Chapter 228 The two do not owe each other
Lu Shanmin didn't understand why she could go back, so she couldn't go back. I came to the East China Sea with the hope of seeing the beauty of the city she depicted, but what I saw and heard was not as beautiful as I imagined.
Awakened from the excitement of meeting again, Lu Shanmin was extremely bitter, although the two were from the same background, but from the moment Bai Ling was admitted to university, they were destined to become people from two parallel worlds, no matter whether he thought so or not, at least Bai Ling thought so.
Sighing, Lu Shanmin smiled faintly, "Bai Ling, no matter what decision you make, I will support you."
Bai Ling laughed happily, just like the red mountain in Mazui Village at this time, "Thank you, Brother Shanmin, I know that you will support me in whatever I do."
Lu Shanmin's face gradually became serious: "That person named Mu Yicheng, don't contact him in the future, he is not a good person."
Bai Ling's happy smile suddenly froze, and his face was replaced by a complex and indistinguishable expression, "Brother Shanmin, this is the East China Sea, not the mountains, not all people and things have to be divided between good and bad, and they can't be distinguished."
Lu Shanmin frowned, "He doesn't really like you."
Bai Ling smiled bitterly, "I know."
Lu Shanmin opened his mouth wide in surprise, "Then do you know that he showed mercy everywhere and caused several girls to have abortions."
Bai Ling lowered his head, unable to see her eyes clearly.
Lu Shanmin's heart was hit like a giant hammer, and he asked in a trembling voice, "You also know it, right?"
Bai Lingtou lowered his head even lower, bit his lip stubbornly, and hummed softly.
"Why"?
Lu Shanmin's heart was full of 100,000 whys? I thought that Bai Ling was deceived by Mu Yicheng's sweet words, but no matter what, I never thought that Bai Ling already knew this.
Why do you know that you are a scumbag, but you still want to test the fire.
Bai Ling raised his head, his face changed, "Brother Shanmin, do you know how many girls in Donghai University dream of being his girlfriend?"
Lu Shanmin's face turned pale, "So what?"
"Brother Shanmin, don't worry, I'm not stupid, I know that the easier it is to get, the less men will cherish it."
"So you've set a ridiculous test for him to win a championship."
Bai Ling smiled bitterly, "It can be regarded as setting up the last line of defense for yourself."
Lu Shanmin was a little angry, "This is also a line of defense? You know that he is a professional player, and it is easy to win such a championship, you are deceiving yourself."
Bai Ling's face was helpless, "Brother Shanmin, every girl fantasizes that there is a hero who steps on the seven-colored cloud to come and confess to herself, and I am the same."
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, it turned out that he was no longer the hero in her mind.
In the No. 1 ring, the seventh game of the first round began, and Mu Dongyun couldn't sit still at all, and roared angrily at the members of the Sanda Association.
"What the hell are you doing sitting there, hurry up and find someone for Lao Tzu."
Seven or eight students from the Financial High School Sanda Association were also very anxious at the moment, and hurriedly got up and went to find Lu Shanmin.
The bettor from the University of Electronic Science and Technology next to him walked to Mu Dongyuan's side with a smile.
"Hehe, this teacher, is that player in your school unable to afford to lose and escaped?"
Mu Dongyun's face was full of anger, and Huo ripped off his shirt with a bang, revealing his body full of stone-like muscles.
"You fucking beep again, believe it or not, I'll beat you up now."
The boy glanced at Mu Dongyun's explosive muscles, pursed his lips, and muttered away.
Mu Dongyun sat in the stands angrily and greeted the eighteenth generation of Lu Shanmin's ancestors.
Looking at the ring in a daze, just like watching his students in the ring, Mu Dongyun secretly prayed, hoping that this group of players could play a few more rounds, otherwise, Lu Shanmin could only be regarded as an automatic abstention.
Finally found a savior, taught boxing in the middle of the night, spent the past few months tremblingly, and when it was about to be seen, Lu Shanmin, the bastard, actually ran away with a woman.
Fortunately, both sides have a certain level in this game, and they have played two rounds without scoring up or down, and it looks like they should be able to play five rounds.
Mu Dongyun fidgeted and looked around, scolding and scolding constantly.
Bai Ling's face was full of guilt, "Brother Shanmin, I'm sorry."
Lu Shanmin has a sense of powerlessness that has nowhere to go, "You're not sorry for me, you're sorry for yourself."
"Brother Shanmin, I know that you are good to me, including my parents, you are the best person in this world for me. My parents didn't let me go to school, and if it weren't for you going into the mountains to hunt for me to go to school, I wouldn't be where I am today.
A trace of tenderness flashed in Bai Ling's eyes, "If I hadn't been admitted to university, we might really be able to live happily in the mountains for a lifetime, just like other villagers in the mountains." ”
"Brother Shanmin, I know that the sentence I said to you that day, 'Xia Worm can't talk about ice, Well Frog can't talk about the sea', but the reality is like this, we are no longer people from the same world, who made me see the prosperity of this world, I don't want to go back to the mountains."
