Chapter 116: Reminiscing about the Past
The equation obediently lay on Tong Tong's lap, it seems that the relationship is nothing more than that, Tong Tong has almost forgotten it.
"It's good to put it simply, it's all about the past and it's not important. The equation carefully played with Tong Tong's hair.
"It's nothing, it's just that they've been together for a long time, and then there are often big and small quarrels, quarrels at every turn, quarrels and quarrels, and really break up after coming and going, I can only say that I was too young at the time, I didn't understand anything, and I was always unreasonable. Tong Tong recalled all kinds of things in the past.
is young and emotionally immature, which is one of the reasons, and another is that I often find that An Yiwei has a sister, saying that it is just an ordinary relationship, and in the middle of the night after a quarrel, I accidentally logged in to An Yiwei's social account, and saw him chatting with a woman, which was very ambiguous, and this person was Li Yixuan.
Tong Tong felt that there was no need to talk about these things in detail, so he briefly summarized it: "Now that I think about it, I just have no sense of security, I accidentally found some things, I was very scared, I was afraid that I had found the wrong person, I was afraid that that person didn't love me, and then I often made trouble, trying to make the other party feel that I minded some things through noise." ”
This makes the equation even more confused, what is it, why is there no sense of security, what did Tong Tong experience in that relationship?
"Sister, how old were you at the time?How did you two get together?And why did Li Yixuan know about you?"
Looking at the equation's expectant eyes, I want to say it but I don't dare to say it, I'm afraid that after the equation knows about his emotional experience, he will dislike himself, there are many boys who have emotional cleanliness and don't want their girlfriends to like other men.
Although I know that the equation is not such a person, I always feel that the boy will more or less mind after knowing this, and his thoughts are suddenly very confused.
Seeing Tong Tong's concern, the equation sat up and hugged Tong Tong in his arms, and gently comforted: "Don't worry, I won't leave my sister, I just want to know how you have spent all these years." ”
Looking at the equation's sincere eyes, let's just say: "I met in the second year of high school, I had a very good academic performance at that time, and I was even a member of the study committee in the class, An Yiwei was my classmate, I was introverted at that time, I didn't like to talk, and I would even blush when I talked to girls."
Every time I collect my homework, I always think he is very funny, plus he has a hot-blooded personality at the time, and he has a very strong secondary two disease, so he wants to change that boy, and he comes and goes, plus the jokes between classmates, and they are together.
At first, I was quite happy, she didn't know anything about feelings, and so did I, two children who were ignorant of feelings, learned to be like adults, talked about love, and talked about the boy who changed little by little.
I don't blush because I see the girl, and my courage is much bigger than before, the change of things is in the first semester of the third year of high school, the freshman military training, he followed some classmates to play, there is a school girl is Li Yixuan, who is very enthusiastic about An Yiwei, I don't know these things, or listen to what his friends said.
Since then, I have often quarreled because of that girl, and I lost confidence in myself when I quarreled, because every time I asked An Yiwei to delete that girl, it didn't take long for her to be added back, which made me feel very insecure, from no quarrel to quarrel at every turn, it seemed like it was just a short month.
Then I cried day and night, collapsed and despaired, and my heart was broken, almost all of which appeared during that time, which was originally a small thing, but these small things seriously affected my academic performance.
I also broke up, but every time I faced An Yiwei's retention, I finally compromised, do you know why I dropped out of school?"
The equation was stunned for a moment, but he didn't react, he just felt that that relationship was insecure as far as Tong Tong was concerned, and there was no one at all, but it shouldn't be to drop out of school, right?
Equation shook his head: "Why?"