The whole city slept, leaving only her and her heart sleepless, the night was not in the middle, the love was gone, and the one who had left occupied her mind again.

In the dead of night, it was as if the lights of the whole city were shining a light in her heart, but she disappeared and could not find that light again.

She didn't attend Jiang Hao's funeral, she didn't have the courage and didn't dare to face it, and what was even more difficult was that his parents and Jiang Kai might not want to see her appear, so she had slept in the dormitory for several days.

In addition to drinking water, she hardly ate, Lin Jiajia and Xia Qing stayed with her all the time, not daring to leave.

Han Chen changed the method to cook food for her every day, all kinds of pastries, hot pot, and stir-fried vegetables, but she never changed her taste.

Everyone knows that she is in pain, but pain is something that cannot be seen or touched, and no one can replace it, and in the end, the only thing that can come out is on her own.

She stood in front of the window, looking at the neon lights of the city, and she suddenly wanted to go out, not breathing air for days.

The city night in October, which was already a little cool, did not speak, just a thin coat on the bed, opened the door and rushed out.

Xia Qing and Han Chen also ran out after them, and Lin Jiajia stayed in the dormitory.

She walked along the back streets of the flower and orchard, I don't know how long, her attention was very inattentive, not attracted by the people she met on the road, not the billboards, but the crossroads that spread one by one, but could not go to the end, so she felt that the city had teased her.

Walking to the intersection under the Huaguoyuan Bridge, there were four roads in front of her, she didn't know where to go, the lights, the desire to fall, the traffic at the intersection was busy, a cool breeze was blowing, and she felt that the last breath of warmth was taken away.

She looked up at the sky, the moon was still hanging in the sky, and the faint moonlight had been annihilated in the city's high-rise buildings.

Night, annihilated how much of the madness of the city, the climax of the city.

The neon lights, street lights, and car lights in front of you have become the elements of the city at this time, and of course they also contain people's endless greed and venting, so the bars on the street are always lively, the location of the bar is always full, and people are soaking red banknotes in the night of the city, under the lights.

She ordered twelve beers in the bar, sat alone in the corner of the bar, and drank a bottle in one gulp, the smell of the wine filling her stomach, and she felt a trace of pain.

She suddenly sneered, "It turns out that people like me can still feel pain. ”

Maybe it's only the pain that makes her feel like she's really alive in this world now, otherwise she just feels like there's nothing left in this world.

Xia Qing walked up to her and looked at her anxiously, at this moment, she didn't know how to comfort her.

She also opened a bottle of beer and said to her: "Let's drink all the unhappiness tonight, forget all the past, get up tomorrow morning and live a good life, let's wait for Han Bin to come out together, and then live life together as we wanted." ”

She looked at Xia Qing, she didn't know what to say, but tears suddenly flowed, she had never shed a tear these days, but now tears are like broken faucets, no matter how you turn them off.

Xia Qing hugged her and let her cry as much as she wanted, crying as much as she wanted, the music in the bar was so loud that she couldn't hear her crying at all, she just felt that her clothes were soaked with tears, and there was still a little residual warmth.

After crying for a long time, she felt tired of crying, and after drinking the rest of the wine she stumbled down the street, and suddenly felt that she was tired, as if she hadn't closed her eyes and slept for a long time.

She and Xia Qing slowly paced towards the house, Han Chen followed closely behind them, like a guardian angel, just followed quietly, seeing their bodies crooked a few times, afraid of being fallen, they hurriedly ran up.

The street of Huaguoyuan is still as lively as ever, with fruit sellers selling fruits, barbecue sellers selling barbecue, and there are many people hurrying to pass by.

Maybe it was because of the drinking, she felt that the road tonight was so far and far, like she couldn't get home no matter how she walked, and she didn't know where the end was.

I don't know what I'm thinking in my mind, I still remember that I came to this city with nothing, I was desperate, I was elated, I laughed happily, and now I cried sadly, in the face of the unknown future, they are so confused, they don't know where the right direction is.

Lin Jiajia heard the sound of them coming back upstairs, and rushed down from the upstairs in a hurry, seeing the quiet who was a little drunk, she already knew what was going on without asking.

She and Xia Qing sat on the stairs in a row, their hair a little messy from the October wind, especially the quiet short hair, a few of which were still attached to her cheeks.

The two of them showed their sincerity in you and me, Lin Jiajia saw this situation, turned around and ran back to the dormitory, took a bed of summer quilts and walked back, just enough to drape them on their faces, the two of them were surrounded by a bed of summer, you leaned on my head, I leaned on your head, I didn't know where I went, but my mouth kept muttering.

Han Chen's brother Lin Jiajia looked at the two of them from the side, it seemed that he hadn't seen such a picture for a long time, sitting on the ground like this, talking desperately, was something they used to do often, and now it is a luxury.

"I want to eat instant noodles made by Han Chen"

"I want to eat instant noodles made by Han Chen"

"I want to eat instant noodles made by Han Chen"

"That's the best instant noodles I've ever loved, and there's no other person in the world who can make the kind of flavor I want to eat......" Tranquility muttered and nagged alone.

Hearing her say that she wanted to eat, Xia Qing seemed to wake up from happy wine, and she suddenly jumped up, almost causing Tranquility's head to fall on the ladder.

"Han Chen, did you hear that? She wants to eat the instant noodles you made. ”

After Xia Qing finished shouting, they found that it was Lin Jiajia in front of them, not Han Chen, and Han Chen had already run to buy instant noodles when he heard her say that she wanted to eat.

Soon he stood in front of them with a few packets of instant noodles, and said with a smile: "Go, go home, I'll make instant noodles for you, and I'll make them for you if you want to eat them in the future." ”

She stood up, reluctant to look at the wonderful night view of the city again, the lights are still the same, but the city has quietly undergone great changes, and the lights are the best witnesses, colorful city nights, it is the lights that illuminate the hearts of many people, illuminate people's yearning for a better life.