"Mom, I'm not unhappy, he has his freedom and space. Huang Yixi shook his head helplessly, how fragile their relationship was, Shang Luoyu didn't come back for one night, and Lin Shufang was worried about their relationship.

"It's fine if you don't, but, Xi'er, you can't trust him too much. ”

Lin Shufang saw that her daughter wanted to open her mouth to refute and waved her hand, "I'm not saying that Xiaoyu can't make you believe it, you have to know, man, just like a kite in your hand, you pull too tightly, and the thread is easy to break, but if you put too much of the thread, you don't know where it fell, whether it was entangled by someone and couldn't come back, you must know that you are living together and not getting married, if you are really entangled by someone, you have no place to cry." ”

Huang Yixi is angry and funny, Shang Luoyu is going home tonight, and he is not going anywhere, why is her mother so worried, she is worried that she and Shang Luoyu are not husband and wife after all, but when it really comes to that time, even if there is a place to cry, what's the use?

Having said that, but lying on the bed, Huang Yixi tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep, in the past two months, she has always felt that she is not used to having one more person around her, and the originally wide bed was divided in half, but now there is no thin snoring from his side, but she can't sleep.

Huang Yixi picked up Shang Luoyu's pillow, looked at the cold night outside the window, and slowly recalled what Shang Luoyu had done in the past year, and his heart was upset.

All along, she didn't look forward to pleasing Shang Luoyu's parents, but after meeting Shang Luoyu's mother that year, she knew that as long as she didn't have a prominent family background and a certificate from a prestigious university, Shang Luoyu's mother would never like her.

Shang Luoyu once said that he didn't expect much from his parents, but from what he said, his parents had his brother's expression, and it was not difficult to hear his sense of loss.

Huang Yixi knew that Shang Luoyu's parents would never give up Shang Luoyu so easily, if Shang Luoyu was not so promising, maybe his parents' expectations would not be so high, but such a promising son would never let go.

This is understandable, raising children is like planting fruit, a fruit tree, there are thousands of fruits growing on the tree, even if the fruit does not grow as you like, but let the people you don't like pick and eat, how many people can be calm?

I think so, but let Huang Yixi change herself, she can't do it, and she can't change others, but she still has to get along, what to do?

Huang Yixi envied the heroine in the book he read at this time, worshiping Buddha when he met Buddha, killing demons when he met demons, abusing those who should be abused, killing those who should be killed, there are always all kinds of means to play.

Alas!

didn't sleep well all night, and Huang Yixi got up early the next day, but no matter how early she was, she didn't get ahead of Lin Shufang.

Huang Haishan's tablet is still in the old home, although it is not a few steps away, but as soon as he entered, he felt that the temperature was much colder, looking at Lin Shufang, who was sitting on the edge of the hall and making tea for Huang Haishan to drink, Huang Yixi couldn't help but feel sad.

Time flies, the dead are better, and the living are hard.

Even if your relatives deliberately blur it, you can't cross the distance between life and death, you can't touch it, you can't laugh, you can't talk to you, and you don't have a trace of temperature.

I can't think about it anymore, I can only think that one day, we will meet in another world, and then we will have the spirit to continue to live.

Huang Yixi suppressed the agitation in his heart, stepped forward to light incense and candles for his father, and then helped his mother go home for breakfast.

"I want to move my dad's cards to my new home. ”

After Lin Shufang refused that day, Huang Yixi had been spinning in his heart for many days, and he only found an opportunity to say it again today.

Don't say that Lin Shufang is not used to it, and she is not used to leaving her father here, she always feels like her father is abandoned.

"No, your dad hasn't lived here, he's not used to it. Lin Shufang found a new reason.

"No, my dad's most important thing is to be by your side, where you are, he will get used to it. ”

Huang Yixi thought that her mother would definitely not agree all at once, but she never thought that her reason was this.

"Are you worried that Xiao Yu won't agree? Didn't you hear it that day? He wouldn't mind. Huang Yixi patiently coaxed her mother.

"No, I've thought about it, your dad is fine here, and when I'm older, I'll take your dad to the temple. ”

Huang Yixi talked about putting the tablet in the temple in his hometown last year, Lin Shufang pondered for a long time, and asked many people, and felt that it was feasible.

"Why?" Huang Yixi asked Lin Shufang with a calm face, "Are you and your father going to leave me?"

Looking at her injured daughter, Lin Shufang panicked and hurriedly explained, "I'm not afraid that after you and Xiaoyu get married, his family will have opinions?"

Huang Yixi looked at her mother steadily, and didn't want to suppress her heart for the first time, "Mom, after all, you still think I'm a daughter, right? Otherwise, what are you worried about? Worried that Shang Luoyu won't want me after my dad goes in?"

"How can there be?" Lin Shufang's eyes widened, "Aren't I afraid that you will be embarrassed?" Besides, even if he has no opinion, his family's door god and ancestor will also have an opinion, so you still don't let Xiao Yu be embarrassed. ”

Huang Yixi was furious and laughed instead, "Mom, what about me and Shang Luoyu, I said to the east, Shang Luoyu never said to the west, he was still worried that I wouldn't say it, as for the door gods, ancestors, what is the matter with them, if they are not happy, let them go!"

After speaking, Huang Yixi couldn't eat anymore, "I'll go to the vegetable market to buy some more vegetables." ”

Huang Yixi didn't understand Lin Shufang's mood, but she was still a little cold, if she was a son, she could bring her father's tablet anywhere.

Could it be that in Lin Shufang's heart, as long as she marries Shang Luoyu, she can't even leave a little position to her father?

However, she has done so much, in her mother's heart, is she vulnerable?

In the final analysis, discrimination against women not only comes from society, but also from the people around them and even themselves.

After a walk around the vegetable market, Huang Yixi had already sorted out her mood and returned home, as she expected, Huang Yiming came, and Huang Yidian came.

Huang Yidian can come, which is a bit unexpected by Huang Yixi.

To say that Huang Yixi was in his hometown, he had little contact with several cousins at that time, the eldest Huang Yiming was 10 years older than her, when she was in elementary school, Huang Yiming had already gone to college, and the youngest Huang Yishan was also 6 years older than her, Huang Yilei and Huang Yishan were born in the same year, both 8 years older than her.

In rural areas, boys who are studying do not have much work except when they are busy on the farm, while girls, even when they are studying, still have to do a lot of work when they come home from school.

And boys all play with boys, girls generally only play with people of their own age, Huang Yixi has to do pigweed to feed pigs and chickens after school, and he is also very busy, if it weren't for Wu Meili and her same old house, there shouldn't be much contact.

Huang Yixi and Wu Meili were working and resting, Wu Meili was young at the time, and often fantasized that she didn't have to work if she had a little brother, but Huang Yixi felt that she had four older brothers who didn't have to work.

So when I was a child, I didn't have much relationship with my cousins, and the one with the deepest memory was that Huang Yiming and Huang Yishan went to chop wood and came back, and they would bring some wild fruits for everyone to eat.

But for Huang Yidian, the feelings are really delicate.