Yu Ling hesitated for a moment, Zichen Ruo's previous admonition crossed his heart like gurgling water.

"The only way is to completely erase your original mark when you break through the spirit realm, in other words, to abandon the past self and merge with the present you. But in that case, you will inevitably sacrifice something, and the traces of yourself will disappear completely, and the only thing that can prove your past existence is your own memories...... Even, even your personality will be as close to the original owner of the body as possible......"

The sea of souls fluctuated, as if silently urging Yu Ling to make a decision quickly.

In fact, he already has an answer to this question, but at the last moment, he inevitably has some regrets and regrets.

But whether it is Qin Yue or Yu Ling, he is always him, just as Yu Ling in the past, with an extra memory of another world.

Yu Ling made up his mind, and the surging soul power began to wash and cleanse the entire soul sea, to cleanse those marks that belonged to Qin Yue.

His physical and spiritual powers were vibrating, conveying a unique frequency.

And his soul power was originally a little disconnected and incongruous with this frequency, but under Yu Ling's forcible action, the three gradually resonated and resonated, and the chaotic sound finally condensed into one.

Yu Ling had been paying attention to the movements of the jade bottle, and when he saw that it had not rejected the changes in his soul sea, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

If erasing Qin Yue's mark would cause it to rebound, Yu Ling would rather have an incongruous body and soul than give up the white bottle. But now it seems that the white bottle does not know what the basis for his recognition is, Yuling's soul has been completely integrated with the body, and the soul power has also undergone subtle changes, but the bottle is still as stable as Mount Tai.

Yu Ling faintly saw a familiar white light flash on the bottle, which made his soul throb a little, as if he had encountered some irresistible attraction.

But this feeling was only fleeting, so fast that it seemed to be just Yuling's illusion.

The white light...... What is it? Why is it so familiar and so affectionate?

Yu Ling was in a trance for a few seconds, and then quickly came back to his senses, and at the critical moment of entering the Spirit Transformation Realm, he really didn't allow him to wander.

He fused all his soul power into the vague soul shadow, and like a skilled carpenter, he began the most delicate carving.

Little by little, the soul shadow had eyes, a nose, ears, a mouth, and body limbs, like a miniature Yuling sitting in the center of the soul sea, but his expression was slightly indifferent.

In this process, the memories that belonged to the former Yuling also flowed through his heart little by little, the loneliness of fatherlessness and motherlessness when he was a child, the hardships of penance and sword training, the kindness and care of Yudaoren, the unjustified dislike of Yumiao, the ill-intentioned uncle, the fear of him staying away from him and the maid guards who isolated him, and the life-and-death assassination at the age of twelve......

That's the whole world of this twelve-year-old, everything he's been through.

He is silent, he is cold and withdrawn, and he is not close to anyone.

However, that is only the appearance, his timidity and vigilance in the world.

What is hidden deep in his heart is actually all unknown longings.

He had longed for it, too.

Longing to be as powerful and admired as grandpa, longing to be as high-spirited and liked as Yu Miao, and even longing to be like an ordinary person, with the love and care of his parents, longing for not having to work so hard to cultivate, longing to go out to play freely, longing to laugh happily, crying happily, longing for some friends who are willing to approach him and care about him.

There are so many desires, and they are only pressed in the deepest part of his heart.

He had also been timidly exposed to the world, and he had saved a beggar who had been beaten, but after knowing his identity, the beggar just kept kowtowing in fear, which was not the result he wanted.

He had tried to talk to the maid in the house, trying to make himself smile softly, but the maid was so frightened that she screamed and panicked. Maybe he is as unapproachable as a beast in their hearts.

He was finally disheartened and locked himself under a thick crust called indifference.

But that's not really indifference.

His blood is also hot and scorching, and he is also full of curiosity and longing for the world, but ...... He never knew how to fit into the world.

No one taught him, and he didn't dare to try boldly.

Sometimes he hates himself and hates his cowardice, and the impeccable big brother is like the brightest light in the sky, always contrasting with his incompetence and cowardice.

There is no need to deny that he is jealous of Yu Miao, he is jealous that Yu Miao can live so chic and free, just like a beam of sunshine that attracts attention, and there are loving and respectful eyes wherever he goes.

As for him, it seems that he is just moss in the shadows, no one notices and no one cares.

No matter how hard he cultivated, people's eyes never fell on him, they would praise him as the first day talent of the Yu family, but they cared more about and paid more attention to Yu Miao than to him.

He was always a pathetic and stubborn man who ran in the darkness but longed for the light.

He said that he lived only for himself, but after all, he still longed for praise and attention from others.

Twelve years of memories flowed like water, and there had never been a time when Yuling understood those memories so clearly, felt them so really, and touched them so deeply.

Because he wants to change from the person who watches the movie to the person who plays the movie.

He finally understood why that Yu Ling had such a deep obsession with killing Yu Miao. It is not only the hatred of being hunted to death, but also the compound of countless complex emotions.

In a way, the two of them are really alike.

The loneliness of childhood, the hardships of growing up......

It's just that the former is still struggling in hesitation and confusion, while the latter has gone through the world and is calm and wise.

Yu Ling quietly stared at the soul shadow in the center of the soul sea, as if to the dead him, and as if to say softly to himself: "From now on, I am you." ”

From the beginning, it was already doomed that he would give up the name of Qin Yue and continue to live as Yuling.

One can remember the past, but one cannot dwell on it.

Everything that belongs to Qin Yue has long since passed, so why cling to it? It's still the old saying, people have to look forward when they live.

There is no need to run away from anything, all past causes and effects, he will accept the inheritance.

Because, he is Yuling.

One thought is reached, the soul is turned into a soul, and there is no knot in the heart or hesitation from now on.

Mysterious power, spiritual power, and soul power each have their own small cycles, and they are connected together in a trinity, forming a unique big cycle.

Cycle after cycle, eternal and eternal, in between, movement, stillness, virtuality and reality are in between.

Yuling opened her eyes, slowly stood up, clasped her fists and said, "Thank you seniors for your help." ”

On the surface, he is still him, and there is no change, but only Yuling himself knows what kind of spiritual transformation he has experienced.

"I just hate to owe favors, what else do you have to do?

Yu Ling looked at the ground and asked, "The seniors are gone, and the barren mountains and forbidden lands ...... No, what will happen to the ruins of the palace?"

"Just stay here, the treasures are destined to get them, if you want those things, you can take them at your own strength, anyway, I don't need them. The man said in a dashing manner, abandoning the treasures that could crush the entire fiefdom.

"But as soon as the seniors leave, there will be no unique force field here, and the barren mountains will be controlled by the Xue Yang Kingdom sooner or later, don't the seniors care at all?"

"What do you say......" The man was distressed for a moment, thought for a long time, and finally condensed his power together, forming a huge crystal half a human high, faintly shining red.

The man bit his finger and dripped the essence blood on it, and the crystal seemed to have life, beating and shrinking, like a bright red heart.