The cold wind of winter was very cold, blowing into the corners of the eyes, astringent, no tears, under the street lamp, the shadow seemed to be still trembling slightly.

The snow was still falling and piling up all over the ground, and the holiness made him cautious, not daring to trample on it, and even not daring to walk forward, for fear of disturbing everything that was quiet and beautiful.

Han Chen bent down and squatted down, held a ball of snow in both hands, and said to himself: "This snow, like you at the beginning, is pure and immaculate, innocent, and makes people deeply addicted to it. ”

Looking at the neon street lamps in the distance, I have to admit that in this snowy night, he thought of her again, remembered that year, that month, that day, and that time and again, your innocent smile, and since then quietly taken away my heart, and my heart has followed you in the city without me.

Leaning against the railing of the pedestrian street, he habitually lit a cigarette, and the ethereal smoke mixed with his thoughts brought his thoughts back to the past.

At that time, we still made a promise to rely on each other, you are Snow White every time you play, and I am the one who only wants to protect Snow White.

At that time, we were still looking forward to talking about our future dreams hand in hand in the countryside, on the country road, and under the acacia tree in junior high school.

At that time, we were just teenagers, noisy, divided and combined, never apologized, never forgiven, we were always fine, now we even feel pale when we say sorry, even if we say it, you don't want to forgive!

Maybe this is the price that growth gives us, the more we grow up, the more lonely we become, the more we grow up, the more uneasy we become, the more we learn to protect ourselves, and we always like to face the world with a disguised side.

More than ten years have passed unconsciously, and I heard that it is the instinct of living beings to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and the more you want to keep the memories, the easier it is to be forgotten, I don't know if you have really forgotten those good times.

Watching the smoke from his mouth drift away with the breeze, he kept asking himself again, why, why did we come a step forward, but why did I still think? It must be that you have given me more joy than sorrow.

Today's night, there is no moon, no stars, only I am alone in the darkness of loneliness, under the street lamp, the shadow trembles slightly on the white snow, I guess it is also very excited, after all, this snow is really so similar to you, after all, everything about you I am still unforgettable, after all, for you, I still have a promise about snow that has not been fulfilled, that is, on a snowy day, hand in hand with you, through the winter of white-headed old age.

Your name, your eyes, your smile, your good, your bad, your coquettishness, your naughtiness, your vexatious troubles with me, I haven't forgotten it, because I can't forget it.

I can't forget everything about you, I can't forget the back of I love you, I can't forget the long flowing hair, I can't forget the innocence in those eyes, I can't forget every time you encounter something, the call to me, I remember that I didn't go to school once, it was the call that made me fall into a mess, because either you saw the snake, or you saw the toad.

These are the two animals you fear the most, and every time you walk on the mountain road after school, if these two animals appear in front of your eyes, you will definitely call out to me in a loud panic.

When I ran to me, the snake or toad that appeared was already frightened by your high-pitched voice, and you would always smile silly at me.

I still remember one time on the way out of school on Friday, you rushed home to help your parents do farm work, and I wanted to walk lazily in the back, not because I didn't want to walk fast, but because I wanted to stay with you longer.

But I didn't expect you to be naughty, walking in front and deliberately deceiving me that there was a snake, and the god shouted, "Han Chen, Han Chen!"

I ran up to you as fast as I could, and you smiled stupidly and said to me, "Liar! ”

At that moment, I was a little angry, but I was a little grateful, but fortunately there wasn't really a snake, so at least you weren't scared.

Later, you looked at me who didn't speak, kept selling cute jokes, and used all your strength to tease me to ignore you.

It was that shallow smile at that time, which has long become an inseparable part of my life, and that gaze, you have become the only one in my world, and that hug may be my thoughts for the rest of my life.

The cigarette in his hand has slowly burned out, he turned to look at the pedestrian street under the faint light, it turned out that this is the most lively place in Tongzi, in addition to the shops on both sides, the center of the pedestrian street is full of all kinds of places for children to play, bumper cars, throw circles, five cents a circle, and you can take the things you get home.

Now because of the weather, the pedestrian street is also unusually quiet, there are no more small games to play, and there is no head-clamp crane machine.

A person, a back, a cigarette, a puff of smoke, walking on this empty pedestrian street.

He walked quietly, in this night without pedestrians, without a destination, without direction, as if he was not stained with a trace of dust, leaving no trace.

He waded slowly, wanting to leave a beautiful page of stories in this uneasy heart, unwilling to break the sweet dream in his heart, not wanting to disturb the memories that had been in his heart, and just wanting to walk quietly for the rest of his life.

He once thought that time could give her the truth, and they would be the same as before, without apologizing or forgiving, and they would be reconciled.

It's just that time did give her a truth, but it was not the result he envisioned.

The cruelty of time is that it can make you to the truth, but it does not give you any compensation, and it cannot go back to the beginning.

The two doctors in the front in white coats muttering. The sound of his body came from a distance to his ears, only to find that unconsciously, his footsteps had stepped into the People's Hospital.

Perhaps it was the subconscious that had been leading, and he quietly walked upstairs again, just peeking secretly outside the door, not daring to disturb the quiet and peace of the ward.

After seeing that everything was fine, he turned around and left with a lonely back of slippers, his life is always like this these days, every night, he can always see the figure of a boy, quietly appearing at the door of the hospital, and then quietly leaving Wuxi, sometimes he will buy some things, put them at the door, and hide in the corner after knocking on the door, and watch someone take them into the house, before leaving with peace of mind.

The mobile phone was like a "beep" in the bag, and he opened it to see that it came from Han Bin's short text message: "Everything is fine, and yours is also very good! Don't worry, work hard!"

Seeing the text message from my good brother reporting safety, I feel a lot better, at least I can still know her news in my life, and know that she is all right, this may be God's greatest gift!

No matter how late he came home, there was always a warm lamp in the living room for him, and his torch had not yet cooled his meal.

This may be a father's silent love for his son, although he doesn't express it much, but he knows that his father has always cared about everything about him.