It's not the first time Wen Xiaoguang has gotten along with a girl like this.

He had a girlfriend in the last life.

At that time, he was an ordinary child from a small place, and he read well...... It's not bad to read.

The economic conditions of the family are average, and the person himself is not as handsome as he is now, if you insist on describing what he looks like............ Think back to anyone in your twenties you see on the road today, and that's probably what he looks like.

As for girlfriends, online dating started from the graduate school entrance examination, just like Ge Yao'er ran around on the Internet when he was in graduate school, he and his girlfriend also met because of this, from the interview to the written exam, they helped each other together.

There is also a small detail during the period,

Because of the different majors, the date of the interview is different, he is on Wednesday, and the girl is on Thursday, after all, they know each other, and it stands to reason that they will see each other after the big exam.

And the interview is an immediate result, that is, you know when you don't pass the test, so whether it is the joy of the test or the sadness of not being able to pass the test, you need him, either you need him to share the joy, or you need him to talk about the pressure.

But he left early, not waiting for Thursday. I found a bad reason for the undergraduate school to rush them back.

So I didn't see it above.

And the real reason is that because of his inferiority, he doesn't dare to see it.

The girl is very simple and beautiful, of course not the kind that captivates the country and the city, but it is indeed beautiful that does not match him.

Later, the first time we met was at the beginning of the school year.

I couldn't hide anymore, I was worried, I was looking forward to it, and I was afraid, he was lucky, and the girl didn't turn around and left.

Because she also has low self-esteem.

Many people think wrong about this, and always think that a good-looking girl should be very confident.

No, most of the self-confidence is built when you are young, if the family always instills in you the idea that our family is very bad, you will have low self-esteem, because no matter how good you are on your own, there are people who are better than you.

For another example, tall girls, some also have low self-esteem, because the environment from which she grew up did not tell her that her long legs were beautiful, but made her look out of place.

probably this kind of psychology didn't make her feel that she was much higher than Wen Xiaoguang.

The first year was very sweet.

At that time, she was a little silent, had low self-esteem, was thin-skinned but at the same time hard-working, was a very good girl, she would feel the pain of others and not just a word of comfort, and she would be busy until midnight to help others.

He doesn't like to look at other people's shortcomings, and prefers to look at the strengths, so that day's relationship was to praise her almost every day, telling her to be confident, you have so many advantages.

Or at least, a master's degree.

Later, some classmates said to her, you are so good-looking, how can you find such a boyfriend?

Later, her parents said to her, "Are you going to marry in that part of their family?"

What did Wen Xiaoguang have at this time? Papers that he could get his hands on, some of the school's competition awards, and that's it.

After that, he was dumped.

The reason is, he is not worthy.

Wen Xiaoguang once asked her personally, do you think that someone like you should find a better one?

The answer is not an arrogant 'yes'.

It's 'I'm sorry, but maybe it's.'

It's a kind of cruelty, and in a way it's closer to the truth.

In the whole process, there is no personality incompatibility, no habits that can't stand each other, no obstacles to all problems such as physical health, three views, academic qualifications, etc., she has no material worship of money, he is not unmotivated, and there is no reason for the bad nature of a third party or a green hat.

The reason is simple: he doesn't deserve it.

What does it mean to be unworthy?

You're good as a boyfriend, but I'm deserving better.

Does Wen Xiaoguang hate her? Sometimes, most of the time not, because people who don't dislike chaff are admirable, they are saints, people who hate chaff...... That's people, human nature. She just made the choices that a person should make, maybe immoral, but no one is morally perfect.

So for a while, he was almost depressed, because the girl was really good, and even he felt that he was unworthy.

Later he understood that it was not love.

Later, he understood that this has nothing to do with right or wrong, this is actually called reality.

Swish!

The balcony door was suddenly opened, and He Yating stood behind him and asked, "What are you looking at here?"

Wen Xiaoguang held the tea in his hand, looked at the fiery city, fell into deep memories, and did not answer her.

The girl lay on the balcony and looked at his side face, and said quietly: "Although you say that you are 19 years old, I always think that you are not 19 years old, just like now, you are obviously thinking about something, but I don't know at all." ”

“...... Do you think I have low self-esteem?" Wen Xiaoguang took a sip of tea.

"You have low self-esteem??" He Yating seemed to hear a big joke, "You see what else you have to be inferior from head to toe? How can anyone settle here at the age of 19, and I have to be inferior in front ......of you, okay?!"

