The hallway, which was closely connected to the basement on the first floor, was dim, and even the dull and lonely lines of light and shadow that penetrated into the brown veil were bleak and unusual. At intervals of three or five steps, a large relief painting depicts the graceful maiden of Mount Alpis and the unnamed royal nobles of medieval Europe. Shirley used her pale cyan two cumulus clouds to pluck away the thick fog with the smell of seaweed, and when the dark surroundings were illuminated by a fire, Cui Shirley looked at the dozen or so winding tunnels like conjoined sisters in her eyes like a labyrinth in a fairy tale town. At the end of the tunnel connection, it was like a captain with countless nights on the pale white water, holding three flags high to greet her.

"Am I in the midst of the Sistine frescoes, or am I in the oasis of the Agron River under the glittering glow?" said Shirley, in the faint light of a small lamp, and Shirley drizzled in the mud and bare puddles of water that the moonlight shone on the ceiling. Looking around, there are gorgeous and beautiful ferry movements faintly coming from the quiet and deep dark ends. At that moment, the misfortunes of more than ten years swarmed again and deposited in her gray mind like a black miasma. Recalling her parents who were looked down upon, running around in the crowd of ** people every day, pushing around like two increasingly viscous sandwich biscuits, Shirley was suddenly miserable, of course, her pain came from the fact that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't make her life better.

"If we don't have to worry about food and clothing, my sister won't be left alone in a foreign land. "When it comes to her sister Sherman, she has always been a wound that her mother can't heal.

"It's around here, yes. Shirley crossed her eyes at the Gaode map and Baidu map that she turned out on her phone, and then raised her eyes to look at the crossroads under the afterglow of the sunset. When she came to Heidelbergstrasse, where Sherman was, she was a little confused. Watch the dazzling array of English names reflected in the endless stream of people into a dizzying two-line stereotyped painting. She was so anxious that she stomped her feet, and it wasn't until a house appeared in front of her eyes that it matched the photo posted by her sister on Weibo, and she let go of her hanging heart a little.

"It must be here, even though the dead girl has turned off her phone since she landed in a foreign land. But do you really think we won't find you?" Shirley has always been haunted by her sister's farewell back then, and in the three years that she has not seen her sister, a variety of bad thoughts have flashed in her mind, and if her sister still doesn't go back with her this time, then her words of comfort to her mother will all become a sharp sword inserted in her mother's heart. She couldn't bear to watch her mother's sideburns fall once again to lose hope, although she knew that her sister, who was very angry, had already become discouraged and autistic about the dismal financial situation at home. But what if my sister got everything she had in her heart here? Would she bear to see her sister's hard-won happiness turn into 120 extravagant hopes written in her diary again? Shirley shook her head until she saw the familiar sister half-pushing and half-stroking a man's wanton caress from the house where the numbers also matched exactly, and the lewd hand slowly reached into the reddened skin under her loose neckline. Shirley was completely disappointed, she didn't know what happiness meant in her sister's eyes, whether it was the fall of hope, or the rebirth of drifting in a dark corner.

"Whether it's working or studying, getting married, or meeting a rich kid and partnering with him to live a loveless and drunken time. It turns out that your promise to your mother that you will work hard and forge ahead is all empty words. It wasn't until today that I saw your true colors, and it turned out that the well-behaved and gentle image was the best disguise for you to deceive us and let us relax our guard over you. ”

Everything in his eyes was speechless, and he couldn't help but feel sick, especially the smell of messy garbage from the wind near the house, so hot that the tears that Shirley was hanging in her eyes couldn't condense into teardrops. At that moment, Shirley remembered that her sister Sherman was still at home. As long as her mother slacked off for a day, she lay in the middle of the piles of garbage, and she didn't know that she thought that her sister Sheman was also a female doll piled up with overwhelming garbage.

"Do such a poor family still need to be cleaned up? Can I turn a destitute chicken shed into a splendid garden house? If I can't, why should I be like you and be busy like a bee and still can't get anything? It's really bad, when I think of the swearing and swearing words of those dog-like guys, I really want to end such a boring life. How many times did Sherman hold the dirty old clothes, and listlessly walked to the bathroom, while complaining. "If you can't create a good living environment for me, don't bring me into this world if I raise my head and be a man? Do you know how much I hate such a humble life when those despicable and shameless fellows taunt me and say that I am like a wild briquette in the slums? Do you think that as long as I work hard in the whole family, we can turn into a rich man who makes people look hot? I lost at the starting line and was left behind by a world of other distances, what do you let me take to run, people sit on the extended Lincoln, what about me? Is it just a pair of feet punctured by vine grass?" In front of her sister Shirley, Sherman did not resist after all, she sat silently in the corner of the peeling wall like a child who had lost her wish bottle, crying desperately. Shirley looked cautiously towards the door, hesitated for a moment, knelt in front of her sister, carefully holding her in her arms, and gently patting her trembling shoulder.

