Mental fluctuations

Yunxi's mental fluctuations in the recent period of time are relatively large, it may be caused by things related to himself, usually hidden, Yunxi still thinks that he should have no emotion, only a kind of persistence left, looking for a delicate heart buckle, is this persistence still supported by emotion? Yunxi found that it seems that there is no more, why is this? Isn't his heart for green sincerity, or is it really time that can erase everything, or maybe at some point it will be triggered again, is this a defect in the construction of a man, is it really resentment?

In a fairly peaceful environment, the people around him are showing all kinds of goodwill, Yun Xi feels very comfortable, and he doesn't know how long this state can last, and the appearance of this state is the goodwill shown by Yun Xi, and he has the ability to express kindness, all the construction lies in this situation.

Sometimes for various reasons, I buried an emotion deeply, and I didn't want to touch it at all, slowly, I wanted time to help forget her, but at some point, I was provoked again, and the emotion that I thought was completely forgotten appeared, people, even if I really knew myself completely, seriously, I really knew myself completely, I'm afraid it may not be.

Some people don't like to bury this kind of feeling, but are willing to recall sweetly, this is also a way, selective recall? become memories, but fall into the good, let yourself become happy, remember more beautiful things, will make yourself happy all the time, face the present, face the future life, if the memory is painful, then do not want to recall, more willing to bury it, these statements have a basis, or there is no basis, Yunxi is not clear, Yunxi may have his own way of dealing with it.

The night, it was already very deep, people who had been tired all day fell asleep, Yun Xi opened his eyes, looking at the stars in the sky, what the stars really are should not need to know, so many years, they have come over like this, looking at the stars, thinking about their own things, has always been the most important theme.

So, like this, after many years, I still haven't figured out what I am specifically, maybe I think I have found the right answer, but the fact has been denying these answers, the starry sky always seems to be the same, maybe I put my thoughts on the starry sky, at some point, maybe the same people will understand this feeling, can feel what Yunxi has done.

These descriptive words themselves are for their own emotional enjoyment, I really can't understand why they enjoy the descriptions of these words so much, is this really the true pursuit of their hearts? As a believer in the Temple of Life, Yunxi sometimes asks himself like this, as if he is asking about the gods enshrined in the Temple of Life.

All this is his own feeling, every time Yun Xi tells himself like this, it also strengthens his belief that this is his own feeling, well, it is indeed his own feeling, it has always been his own feeling, but at some point, this belief is constantly shaking, being defeated by himself, letting himself fall into fear, the fear of not knowing himself, which drives Yun Xi to think more, to understand deeply, and it is he who gives the answer.

The mind always wants to find a place to rely on, everything is tightly grasped by Yunxi's heart, like a life-saving straw, after losing, it is like losing one's soul, making oneself afraid, and these things are clear, and Yunxi let go, and the mind once again tightly grasps another life-saving straw.

Yun Xi doesn't want to be drowned in the darkness, wants to float up, doesn't want to sink, he really likes to describe the feeling like this, in fact, if Yun Xi uses another word to describe it, it becomes scientific and cold, which makes Yun Xi uncomfortable and makes Yun Xi's emotions feel uncomfortable.

What Yunxi describes is a feeling, a feeling is described in words, there is a kind of imaginary beauty, above the words, the words have become unimportant, the feeling has been revealed from behind the words, this feeling makes Yunxi intoxicated.

Seeing such a text description, what you see is no longer the text carrier itself, it is the unguarded feeling behind the words, it is a kind of communication between feelings, the words are not important, really, the words are no longer important, it is a feeling of communication.

Feeling is the purest language, the exchange of good feelings makes Yun Xi surrounded by warmth, but the cruelty of reality, so that the feeling of hunger, pain, fear, and continuation also joins around Yun Xi, crowding out the feeling of good, so barbaric, so forcefully cutting off the good, the feeling of evil appears around Yun Xi, this evil is for the same kind.

The position of the good feeling kept shrinking its territory in time, she was afraid, very afraid, the fragmented scattered, dissipated, could no longer be found, fell asleep, maybe she thought, maybe she slept over, there was no fear.

