Outside the lonely window, the autumn with fallen leaves is gradually entering the end of the embrace, and the plane trees on the campus are almost only left with their branches close to each other, and there is no longer the crowding of leaves in summer, and the fall of saying goodbye in early autumn, maybe it is the departure of the leaves, all the branches are still immersed in sadness, and have been silent and unshaken.

Lin Jiajia stood on the stone stairs under the plane tree, looking up at this piece of light and convex branches, and on the ground was a layer of yellow and thick leaves, paving the way for the whole autumn.

The afternoon sun was already setting, and both the sky and the earth were beautiful in front of her.

At this time, her heart was so fragile, she took out her mobile phone from her bag, looked at it, and put it in her bag again.

On Friday afternoons on campus, she was in a hurry to go home, her hands were stuck in her clothes bag and playing with something, and she was hesitant to take it out.

One person walked the whole campus in the afternoon, and it was not until the dead of night that the street lights on both sides of the campus were turned off, and she returned to her dormitory exhausted.

There was no one in the dormitory on Friday night, and the silence could make her hear her breathing and heartbeat, maybe nervous, maybe scared, and her palms were in a cold sweat.

Hesitantly, she took out the medicine prescribed by the doctor in the hospital during the day from her bag, and asked her to take one tonight and another one tomorrow morning, this is an abortion pill, and she can only choose to take it after her classmates have left school on the weekend.

She and he have been in love for a short time, but they are together, and now they have broken up, but they found out that they were accidentally pregnant, and this bitterness can only be swallowed silently by herself, and she vomits in her stomach.

She didn't dare to tell anyone, including her own family, and she didn't dare to mention a word.

Finally, she mustered up the courage to put the two pills in her mouth together, spit out her stomach with two mouthfuls of water, and put the quilt heavily on the table.

At this time, bitter tears had spread all over her cheeks, and she fell on her bed with her head turned sideways, her awake brain made it impossible for her to sleep, she was waiting for the doctor to say that her stomach would hurt, and she was afraid that the moment when her stomach would hurt.

These days, I have been painful, stupid, drunk, awake, everything seems to be in the past!

At this time, I only wish that everything is safe for me and solve this problem in front of me smoothly.

Tonight, there is a lot of sorrow, and there is no rainy night, but my heart is wet, and I am inexplicably terrified.

Those days, those images, like a movie, kept repeating themselves in her mind, over and over again, and she couldn't sleep peacefully.

She just turned and rolled on the bed, looking at the clock on her phone again and again, from the early hours of the morning until dawn, she never really fell asleep.

The originally clear sky suddenly began to rain heavily, and there were sparse crowds running in the rain on campus, and the sparse leaves also drifted down with the heavy rain.

The doctor told her that after taking the second pill, she would have a stomachache and go to the hospital, but she took the two pills together last night, and her stomach began to ache faintly, and she sat on the edge of the bed with her stomach in her arms, and she was terrified and scared all the time.

Her stomach was hurting more and more, and it had reversed the range of pain that she couldn't mature, and her forehead was full of beads of sweat, and she panicked at this time, and she didn't know what to do.

She called Han Chen, who was sleeping, in a crying voice.

In his sleep, he heard her cry and immediately woke up, inexplicably feeling that something was wrong.

Listening to her crying and crying, he didn't say anything, he called Xia Qing again, after all, she was in the same school, and it was always better for a girl to talk.

Xia Qing, who received the call, was wearing pajamas and messy hair, running from the fourth floor of the dormitory to the door of Lin Jiajia's dormitory on the third floor.

There were a few loud "bangs", and she opened the door with her stomach in her arms, as if using all her strength, and after opening the door, she collapsed on the ground.

Xia Qing saw her pale and weak, her face was already wet with tears or sweat.

Xia Qing thought she was suffering from menstrual cramps, so she hurriedly helped her to the bed and sat down, and handed her a cup of hot water, she kept holding her stomach, her face became more and more ugly, from pale to blue.

"Have you taken any medicine? I usually take a painkiller tablet when I have a lot of pain, and it won't hurt in half an hour, do you have it here? Xia Qing said a lot of things vigorously, and she didn't know that it was better to answer her.

She stammered, "I'm not, oops, you can take me to that little clinic outside the school." ”

"No, I'll tell you that it works to take pain tablets, I eat this when the pain is severe, I'll get it for you." Xia Qing didn't seem to understand what was wrong with her, she said on the side, and she was about to prepare to run out of the door.

"I'm pregnant" was the moment she ran to the door, she was frightened by this sentence from Lin Jiajia's mouth, and she didn't move, like she was electrocuted, and she didn't dare to move her steps like she was electrocuted.

"I'm dying of pain, take me to the hospital," Lin Jiajia groaned in pain again before she woke her up.

She didn't even change her pajamas, she approved a Lin Jiajia's coat below, and hurriedly helped her to cross the campus.

Heaven seems to be grieving for her, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the road out of the campus is full of water, this rain is like her endless tears, and it is also like a true portrayal of this youth.

She was holding an umbrella while supporting her, and her hands were not free, at this time, the mobile phone in her bag rang non-stop, she knew that it might be Han Chen calling to inquire about the situation, she took it and put it next to her ear, and continued to help her walk forward.

She didn't tell Han Chen about Lin Jiajia's standing situation, because she thought that this was the privacy that a girl should have, and it wouldn't be her turn to say it.

Han Chen hung up the phone with confidence and continued to lie on the bed.

Finally arrived at the small clinic that Lin Jiajia said, there were two female doctors in the clinic, in an inconspicuous alley, and I don't know how she found such a hidden place.

The doctor did a simple examination with her and told them that it was fine, that the pain was normal, and that it would not hurt after two or three days.

When Lin Jiajia heard it for three days, she was scared stupid, and now she can't bear the pain, and it will take three more days, which may kill her.

Xia Qing pulled the doctor and muttered, "Can't you think of a way? You see that she is like this now." ”

The doctor told her very decisively that it was okay to have surgery, but there was no anesthetic for them, and to see if she could endure the next pain.

Xia Qing was suddenly at a loss, she took the phone and called Ning Ning in a panic, she was so frightened that she couldn't speak.

On Saturday, Ning Ning didn't go to work, she was sitting on the bed reading a book, looking at Xia Qing's call, thinking that she was going to take her to Han Bin's place again, she said in a playful tone: "Don't ask me to be a light bulb, I'm not going to go out today." ”

"No, you hurry up and come to our school, something happened. Hearing her incoherent expression, Tranquility suddenly fell silent, and suddenly changed from the laughter just now to silence.

Hearing that Lin Jiajia had an accident, she put on her clothes in a panic, crossed the rain with the pace of running a marathon, waved to stop a taxi and ran towards Guida.

The minute she saw Lin Jiajia, she didn't know what to use to describe her mood, like a five-flavor bottle being knocked over, mixed with various flavors.

Xia Qing was holding a piece of paper and looking at it seriously, it was the paper that the doctor asked to sign, anyway, all the clauses on it were to wipe out the responsibility.

Ning Jing walked up to Lin Jiajia and said to her, "Let's go to a big hospital, don't be here." ”

But Lin Jiajia looked at her with firm eyes and shook her head, she was going to be here, don't go to a big hospital.

Looking at her painful appearance, she took the pen and paper from Xia Qing's hand without hesitation, and quickly signed the two big words Tranquility.

At this time, these two words were in her heart, like a burden of gold, and she couldn't get out of her breath smoothly.

Some people, some things, along the way, are bumpy, wind and rain, but they have always been with us and have never left.

Maybe life is like this, maybe the experience is destined to be helpless, but it's okay, it's better than smooth sailing.