"Actually, what?"

"I'm actually just a little worried... "You don't tell me anything, I'm afraid you're just a whim, and you don't actually want anything to do with me, or ...... Do I really make you feel like you can't do it?"

Wen Xiaoguang turned his head with the cup and asked gently, "Why do you think so?"

"That'...... Because you're so good. ”

"Come here. ”

"Huh?"

He set the cup aside and wrapped his arms around the railing where she was lying on the balcony.

This action was very intimate, and He Yating was a little happy...... His back was against her chest, and the whole person was hiding in his arms.

“...... You...... Dry...... What are you doing?"

"Don't think about the question of worthiness in the future," Wen Xiaoguang said softly: "That's business, not love, love itself doesn't care whether it's worthy or not, it's just about willingness or reluctance." ”

"I am willing to be responsible for your future and happiness, I am willing to bear this responsibility to get along with you, this is my business with you, as for whether I am good or not, it is my own business. ”

He Yating only felt that her heart was full of honey, "...... It turns out that after picking you off, you are so strong? ”

Wen Xiaoguang asked, "Huh, you don't like it?"

"Oh, no, no, no, I like it, I like it, but I'm not used to it...... And this may be your first and best time, understand the girl's mind, and the answer is very good. ”

"Of course, someone teaches. ”

He Yating turned around and raised her eyebrows, "Who?"

Get rid of the church, and immediately make things happen, this kind of ...... Skills are not easy.

"Am I not responding well again?" Wen Xiaoguang was not discouraged, "At least I can still be taught." ”

"Hmph. ”

Wen Xiaoguang smiled and said, "Don't hum, are you sure you want to listen to me talk about another woman at this time?"

Leaning so close, comparing his height, he realized, "You're so tall." ”

He Yating watched him escape this topic, but in fact, he didn't dare to ask too deep at this stage, so he had to follow him and say: "I have 171, I can't see it in winter." ”

"Let's go inside, although the city is nice, it's still a little cold outside. ”

It was still early, less than half past seven, Wen Xiaoguang wanted to take a rest, so he turned on the TV, he nested on the sofa by himself, and He Yating also found a corner cat in it, and his arm was in the crook.

“...... Why did you suddenly ask the question of low self-esteem or inferiority?" She remembered that ordinary people would not ask like that inexplicably.

"Hmm...... When I was young, my family conditions were not good, and I had low self-esteem for a long time. ”

"Huh?" He Yating propped up her body and turned to face him, "So you have to work hard to earn money at this age?"

Wen Xiaoguang said: "For this reason, money may not be able to solve Bill Gates' problem, but it can solve my problem." ”

“...... Can I hear your story from before college? I want to know. She suddenly asked the question.

Looking at the girl, he said: "My upbringing is extremely ordinary, so ordinary that I can't even remember what I have done except study, and I belong to the saddest type of people." ”

"Which one?"

"Some people played in high school, some talked about it in high school, some learned it in high school, and when I compared it to others, I felt as if I was late to enlightenment. ”

"Poof......" He Yating couldn't help laughing, and then apologized, "I'm sorry, I don't want to laugh." ”

Wen Xiaoguang shook his head, "It's okay, so ...... I decided that I must live a wonderful life in the future. ”

He Yating asked: "Is it more exciting to meet me?"

"Yes. ”

"Hehe, can you tell me about your work again?"

Wen Xiaoguang felt that there was no way to say, "What is there to say about work." ”

He Yating said: "I haven't known the boss yet, so I'm very curious about what the boss looks like." ”

"I'm not really a big boss, and there are only about 200 people in total. ”

"How can two hundred people not be considered a boss!" He Yating glanced at her, "You have bought a house here!"

Wen Xiaoguang said: "The money to buy a house was not earned from U-Customer, but by me and my friends from a real estate project. ”

"So, okay, anyway, I think you're very good, do you know how much I get paid?" He Yating lay down again.

Wen Xiaoguang didn't know, "You didn't tell me again." ”

"You're going to laugh at me. ”

"How, you say. ”

"Five thousand...... Two hundred. ”

Wen Xiaoguang thought for a moment, "How much does your room rent in Building 11?"

"Shared, two thousand, two thousand four hundred......" she picked her fingers, and her voice became quieter and quieter.

"It's okay, I have a good stomach, so I don't have to eat soft rice. ”

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