"Do you know why I like Zheng Muxuan? because he is the same person as me, and we are all different from most people in life. ”

"Then do you know why I chose Cui Xueli? Because we are different from each other, and after being curious for a long time, we will have different feelings. ”

Zhou Huixi's tightly pursed lips left a long half-arc slit.

"Haha, funny, I think this is probably the most beautiful and humorous love story I've ever heard in my life. Although it makes people laugh every minute when they say it. So, I'm glad I just put down my glass, otherwise I'd have wasted your kindness. Zhou Huixi's cheeks were red like a hot air balloon jumping into the air, and even the faintness at the eyelids was becoming more and more red, and the pale brown eyes were like gems inlaid in them.

"Then why didn't I see you laughing, or do you say that you don't smile at your skin, and you are even happy and happy, and you really look like a person who has been put in a sleeve? Don't you feel tired of living like this?" The stunned look in Gu Beichen's eyes passed for a moment, he smiled, and even his eyes were full of bitterness.

"How can a person who is crazy about love not tired, and the fatigue of the body can still be adjusted, this wound in the heart. Every time my eyes flashed the beautiful picture of them together, my heart hurt like an electric shock, and even the tremor of the atria and ventricles could be really felt, and then I reminded myself, look, my heart is dead, I don't feel it, but I'm still alive. I have not compromised with anyone since I was born, and if fate does not favor me, then I will give it my all before letting go. Zhou Huixi gently held her head with her left hand, and her dark eyelashes trembled slightly. The half-arc is raised, leaving a clear smile on the lips. "I guess that's what I mean by defeat. ”

Smelling the wine between Zhou Huixi's lips and tongue for a moment, Gu Beichen's eyes suddenly raised, he condensed Zhou Huixi with a shocked face, and the five fingers of his left hand were clenched, hanging an inch behind Zhou Huixi's shoulder.

"Come and accompany me to make this glass of wine first, you pay for your treat, see that I don't kill you, you should avenge Brother Mu Xuan, don't get drunk and don't return." ”

Seeing Gu Beichen's right hand holding up the wine glass, he stiffened slightly. Zhou Huixi sighed lightly and laughed: "Why aren't you happy?" Zhou Huixi looked back at him, and the waves in his eyes were as clear as the first snow falling at any time. "That's right, how can you say that you are also Gu Shao, who is not inferior to that gentleman, and I, hehe, came to work as a waiter in your commonplace entertainment venues, my purpose is very clear, just to save more hard-earned money for my parents. But how could a little person like me get into your eyes, and how could a person like you, who was born superior, look down on me, even so, just now I was unprecedentedly mistakenly thinking that you would really get rid of all the rules and be friends with me, so I spent a long time talking to you from my heart, it seems that I am self-inflicted. Zhou Huixi sighed deeply, and the luxurious purple curtain reflected her star-bright eyes, and these eyes flashed at the dance floor that was still crowded two hours ago when Gu Beichen was unhurriedly pressing. But at this moment, even the out-of-tune singing came to an abrupt end.

"Haha, okay. For your straightforward character, I'll do this glass of wine. ”

The lilac curtains were blown by the wind, and at the same time, there was a smile in the depths of Gu Beichen's eyes.

The two of them looked at each other and smiled and gently touched their glasses.

The starlight and the brilliant magnesium light in the sky clashed together, and the grand gotter-style bar was decorated with magnificence, and the wind with the stars stirred the curtains by the windows, and even the particles of dust floating in the air turned into a crystal powder mist. The fluorescent purple curtains near the floor-to-ceiling windows are like rose petals, blown away by the powerful night wind.

Zhou Huixi lowered her head and looked at her mottled palm, her eyes covered with blood-red mist gradually moistened, and she gently put down the fourth cup of "Love."

's tea

Putting his hand under his chin, Gu Beichen turned his face to measure her carefully, her eyes were mixed with uneasy thoughts, looking at her sometimes frowning, sometimes slightly stretched, the posture was like a thinker under Rodin's carving knife. Even the lines at the corners of the lips are quietly pursed into polar circles of ice lines.

"What you said just now is because you and Cui Xueli are different from each other, and after being curious for a long time, you will have a different feeling. Brother Beichen said bluntly, you have met her a few times, you touch your heart and tell me, do you know her so well? Every word she says to you must be the truth? And what she wants, you still can't see clearly? You and her are different from each other, this is not biased, but because you have lived different trajectories, you have different ideas for the future. It's hard to guess about people's hearts, and I think it's probably because she's interested in what you have, and you're obsessed with what you're missing in your life. ”

Zhou Huixi took care of herself and said it roundly, then held her breath, and opened her lips again, and her voice was as soft as smoke, "Don't frown, it's not time to frown, but I still have to remind you that boys only hit the tip of the iceberg when they look at girls most of the time, and even girls who meet in Pingshui measure same-sex people with a somewhat accurate eye." ”

Seeing that Gu Beichen didn't say a word, even that bright smile gradually solidified, he bit his lip fiercely, and his vermilion lips suddenly turned purple, Zhou Huixi shook his head, and had to raise his head and drink the fifth glass of wine to himself.

"Thank you for your kindness, even if her nature is not as pure and lovely as I see, then I will give her a chance to hurt me. I want her to tell me what kind of person she is, or I see it with my own eyes. Just a few words from you can dispel the idea of confessing, then I really don't care about love. I think my domineering president is going to kneel down on the street. ”

The light in the tavern slowly dimmed.

After the deathly silence, Gu Beichen woke up from his stunnedness, just looking at his cold and hard and pale face was terrifying enough, and his bruised lips were full of bitten bruises. Although the words that came from the mouth were joking, they made it difficult for the listener to let go.

