Self-emotion

It's been a long time, when I used to adventure with Yunxi, it was so close, but at that time, I felt very special to Kuang Zhen, it was a very special person, it was such a feeling, I can't tell what it was like, it couldn't be described, it was a very mixed feeling.

As a medical worker on the front line of field activities, Kuang Zhen's identity has never changed, his position has not been transferred, and he has not been promoted, Kuang Zhen has encountered several opportunities to be promoted and leave, but he has not left, Kuang Zhen does not know what is hindering him from making these decisions.

said that he fought according to his inner emotions, if there was such a thing, Kuang Zhen thought that he really couldn't let go of those people, I don't know why, he was loaded with the emotions of those warriors in his heart, Kuang Zhen didn't know, but countless of these lovely and touching fighters let her stay.

What is often staged on the battlefield is the scene of life and death, some last words, words, mood narratives, Kuang Zhen They are the first to come into contact with, that group of soldiers actually don't want to die, or no one wants to die, Kuang Zhen has met many types of people, it may be that all the emotional types of people in this world have gathered here, and they are seen, heard, and felt, and they are the most genuine inner emotions.

At the end of his death, there were also fakes, he didn't want his children to hear about his death, and he didn't want others to see his weak and scared emotions, they buried this emotion, but Kuang Zhen knew all of this, and those who knew it also didn't say it at all, because they really knew.

What are those who uncover these truths doing? Is it sympathy or sarcasm? Do they say that they know or don't know? Wrong, do they really know? They really don't know, but they think they are doing a real thing, they think they know, and their emotions are really so easy to know, that is, their emotions can't be known by themselves, so why should they know others?

In this way, whether it should not be revealed, is just an expression, after it is revealed, we will know more, and when we know more, we can do better, forgive some people, forgive some people, and also understand our own ignorance, just don't take our ignorance as knowledge, just don't take our ignorance as knowledge, just move on.

Kuang Zhen has seen so many emotional expressions, many expressions that move herself, Kuang Zhen knows that the emotions that move her are the emotions she has, but she is not the expressor, she is a viewer, this can't deceive her emotions, she will really be moved by these things, it is a real emotion, it is a real self-emotion, it is definitely not fake.

It's like having a resonance, Kuang Zhen can't be herself at all, this may be the reason why she chose to stay and fight with these fighters, follow her own emotions, even if she is facing death, if it is an evil emotion, Kuang Zhen will consider not following, but this is a kind emotion, this may be Kuang Zhen's choice, it's useless to explain more, it's just Kuang Zhen's choice.

Always living in a world of intense emotions, whether it will cause damage to people, this is not clear, Kuang Zhen sometimes uses control means, sometimes empties himself in a daze, and sometimes calms his heart through complex writing, these methods can be used, in order to cope with these emotional fluctuations, Kuang Zhen is really exhausted.

In this way, Kuang Zhen returned to his own feelings, the whole world seemed to disappear like this, only his own self-emotion, felt by Kuang Zhen, and as if he was an outsider, looking at his own emotions, tasting his own emotions, what is this? Kuang Zhen likes this feeling very much, in the battlefield of life and death, but forgetting life and death, just feeling his current feelings.

And Kuang Zhen likes this feeling, she can't get rid of this liking, other things can no longer arouse her interest, this is considered to have entered the magic barrier, or what, this is a feeling of liking, this is other people's opinion of Kuang Zhen, Kuang Zhen is active on the front line of the battlefield, and behaves like ordinary people, what is Kuang Zhen's real feeling, it may be that she can't tell herself, can this be said to be narcissism.

Who is so bored to define this emotional state, as if he himself is really fully aware of these emotions, they are all self-righteous people, this is just a manifestation of multiple emotions, and when it is defined, it seems that Kuang Zhen is abnormal, so what emotions are normal? I'm afraid that the person who defines it can't reply, if he defines uniqueness, then he doesn't recognize that the world is pluralistic, emotions are also pluralistic, and the direction of free evolution, why should these evolutionary directions that are not wrong be defined as wrong?

But will there be mistakes in the direction of evolution, there are some of them, there must be them, and from some angles, some of them are wrong, and they need to be stopped, so which ones are wrong? Terror is difficult to define, from the perspective of human beings, many evolutionary directions are probably wrong, can this be defined? Define it, and then declare it a heretical cult, and then kill it?

