Will you love me?

Will love.

How much love?

I love very much, don't you feel it yourself, my love for you will never be cut off.

"Just like my love for you, even if others are not optimistic, I still just want to hug you in my arms, and you are willing to be my intimate jacket. There are so many warm people in this world, only we have crossed the vast sea of people and walked into each other's hearts hand in hand. "

The moment the girl turned her face sideways, there seemed to be tears flickering in her eyes, and there was a moon-white mist in her red and swollen eye sockets surrounding the star-like flickering tears, in fact, she had already guessed the boy's answer, even if it was a lie, but listening to the boy say this, she could still feel ripples in her heart. Asking questions over and over again, and getting the same answer in an infinite loop, the girl's ears have already formed a thick layer of cocoons, and no matter how beautiful the love words are repeated in a person's ear, her heart will be somewhat resistant. It's not that the girl is sensitive and suspicious, but she cares about him too much, and after living together for 2555 days and nights, she knows that she can't do without him at all. Even in her hazy dreams, her mind kept repeating the name like a flash.

So, in this N+1 round, I and she cleverly changed the way of asking, but no matter how varied the questions are, it is inevitable that the answers will be the same...

"Will you marry me?" said July, his hesitant gaze falling on his lightly opened cherry lips and pausing for a minute. But he remained as silent as ever.

The wind at the end of the season caused the rows of tall acacia in front of Zheng's house to sway from side to side, and the frozen dark clouds clung to the remaining light like a thick curtain. Three or two birdsongs fell in the misty white smoke, and a few crooked and narrow shadows stretched out from the sky not far away.

As the sky grew darker, the ravines that had piled up on the ground between the trees became wet, and the muddy droplets of water wrapped the scattered grass clippings along the narrow gaps between the ravines and flowed farther and farther along the narrow gaps between the ravines. The silence outside the window and the atmosphere in the room were blended together, and there was some incongruity in the silence, I looked at Mu Xuan next to me and turned my head again to look at the increasingly gloomy world outside the window.

I just felt the difference between such an endless wait and the deep darkness outside the window, disappointment and hysterical hecticism. Anyway, I couldn't hold back any longer. My heart told me I couldn't stand a wave of deception.

"You know what? From the moment I saw you, I began to crave you. I want to be with you, we've been together for so many years, and I'm serious about you. Don't you understand my intentions? What about you? Mu Xuan, didn't you say that you were going to marry me home? Why don't you speak, have you forgotten? Why do you avoid me on this issue every time?" July didn't wait for him to speak, she took the lead in opening the conversation box, she looked at the boy who was lazily lying on the goose yellow sofa on the side, and at this moment he was holding a warm juice cup, as if he was absent-minded.

The crisp sound mixed with heavy crying broke through the wind, and the same name kept jumping on the caller ID of the mobile phone.

Mu Xuan looked at the caller ID, and the hand that was stretched out in the air slowly hung down next to the trouser tube, just looking at his posture and didn't mean to pick it up.

"Summer July, summer July. How many times do you want me to answer you, so I'll tell you exactly what I want today. ”

The almost sharp exclamation slammed into my heart like a hammer, and I was caught off guard. And he just reached out again before the words fell, ready to pick up the mobile phone on the table.

His fingertips touched the corner of his phone.

I swooped into his detached line of sight, right in front of him, and stopped his hand from picking up his phone. His hand hung slightly stiffly in the air that was becoming more and more solid.

I gazed at him, and through his deep blue eyes, I could vaguely see the resentment in his eyes as red as the red-eyed warriors on the battlefield, and there was a cold light in the redness, as if he was ready to pounce on me and tear my jackals apart in one fell swoop.

He roared at me: "Don't you care about everything? Don't you only care about me? What you want is such a terrible me, even if I end up on the streets one day and you destroy everything with your own hands." Do you think this kind of love is still precious?"

At that moment, I felt as if a fire was burning in my dull chest, and my heart was like a burst of the embankment. The viscous mist receded like a tidal wave. Until, until finally, a misty mist flew in my eyes. The mist covered his increasingly excited face.

"Xia Qiyue, I told you that I said I would marry you, but not now, you said this to me and put me under a lot of pressure. I thought, can we look at these things calmly?"

"Do you know that I'm for you, I... ？”

"I don't want to know. ”

My mind is a little messy, and the beauty of the past is implanted in my brain like a fragment of a movie. However, the more this little thought in my heart became, the more resolute it became. It's like I'm trying to show him what I'm thinking, but he doesn't want to hear it.

