Chapter 420: Goodbye, Goodbye
Chapter 420: Goodbye, Goodbye
(In order to save the manuscript for the New Year.,So the recent update of two chapters and one chapter is not sure.,Code three chapters on more two chapters and two chapters on more chapters.,Otherwise, I'm definitely going to break off the New Year.,I hope to understand)
Cherish the people who should be cherished, care about the people who should care, and let go of the people who should be put down, this is Qin Sheng's biggest experience during this time, after all, he has delayed too much time on unimportant people over the years, but rarely leaves time for those who really care about him.
For this woman who has known him for fourteen years and accompanied him for six years, Qin Sheng's feelings are too complicated, Su Qin gave him the best youth, and what did he give Su Qin?
Since he was in junior high school, he met the smart, beautiful and kind Su Qin, Su Qin became his girlfriend in high school, at that time he was the object of envy of everyone, after all, he won the school flower that most boys of the same age had a crush on in high school, and Su Qin at that time was so good that all girls were eclipsed, no wonder Wu Hao's resentment lasted for so many years.
Although Qin Sheng lacked family affection, he had a love that everyone envied at the most brilliant age, and Su Qin made up for a lot of things he lacked, so Qin Sheng at that age did not rebel or degenerate, but in the company of Su Qin, he unswervingly worked hard for the future.
When he was in college, Su Qin accompanied him to Fudan despite the opposition of everyone in his family, otherwise she might have gone to Beijing. In the past four years, they have lived like a fairy couple, Su Qin has taken good care of him, and almost all of Qin Sheng's clothes and daily necessities have been bought by Su Qin for him. They went to class together, went to the library together, ate together, went shopping, traveled together, sang together, and Qin Sheng's treatment made the other three Lao Tie in the dormitory envious.
These six years, whether it is for Qin Sheng or Su Qin, are the best times, this is also their youth, and they have the most beloved each other in their youth.
I am fortunate to meet and accompany me.
It's a pity that in that season of graduation and breakup, they did not escape this fate. Although it was Su Qin who took the initiative to break up, the real reason was Qin Sheng. Su Qin couldn't understand Qin Sheng, feeling that six years had passed, and she still couldn't really enter Qin Sheng's heart, and at that time, Qin Sheng was re-choosing his life because of his grandfather's death, and he didn't want Su Qin to wait for two or three years.
So, Qin Sheng agreed to Su Qin's breakup, which made Su Qin, who had no intention of breaking up, unexpected. But Su Qin is so good, of course she will have the reserve that a woman should have, and she will not easily let go of her pride and dignity to ask Qin Sheng for peace.
She thought that Qin Sheng would coax her after a while, after all, when they had a little conflict before, Qin Sheng always took the initiative to apologize and bow his head to admit his mistakes, and never let her suffer any grievances, but this time she thought wrong.
When she came back to her senses, she knew that Qin Sheng's grandfather had died, and at this time she knew how much of a mistake she had made, but when she wanted to look for Qin Sheng, Qin Sheng had disappeared into the vast sea of people and could no longer be contacted.
Su Qin panicked, completely panicked, she contacted everyone, but she couldn't find Qin Sheng, which is also the reason why many people were very dissatisfied with Su Qin after knowing about this matter, thinking that Qin Sheng chose to disappear because of the double blow. Because when Qin Sheng needed Su Qin the most, Su Qin chose to break up. Everyone blames Su Qin, but Qin Sheng doesn't blame Su Qin, which is why every time other people are dissatisfied with Su Qin, Qin Sheng always helps Su Qin speak.
After all, I once had, after all, I once accompanyed, even if I can't be a boyfriend and girlfriend, even if I can't get along with each other, I can only forget about each other, but don't become enemies who don't get along with each other. Otherwise, when you think back to the original relationship, I am afraid that you will only think of disgust, not the beauty that used to be.
Su Qin was really heartbroken during that time, she spent up to a year to heal, and she completely gave up wanting to go to graduate school, until she was busy with work, she gradually forgot about that relationship, but she didn't completely let go.
Otherwise, she would not have stayed in Shanghai, nor would she accept this bar, let alone refuse her parents' suggestion to let her study abroad, she wanted to wait for Qin Sheng in Shanghai, and wait for Qin Sheng to come back and give her an explanation.
A year has passed, two years have passed, and when she met Qin Sheng, the third year was almost over.
Goodbye to Qin Sheng, Su Qin found that Qin Sheng had changed, he had become a little stranger, and she couldn't understand Qin Sheng anymore. But she still wants to save that relationship, after all, that relationship is really beautiful, she fought for it a few times, but there was still no result. Although she didn't say, Qin Sheng, let's start again, he believed that Qin Sheng could understand her thoughts, after all, they had been together for so many years, and Qin Sheng knew her better than anyone else.
However, Qin Sheng didn't give her a chance, so that Su Qin began to wonder if Qin Sheng really loved her, if she really loved, she hadn't let go of her feelings for so many years, but Qin Sheng let it go so easily?
After Qin Sheng came back, she cried for Qin Sheng several times, whenever she wanted to contact Qin Sheng, Qin Sheng suddenly disappeared again, Su Qin was a little confused, I don't know if it was worth it? The heavy rain in Hangzhou that night completely woke up Su Qin, she knew that Qin Sheng was no longer the same Qin Sheng, and she was still the same Su Qin. She could no longer snuggle on Qin Sheng's shoulder, she seemed to have only her parents left except for Qin Sheng, so Su Qin was really sad.
