Xiaobei smiled when he heard this.

"I didn't have a father or mother since I was a child, and I took my sister to live in a welfare home. ”

"You also know that no matter how good the surface engineering of the welfare home is, in fact, it is not good for those children in private, after all, it is not their own children, and those teachers beat people very hard. ”

"It's no exaggeration to say that beating people is like beating animals, and I was a little stronger enough to help with the work in the yard, so my sister and I were treated a little better. ”

"But others weren't so lucky. ”

When the Big Buddha and Xiao Ning saw Xiaobei start to tell their stories, they both put down their wine glasses and listened quietly.

"I have seen with my own eyes a child who was supposed to have urinated in his pants and was whipped for half an hour by the teacher with a wicker the thickness of his fingers, covered in wounds, and died that night. ”

The Big Buddha raised an eyebrow.

"Do you know how that incident was handled later?" Xiaobei asked, with a mocking smile on his face: "That teacher was fined 400 yuan, and his salary and title were downgraded by one level. ”

"One life, 400 yuan. ”

"From that time on, I swore that in this society, I must become stronger than anyone else, more cruel than anyone else, and I can even be a human being! I never want my life to continue to be in the hands of others, nor do I want to be beaten to death, and the end is over with only 400 yuan!"

"Later, my sister and I stole 2,000 yuan from the director of the welfare home and prepared to go out to earn a living on our own, but before we could enter a new life, we were targeted by human traffickers. ”

Xiao Bei squinted his eyes and said slowly: "I was sold to Europe, an underground organization that specializes in training killers, where survival is more brutal and difficult than in a welfare home. ”

"Seeing my companions die one after another, my heart gradually became cold and cruel, and by the end of the day, I became almost like a machine, without any humanity. ”

"There are no friends there. ”

"Or rather, the trainer doesn't allow you to have friends. ”

"When they see which two people have a closer relationship, they will put the two people in an iron cage and let them fight each other, and the victorious one can live. ”

"They are deliberately dehumanizing. ”

"Let's become a knife that only knows how to obey orders, and kills...... Or killed. ”

Big Buddha and Xiao Ning listened very carefully.

Although they are also killers, they did not live in a brutal training camp from a young age, but left home halfway, and only started doing dirty work after retiring from the special forces due to some accidents.

So they only heard a little about those underground organizations, but they didn't experience it firsthand.

Through Xiaobei's words, they can imagine how difficult it is for a young boy to survive in that cruel society.

"When I was eighteen years old, I escaped from the instructor who killed the underground organization and joined the Dark World, a group dedicated to seeking revenge on behalf of people, where I quickly made a name for myself with my outstanding abilities. ”

"I was nineteen years old at the time, but I was already one of the top names in the organization, and since then, I've made a few friends. ”

"But here's where the mockery lies. ”

"Later, when I got tired of the murderous life day after day and wanted to leave, it turned out that it was my friend who betrayed me. ”

Big Buddha and Xiao Ning opened their mouths when they heard this.

They don't know what to say.

This experience is indeed a bit too miserable.

"I can live well when I'm cold and ruthless, but when I want to have a little humanity, I'm stabbed hard. Xiaobei took a deep breath: "I am disheartened, and I am determined to live like an emotionless knife for the rest of my life, only talking about interests, not feelings." ”

"But tonight...... For the first time, I doubted whether the ideas I had always believed in were correct. Xiaobei pondered for a moment and said slowly: "That old man Chen of the Zhong family, I gave him a chance to live." ”

But he didn't go. ”

"And when he finally dies, he will not mourn, nor resent, nor curse, nor fear, nor flee. ”

"It's like...... To death!"

Xiaobei pondered the words for a while, and finally found a suitable word to say.

"Is there really such a thing as loyalty in the world?" Xiao Bei took a sip of his wine glass, and asked with a slightly confused look in his eyes, "Is there really the kind of person who doesn't want anything, but is still willing to give his life for loyalty?"

"Even though I won him, at the end of the day, he still looked at me like that...... Scorn. ”

"It's as if Xia Worm can't talk about ice, as if he is more noble than me. ”

Xiaobei said slowly.

"Noble fart!" Xiao Ning took a big sip of wine and said coldly: "I think that old man is deliberately pretending to be forced, and he is just unwilling!

"......" Xiaobei was silent, then turned his head to look at the Big Buddha and asked, "What do you think?"

"I don't know what the big nursing home thinks, but I do...... Once you have that thought, it's dangerous. The Big Buddha looked at Xiaobei with a solemn gaze, and said in a deep voice: "When I was in the army, the chief's lecture told us: The reason why the army is strong is because it has no mind of its own, it is a weapon, and it will fight there!"

"In the same way, the knife is sharp because it is pure. ”

"When there are no distractions in the heart, the knife can be faster and sharper. ”

"If there is a thought, the blade will be dulled, and the army will not listen to the command, and it will not be able to be strong. ”

"If the knife is dulled, it will not be able to kill, it will be broken. ”

"The army will resist when it has ideas, and its strength will be greatly reduced. ”

So it's good for a person to have that kind of thinking. ”

"But for a knife, the emergence of this kind of thinking is fatal. ”

The Buddha carefully analyzed.

Erwu was silent for a moment, and also nodded in approval.

Xiao Ning raised his eyebrows disdainfully, and muttered, "Is it that serious......?"

"Shut up!" the Big Buddha scolded Xiao Ning in displeasure.

"Just like Ximen Blowing Snow in the martial arts story, his early swordsmanship was superb, and he was invincible in the world! But later, when he had a wife, the sword slowed down. ”

"Because for a swordsman, any emotions and external objects are superfluous burdens, including relatives, friends, and feelings. ”

Later, the decisive battle between him and Ye Gucheng, if it wasn't for Ximen Blowing Snow and giving up everything again, the one who died would definitely be Ximen Blowing Snow. ”

The big Buddha looked at Xiaobei and said word by word: "So the question in front of the seniors now is to continue to be a knife or a person." ”