Chapter 160
Xie Rui covered his body with the quilt as fast as he could, but it was too late, and Chen Yang looked at her blankly, his face full of shock and doubt.
"This ...... What the hell is going on!?"
She opened her lips, but in the end she chose to bow her head and remain silent.
Chen Yang didn't have the memory just now, and he didn't know how things came to be like this, but he guessed a little. He also felt that Xie Rui's appearance was a little strange recently, but he didn't know that the strange person was himself!
At this time, he was still sitting naked on the floor of Xie Rui's room, and she looked the same on the bed, and she could tell what they were doing just now with her feet!
Chen Yang couldn't help but burn a wave of anger in his heart, he didn't expect her to do such a thing "behind her back"!
In fact, this idea is really strange, obviously the person who "did this kind of thing" with Xie Rui is Chen Yang himself, but for some reason he just feels that he has been betrayed!
"Won't you explain?"
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault......" She replied in a slightly choked tone after a long time.
Chen Yang wanted to ask her if it was because of his depression that caused her split personality, and those things that she didn't remember were actually done by another personality. But for this matter, Xie Rui insisted on refusing to disclose any information.
He lamented, perhaps for her, no matter what she said, it was the highest command, and she had no way to disobey it.
Back in his room, Chen Yang stood silently in front of the mirror. The self inside is long, his face is angular, and at first glance he is a tall and thin weak boy, but there is a deep shadow in his eyes.
"Who are you?"
After a long time, he didn't get an answer, and it seemed impossible to talk to his other personality like he did on TV.
The next day, Chen Yang went to the psychology department of the hospital again and found the doctor who had treated him.
Chen Yang talked about his recent problems, of course, leaving out the details.
After listening to Chen Yang's story quietly, the doctor said: "It is certain that this is a dissociative identity disorder, your situation is still quite typical, and from the fact that you have no memory of other personalities, you should still be in the driver's seat at this time." Generally speaking, it is possible for the memories of the main personality to be shared by the split sub-personalities, but not the other way around. ”
"Then what am I going to do in the future?" Chen Yang asked anxiously.
"I don't know what caused you to split into another personality, in general...... In addition to genetics, the cause of split personality is likely to be excessive psychological suggestion or extreme self-denial. Mr. Chen, with all due respect, have you ever done something that you don't agree with before, resulting in feelings of self-loathing?"
Chen Yang nodded: "Yes." ”
"You weren't depressed then, were you?"
"Yes. ”
"My guess is that you had a split personality before you developed depression, and later depression increased the degree of splitting, so that you completely formed two personalities. In fact, people in today's society are under a lot of pressure, saying insincere things and doing things that they can't help themselves, because it is common for this pressure to produce depression, but it can be said that it directly leads to split personality...... However, it is extremely rare, and such a disease is still more genetic. Has Mr. Chan ever heard of such a medical history in his family?"
"Nope. ”
"Oh...... However, there is also a good side to this, in general, non-genetic spontaneous personality splits are easier to recover. ”
"How?"
The doctor continued: "The treatment is still based on psychological counseling, spending more time with friends, cultivating some social and recreational activities, and diverting attention, so as to reduce the possibility of parapersonality dominance. However, it is always important that the main personality has a degree of recognition of the sub-personality. When you acknowledge his existence and acknowledge what he has done, and you share his memories, then even if you have two diametrically opposed personalities to yourself, as long as the memories are interconnected, it can be regarded as a whole. ”
"Diametrically opposed personalities...... On a person?" Chen Yang asked suspiciously.
"Yes, it's actually very common, and you've probably seen people with complex personalities, moody people. The treatment of split personality is actually to assimilate different personalities, sharing memories is the first step, when you recognize the code of conduct of the parapersonality, you spontaneously do something in line with the personality of the parapersonality, he has no need to exist, gradually, the personality will fall asleep, and it will disappear after a long time. In a word, it's about going with the flow. ”
Going with the flow again, he suddenly remembered that Xie Rui had also told him the same thing before.
"But what if, I still can't agree with him?" Chen Yang asked again.
The doctor thought for a moment and replied apologetically, "I'm really sorry Mr. Chen, but in terms of my level of expertise, I don't have any better treatment advice to give you." ”
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After refilling some antidepressants, Chen Yang left the hospital. As he drove back to school, he thought about what the doctor had just said, and hesitated to go back to the school dormitory.
When he returned to school, there was still some time before the start of the afternoon class, and the classmates in the classroom were all in a heap, and as soon as Chen Yang came in, he found that the eyes they looked at him were not quite right.
Chen Yang sat next to Wang Xiaojia and asked him in a low voice, "What's the matter, why do you look at me strangely?"
Wang Xiaojia glanced at Lu Zheming on the other side, his face didn't seem to look good, and he still said to Chen Yang: "Zhao Dong's father committed suicide this morning, and it is rumored that it was because you robbed their factory." ”
Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, only to feel that the world was spinning.
How could this be, didn't he say that he asked Xie Rui to make up some money for their father and son?
He walked out of the classroom and called Xie Rui.
"Didn't I tell you to go to Zhao Dong's father and make up the money for him? Do you know that his father committed suicide this morning!"
Xie Rui on the other end of the phone was a little stunned, and replied: "I was going to look for him today, why did he ...... so quickly"
Chen Yang rubbed his eyebrows with a headache, suppressed the anger in his heart and asked: "What do you say now, originally Zhao Dong and I didn't have such a big enmity even though we didn't like each other, but now not only him, but even the classmates in the class have opinions about me." ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't expect ...... either"
Chen Yang suddenly erupted, and said angrily: "Don't keep saying 'I'm sorry', okay! Are you still the Xie Rui I know? In the past, anything could be easily solved, so where did you go?!"
Xie Rui quietly waited for him to finish venting before he said, "I'm not a god, I can't resurrect the dead, if you have to ask me what to do...... Why don't you ask Zhao Dong for some of his father's body tissue, and I'll help him clone one?"
“......”
"Uh, I guess it's not cremated yet, right?"
"Are you kidding me!"
At this time, someone suddenly patted Chen Yang's shoulder, and he subconsciously turned his head, but saw Zhao Dong's face.
"Chen Yang!"
It was a vicious blow to the abdomen that answered him!
Chen Yang's mobile phone fell to the ground, curled up and retreated again and again, and Zhao Dong's punches and kicks smashed into his body like raindrops!
"You actually colluded with Du Qing to use such a despicable means! You bastard...... Say, where is that slut hidden by you, I'm going to kill her!"
"Listen to me, Zhao Dong, I originally wanted to supply you ......"
"Don't give me a pretense! Now that my father has committed suicide and the factory is gone, you are happy!"
He shot more and more ruthlessly, and Chen Yang felt that he was about to be unable to parry.
The corridor was already full of people watching, but no one came up to persuade them to leave. The classmates all knew that someone in Zhao Dong's family had died at this time, and he was angry, and this matter was indeed too much for Chen Yang.
Fortunately, Gao Lan arrived in time, she grabbed Zhao Dong's collar and pulled him away from Chen Yang's body, and then protected Chen Yang.
"Zhao Dong, can you calm down!"
"Calm down!"
He pounced on Gao Lan with a fierce face.
Gao Lan shouted at the boy on the side while defending herself: "What do you see, why don't you come and help!"
Only then did everyone come over to subdue Zhao Dong.