"Don't you always prevaricate me, okay? It's been more than ten years since we realized it, and compared to those uncertain realities, I really just want you to say a word of truth now. Even if you give me a shell of a vision, I'll accept it. ”

I looked at him again, but he.

He ignored my fiery eyes, he began to reply to the phone messages as if he hadn't heard my voice at all, he buried his head deeply, stretched out his left hand from the other end of the coffee table and picked up the freshly brewed coffee, accompanied by the sound of "whirring", he began to suck the juice in the cup very hard.

The sound of drinking juice was like the motor of an engine, and I knew he must be trying to hide my whispers with a sharper voice.

My brain has long been exhausted, so there is no end to the tug-of-war, I, my heart is already very tired and anxious.

Outside the window, a thunderclap was followed by a sudden downpour. The lonely shadows on the horizon stretched longer and longer, until the thickest cloud enveloped the last remnant of the sun before dusk. It seemed to me that the whole city was about to be swallowed up by the darkness.

But before darkness comes, I must clear his heart. I don't want my painstaking love to be ruined.

"You know what? I can leave the family that gave birth to me for your sake, and I can give up the life that I once lived comfortably. If you don't like my friends, I can cut off the contact, even if it is a best friend who treats me as a sister, Mu Xuan, do you know that even if this world becomes an island, there are only two of us left in this green field, and I am willing. Don't you often say that you don't like to be noticed right now? It's okay, I can not be a designer, or I can be dishonored. But can you..."

"Can you not care about the eyes of the world for my sake, even if we are on the streets, even if we become the only pair of outcasts in this world. I promise you that I will think about our future. ”

"Can we just manage our little days with our hearts, can we not take those things in the fancy world too seriously. ”

My heart trembled, my trembling heart slowly sank into the abyss, and I only hoped that he would listen to me and think about it again from my standpoint. I wish the sorrow in my heart would awaken his slumbering love for me. It's like a green dawn before dawn.

The hysterical weeping was instantly drowned out by the resounding of the mobile phone ringing, and the unsuitable melody in the empty room was abruptly babbling and singing.

He let out a long sigh of relief, then turned to look at me, my eyes closed, trying to calm my mind and sort out my messy thoughts. Even though he was relatively speechless, the soft light in his eyes told me that there was a corner of his heart full of me.

I know he's always been consistent with me, it's just that I can't understand that.

I knew he would agree, and he would. My friend Liang Xia once persuaded me: "Many times you actually guessed the ending, maybe your heart has never been confused, you just still care about and enjoy this process." Your love, in my opinion, is a person who is willing to say the best and most reassuring sweet words in the world, and the other is sometimes sinking and sometimes sober, but just tirelessly listening to the same words, if you have no doubts, you will never feel bored. Brother Mu Xuan, he always tries to heal your sensitive heartache with the best words, but in the eyes of you who are fragile in your heart, it is like feeding you a fake reassurance. If I were you, I would always reflect on myself, we have been together for many years in July, and I know very well that all you want is a stable happiness. It's simple and beautiful, but you don't feel like you're thinking more like a kid playing at home. You often tell me that even if I lose everything, I can still see his company when I turn around. That's all I'm greedy for. But if you have nothing, companionship is also tormenting each other. He is a man who always takes it for granted that he has to give his all to your future, and he always has to plan for the blueprint. Actually, he wasn't wrong. And you, who avoid talking about bread in the concept of love, are beautiful and fragile. This has nothing to do with whether the love is enough or not, and no matter how beautiful the promise is in the face of reality, it is like a bubble that bursts at the touch of a bubble. ”

I don't know if it's because my experience is still shallow or if Liang Xia's words are too profound, I feel more and more at a loss, so dazed that sometimes I feel that I don't understand Mu Xuan and I don't understand myself. I held my sore head, my heart whispered to me before my tight strings were about to break, I still remember how much I longed for pure love when I was a child, I used to lie in the last corner of the classroom, and I spent two hours at night studying in the galaxy fantasizing about whether there was a person on the other side of the world who was slowly approaching me. Even though I knew my family might not allow it, the more the rebellious thought was suppressed, the more it grew.

"Can you give me a deadline?" I looked at Mu Xuan in my eyes, I knew that my emotions were on the verge of getting out of control, but I would still try my best to control them.

