Chapter 43: What Youth Looks Like
When I first entered university, I felt that the sky was brighter, and everything that I used to do was less important.
Especially squeezed out of the evil college entrance examination, I feel that everything is extremely lucky.
But the novelty of people will eventually pass away, and the short time of two years is almost over, and he is tired of the days of attending classes every day.
He went to the computer city for a few laps, and then bought the computer without hesitation, and slowly he had fun with the game and found joy in the game.
He plays QQ sports cars every day, QQ dances until late at night, sleeps upside down during class, and drives black with his roommates at night, finding a sense of victory in this dull game world.
Team up, practice hand speed, operation, just to become the best lead dancer, just to win in this non-existent online world.
Such days lasted for a long time, and it made him feel like he had a dream in the past two years, and this dream even consumed his entire youth.
Everyone's university seems to have endless similarities and secrets.
Often in the middle of the night, I can't sleep at the ceiling thinking about everything about myself.
Everyone said that he had changed, but he himself kept emphasizing that he had not.
Tranquility knew that Han Bin must have encountered something unspeakable, and he couldn't speak, so he could only bear everything alone, and he could only spend his time in the online world.
Slowly, he didn't even want to answer their phone, and even his best brother Han Chen couldn't find his whereabouts.
Everything about him is like a secret, and all the sources of information can only be heard.
I heard that he didn't go to class again, I heard that he spent the night in that Internet café again, and I heard that he played a few games all night.
When we are young, most of us are impulsive and confused, and when we accidentally reach the crossroads of choice, we don't know the right step in that direction.
I don't know what youth is, we are always looking for it but can't find the answer.
Someone said, "We are youth now"
It is also said: "Youth is the moment in our life when we are in the prime of life." ”
Another person said: "Youth should have a vigorous love affair to commemorate youth." ”
I want to say: "Youth is a long journey, we can't go back, youth is a meeting, we can't look away." ”
Han Bin can be depressed day after day every day, he doesn't answer everyone's calls, and he doesn't want to communicate with everyone.
The tranquility of getting off work in the afternoon, watching the warm sun outside, and the sweaty people walking on the street.
She stepped on the bus to the University of Finance and Economics, and when it was not in rush hour, the bus was not crowded, but she felt extremely depressed.
She kept dialing Han Bin's phone with her mobile phone, and no matter how many times she dialed, no one responded.
She started texting him again, sending countless messages without a response, and in a state of anxiety, she stepped off the bus and stood on the crowded platform.
She will block Han Bin here tonight, and she won't leave if she can't see others. She sent this text message to the three of them in a group.
Putting her mobile phone in her bag, she wore a white T-shirt, versatile jeans, black and white shoes, and walked to Han Bin's rented house step by step with a backpack.
It was getting late and late, and slowly the sun showed half of its face in the west, reflecting a beautiful sunset in the west.
Squatting on the ground, she already felt that her feet were starting to go numb, and she couldn't even move so neatly, so she couldn't help but take out her mobile phone to take a look, but there was no response from Han Bin.
Han Chen and Lin Jiajia didn't come to wait with her because they had classes in the evening, and it was getting darker and darker, and they couldn't see that light anymore.
In the early morning, when people were hurriedly going out, Han Bin held the car keys in his hand and walked up the stairs with his left hand and his right hand.
When he saw Serenity, who was squatting in the doorway, with a pale face, staring at him with a haggard face, just staring at each other.
He suddenly lowered his head, avoiding the look he didn't dare face.
"You're finally back" Ning Ning said these words to her with all her strength, she supported the ground with both hands, ready to stand up, and suddenly squatted down halfway through, Han Bin helped her and asked eagerly, "Are you okay?"
"Don't worry, I won't die," she replied in a tone of no displeasure.
Han Bin, who played a game in the Internet café for a night, fell asleep after arriving home, ignoring the existence of tranquility at all, he was like a muddy bad teenager, and the previous good boy was two completely different looks.