Chapter 56: I looked at the sun from the stage
"It's my fault that I didn't protect you. ”
As soon as he lowered his head, he took her other uninjured hand, the wound on his back was still aching, but it was not more complicated than the one in his heart.
"You've done a good job, and it's not a big deal, and I don't want to play the piano anyway, it doesn't matter. ”
She knew that Lu Jinran would blame herself, but she didn't expect him to say this.
He really did the best, and that knife was something she willingly rushed up to block for her, and it had nothing to do with him.
"In the future, I will play the piano for you, and I will play the dream for you that you have not realized. ”
Lu Jinran looked at her in front of her, she didn't say anything to him, but it made him feel distressed.
Su Miao didn't mean anything, it was just those days that she paid for silently, the days when she didn't say anything and didn't tell him, she didn't want to spend it again.
In those days of crush, I could only write all the stories into my diary, year after year...... I don't want to live anymore, she is clearly like him, and she loves him passionately!
"I'll catch that guy for you, too. ”
His promise, like a heavy bell, was heavily rang in the bottom of her heart, lingering in her ears for a long time, difficult to disperse.
"Let the past pass, you can take revenge, but don't let yourself get hurt, it's not worth it!"
Lu Jinran also understood that Su Miao was not a person who would let those things pass, and she also had her own backbone and blood in her heart.
That's what makes her most attractive.
It's just that she doesn't want to be hurt again, and he understands better.
It's just that this sentence was muttered in his ear and repeated over and over again.
Some familiar words, some familiar tones.
Also, she ......
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Because of that person, Ah Jin didn't care about it anymore.
It's funny to say that he is not the kind of person who will compromise because of others, but because of the words of the life-saving benefactor, he let go of his resentment for a long time.
It was also at that time that several of us were deeply aware that there was a person in the secret who had been paying attention to him. ”
Having said this, Mo Xing was also a little stunned, the two glanced at each other, and they also knew a little in their hearts.
A person who is unknown and doesn't want to say anything, only knows what to pay for Lu Jinran.
Who else could that person be besides Su Miao?
......
"Miao, can I ask you a question. ”
"Huh?"
Su Miao raised her head, a little puzzled.
"In my sophomore year of Zhenchuan No. 1 High School, the person who sent me to the hospital was not you. ”
“......”
She froze in her heart, raised her head and stared at him, and at this glance, the answer was clear at a glance.
"You're right, I want to hear it yourself. ”
"It's ...... me"
The two were relatively speechless, and finally she spoke.
Back then, Lu Jinran went to take revenge on the group of gangsters alone, and Su Miao still can't forget the scene at that time.
He was lying alone in a pool of blood, the siren sounded, the group of injured thugs were injured and fled first, Lu Jinran collapsed to the ground, and a trace of blood oozed from the back of his head, and a blood flower appeared.
That was the first time Su Miao walked out of that gloomy little corner, just to take him to the hospital.
She couldn't remember how she helped this man who was much taller than herself to go to the hospital, probably because she was afraid that he would be taken away by the police to leave a criminal record, so she helped him with difficulty that day, but she still couldn't help but speed up her pace.
There is a huge disparity between the strength of men and women, and the teenager who is in adolescence is strong-blooded, and Lu Jinran is a person who likes to play basketball and exercise.
That night, she staggered to help Lu Jinran and stumbled to a nearby hospital.
On the way, Su Miao couldn't remember how many times she had broken her foot, and she couldn't remember the suspicious and dissatisfied glances cast by others on the side of the road.
No matter how disgusting those gazes were, she still only cared about him holding on.
When she arrived at the hospital, her white shirt was also stained with blood, the ankles were red a lot, and the skin on her hands was also worn out.
On the way, she almost fell down several times, but she resisted it alone.
She glanced at Lu Jinran, who was still unconscious, handed him over to the doctors and nurses, and left with only one word.
It's really strange that she has done so much for Lu Jinran, but she still hasn't left a word of her name.
Su Miao thought about this later, maybe because she was afraid of it.
Afraid that she would read her name, Lu Jinran would ask with a blank face......
"Who is it, do I know it? Is there such a person as Su Miao?"
So, she fled in a hurry.
Like Cinderella at midnight when it's magic time, it's just that Cinderella leaves a crystal slipper for the prince to reunite.
She left that sentence, but Lu Jinran didn't find her.
"At that time, I chattered all the way, and I said Lu Jinran, you are really heavy, I am tired. ”
She remembered what she looked like at that time, and those sultry eyes had a starry smile in them.
It seemed to be shining in the sky, and it fell into his eyes.
Su Miao actually didn't regret it at all, at that time, in the three years of high school, she had the most direct physical contact with Lu Jinran.
She covered his hot forehead, and with some caution pretended to hold the bony hand.
Actually, she also thought it was incredible, and Lu Jinran probably wouldn't know about it.
In the middle of the night that day, when he was unconscious, a young girl took off the shell of her hypocrisy and feigned, and protected him with strong love and in her own way.
Probably, now that I think about it, I feel stupid.
With Lu Jinran's family background, how could he leave such things as a case record.
In high school, he was always the untouchable sun in her eyes.
Hanging in the sky, it always warms her, but it never belongs to her.
"Do you think I was stupid at the time? ”
Su Miao saw that Lu Jinran didn't speak for a long time, and she couldn't help but excuse herself first.
"No, I was just wondering if we would have met sooner if I had found you. ”
There was a hint of loneliness in his eyes, in fact, he knew it.
In this life, there are too many things that he regrets.
The only thing he didn't regret was probably when he was in College A, when he first fell in love with her slowly passing by the basketball court in a white dress.
Blocking the slightly deliberate basketball for her, he said a word to her.
"Hello, my name is Lu Jinran. ”
When Su Miao heard his words, she only felt a shock in her heart, but she didn't expect Lu Jinran to think about it.
Actually, they all missed too much.
In fact, Lu Jinran never noticed that Su Miao had fallen into his life a long time ago.
It's like an imprint, which can't be erased and can't be erased, and it is deeply imprinted in his heart.
She didn't say either, in fact, in the sixth middle of that year.
He spoke on behalf of the president of the student union who was about to take the high school entrance examination.
At that time, his eyebrows, his appearance, and his words fell on her heart.
The boy I love, he shines on the stage, and I look at the sun from the stage.
(End of chapter)