Chapter Ninety-One: Fear of Tenderness

In the night, the high-speed train traveled on the land, drove out of Jiangcheng, and then through the mountains and forests, and ran to distant places. On the train, all the windows are filled with light, like glowing lattices, appearing in the cold and silent night.

It wasn't until eleven o'clock that the train arrived at its destination, a small city in the middle of the motherland. It came to a slow stop, opened the doors, and out of the carriages came a lot of people, although it was late at night, but most of their tired faces had arrived at their destination smiles. People who come here want to get a good night's sleep and have a good day in the next few days, those who come here for business and work want to be able to sign a satisfactory list, and those who return home want to see their loved ones sooner.

Jiang Wan carried those large bags and small bags of things out of the station with the crowd, passed through the noisy crowd, and arrived at the bus stop outside the station. She hadn't been back for a while, but she noticed that the place had changed again, with a third of the new building, a larger parking lot, and the mall lights looming in the distance.

She felt familiar and strange at the same time.

For some reason, she felt as if she was surrounded by a strange emotion. That mood was very low and uneasy, which affected him and made her involuntarily more afraid.

She blamed this on her homesickness, not to mention that she was so ungood.

She waited at the bus stop for half an hour, finally stopped a taxi, and after giving the address, she sat quietly in the back seat.

Her home is in a community that is a bit old, and there are very few lights in the community at this time, Jiang Wan walked on the road that he had walked many times, and when he got downstairs, he walked up. Jiang Wan took a breath, she took out the key, but put it away again, and then knocked on the door.

About half a minute, a middle-aged man's voice came from inside, "Who, come to the door so late." ”

Jiang Wan choked up and said, "Dad, it's me." ”

Father Jiang hesitated for a few moments, his footsteps were hurried, he opened the door, and saw Jiang Wan in the dust. His eyes were sour, and he seemed to have a lot to say, and finally he just helped carry the things into the living room, and then said, "Why did you come back at this point, hungry or not, I'll go cook you some noodles?"

Jiang Wan wanted to say don't bother, but the words turned into a "good" word on his lips, and when he heard this answer, Jiang's father was obviously relieved, and then turned on the kitchen light, turned on the stove, and began to boil water.

After Jiang's mother heard the voice, she came out of the bedroom wearing a piece of clothing, she hadn't seen her for a long time, and Jiang Wan's sharp eyes saw that her mother's head was white again. She whispered hello to her mother, and Jiang's mother whispered, poured a cup of warm water, and said with concern: "Wanwan, is it cold? ”

There was no imaginary quarrel, there were just words of concern, and for no reason, Jiang Wan suddenly felt very uncomfortable. She felt a little stupid, knowing that so many people in the world would always be the best for her parents, but because of that little worry and self-esteem, she chose to bear those bad things alone.

Jiang's father coughed several times, and Jiang's mother went to get the medicine and poured him a glass of water. Jiang Wan didn't remember what illness her father had, so she hurriedly asked, "Mom, what's wrong with Dad?"

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother were slightly stunned, looked at each other, and Jiang's mother explained: "It's okay, it's just that the weather has been cold recently, and I have a cold, don't worry." She walked up to her daughter and hesitated, "Are you doing well outside, how long will you stay when you come back this time? When will you go back to Jiangcheng? I'll prepare some things for you to take back." ”

Jiang's father was holding a bowl of boiled noodles, with soft-boiled eggs and marinated duck feet and duck necks on the noodles, which were Jiang Wan's favorite foods since he was a child. He said: "Miss Jian told us, you are working well outside now, this time you came back from leave, cough cough, Jiangcheng should be cold now, did you buy a thick quilt?"

He and Jiang Mu sat next to each other, asking some questions carefully, and Jiang Wan thought differently, as if they were more afraid of accidentally saying something wrong. Their eyes were full of tenderness, even if Jiang Wan didn't go home for a long, long time, there was no change in the slightest.

The bathroom was boiling hot water, Jiang Wan went to take a shower after eating a bowl of noodles, and after rinsing, she returned to the living room and sorted the gifts and put them away. In the process, she saw the medicine on the table, not cold medicine.

Jiang Wan's eyes turned red all of a sudden.

