Chapter 274: I Want to Live in the Future
The rain outside the house fell and fell, and it didn't stop, just like this June parting, God was sympathizing.
Ning Si, who got up very early, sat in front of the bed, holding the pen and turning in circles, the time is still five o'clock in the morning, maybe because of the coming of the college entrance examination, she really can't sleep.
The sister on the bed is really asleep, because tomorrow is the college entrance examination, her mother went to the hospital to accompany her father lying on the hospital bed, and her sister deliberately stayed to accompany her, for her mother is an uneducated person, she can't fully understand the meaning of the college entrance examination, maybe she just knows that it's not good to be admitted to college!
There was no light in the room, only a faint bit of light, which came in through the small window, and I could see my own figure vaguely.
She has already made a plan in her heart, and in the face of this test of life, she will definitely go all out, which can be regarded as an explanation for herself to cross adulthood.
She has always admired her sister very much, she has her own ideas and opinions about everything, she has been like this at home since she was a child, what he wants to do and what she wants are extremely clear in her thinking.
At that time, the whole village knew her name, and everyone knew that there was such a girl, who never offended others, but she would definitely return if others offended.
Tranquility on the bed turned over and found that the sleeping sister next to him didn't seem to be there, so he reached out and pressed the switch next to the bed, and with the sound of the switch, the whole room was illuminated.
Ning Si subconsciously blocked her forehead with her hand, and the sudden light stimulated her eyes.
"What are you doing? What time is it? Why are you getting up?" said Serenity, looking at her watch.
Seeing that it was still early, and that her sister was sitting in front of the bed and not sleeping, she also sat up and sat cross-legged next to the edge of the bed, listening to the rain falling outside the window.
Watching my sister sit aside, it suddenly felt like returning to that village, a place with too many joys and too many dreams.
The two sisters looked out the window in silence, listening to the sound of the rain, and for some reason the rain was so loud tonight, just like the sound of the heavy rain falling on the tiles when they were children.
"Xiao Si," Tranquility shouted
"Hmm," Ning Si replied
"Are you worried about the college entrance examination so you can't sleep? Are you worried that you won't be able to pass the exam, or are you worried that you won't be able to read the exam?" Ning deliberately raised the three words that he couldn't read.
Ning Si didn't answer for a while, kept tilting his head and looking out the window, trying to wash all his thoughts away with the heavy rain.
"Why don't you answer me?" Tranquility didn't hear her answer and asked a second time.
"No, I'm just a little excited, I have insomnia, and I don't think about anything. ”
As for the tuition fee, you don't have to worry about it, you can apply for poverty subsidies now, when the time comes, we will think of a way, we will definitely send you to college, my sister does not have this opportunity, you have to take my dream to go, complete my dream, you are studying now, not for you alone, but also for my sister. ”
Looking at her sister's serious appearance, she suddenly laughed, and Tranquility looked at her and laughed.
The room is full of happy laughter, I don't know if I haven't laughed like this for a long time, after the accident at home, my sister has been busy, my sister has been reading and struggling, and I haven't been idle like this for a long time to chat like this, laughing like this.
"Void, be careful to wake them up" They all laughed for a while, only to realize that they might wake up people outside, and maybe people will react half a beat slower when they are too happy.
"Sister, I want to ask you a question!" Ning Si said suddenly.
In fact, she wanted to ask her sister this question for a long time, but she didn't dare to open her mouth or mention it, after all, no one wanted to mention it if it wasn't a happy thing.
"Yes, you ask!" Tranquility nodded as she spoke.
Ning Si still didn't open his mouth for a while, and suddenly it was so quiet that people didn't dare to breathe.
Tranquility glanced back at her, she was still lying on the table with her hands, holding the pen in her right hand and spinning in circles, and her eyes were round in circles, as if she was thinking about some major life event.
Tranquility guessed that she should be hesitating whether to ask her or not, and she knew what her sister wanted to ask when she looked like this.
"You want to ask you Brother Han Chen, right?" Ning Jing blurted out this sentence, and even she felt a little surprised, after all, these days, everyone didn't dare to mention the name "Han Chen" in front of her.
Everyone around her was like her, automatically blocking him, as if he had never existed.
In fact, only she knows, even if everyone doesn't mention it to her, even if she wants to block those memories and want to lose her memory, she finds that the more she forces herself to forget, the clearer the memory.
At this time, the younger sister supported her chin with one hand, and looked at the sister in front of her very seriously, why could she say the name Han Chen so easily today, which made her a little unrecognizable.
"What are you looking at me for? That's the question you want to ask, right?" she asked her sister again.
Ning Si didn't speak, leaned on his head and nodded several times in a row, pouting a mouth with a mischievous face, just waiting for his sister's satisfactory answer.
"Actually, it's nothing, go back, I've figured it out, let him go after those who have passed, I hope that the future road, as I wish, live the life I want to live, Dad can wake up soon, you can go to your ideal university, Mom is healthy, the whole family is safe, is what I want to see in the future." As she spoke, her face was full of smiles, as if she had really let go.
Suddenly a flash of lightning flashed out of the window, Ning Si immediately lay on the bed, she had been afraid of lightning since she was a child, and it still hasn't changed.
In fact, the sky outside has begun to brighten, just because of the rain and the feeling of being foggy, the quiet glance is already past six o'clock.
"I'm going to make you breakfast, what do you want to eat???," Serenity asked.
She also collapsed on the bed, covering her head with the quilt because she couldn't see the lightning.
Before she could answer, Tranquility had already put on her shoes and opened the door, the small living room was still dark, not very bright, and the light in the kitchen could be seen through the crack in the opposite door.
She thought she had forgotten to turn off the lights last night, and she was still worried about the night's electricity bill.
When he pushed the door open, a familiar figure was busy without noticing that she had entered the kitchen and was cooking seriously.
Tranquility walked over softly and saw that he was boiling egg noodles, and the whole kitchen was full of fragrance, so hungry that his stomach was hungry.