He ignored me, and at that moment I had a gut feeling that I would blurt out a sentence and sink deeper to the bottom of the sea, without waves or shadows.

The air around is so quiet, the silence is maddening. He was reluctant to persuade me to be at ease.

What does that mean? Is it that he has completely lost faith in me, or...

I think the Internet calls this the worst manifestation of not enough love, but I, I, I'd rather all this is just love, insincere.

I didn't dare to think about it, I blamed my heart for being too fragile and I was afraid that I would guess wrong.

And the shocking time is like the fine sand at the fingertips, and the two of us look at each other in silence.

In fact, in recent years, we have always repeated such a picture, one is very careful to remain silent, and the other is very panicked waiting for an answer. I'm bored but helpless.

"Huhu" Soon the glass of juice bottomed out, Mu Xuan gently raised his hand to his mouth, and gently wiped the wing of his lower lip with the tissue in his hand. He ignored me at all, but habitually picked up his phone from the coffee table in front of him, his dark blue hair covering his delicate face, and his dark eyes reflected on the lit phone screen.

I couldn't hold it anymore, and my restless thoughts were surging like a river about to burst. And he, his hand just touched the phone, he was slightly stunned, turned his head slightly, his back was stiff, and his neck was extremely unnatural.

"I'm really tired, you always ask me again and again, I only ask you one sentence, and I rush to this family gap between us that can't be bridged. If I really slump, what will your family think of me? Will they deliver their beloved daughter into the hands of a humble man like me? I tell you, even if you choose me against all odds, your family will not give up. Also, a lot of things aren't as simple as you have in your head. ”

He lowered his eyes and glanced at me out of the corner of his eye. It sounded like everything was wrong with me.

The shimmering light in her eyes was as bright as snow, and the girl's hoarse voice in the empty room slowly sharpened like the tip of a flowing needle. It was as if it was a sharp hammer that was about to sink deep into the shadows.

"Do you know that I don't want to wait any longer, how long do you want me to wait? For the sake of your fragile and sensitive self-esteem, you are such an arrogant person, you keep denying yourself, do you know how heart-wrenching it sounds to me? Even if you no longer have the possibility of being prosperous, we can change our way of life, can't we? Who stipulates that we can only take one "end of the road" There are so many roads in this world, and we are still young, we should have a lot of ways to go, right? If we can't be stars, we can use our savings for many years to do business, or if I open another store, I'll leave it to you to take care of. ”

"Silly girl, what we say is not the same thing, okay? Or we are really not fellow travelers, what do you think marriage is, it is the crystallization of love, two people who love each other deeply must enter the marriage hall at an appropriate time. I know you must be thinking this way in your heart, you are always naïve to think that everything can change according to the world in your head. His answer was as cold as snow. It's like countless ice thorns poking hard at my heart.

Marriage is the grave of love, because I am not accepted by the world, and no matter what the truth is, everyone thinks that I am responsible for the whole thing, and I am responsible. Because of the gap in our identity, and because you now have your own career, you are so good. Do you think I'm afraid that I'm not worthy of you, so I refuse to propose? The gap in my heart is small, do you know that I am not favored by everyone, and I don't even have a friend willing to witness the wedding. Forget it, I don't want to say it, you won't understand it at all if you talk too much, and those words will only make you sadder. ”

Even if the whole world turns its back on me, I still have you, as long as you love me, I don't care about anything. ”

Hearing this, Mu Xuan put the phone in his hand on the coffee table beside him. When he looked up at me again, his tone softened. Even the voice of the voice is very slight. I held my breath and promised not to say a word until he gave me the results I wanted.

His lips curled slightly, then he paused slightly, and then he fixed himself on my deeper and deeper eyes.

"Didn't you say you wanted to go to the Aegean Sea in Greece? Don't you still want to go to Disney? Don't you still want to go to France to see Provence? Okay, when we go through this muddy time together, I will marry you and go home, you have to believe me, believe me I will definitely be okay? This is the first time I have answered you so formally, and it is also the last time. I can take you anywhere in the world during the honeymoon period, as long as it is what you like, I can satisfy you. If you want to relax now, you can also fly to Munich on the first flight tomorrow morning, and I'm still in a hurry to get a ticket. In short, I will do my best to satisfy you with everything you want in July, and I can promise you that I Zheng Muxuan has and only you in my life. However, July promises me that you can wait for me. ”

Outside the window, the shower stopped at the beginning, and a blazing red on the horizon was subtly frozen in the wet sun. The slight glow that poured from the gap in the clouds was exceptionally cold.