On the second day she was at home, there was no imaginary blind date, and no relatives and friends came to the party to ask her how she was doing during this time. Some of them were just the delicious cooking of her parents and their care, the care she never forgot.

She checked what those drugs were used for, and only then did she know from Jiang's mother that Jiang's father had been diagnosed with thyroid cancer some time ago, and it had not been long since the surgery, and he was still in the recovery period.

Although Jiang's father was tall and strong, Jiang Wan knew that he was very afraid of pain, and once he was burned while cooking, not to mention how scary it was. What's more, it must be more painful if it is an open operation, but during this time, she is not at home, and she doesn't even know about it.

Jiang Wan remembered an essay she wrote in high school - "My Family", she talked about the daily life of Jiang's father and mother, talked about those ordinary little things, and said that she must take good care of them in the future, so that they will not grow old.

However, not to mention taking care of her, she is about to live as a passerby, and she doesn't even have an intersection.

Jiang Wan's dissatisfaction, she faced the ups and downs in her life, in fact, she had the best parents, but she kept telling herself that she needed more.

She was very happy and warm at home, just like the days before graduation. However, she didn't choose to stay for a long time, she still had to take care of her, so she had to go back to Jiangcheng. This time, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother didn't stop her, which made her wonder if she had misunderstood their motive for looking for Jian Zhichun to let her go home.

Jiang's mother prepared a bunch of specialties and winter supplies in advance, all of which were summarized in a box, she wanted to see it, but Jiang's mother didn't let her, saying that it was all sorted out, and it would be messy to see. She opened the box when Jiang's mother went out to buy vegetables, saw the special products, and saw the money wrapped in a paper bag, about 50,000 yuan, which also took a long time for Jiang's father and Jiang's mother, in addition to this, she also saw some clothes that children could wear.

Jiang Wan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and tears fell.

When Jiang's father returned home, he saw that his daughter seemed to have cried, and he was very worried, thinking that she was being bullied by someone, and he wanted to beat someone. Jiang Wan couldn't hold back, hugged Jiang's father, and tears kept falling.

It turns out that they know everything.

After they learned that Jian Zhichun had found Jiang Wan, they kept asking Jian Zhichun to inform them of Jiang Wan's current situation, and they couldn't bear their pleading, but Jian Zhichun still told the truth. Father Jiang and Mother Jiang almost went to Qin Shaoxian to fight hard after knowing it, but finally held back under Jian Zhichun's persuasion, and promised Jian Zhichun to pretend not to know.

They speculated that their daughter might not be doing well, so they hoped that she could go home and be closer to home, so as not to be bullied, blind date or something, if Jiang Wan didn't want to, then wouldn't go on a blind date. didn't expect her daughter to be so unhappy, but they couldn't help anything.

They are also very uncomfortable.

Their daughter, whom they cherished so much, was bullied.

They also thought about letting Jiang Wan come back, but with him, they can raise Jiang Wan, are they still afraid that they will not be able to raise it big? If the neighbors are gossiping, then gossip, they are all at this age, do they still feel that their daughter has lost her face?

There has never been a barrier, everything is a shackle that he puts on himself, how can people who treasure each other not accept everything from each other. Jiang Wan cried and cried, she smiled, she thought about it, and when she returned to Jiangcheng this time, she would take her home with her, and then rearrange herself and set off towards the future she had given up.

Thinking of this, she was extremely grateful to Jian Zhichun and Zhongli.

At this time, Zhongli was in the office, and in the haze, he felt a strange emotion, like a seed breaking through the shackles of the earth and extending hope. He frowned, obviously trying to show that it was none of his business, but in the end, a smile appeared on his lips.

He and Jian Zhichun have one thing in common, their understanding of family is similar, which is not good. But Jian Zhichun, who was like this, said to Jiang Wan that going home was a good thing. Zhongli is like this, but he is conscientiously helping to bring the baby.

So, no matter how incomprehensible the seasonal affective disorder is, they are actually afraid of gentleness. Jian Zhichun's gentleness, Jiang Wan's mood, and his own unconscious slight changes.

Zhongli felt as if he could be full of vitality for a few more days.