"But you're going to take a detour, you... Zhou Huixi shouted desperately.

"Don't say it, I have eyes and I'll see. Gu Beichen's heart was as cold as iron, and he stopped Zhou Huixi in a low voice. And Zhou Hui went west and raised the decibel level unrelentingly.

"Do you know how she approached me? She tried her best to coerce me into the army, and she tried her best to say whatever she wanted. You tell me why she's working so hard and what kind of benefits that person can give her. How old is she to understand so many people's feelings. Do you think she's the almost innocent girl you desire?

"A girl who is clean on the outside can't get up so many moths. If you can keep thinking about it in your heart, then she must be a professional dramatist. You have to understand that simple girls are not necessarily cute, but although girls in the city have long faded from their simple appearance, they are not inferior to super first-line stars when they pretend to be cute. ”

"Even if her heart is not pure, but the conspiracy is still a conspiracy, these are all between you, and it has nothing to do with me. Also, Miss Zhou Huixi has no evidence to prove that she has a problem, please don't bring your dissatisfaction with her to me. Although she has some flaws in my eyes, her performance is not as bad as you say. ”

"Boom!"

Gu Beichen angrily unscrewed a bottle of Peppe

mi

T, the clouds hanging from the mouth of the bottle fluttered and dissipated between the nervous eyes of the two people.

"Wow!" The slightly transparent white-green juice slowly fills 1/3 of the goblet along the sloping rim of the glass.

Gu Beichen put down his glass of wine, and motioned to Zhou Huixi with an indifferent and almost cruel look to see if he wanted to pour another glass. Zhou Huixi smiled coldly and shook her head.

Gu Beichen restrained the volume of his breathing, and even his voice became more and more hoarse.

"Seeing through and not telling the truth is a high-IQ behavior, leaving yourself some room to maneuver. Give someone another chance to make amends. I don't think every silence is doomed to failure, not to mention that emotional matters are already vague and hazy, making people unclear and unreasonable. Zhou Huixi: Before you open your mouth to persuade me, you ask yourself if you can persuade yourself? If you can let go early, will you sit in front of me until today? How can a person who can't even convince himself shake the hearts of others? If everyone is like this, then it will really become a joke. ”

The cold night wind was like an explosion, every inch of land swept through was flat and full of flowers, and the galloping wind cut through the floating brocade-like curtains like ice blades on Zhou Huixi's face, and the overwhelming cold made her feel tired at first glance.

The two men looked at each other, then lowered their heads to their fingertips.

As time passed, the sound of breathing became heavier and heavier, Gu Beichen's lips kept twitching, and the magnitude of his grin even stiffened the muscles of his cheeks to spasm.

"If you and I were about the same age, if we put the salt I and you had eaten in two trays and weigh it on the scale, I guess there would be no more than a millimeter between us. ”

Gu Beichen looked at her with confused eyes.

"Do you think I'm a fool? Can you ask her a few words to dispel her worries, or can a few words of yours make me let go of my obsession? Actually. Gu Beichen folded his hands behind his head and pressed the back of his head with his thumb. "Actually, Zhou Huixi, I know that you have been drunk for a long time, no matter whether you can still understand what I say now, I will tell you. ”

Gu Beichen lowered his head and was silent for a moment.

"You and I don't seem to be like people all the way, but on the road of feelings, we can be regarded as different paths, and we are obviously confidants who hit it off. ”

"Do you know, when I first met you and supported Zheng Muxuan to the death, I knew how much you loved him. And I also read my heart at that moment, how much I cared about that girl. If you can fight for one person, then why can't I? ”

The light in the tavern was even darker, seeing that Gu Beichen had no intention of leaving, the waiter who had been sprayed by him lit two red candles, and Zhou Huixi's eyelids became heavier and heavier under the flickering yellow candlelight, and with the faint light of the fire, Gu Beichen's outline gradually blurred.

"I'm sorry, I was just reckless. It doesn't matter if you can't remember what we talked about when you wake up, even though it's the first time I've shown weakness in my life. ”

"Uh-huh. Zhou Huixi echoed.

"Everyone around me who knows me well has asked me the same question, what do you Gu Beichen want? Every time I was asked, I smiled awkwardly and replaced perfunctory silence as much as possible. Zhou Huixi, I'm not a person who doesn't even know what to think about myself, or I eat and gnaw until I die, this kind of person I despise the most in my life. Do you know when people are the loneliest?"

Seeing Zhou Huixi's face reddened by the candlelight lightly on the table, Gu Beichen continued sincerely: "There is a large circle of friends gathered around me, and everyone pretends to cater to you with a label of concern. But even when I was half asleep, I knew what I was saying, and they were playing tricks openly and secretly and even insinuatingly. Why don't I care, because I know that everyone is different, just like everyone has a different definition of happiness in their hearts, and I, I Gu Beichen. ”

Gu Beichen said and hammered his chest fiercely. "What I really crave is nothing more than two things: freedom and love, even though I've seen too many sweet loves that don't conflict with suitability after weighing the pros and cons. But the probability is too low, especially... ”

"Especially in. Xu is surprisingly quiet surroundings, Gu Beichen turned around.

"Zhou Huixi, you. ”

Zhou Huixi hugged her shoulders with her hands warmly, her head gently rested on her overlapping arms, and she looked as quiet as a doll in the window when she saw her. Gu Beichen's lips loosened slightly. He looked at her, slightly stunned. What kind of girl is that, her delicate facial features seem to contain a sense of alienation emanating from her bones. Her fingers clasped the tassel on the inside of the sleeve. The eyebrows were only slightly soothed in a deep sleep.

He stared at her for a long, long time. Until the flickering candle flame is extinguished unconsciously.