Lin Jiajia and Xia Qing drank a bunch of beer in the milk tea shop, and the cans filled the originally small milk tea table.

Lin Jiajia, who didn't drink well, had already started to talk nonsense, and Xia Qing just sent her home.

The drizzle outside had stopped, but the road was still wet, and the pedestrians on the street were wrapped in thick clothes, as if everyone was ready for the cold.

Xia Qing looked at the foggy sky, letting the cold wind float over his face, and his whole face felt cold and piercing.

All these facts prove everything, she saw that it was Han Bin in the United States before, why didn't she look for it at that time, maybe she would know earlier.

Han Bin and Han Chen hadn't seen each other for a long time, the two of them stood on the balcony of the hotel, looking at this small county town that was not big, not too small, and not prosperous, he began to take out a pack of cigarettes from his bag, slowly smoked one, and handed it to Han Bin.

Han Bin looked at him, suddenly let out a sneer, looked surprised and said, "When did you learn to smoke?" He didn't take the cigarette in his hand, but watched and waited for his answer.

He retracted the cigarette in his hand, lit it for himself, threw the cigarette on the windowsill on the side, and watched the green smoke that withdrew one by one followed the cold wind, and the smoke disappeared.

After a long time, she said slowly: "I don't know when I learned to smoke, in the past few months, the only thing I can be with is cigarettes, it is my best friend, in the dead of night, when I just get up, when I am confused at noon, when I can't sleep all night, it is my best friend, always with me." ”

At this time, Han Bin was speechless, he could only look into the distance, thinking about everything that had happened to everyone in the past two years, it was so unpleasant.

When I was young, I always thought that many things would be good when I grew up, whether it was that I could buy what I wanted to buy when I grew up, or I could be happier when I grew up, I always believed that as long as I grew up, everything would get better.

But when I reached the age of 8, that is, the age of real adulthood, I suddenly found that the idea that I had believed that I could solve anything when I grew up was wrong for many years.

Now because we have grown up, we have not brought us what we expect, if you want to say what is the benefit of growing up, maybe the only good thing is that now we are not surprised when we encounter problems, and we have begun to learn the word "sensible".

When we grow up, we also know that every adult is doing things they don't like and suffering from what others don't know about many times.

There will be no sympathy, and there is no need for the full understanding of others, because everyone has their own sufferings to go through, and they have their own paths to go through, and these are all the ways we must go, and going through these is just to make us a qualified adult.

"How is she doing?" Han Chen asked as he looked at Han Bin with deep eyes.

Han Bin didn't know how to answer his question, did he hope that the answer would be good or not? Countless questions appeared in his mind.

He thought about it for half a century, and said to him: "This question, you ask her yourself, anyway, only you know the person who is quiet, no matter whether it is good or not, she always smiles and smiles, and maybe only she can see the bad side." ”

It's not so much that Han Chen understands her best, it's better to say that they all understand her best, she doesn't like to show her bad side, and the world looks like she is smiling when they see her.

"Okay, if you don't say it, I understand, I hope everything is okay with her! Han Chen leaned back against the balcony and said meaningfully.

"This life is still very long, why do you say it so absolutely, and ......" Han Bin suddenly paused and did not speak again.

Han Chen pointed to his mother who was not sitting on a chair in the room, and Lin Xiaoxiao, who was laughing and stupid, and said: "I came back this time to obey my mother's order, get engaged to Lin Xiaoxiao, complete my studies, and go to the people's teacher exam, this is my life in the future." ”

Hearing his description, it seems that he has seen the ending of this life from beginning to end, that is, like his parents, plain, being a teacher, and living with Lin Xiaoxiao for a lifetime, this is what his mother wants to see.

"Then aren't you going to tell Tranquility about this?" Han Bin continued to ask.

He continued to smoke the cigarette in his hand, looking at the messy wires outside, and the coat pole sticking out of the building opposite, as if everything was still the same, no change, no movement, the days were still in spring, autumn and winter, but the people around us seemed to have long been replaced, no longer the original person, the original face, the original smile.

"Come in and eat. ”

Lin Xiaoxiao's voice passed through the room and directly penetrated their ears, he took the cigarette case and lighter, and said to Han Bin, "Let's go, let's eat." ”

Han Bin hurriedly took his hand and said to her excitedly: "You haven't answered my question just now, do you want to tell her about it?" ”

"Is this important?" Han Chen's answer disappointed him a bit, he felt that in this matter, his answer was too foolish, because he knew that Xia Qing would definitely ask him this question in the future, how should he answer.

He suddenly became a little excited, pulled him back all of a sudden, and said to him in a very angry tone: "If you don't think it's important, you can not say it, but it's important to me." After saying that, Han Bin let go of him and left the balcony in a hurry.

At this moment, he was the only one on the balcony, and suddenly found that it was so desolate and lonely to eat.

The two of them haven't seen each other for a long time, and they originally had too many things on their minds to tell, but they broke up unhappily, and from their memories, they had never been so unhappy for the first time.

"What's wrong?" Lin Xiaoxiao asked when he saw Han Bin with the wrong face.

He didn't answer Lin Xiaoxiao's question, and said hello to Principal Lin and Han Chen's parents before leaving in a hurry.

Everyone understood as if something was going on, but everyone didn't want to guess what was going on.

Han Chen returned to the room with heavy footsteps, looked at the elders and said with a smile: "Let's eat, don't we have to go back after eating, don't you delay too much." ”

The mother was the most careful, and she immediately saw her son's thoughts, she looked at Han Chen's gloomy expression, looking loveless, she knew that this matter must be related to tranquility, otherwise they would not be unhappy because of other things.

Before she moved her chopsticks, she first expressed her attitude and said to Han Chen: "I want to meet Ningning, you let her take a time to come and see me, if she doesn't want to come, you tell her that Auntie is a dying person, which is her last request." ”