However, now, Yun Xi gently woke them up, on this night, they briskly occupied Yun Xi's body, and their bodies were full of vitality, they were playing, in every corner of Yun Xi's body, evil was bound by Yun Xi and imprisoned, now is their moment, these naughty soul elves gently narrated to Yun Xi, narrating their happiness, Yun Xi really wanted to help them, but when the night faded again, reality would reveal his hideousness.

Tonight is destined to belong to their time, what kind of inducing substance is this, full of good feelings, this inducing substance is buried in the body when the baby is a baby, soothing the restlessness of all cells, protecting not only the mother's body, but also the quiet development of the baby.

This is a kind of love inducing substance, not the kind of continuous love, it is a kind of love, it is a kind of maternal love inducing substance, hidden in everyone's body, her large appearance, will make life more dynamic, Yun Xi can clearly perceive them, these beautiful soul elves.

Yun Xi may have really found the inducing substance that makes life eternal, and it has always existed in the human body, and it can be secreted in large quantities, and it does not need to rely on external objects, it only needs to be truly cultivated to perceive them, it is useless to deceive yourself, it is a real perception, and it is a real goodness to be able to communicate with them freely.

Whether this is the case, Yun Xi needs time to prove, Yun Xi needs to know them, drive them to produce a large number of them, and let them occupy their bodies all the time, the temple of life is very good, but what is love? Will Yun Xi also fall into the pursuit of his own eternal life, and give up the pursuit of Linglong Heart Buckle, now that Linglong Heart Buckle has not completed the contract, this kind of contract damage will not appear, but Yun Xi has failed the love of Green.

Complicated thoughts rose in Yun Xi's heart, all the good feelings faded, the night was really deep, Yun Xi fell asleep, what will happen tomorrow, it lies in Yun Xi's own choice, maybe there is really a way to get the best of both worlds, Yun Xi's persistence, so that the future presents a complicated situation.

On the other side, Meng Wenwen didn't sleep, when she was very young, she witnessed the death of her mother, and her heart was closed by Meng Wenwen herself, and she couldn't open it anymore, although her father Meng Ghost, Meng Wuzang, and those who loved themselves all wanted to try to create a fake and beautiful atmosphere for Meng Wenwen.

It's just that in this world, the reality is difficult to hide, Meng Wenwen's heart has been closed by herself, and now, following Yunxi here, the environment here is very warm, Meng Wenwen's heart struggles to get out, but it always fails, when there is no one at night, Meng Wenwen's heart will slowly follow the starry sky and fly alone.

Yunxi said that the induction education, I don't know if it is effective for these children who have been hurt, when born in this reality, the mental scar left when I was young will always exist, it is not that it does not exist if I can't think of it, this kind of injury will last for the person's life, even if he finally realizes it, he is powerless to struggle out of it, what should be done to induce education to be effective, but is this useful, the existence of reality cannot be ignored.

The warm small group environment that all the people around strive to create, in the face of reality, you still have to witness the cruelty of reality, the heart can really be completely induced, appearing in this world and watching this world, it is also very difficult, Yunxi's induction education If you just teach a skill, this should be no problem, but if you want to induce a kind person, it is really difficult, even if the heart is really kind, you can also close your heart in reality, only when there is no one, let the kindness be presented in front of you.

Is inducement a deception of one's own feelings? It is used to gain more knowledge of human greed, if this is really the case, the feelings should know, they will definitely know, how do they judge the truth, do they really exist? are they really miraculous beings like gods, they know everything in this world, and at that time they will give the wrong perception, are they really good, or is it because others deceived them first, they are just protecting themselves, is there hatred in their hearts? Isn't it co-existing in this plane? Is it their punishment?

It's not the outpouring of true feelings, but it uses inducement, and these given cognitions are what they want to do? Who gave it, it's a cognitive-inducing substance that gives it, it's what they want, it's what all cells want, they need more cognition to make themselves eternal, that's what they're willing to do.

Are they representatives of evil? Is this destruction? What does the good inducing substance want to express, does it want to stop this behavior, if this is the case, they really can't stop them, the heart is very clear, they strongly increase their own inducing substance, this is very terrible, and there is no way to refuse, the main force is completely driven by evil, I can't understand it, I really can't understand it, the kind inducing substance, how do you want to describe it.

Is it inevitable that time will give the answer? Is it inevitable? I really can't foresee it, deep fear, but the future has no hint, and these good-natured inducing substances have not strongly resisted anything, I'm afraid they can't foresee the future.