Shen Yao was woken up by screams. As soon as she opened her eyes, she met Si You's red eyes, and then she was hugged tightly by Si You, and her ears were the sad sobs of her friends: "How can you be like this? Why do you want to do this? We said okay, leave there and live well, why do you ...... Shen Yao, why are you doing this...... You've been doing well all these years, why are you ......?"

"Secluded ......"

"Sleeping pills, what did you think when you took so many sleeping pills? Do you just want to live so much? Shen Yao, we said okay...... No matter how difficult it is, we have to live well...... You promised me......"

Si You collapsed, she didn't dare to think back to how she felt when she pushed open Shen Yao's door and saw the medicine bottles scattered on her table. It's as if a scene that has been hanging in her heart for a long time has finally appeared in front of her eyes, and the sky is falling apart.

Shen Yao hugged her friend back and sighed softly in her ear: "Youyou, I didn't take sleeping pills......

She hadn't taken the potion, so she woke up and stood in front of her eyes.

Si You withdrew his hand, his eyes moistened, "You haven't eaten now...... But you want to eat it, don't ......you? You don't want to live at all, do you?"

Shen Yao stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and she smiled at her friend, her smiling eyebrows and eyes were very bright.

"I'm so tired. Youyu, I'm so tired. I just want to...... Take it easy. ”

"So you don't want to live?"

"No...... I want to live. Shen Yao said in a low voice: "But in the past five years, whenever I close my eyes, I will see the scene of that day, I am too scared...... I can't sleep...... I want to forget, but I can't forget ......."

Si You was stunned, and she realized how hard Shen Yao had been in the past five years. Nightmares and no peace.

"I'll take you to the doctor...... Let's go for treatment...... We ......"

"And ......" Shen Yao stopped Si You's words and continued: "Your current work should be put on hold, because of me, he began to ban you. ”

Si You didn't care, "If he wants to ban it, he will ban it, I don't have to be in the entertainment industry, I can do well anywhere with my ability, you don't have to ......"

"I don't want to. Magazines, partners, and you, I don't want you to be hit by him because of me. Shen Yao said helplessly: "It's not easy for everyone." ”

"It's not your fault!" Si You said excitedly: "What does it have to do with you that Xie Yan wants to commit a nervous disorder! Is it because of his so-called hatred for you, you are going to give up your life?"

After a long time, Si You heard Shen Yao's sigh and heard her explain in a low voice.

"I confess that I have some kind of revenge in my heart. I wonder if he will regret it a little bit when I die...... Everything that has ever been done to me. ”

Si You was frightened by her understatement, she shook her hand to pull her, and cautiously dissuaded: "Don't be like this, we don't care about him...... Let's go abroad, let's go live abroad, don't think about everything here, okay?"

"No, it won't. How could Shen Yao bear her friend's worry about herself like this, she wiped her tears for Si You, and chuckled at her: "But I figured it out later." If I die, I won't see him regret it. ”

"So ......"

"So...... I want to end this five-year nightmare. I'm going to stand in front of him and tell him that not only does he hate me, but I hate him even more. ”

Si You was really scared, she grabbed her friend's arm tightly, and asked her very carefully, "What do you want to do?"