Mu Xuan froze in front of me, his hand gently raised and slowly hooked my shoulder.

"Promise me that on the day I get back flowers and applause, or on the day I regain what I right, no matter which of these two comes first, I will hold your hand generously, and I will propose to you in front of the whole world, and I promise that you will be the most envied woman in the world. "

"Promise me, okay? Just take it as a chance for me, and give yourself a chance. I promise that from now on, I will only listen to you in everything, and I will be your warmest companion. ”

The watery sunlight gradually merged into a long reddish-brown line, and the light floated left and right under the dappled shadows of the trees. In the living room, Mu Xuan's fingers hooked my shoulders kept locking.

"Oh," I whispered, but the buzzing eardrum and the cold, numb heart were telling me in a silent way that I didn't want to.

July was slightly stunned, and there was an almost blank look in his eyes.

She swallowed the words that had just come to her mouth, and after a while, she couldn't help but lift her lips lightly.

The last of the red before dusk became darker and darker, and in the darkness there was a faint bundle of more dazzling orange light tightly wrapped around the crimson of the remnant sun.

The lonely wind of the evening was extremely lonely and lapping on the branches, and the branches rustled.

I once again avoided his gaze, which was colder than the remnant sun, and turned my face sideways to look out the window, but the sound of the boundless falling trees made my heart even more panicked.

The time outside the window is fluid, but in my eyes, the time in the room is frozen and breathless, and there is a suffocating sense of busyness in the solidification.

Now the sound of cracking the eardrum comes from my ears all the way to my head. My mind was a mess and buzzing. If I don't ask any more questions, I think I'll be the first to go crazy.

When the sun set, the last of the red quickly wandered between my eyes.

I gently pushed away his hand that had landed on my shoulder, and I stared at him intently.

"Mu Xuan, do you know that I just want to be with you, I'm really, really afraid of losing you, because I'm afraid I have doubts, and because I'm reluctant, I'll suffer from gains and losses. But my intentions were not wrong. I easily threw away everything that was set up for me at home, I had lost so much for you, but when I put myself in your hands, in the end you overwhelmed me. My family has actually agreed to quit the marriage, do you know how difficult it is for me and my family? Mu Xuan, my career has always been fruitful, relying on what I have so far, we shouldn't actually have those concerns in your mind. And if you want to be a star, I'll still find a way to help you. Can we settle the emotional matter first, I'm really afraid of further changes. "

"Slap" Mu Xuan looked at me with great indignation, and then he threw the juice cup that had already been drunk in his hand on the ground in front of me very hard.

"I'm a designer, and I'm sure I'll make my work a household name in the future. When the time comes, I will only sign one queen male model, and that is you. ”

"That's enough, that's the biggest problem between me and you. What is going on in your head, some of it's not. ”

His eyes were as cold as the frost of late autumn.

"In July, I told you bluntly, didn't I have a straight idea? Are you annoyed, are you doubting my sincerity to you, or are you listening to what your girlfriends are talking nonsense? Why are you so cranky, you I didn't meet you like this when I first met. "

Mu Xuan raised his hand and fell down heavily, and he slammed the coffee table on his side. The thick glass table on the coffee table kept showing cracks.

He stretched out his finger and pointed it at me slowly, the redness of his fingertips as if it would burst into sticky blood at the touch of it.

"At first, I just thought you were like a wood, very stupid and naïve, and really stupid, in short, you always made me unbearable to pass my heart to your ear, but I never expected that you were originally a suspicious woman. ”

"I'm suspicious, I'm suspicious, Mu Xuan, I'm suspicious not because I love you, but slowly I find that your love for me is far less than I love you, and Liang Xia They all said that love for the purpose of marriage is not enough love, so I will..."

"Or do you think your career will turn around? How long has it been, I ask you, and how long will it be before you keep your promise to marry me. And about your secret, I actually know everything. Do you know how much risk you're taking a step further. Mu Xuan, we're not so short of money now, can we take it when we see it?"

"You are enough", Mu Xuan stood up angrily, but his head was still buried very low, whether he didn't dare to face the doubt in my heart, or that a word that I was most afraid of quickly came out of my head - disgust.

