Although he loved and hated that girl, Fang Sheng still imagined that one day that girl could change his mind and be able to return to himself and be with him, he even thought that he could ignore his past suspicions and not blame everything in the past, but the moment he saw that girl was pregnant, Fang Sheng's last bit of thought was shattered, even if he loved it no matter how paranoid he was, he felt that he couldn't accept that girl anymore, and even he knew in his heart that he couldn't be with that girl in his life.

But the memories that girl once brought him were so beautiful that he couldn't forget them, and the more beautiful these memories were, the more pathetic, hateful, and pitiful Fang Sheng felt at this time, how much he wanted to pull out all those memories in his mind, and then tear them into pieces and throw them into the trash, but he couldn't do it.

The more he wanted to abandon it, those memories were like churning seawater, rushing onto the beach of emotions again and again, eroding Fang Sheng's reason and emotions.

It can be said that he regarded that girl as the faith in his life, as his perfect object, but now that his faith has collapsed, his own heart is almost broken.

But in fact, the blame for his collapse should not be attributed to that girl, but more to his own character flaws and that paranoid heart.

So, Fang Sheng began to doubt life, questioned fate, he felt that God was unfair to him, he felt that his life had been played, so he drilled another bull's horn, he began to want to escape, escape life, escape the crowd, and resist fate by escaping.

Lin Ping looked at Fang Sheng in front of him, Fang Sheng, a seven-foot man, was crying there at this time, he gritted his teeth and didn't want to cry, but the tears of grievance couldn't stop flowing down, flowed into his mouth, and dripped on the chessboard.

Looking at Fang Sheng's uncomfortable and painful appearance, Lin Ping's heart trembled slightly, Lin Ping could understand what a big blow it was emotionally and psychologically for a man to watch the woman he liked marry and get pregnant with someone else, especially a teenager like Fang Sheng who hadn't experienced too much of the world.

Many teenagers and girls have to cry for another person in their youth, and only after crying in this way can their feelings begin to mature and grow.

And generally this crying usually produces two endings, one person becomes more rational and mature in dealing with feelings after crying, and becomes more cautious and cautious, while the other is diametrically opposite, becoming less serious about feelings and beginning to blacken in the direction of "scumbag" and "scumbag".

But no matter what, at this time, after Fang Sheng confided all this to Lin Ping, told his heart, and cried again, the pressure in his heart had been greatly released, although the whole person was very sad and painful, but it was much easier, and now there was at least one person who understood him.

Lin Ping silently picked up a black chess piece, and then said, "Classmate Fang Sheng, if you don't mind, your move will be played by the teacher for you." ”

Saying that, Lin Ping put the black chess pieces in a position on the chessboard, and then said with a smile: "Fang Sheng, actually, you have now fallen into a state of paranoia, and your behavior is also a little extreme. But if you think about it, is that really that girl you love?"

Fang Sheng choked with tears, then bit his lip and nodded.

"Nope. Lin Ping denied, "You don't love that girl, what you love is just those memories." ”

Fang Sheng looked at the chessboard in a daze and didn't speak.

Lin Ping continued to smile and said: "What you love is the girl in your memory, it is your ideal body, your ideal body is perfect, and you project this ideal body onto the current appearance of this girl." However, memories are memories after all, and it is impossible to go back. Many things, once a choice is made at a certain point in time, it is never possible to go back to before that point. ”

Fang Sheng cried and said, "I know ......"

What Lin Ping said, Fang Sheng understood in his heart, knew it, but the paranoia was not because he didn't understand these truths and didn't understand them, but because even if he understood, he didn't want to come out, he was deceiving himself, avoiding himself, and didn't dare to face the facts.

Lin Ping smiled and said: "Fang Sheng, you are still young, you have a long way to go, on this road, you will meet more and better girls of all kinds, you need to see a bigger world, see more girls, and then you will finally meet the girl who really belongs to you." ”

Fang Sheng cried and shook his head without speaking.

"Fang Sheng, the two of you can't be together, this is fate, fate has already doomed the two of you to have no results. It is destined that there is another girl waiting for you in front of your life journey, and you can't give up another girl who is waiting for you because of this relationship. Lin Ping said with a smile.

But Fang Sheng lowered his head and didn't speak, as if he didn't listen to Lin Ping's comforting words into his ears at all.

Seeing Fang Sheng so paranoid, Lin Ping sighed in his heart, it seemed that these comforting words didn't work at all, so he decided to use harsher words to stimulate Fang Sheng, so he smiled and said, "Fang Sheng, if that girl changes her mind now and comes to you, are you willing to be with her?"

Fang Sheng shook his head resolutely and gritted his teeth and said, "She won't come to me, and I won't be with her." ”

"So what are you clinging to? clinging to her not choosing you in the first place, clinging to her being pregnant with someone else's child? But no matter how you cling, the result can't change. Do you still want to see her again?" asked Lin Ping.

Fang Sheng hesitated and did not answer.

"If you want to, then how will you see her in the future, will you see her as a loser, or will you see her with a smile on your face when you are famous? Fang Sheng, I know, you must hate her, you hate her for not choosing you in the first place, maybe you are also thinking about revenge on her, then the best way to take revenge on her is to live better than her, you have to be better than her boyfriend, your life is better than hers, your family is happier than hers, you have to work hard, work hard to prove, prove what?" Lin Ping suddenly raised his voice and said loudly, "It proves that she was wrong not to choose you in the first place!"

"Fang Sheng, what's the use of you doing this now? It can only make your life a mess, make your life worse, and make you a failure. Then, let her smile proudly and say to others: Fortunately, she was not with Fang Sheng at the beginning, otherwise she might not know how bad life would be now. At this time, Lin Ping's words were like a knife, although it sounded a little painful, but it could make Fang Sheng listen to it in his heart.

"So, Fang Sheng, actually, if the two of you are not together, either you regret it, or she regrets it? Are you really willing to choose you to regret it?"