for everyone to join her in praying for a miracle to wake him up as a teenager.
The provincial professional dance competition hosted by the provincial TV station was full of masters, but Lin Fenger, with the help of Xiao Yi, passed the test and rushed all the way to the finals.
The time of the final is set for June, at this time, Huang Dong has been in a coma for two months, and the doctor said that the blood clot in the patient's head has been gradually absorbed, and if he does not wake up within three months, I am afraid the situation will not be optimistic.
Lin Feng'er was the last contestant to play in the finals, and she communicated with the director team before, if she could let her say a few words to someone in front of the TV before she danced. When the director team of the TV station knew what Lin Fenger wanted to express, they were very excited, and specially prepared music and lighting to set off the atmosphere at that time.
The host reported the curtain and invited the last contestant, Lin Feng'er, to perform the solo dance "Jun Ke Know", the moment the host got off the stage, the lights of the audience suddenly went out, and the audience below exclaimed.
Suddenly, a beam of chasing light hit the center of the stage, and in the light, a slender dancer wearing a long skirt walked towards the front of the stage with the light.
"Hello everyone, my name is Lin Feng'er, I can stand here today thanks to a noble person in my life, this dance is specially danced for this person.
In the darkest moments of my life, he was like the sun, dispelling the gloom,
When I was the loneliest in my life, he was like a spring breeze, driving away the cold.
And when my life began to shine, he fell into darkness.
I don't know if he can find an outlet for light in the darkness,
I can't walk into his current world, I can't give him strength in the dark,
I can only silently pray for him, dance for him,
Wish he could hear, he could perceive,
Come back to our bright world.
Here, I implore you, can you join me
Pray for him!!"
The soft music with the soft voice, sadness and choking, made the audience moved, and began to silently fold their palms and pray with Lin Feng'er on the stage, and the camera kept capturing the camera between the stage and the audience.
30 seconds later, suddenly the lights went out again, and when the spotlight was on, Lin Fenger suddenly ripped off the long skirt on her body, and the close-fitting dance costume showed her exquisite posture, the music rose slowly, the dance rose slowly, and she began to dance very slowly, as if she was whispering the story of the years.
A dance, pouring out, there is joy, sorrow, hope, no matter any art form, everyone likes programs with stories, after the previous foreshadowing and rendering, the audience has high expectations for this dance, Lin Fenger thought about her past, thinking about Huang Dong's care for her, thinking about the blow of her grandmother's accident, thinking about Huang Dong's determined expression, after the dance, she was already in tears.
The song "Jun Ke Know" brought the atmosphere of the scene to a high point, and the TV station quickly cut the confession and the most wonderful dance part before her dance into a promotional video, which was broadcast back and forth on TV.
Except for Lin Feng'er, no one else knew who the person in her mouth was, but there was one person who could vaguely guess who Lin Feng'er was dancing for, and this person was Zheng Cuihua.
During the day, Zheng Cuihua and Huang Yuanjun took care of Huang Dong in the hospital, and at night, when Sun Bing got off work, he drove the second elder home to rest, and it happened that Huang Lin and Yuan Yuan also arrived at the hospital, Sun Bing told Huang Lin to send his parents home quickly, and Huang Lin and the two took their parents to eat outside and returned to Huang Dong's new house.
Yuan Yuan accompanied Zheng Cuihua to rest in the living room, Huang Lin turned on the TV, the final of the dance competition was being played on the TV, and it was just in time for Lin Feng'er to appear, Zheng Cuihua stared at the TV, thinking about his son. Suddenly felt that this girl on TV could be so familiar, and then, the girl said something on the stage to wake up a certain person, Zheng Cuihua then remembered that this girl turned out to be the girl who came to see Huang Dong in the ward a few days ago, and the paragraph just now was clearly for Huang Dong.
Zheng Cuihua hurriedly asked Huang Lin, "Can you record this show?"
Huang Lin was stunned, "What are you doing recording him?" Mom, do you like watching this show?"