Since something unpleasant happened between us, he has become more and more lazy to pay attention to me now, and even because of my series of questions, he doesn't even have the heart to fix my eyes, let alone send some sugar-coated cannonballs to coax me, I guess he is just thinking about ending such an unnutritious dialogue as soon as possible, in fact, I have long been tired of hearing his words that I will never fulfill, and the future in his eyes is ridiculous, isn't it? And this has nothing to do with love itself. I actually understand the truth.

"Needless to say, you just don't trust me. Everything else is an excuse, and don't use those big truths to talk about things, okay? Please, we're all adults. I'm not a three-year-old, waiting for you to teach you the truth. ”

As soon as the words fell, Mu Xuan suddenly got up and strode towards the door. And the July behind him grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"But" Just when Mu Xuan's hand just touched the doorknob, I grabbed his snow-white sleeve, "Mu Xuan, listen to me after speaking, do you know what day it is? Today is our seventh anniversary together, just because we are angry, we can't even have such a special day?"

His hand that had just touched the doorknob slowly fell, and now he was facing away from her, and she mistakenly thought that this was the last chance he had left for herself to confess, and her hand slowly let go and put it down. She only had him in her eyes, and he was within reach.

The two of us stood in place like this, for a while, he slowly opened the door, the moment the door was opened, July only felt a gust of wind blowing across her forehead, and she was there in a daze, watching the most familiar figure slowly walk away, She heard a sigh, and then heard him say leisurely: "July, you are a good girl, but I think you have been forcing me like this, then we should be separated for a while to calm down, otherwise your love is too deep and too fragile, I can't bear it." ”

The wind blew, wantonly stirring his elf-like blue hair, which was dull and cold under the shade of a meter of sunlight.

"No, Mu Xuan, please don't do this, I was wrong I shouldn't be like this, it's just that I couldn't control my emotions just now, I'll change it, please don't say that." "

July had a cry in her hoarse voice, and she lunged behind him with a lunge, trying to hold him tightly from behind. But just as her arms were around him, he pushed her away with all his might, and July stumbled and almost fell.

"Mu Xuan"

She shouted his name hysterically in the direction he had gone...

Finally he was gone, disappearing into the dark twilight without looking back, and I remember him promising that he would never let go of my hand again, saying that we had missed each other for so long and had been through so much together, and that we had finally met again, and luckily we were not old when we met again. Each time he would stop his departing steps under my bitter pleading, but this time, this time he really turned away, and even looked back very stingily. I watched his back disappear in the distance, and the elf boy named Mu Xuan faded away from my eyes, from my world, and the future I had planned. As for me, the girl who was once so proud, I did not hesitate to put down my pride and beg him for him, but just now, the moment he pressed the choice of Qian, everything had changed.

"Mu Xuan" I only felt a softness under my feet, and for a moment the whole body was like a leaky ball, I sat stiffly on the ground, a pair of dark eyes slowly rose pure white mist, I quietly looked at the direction he disappeared, and kept reading his name in my mouth.

At this moment, how much I longed for him to come back, to give her another chance, even if it was for us to face the abominable curse of fate together. How I wish he could give me another chance, a chance to greedily occupy his whole person and his whole heart. But...

July only knows that Mu Xuan's deep eyes are like a bottomless ocean, she is like a goldfish who can't tell the direction, no matter how hard she tries, she can't swim into his heart, even if she knows that he doesn't love her, if she doesn't love her, how can she wait. It's just that the distance in her eyes is the other side that she longs to reach but can't reach. July was more like two parallel lines that could not have intersected, with only a slight deviation from the ends of the lines.

But one thing will not change, no matter what the outcome, those good memories will not be wiped out because of his turn.

At that moment, I seemed to hear the quicksand of time flowing through it. The images I saw when I first saw them were constantly playing out in front of my eyes.

That year, the breeze and rain, the cool raindrops mixed with the damp cherry blossoms, and the handsome and somewhat unruly side face in front of the car were deeply imprinted in my mind. Even though I haven't heard of it, it still makes me remember it for a long time.

I'm July, Cancer, a girl whose heart is like stagnant water but who makes love a lifelong dream after someone quietly appears. Before I met Mu Xuan, I didn't know that even I would have a love that belonged to me completely, I wanted to live to the age of 20, I was not only insulated from early love, but also ashamed that I didn't even know what my first love was, no matter how I looked at it, it was a big failure in life, and therefore I never had the slightest illusion about love, I thought that I would be very rational to obey the wishes of my family and marry the door. But I met him that day on that fireworks day of that year, even though we were always red-faced in the fight.