Lu Shanmin smiled bitterly, laughing with tears in his eyes.
Bai Ling's voice was choked, and his face was full of guilt and pain, "Brother Shanmin, love can't be eaten, the reality is really cruel." ”
Lu Shanmin's heart ached, and his voice trembled and said: "Yes, the cruel mountain alliance and sea oath are like a floating cloud, which can be blown away by a gust of wind." ”
Bai Ling's voice whimpered, and he took Lu Shanmin's hand with both hands, "Brother Shanmin, you know the situation in my family best, my father has no income at all these years, although the village committee pays the tuition for me, but the living expenses in Donghai are more expensive than the tuition fees." ”
"Look at my hands, they are full of calluses, I worked three jobs at school, I was already cleaning in the school playground when other students were still asleep, I was still cleaning the classroom at school when other students went out shopping on weekends, and I was still taking out garbage in the school public toilet when other students were eating snacks and watching movies in the dormitory."
Bai Ling sobbed in a low voice, "I'm a girl, I also love beauty, my classmates in the dormitory are all dressed fashionably and beautifully, and I am still wearing high school clothes. They often have tens of thousands of expensive bags, and I can only go to the stall to choose a dozen yuan of stall goods, and I have to hesitate again and again."
"Woo, they don't say anything, but I know that they are talking about me behind my back and laughing at me."
Lu Shanmin stroked Bai Ling's long hair with pity, "You suffered, don't care what they say, you just need to remember that you are the pride of Mazui Village, and the whole village is supporting you behind you."
"No, Brother Shanmin, I can't do it, I'm really tired, I've had enough of such days, I don't want to live a poor life anymore, I hate the countryside, I hate people saying that I'm a village girl behind my back, I want dignity, I want to live decently in this city."
Lu Shanmin's hand trembled, he understood Bai Ling's grievances, but he couldn't understand that she would hate the place where she was born and raised, just for the so-called dignity.
For most of the year in the East China Sea, Bai Ling has been suppressing his emotions and silently enduring everything, even if he is unbearable, he must behave confidently and generously in front of his classmates.
Bai Lingwa burst out crying and threw himself into Lu Shanmin's arms, "Brother Shanmin, you have been a hero in my mind since you were a child, why? Why can't you be my hero now?" How I wish you had been a hero in my mind to protect me for the rest of my life, why aren't you, why?"
"Brother Shanmin, I'm sorry for you." Bai Ling threw himself into Lu Shanmin's arms and cried loudly.
A teardrop fell from Lu Shanmin's eyes, "I'm just a mountain villager, and I've never been a hero."
With tears in his eyes, Lu Shanmin hugged Bai Ling in his arms, "You are a college student, you have read more books than me, you have seen more of the world than me, and the truth should naturally be more than me, but I always feel that this is not the case, when my grandfather was alive, he said, 'Dignity has always been earned by yourself, and it has nothing to do with others', I think grandpa is right."
Lu Shanmin slowly pushed Bai Ling away, looking at the tears on her face, "Grandpa said, 'Ten thousand laws change, do not move the heart of a child', Bai Ling, you have changed, the prosperity of the East China Sea has lost your heart."
Bai Ling couldn't stop sobbing, "No, I haven't changed, I've always been like this, it's that you don't understand, you couldn't see the outside world in the mountains before, but it doesn't mean that the outside world doesn't exist, on the contrary, this is the real world, an incomparably real but incomparably cruel world."
The voice that resounded through the campus sounded on the radio, "Please Lu Shanmin from the Financial High School to take his seat in Ring No. 1, and Lu Shanmin from the Financial High School to take his seat in Ring No. 1."
Lu Shanmin slowly raised his hand to wipe her tears and turned around.
Bai Ling grabbed Lu Shanmin's hand, she knew that this let go would completely lose the man who had guarded him for more than ten years, and cried bitterly, "Brother Shanmin, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!
Lu Shanmin turned his head, with tears in his eyes, "You didn't feel sorry for me, I couldn't give you what you wanted."
"Brother Shanmin"、、、、、
Lu Shanmin smiled, and suddenly felt a sense of relief in his heart, the shackles that trapped his heart were slowly broken, all delusions and fantasies were shattered in front of reality, and everything couldn't go back, it really couldn't go back.
Seeing the relieved smile on Lu Shanmin's face, Bai Ling was so distressed that she couldn't breathe, she knew that this time she would really lose, lose the best person in the world for her.
Lu Shanmin removed Bai Ling's hand, "Let Brother Shanmin fight for you for the last time, whether you win the fight or not, whether it makes sense or not, from now on, the two will not owe each other."
Lu Shanmin turned around and walked towards the court without looking back.
Looking at Lu Shanmin's firm pace of leaving, Bai Ling's tears burst out of her eyes again, and the four words of "not owing each other" slammed heavily on her heart, squatting on the ground, covering her face, and crying.