"No, this girl has been to your brother's hospital room, and I think this passage is also for your brother, and if you record it for your brother, maybe it will have a starting effect. "Zheng Cuihua is sick and went to the doctor.
"I'll leave this to me, and I'll ask them for information tomorrow. When Huang Lin was embarrassed, Yuan Yuan spoke, she had a good relationship with the TV station, and it was easy to ask the TV station to record materials like this.
"Okay, then I'll trouble you, Yuan Yuan!" Zheng Cuihua is still very satisfied with Yuan Yuan, although she is not as beautiful and caring as Sun Bing, she can be regarded as one of the daughters-in-law in a hundred.
Yuan Yuan's work efficiency is really high, the next day I will come to this video material, and copy it to his laptop, after work, I came to Huang Dong's ward with my notebook, in front of the two old people, I put the video to Huang Dong, a few pairs of eyes stared at Huang Dong, and the miracle I was looking forward to did not happen.
Huang Dong was still lying quietly, without the slightest reaction, Zheng Cuihua sat on the edge of the bed, took Huang Dong's hand and said, "Son, when did you wake up, you almost slept well, your father and I are here, you wake up quickly." While speaking, he cried, and Yuan Yuan next to him also shed tears.
Seeing that it had no effect, Yuan Yuan closed the laptop, and as soon as she put it away, Cong Shanshan pushed the door in from the outside, and when she saw Zheng Cuihua with tears on her face, she was talking to Huang Dong, her heart was sour, and she almost cried.
"Auntie, you are tired for a day, hurry up and go back to rest, I will accompany Huang Dong to talk. After such a long time, Zheng Cuihua has long seen that Huang Dong and Cong Shanshan are definitely not good friends. didn't say much, took Huang Yuanjun and Yuan Yuan, and left the ward. Before leaving, he took Cong Shanshan's hand and said, "Girl, it's really hard for you, if you're busy, you don't have to come every day." ”
"Auntie, I'm not busy, these are things I do willingly, not hard. ”
When everyone left, Cong Shanshan hung up her coat, sat beside Huang Dong, and looked at Huang Dong's face carefully, from the eyebrows to the nose, from the lips to the chin, not letting go of any place, the more she looked, the more she loved to watch, remembering the first time she saw Huang Dong, the first time she had dinner with Huang Dong, the first time she traveled together, the first time she had a stormy night, every memory was so unforgettable, but I don't know if this unforgettable feeling can have a chance to relive it in the future...... and knew it early...... , I knew that I should have kept a child, at least so that Huang Dong's life could be continued.
Cong Shanshan thought a lot, and even thought that it would be good if she left a child for Huang Dong, he might be separated from each other to save herself, so that she could also leave a vein for him. She fantasized about what she would look like when she was pregnant, and what Huang Dong would name her child. Thinking in my heart, I said it in my mouth.
"Huang Dong, do you know, this is our first child, when he grows up, he will definitely be as smart as you and as responsible as you, but when the child is born, if you don't have a father, will you be bullied by others, you haven't even chosen the child's name, how can you just care, you are not an irresponsible father!"
Cong Shanshan took Huang Dong's hand, thinking nonsense, talking nonsense, she hoped that what she said was true, and she hoped that there was the seed left by Huang Dong in her stomach.
Suddenly, Cong Shanshan felt her hand tighten, as if another hand was holding her tightly, she was startled, and then stared at Huang Dong's hand excitedly, but Huang Dong's hand didn't move, was it an illusion just now?
"You say, what if the child is a girl, is it better to be more like you, or a little more like me?" This time Cong Shanshan could see clearly, Huang Dong's hand was indeed tightly clenched, Cong Shanshan almost shouted excitedly, she was surprised to find that Huang Dong cared so much about the child in her belly.
She excitedly leaned into Huang Dong's ear and whispered, "Honey, wake up quickly, I have to have many, many children with you." After speaking, his eyes were glued to Huang Dong's face, looking forward to a miracle, but if a miracle could happen often, it would not be called a miracle, but at that moment, a miracle really happened.
Huang Dong's closed eyes rolled a few times and slowly opened.