Tick-tock, time ticks through my eyes swirling with white mist.

The cherry blossoms in the sky curled and fell into the muddy long street, and I happened to meet him at the bend at the end of the long street that rainy that year.

To me, he is the bright sun of midsummer afternoon, the brightest star in the vast night sky, and the light I chase in the lonely world. Thinking back to that first sight in the rain, my ears seem to linger all the time with the sharp and piercing sound of brakes many years ago, and I still remember that when I slowly opened my eyes, a hazy light gradually filled my vision. The white haze was so thick that I felt like I was in the clouds. I reached out to the air, but I couldn't grasp anything.

I remember that day vividly, as if it were yesterday.

On that rainy day, the rain of flowers and the sound of falling water running down the eaves, the originally noisy world outside the window was still silent at first.

Even in the car, I was just bored looking at the flashing scenery outside the window, as if thinking about my own thoughts.

"It's really early and late, just in time for a rainy day, this Qingyi College is different, the other college starts at 9.1, she's good, it's 9.15?"

I nodded slightly, my eyes still looking out the window. For me, I don't have to plan my own life, and every day is no different from yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the day before yesterday.

I just listened to Uncle Wang's complaints in the car, I didn't reply and just sat quietly in the driver's seat, for me there is no expectation and will not change because of expectations, this kind of normal temperature life is not interesting at all, and there is no complaint.

"By the way, everything you should bring in July is ready, and the registration card and admission letter can really only be me. "

Uncle Wang, the driver, has been with our family for more than ten years, and when he first saw him, he was still shy and didn't like to talk, and he was the same silent to his father and mother, and every time there was only me and Uncle Wang in the car, Uncle Wang's mouth was always idle and worried.

"When I get to school, I get along with my new classmates, although July always looks cold, but my heart is always very kind and warm. "

"Oh, really?"

"Yes, our family Liangxia has always regarded you as her sister, but I told her yesterday to stand behind you at all times to think about you, and she should know what to do and what not to do when she grows up. In July, if you have something to do, you can just tell her directly. I'm sure she's going to do a good job with her cleverness. ”

"Actually, uncle, you don't have to bother like that. I never thought about what Liang Xia did for me, I always thought of her as my best friend, my sister. Other than this relationship, I don't want her to put any psychological pressure on me. Moreover, I will take care of my own affairs, and I hope that she can integrate into the new environment and make new friends as soon as possible, and not be unfair to her like my follower. ”

"After all, she is..."

I was about to continue talking, but suddenly, a chaotic and piercing emergency brake sound cut through the ear, and then the car shook violently, I hurriedly hugged the driver's seat in front of me, out of the inertia of the car, my head still hit the driver's seat of Uncle Wang in front of me.

"It doesn't matter, July. Beside him was Uncle Wang's nervous concern.

I slowly straightened up and shook my head gently in the rearview mirror to signal him to continue driving.

"What kind of person is this, why are you still crossing the road, you can't see the traffic light and run hard, and you are still carrying a schoolbag as a student, why can't you keep up with this quality. "

"If this breaks you, how can I deal with it. You can't catch a kid and go back to the top bar. ”

I listened to his scolding, and slowly turned my head to look out the window again, driven by instinctive curiosity.

Even on a rainy day, I can still vaguely feel that there is a faint halo on the boy's body, the halo slowly fades from the thin shoulders to the whole body, the young man is dressed in inky black clothes with mottled drizzle, his neckline is slightly wrinkled, it is not difficult to see the clear collarbone, the slight blue hair lining the snowy skin is like a fairy angel out of a fairy tale, the young man is looking at the front of the rain in a daze, as if he didn't notice the cold wind suddenly hitting behind him, his slightly hidden side face faintly visible the handsome and tall nose bridge, it happened that at that time, the boy turned his head slightly, his eyes were like crystal clear blue fluorite.

And he didn't dodge the eyes that seemed to be detached, and I couldn't digest it with just a side look. But I knew he wouldn't spy on my burning gaze, the windows were black, and I drove slowly past him at the slightest change of guard, but it was precisely that glance that I felt like a warm wind was blowing in the depths of my soul.

At that time, I didn't know that it was the appearance of this strange boy in front of me that broke my original life trajectory, and he occupied the most important position in my heart domineeringly.