It's a feeling of powerlessness, it's really indefinable, it's really hard to define, it's a feeling of not being able to judge, because you can't see the future, you can't see whether it's good or bad, under what circumstances it's good and when it's bad, that's the mystery of evolution.

In this, because of the contact with various characters, Kuang Zhen felt that his horizons were opened, maybe it was the horizon of the ideological level, when these people were going to fight tomorrow, in the uncertain situation of their own lives, there were a lot of scenes that were difficult to see in ordinary times, those who did not drink alcohol, those who could try, and those who were allowed were tried, and some people were really nervous, they were always nervous, and they didn't do anything at all, and some people were quite calm and did some preparations.

Kuang Zhen has gone from the beginning of the nervousness to the current forgetfulness, has experienced too many battles, many times pulled back his soul from the hands of death, is numb, is a kind of powerlessness to fight, Kuang Zhen is powerless to prevent anyone from starting a war, no one here can prevent the war from happening, even the senior commander Kuang Zhen met cannot prevent the war from happening, let alone interrupt the war in the middle of the war.

On the fifteenth layer of hell, the war was launched by Yunxi, maybe if Yunxi didn't start it, the Demon Empire would also launch it, no one wanted another force to appear in their territory, and a force that they couldn't control, what kind of situation is this, in fear, although they always say that this is not fear, in fact, it is because of fear, which cannot be concealed.

Is it possible for Yun Xi to live in peace with the supreme leader of the Demon Empire? How to live in peace? What does Yun Xi want? What does the supreme leader of the Demon Empire want? Is it possible for this desire to live in peace with each other? If there is no conflict between these wants, it is very likely that cooperation will occur, and Yun Xi's existence will bring benefits to the Demon Empire, so that there will be no war, and there will be a life-and-death scenario.

It's just that now it's obvious that it's completely irreconcilable, Yun Xi wants to occupy the territory of the Demon Empire, how can this be peaceful, there is only war, the outcome is determined by the war, no one can stop, the people who belong to Yun Xi's side have failed, it is very likely to be death, not death and will never be able to come out, and the people of the Demon Empire are also facing such a situation.

These two people are irreconcilable, and the executors of the war below are in the same situation, the choice faced by the individual, unable to fight, the struggle is also death, if you don't fight the same death, if you don't be a soldier, then wait to be judged by fate, when the war happens, you can't escape to another place, you can only wait for the judgment of fate.

It may be difficult for others to explain the choice in this, Kuang Zhen is in it, and he understands this feeling, and this feeling cannot be described clearly, it is very complicated, there are many invisible factors that bind Kuang Zhen, and there are many invisible factors for those fighters, others say it very easily, why don't you resist, why don't you stop fighting?

If all the people understood this truth, then there would be no war, it would be impossible, the probability of this happening is too small, that is, even if everyone is wise and understands all the situations, they really can't do anything, they can't do anything.

Is this the case? That's it, no one can control it, and Yunxi can't control it, but Yunxi can actually do one thing, give up, and don't do it from the beginning, so that Yunxi's war won't happen, but these fighters will still appear in other battlefields, which Yunxi can't stop and can't control.

This is fatal insolvability, there is some kind of rule, then things under the effect of this kind of rule will inevitably happen, and it will definitely happen, the only way is to change the rules, change the rules, what a terrible decision, how much courage, how much courage, how much ability, can do this.

It's like changing the rules of life and death, creating eternal life, just like changing the rules of punishment, doing good, as long as the rules are changed, then another new world will appear, the rules have always been the original sin, but without the rules, there can be no things, and once some rules are changed, people will not exist.

Rules are everywhere, the small rules in the society can be changed by people themselves, the rules of heaven and earth, this can be transformed, but it takes a lot of courage and ability to change, these rules have a time to be born, so they can be changed, and the rules that can be born can be changed and destroyed.

It is very simple for individuals to change their own rules, just like some rules of emotion, small rules such as material form can also be changed by human beings, some rules of society can also be changed by human beings, and the rules of heaven and earth can also be changed by human beings.