"Yes, I suffered from depression the year before last. Feng Yuan did not shy away from talking about this matter, Cheng Yuanhang sat on the sofa, staring at Feng Yuan with dark eyes, and put his hands into fists on his knees.

"Do you know how hard it feels to feel? I was in pain, but I went to the hospital and I couldn't find anything wrong. Later, I slowly lost my appetite and suffered from insomnia and dreams. Completely denying my own worth, losing the ability to love, and gradually reducing my perception of the outside world, sometimes the pain may make me feel more realistic. ”

"Do you see these scars? I scratched them myself, and I must have had a utility knife at hand at that time, and if I didn't have one, I would be very flustered and helpless. But self-harm only proves that my depression is more serious, and after a long period of self-harm, my perception of the outside world is getting weaker and weaker, so I have to increase my efforts, so you can imagine the final result. ”

Feng Yuan said lightly, Jiang Chan patted Feng Yuan's hand: "The matter is over, you are fine now, there is no problem." ”

Feng Yuan's tone was a little excited, and he looked at Zhang Runtao on the other side and was still skeptical: "I know you doubt me, but this child is already very serious, you must pay attention to it." ”

Lu Qing was excited: "Of course we don't believe it, my heart is cheerful and lively, where does it look like I have depression?"

"I also checked the information just now, and it is said on the Internet that most of the manifestations of depression are not like to go out and are not good at socializing, but the heart is very cheerful, are you mistaken?"

Zhang Runtao pushed his glasses, he would rather Feng Yuan was lying to them at this time.

Jiang Chan raised his hand: "I know you don't believe it, Xingyun will arrive in twenty minutes, he is a very well-known psychiatrist, my mother was cured by his hands, and it will be more convincing when he arrives." ”

"Mr. Zhang, we don't have any malice, it's just that the child is still young, and my mother is also out of kindness to the child, honestly, we really have nothing to do with you and your husband. ”

Jiang Chan's words were extremely direct, if Feng Yuan didn't see this little girl pitiful, who would have a fight with this couple?

Jiang Chan didn't look down on Zhang Runtao and Lu Qing very much, so during the time when they sat down, both of them took care of their little daughter, but the eldest one didn't care, no wonder this child was so young.

Jiang Chan sighed and touched the little girl's hair.

"I'm going to find the medicine kit. Unwilling to see Zhang Runtao and his wife, Jiang Chan brought the medicine box from the room.

She knelt down in front of Xinxin, carefully disinfected Xinxin's palm, medicated, and then bandaged it with gauze. During this time, the child sat motionless like a doll as if he did not feel pain.

Jiang Chan sighed, pinched the little wrist in his heart and probed his pulse, "I know a little bit about Chinese medicine, this child's inside is already very empty, if you don't believe it, you can take her to the hospital for a check-up." ”

When Liu Xingyun came in, he saw Jiang Chan half-kneeling on the ground, and Feng Yuan had already told him about the situation. Therefore, when he came in, he saw the target task Xinxin, and after nodding with Zhang Runtao and his wife, Liu Xingyun squatted down in front of Xinxin: "Hello, little friend." ”

Seeing the stranger, he subconsciously pulled a smile: "Hello uncle." ”

Her smile was only on her face, but there was no smile in her eyes. Liu Xingyun's face remained unchanged, and he said a few words to Xinxin, most of which he was asking, but Xinxin's answer was very scattered, and the preface did not match the afterword.

Jiang Chan moved to the side and moved Liu Xingyun to a position, which also made it more convenient for him to communicate with his heart.

Seeing that Zhang Runtao and his wife had been staring at Liu Xingyun, Jiang Chan said lightly: "Xingyun is a psychiatrist in the Provincial Affiliated Hospital, and these news can be found on the Internet." ”

Lu Qing immediately took out her mobile phone and began to search for Liu Xingyun's information. As for Zhang Runtao, he was holding his little daughter, staring at Liu Xingyun and Xinxin with heavy eyes, and he didn't know if he listened to Jiang Chan's words.

asked Xinxin a few questions, and Liu Xingyun also knew it in his heart. He glanced at the little girl in Zhang Runtao's arms, then looked at Xinxin, and suddenly asked, "Is that your little daughter?"

"That's right, isn't it now open to the two-child policy? We want to have another one, and our hearts will not be lonely in the future. After finding out Liu Xingyun's origin and seeing that he is now the chief physician of the Provincial Affiliated Hospital, Lu Qing's worry about being deceived was also put down.

"We are all only children, and we will inevitably feel lonely, so we want to have one more child, and they will have a good ...... in the future," Zhang Runtao explained with difficulty, and when he saw the expressionless little face of his eldest daughter, his heart was even more twisted.

"Your intentions are good, but you have not handled the relationship between you and your heart well. Liu Xingyun hit the nail on the head: "I can feel that this child is very lacking in love and insecure." ”

"I can tell you very responsibly that her depression is already very serious and should not be underestimated, and you should take it to heart. ”

But how can such a young child be depressed? She is so cheerful and laughs. Lu Qing muttered to herself, as if she wanted to find a reason to overturn Zhang Runtao's diagnosis.

Zhang Runtao's face was serious: "I'm not alarmist, you only know depression, but in our medicine, there is also a kind of depression called smile depression." ”

"Smiling depression?"

"Yes, pretending to be the same as others, trying to tell yourself to hold on for another day, the more sad you are, the happier you are smiling, and there is no clear self-worth, these are all manifestations of smiling depression. ”

"Everyone is depressed, but depression and depression are not the same. You can adjust your depression, but you can't do depression, you have to see a doctor, and you also need the cooperation of your parents. It doesn't matter if you don't believe us, there are so many hospitals, you can take this child to see it this morning. ”

"We're going to go back and think about it, doctor, and we'll get back in touch later. Zhang Runtao picked up his little daughter and stood up, in fact, he already believed Zhang Runtao seven or eight points in his heart, but he still wanted to find a doctor after he went back.

Liu Xingyun didn't care: "It's okay, it happened suddenly, we are so empty-mouthed, it's understandable that you don't believe us, it happened suddenly, but don't delay this kid, it's easy to have problems if you drag it around, and now it can't be delayed." ”

Jiang Chan stood up: "I'll send you." ”