In the quiet night, there were only two people in the hospital, Jiang Hao sat there playing with his mobile phone, occasionally showing a faint smile, and he didn't know what he was talking about, he would be so happy.

Ning felt a little lonely alone, she gently walked to the window and quietly looked at the scenery outside the window, in fact, she occasionally longed for someone to chat with her, but now, she rummaged through her mobile phone, but she didn't know who to chat with, and she didn't know who to tell about these wounds buried in her heart.

Maybe it's a person who's been lonely for too long, and occasionally craves someone to be around.

It is said that a person will cry if he is strong for too long, and her tears, few people will see it, in this ever-changing society, she feels more and more that no one really cares about a person's feelings, many people follow the society, follow the environment, it changes, and it is not the original appearance.

So, she began to miss her youth, the life on campus, the night when there was no electric light and only lit by kerosene lamps, the small mountain village that had not yet been opened to traffic and the traffic could only rely on her feet, and she was once full of hope for the future.

She wondered if the cypress trees on the side of the road had grown taller and thicker at that time, and whether the orange trees in the soil were full of fruit again.

Jiang Hao was playing with his mobile phone while looking at her figure with a side face, this girl who never admits defeat and has always been unforgiving, this figure at this moment makes people feel extremely lonely and distressed.

"It's rounds, are the family members there?" The nurse slowly walked into the front of the hospital bed with a thermometer and various medical instruments in her hand.

Hearing the voice, Jing Jing immediately turned his head, walked to the bed with a quick pace, and watched the nurses go about their work, taking their temperatures, and taking their pulses...... She just watched them quietly, quietly.

"The body temperature is 36.5 is normal, the blood pressure is normal, the pulse and heartbeat are normal, nothing is wrong. The little nurse standing next to her was taking notes carefully.

"Family, everything is normal, don't worry, usually give him more pressing on his hands and feet, and move the patient's meridians more, which is conducive to recovery. One of the nurses gave her a brief explanation.

She smiled and nodded, her mouth kept saying thank you.

After the bustle, the ward became unusually quiet, she looked at her father on the hospital bed, and her heart was mixed, and the indescribable taste came to her heart.

She suddenly thought that maybe she really should be like Uncle Han told her just now, don't put a lot of things in her heart, just release the bad things and leave the good things.

The Tongzi outside the window is still lively, the neon lights illuminate the entire street, and you can still hear the noise downstairs when you stand by the window.

"It's night, it's cold, let's close the window!" Jiang Hao walked beside her, patted her on the shoulder and said.

She turned around and smiled and said, "It's okay, it's summer, the weather in June, where can it be cold, right?"

She is always like this, obviously her heart is very uncomfortable, but she still has to pretend to be indifferent, and always use the smile on her face to cover up her inner unhappiness.

"Tranquility, can you stop being reckless in front of me, can you stop pretending to be in front of me, you are obviously not good, you are obviously uncomfortable, why do you still pretend to be indifferent?" Jiang Hao still didn't hold back the words that he endured and endured in his heart, and still said it.

In fact, she knew that from the time she entered the hospital just now, her heart was not happy, until she saw Han Chen's father enter the ward and say words against her will to drive him away, those were all words she said with great pain.

"Whoever pretended to be with you, I'm very good, even if the whole world is not good, I will be fine!" Tranquility still insisted that he was very good.

Jiang Hao looked at her with a serious expression for a full sixty seconds, he suddenly felt that he was far inferior to the girl in front of him, how great she was, how capable she was, even if the whole world misunderstood her, she would not explain, even if the whole world abandoned her, she lived well in her own world.

"Are you really good? Are you really good? What you just said to Uncle Han is what you think in your heart? You want to drive someone who is about the same age as your father away? You said that you hate Han Chen, it is impossible to forgive them in this life, and you will never be able to get by, is that so, deep down in your heart? You ask your own heart. ”

Jiang Hao deliberately raised his voice and said to her, in his memory, this was the first time he spoke so loudly to her, he didn't want to see her let himself endure everything, the bad guys let him be the one, and he had to bear it silently by himself.

Tranquility suddenly thought of the picture just now, in fact, she also felt that she had done a little too much, but she still couldn't hold back herself.

"Yes, you're right, what I just said was a lie, I drove him away, I didn't let him enter the ward, I told him that our family's affairs have nothing to do with him, that's why I want to be angry with him to leave, because when I brought fruit to the head nurse just now, she told me that Uncle Han will come every weekend, I don't want him to be like this anymore, and I don't hate Han Chen, on the contrary, I have always loved him, I often think alone, where is he, how is he doing?"

When Tranquility finished saying these words, she suddenly became unusually calm, and she felt that she had said a lot of words that had been held in her heart for this time.

Jiang Hao thought that she would cry, she would cry and say these things that she was aggrieved about, but she didn't, when she said these words, her expression didn't change at all, she was like a shell, without any feelings.

It is said that childlike innocence is a very proud thing, then, childlike people will be happier than those who have lost themselves in life, because they will not look at everyone around them with secular eyes, will not treat anyone with a silent attitude and indifferent heart, they look forward to the future, always believe that the future is beautiful, they retain their own innocence, in the complex society did not lose their own heart, with the most true attitude to treat the world, with the most beautiful heart to feel the warmth of life, innocent eyes with full expectation, the heart will never get old, the heart will always be full of vitality, that's all, it's good, at least you won't live like you don't like it, and you won't lose your heart in life.