She had been waiting for Qin Sheng, and she had waited for it. She wanted to start the six-year-long relationship again, and she fought for it, and she has no regrets since then, not to mention that Qin Sheng already has a new girlfriend.
Therefore, there is no longer any point in continuing to stay in the city of Shanghai, after all, the city is only lonely, and Xi'an is at least as good as it once was, at least with its parents.
Therefore, after thinking about it, Su Qin finally quit his job, sold his house, sold the bar, and left Shanghai completely and returned to Xi'an.
She felt that the first half of her life was over, there was love, friendship, youth, beauty and misses, although the result was not satisfactory, but she was really worth it.
However, after the enlightenment, Qin Sheng began to take his heart seriously again, a woman who has known each other for 14 years and has been in love for 6 years can really let go so easily? It is true that even a woman like Lin Su has suffered so much with him, let alone Su Qin?
How could he not know Su Qin's intentions? When he knew that Su Qin took over this bar, he already understood, not to mention that when he saw Su Qin again, Su Qin still treated him as he did back then, but he was too selfish at that time. He only thought about his life, forcibly imposed his ideas on Su Qin, and didn't ask Su Qin what he meant, and took the initiative to make decisions for Su Qin.
Later, he met Lin Su and felt that a woman like Lin Su was more suitable to accompany him to continue, so he could only let go of Su Qin and let her find her happiness, which may be the best ending for the two of them. Moreover, he also agreed to Su Qin's father.
That's why he was so resolute, did he really let go of Su Qin? No. Is he still in love with Su Qin?
It's just that all this is meaningless now, because Su Qin has completely let go of him. At this time, Qin Sheng knew how deep his feelings for Su Qin were, so deep that they had been integrated into his blood and carved into the depths of his brain. So after knowing this news, Qin Sheng would feel a heartache.
"Qin Sheng, what's wrong with you?" Xue Qingyan asked puzzled after discovering Qin Sheng's strange appearance.
Qin Sheng said with some sadness, "Sister, there was once a girl who accompanied me for six years and waited for me for another four years, but I failed her, do you think I'm a scumbag?"
Xue Qingyan was stunned, she didn't know what Qin Sheng meant, but then she thought that Qin Sheng brought her here, and then asked the manager if there was a change of boss here? Coupled with what the manager said, Xue Qingyan probably guessed that the beautiful boss should be the girl who accompanied her for six years and waited for him for four years as Qin Sheng said, she didn't expect Qin Sheng to have such a relationship.
The manager standing next to him was also a little puzzled, and when he heard Qin Sheng's words, he couldn't help but guess that the girl this man was talking about was the former beautiful boss? Impossible, he heard that the beautiful boss had always been single, and besides, the beautiful boss was so good, how could this man be worthy? But he followed and looked at Xue Qingyan, this beauty was not weaker than the beautiful boss at all, maybe it was true.
"Do you have a clear conscience?" Xue Qingyan asked casually.
Qin Sheng asked himself, did he have a clear conscience? He laughed self-deprecatingly, "She gave me the best youth in her life, but I failed her, how can I have a clear conscience?"
Xue Qingyan didn't know what to say for a while, let alone what Qin Sheng was thinking at the moment, after all, she knew that Qin Sheng still had Lin Su, obviously Qin Sheng couldn't let go of this girl. Alas, ask what is the situation in the world, and the straight teach people to promise life and death.
At this time, the resident female singer who sang Xie Chunhua's "Borrow Me" on the stage happened to sing the last sentence: Watch the time pass, lend me dumb and speechless, no matter whether you ask or speak, or read.
Qin Sheng seemed to see Su Qin, who was standing there singing quietly and only smiling at him when he was in college, and walked over after singing and asked cautiously, "Is it good?"
Qin Sheng got up slowly, walked to the stage in Xue Qingyan's surprised eyes, whispered a few words to the resident female singer, and then took the guitar from the girl's hand, and he faced everyone, "There was once a girl sitting here singing quietly, and there was a boy in the audience listening to her singing quietly, for her, the real audience was only this boy, because this boy listened to her sing for six years." Then the boy disappeared and the girl waited for him for another four years without him cherishing it, but when he realized what he had lost, he might never find the girl again. This song, for this girl and for this boy, for the best six years they have ever had."
Qin Sheng plucked the guitar gently, the pleasant sound made him feel like he was back on the playground of high school, the sun was shining that day, the breeze was gentle, she was wearing a white dress, he was wearing a white school uniform, he was singing, she was listening.
"The sound of cars breaks the silence, you can hear but you can't see clearly
My figure under the street lamp is the shortest distance
Most intimate
The sound of cars breaks the silence, which can be heard but not seen clearly
Suddenly quiet
My figure under the street lamp is the shortest distance
Most intimate
I've exhausted all my strength, and I'm still not in the same world
oh~ Then let me finally hold your hand
Let's talk about it
Goodbye, goodbye
A hundred times
If never again
Goodbye, goodbye
Ten thousand times"
Although there was no other musical instrument to work with, only a simple guitar, Qin Sheng was completely immersed in his own world. He didn't care what the other guests would think of him, he just sang this song to Su Qin and sang it to himself.
When the last chorus was sung, Qin Sheng was already shouting goodbye and goodbye in Sisley, and the voice was a little sad and sad, and a little distressing.
At the end of the song, I don't know when Qin Sheng had red eyes, like a fool and laughed dumbly, the tears of laughter came out, he ignored everyone's eyes looking at the monster, put the guitar lightly beside him, and slowly walked to Xue Qingyan's side and said, "Sister, let's go"
Goodbye YOUNG Bar, goodbye youth, goodbye Su Qin, goodbye Qin Sheng......