And until the first two years of my sister's departure from the house, she said that she complained, and her sister was as gentle as a transparent person who does not eat fireworks in the world, although every once in a while, she would also tell Shirley two gray jokes that could not arouse any fighting spirit, "Playing the role of a rich girl, just to sit and read with a real princess, that taste is very sour, right? Did they debunk your fake tricks? By the way, what did you all eat when you organized a campsite this time? If it's a barbecue, then they're just pretending to bake potato chips, sweet potato slices, lettuce? Shirley, who came back from the campsite, was even more desperate than going to the grave, and the unbelievable and ambiguous relationship between her and Song Minghao, the young director of the Song Group, a boy outside the school, had already caused a lot of trouble in the city. Almost every step she took forward, she felt that her classmates were whispering about her romance that she couldn't turn a sparrow into a phoenix.

The classmates who are good things don't seem to see Shirley's embarrassed expression, especially Ye Zhen (Shirley's memories of Shengyu High School's classmates) directly put the sarcasm behind her back on the surface, this time it is different from the past, her arrogant gaze is surprisingly deep.

"Good morning, dear Shirley Shoes, did you sleep in the luxurious standard room of the St. Warner Hotel yesterday?"

"Yes, yes. What's wrong?" Shirley mimicked the mildew in the MV and made an elegant and lazy queen lazy move. In the thin morning mist, two girls stand opposite each other in the grass, and the picture is as beautiful as a midsummer fairy tale. Suddenly, the girl who had never accepted Shirley's overtures grabbed Shirley's hand. Shirley was slightly stunned, instinctively, she wanted to withdraw her hand, but when she clearly felt that the hand was increasing in strength, and even the hand temperature was getting warmer and hotter, she gave up the idea of passivity.

"It just so happens that the hotel I stayed in was also St. Warner, but how do I remember that St. Warner never had a luxury room? Could it be that I went to the wrong hotel, and oh my God, the waiter didn't know how much money I had spent on it. Yizhen shouted impatiently.

Shirley and Yizhen's eyes are cold and calm when they look at each other, especially Yizhen's eyes without a trace of emotion can almost kill each other, Shirley thinks about how to disappear, and Yizhen's eyes are rolling around, so it is clear that some kind of conspiracy is brewing. Her malicious face was more like a wall, and her eyes sparkled like a few words "You can't hide, baby, give up the struggle." ”

The students who gathered at the campsite to grill various meat steaks and drink all kinds of drinks were so frightened that they spit out the drinks in their mouths or the meat that had just been stained with dipping sauce when they heard Yizhen's words.

"What is the big thing to expose? Anyone planted in Yizhen's palm is afraid that it will become a butterfly with folded wings, and it will never fly away again. ”

That's why she is called the judge of the demon world, looking at her face like a poker K, she will pick up soft persimmons and pinch them. Otherwise, how can we establish the position of the head of the quality inspection department of the student union?"

Shirley knew very well that the crisis she was facing was enough to make her anxious. And now those classmates who fanned the flames are in a hurry to overwhelm themselves like a tidal wave. At that moment, her eyes turned sad.

"Shirley, your mental state is very bad? Did last night's movement affect your sleep too much? I seem to hear the sound of young master Minghao's drowsiness last night, it seems to come from the RV behind me? I think, it shouldn't be that I made a mistake, I just browsed the Internet three times, and I was afraid that I would have wronged you. Since there are no luxury rooms in San Warner, I think you think you think this is a San Warner. Staying overnight in a luxury car sponsored by San Warner with her off-campus boyfriend, this is really news that makes everyone's boring nerves re-excited. Yizhen deliberately said it loudly, it seems that she was determined to make Shirley unable to get off the stage.

And she made such a fuss as if she was so vexatious, Shirley couldn't explain it clearly, because her classmates also thought so. Shirley figured out the situation, smiled knowingly and then slowly pulled out her hand, but Yizhen didn't want to let go so soon, in order to let Shirley dominate the screen for a few days, Yizhen grinned, and then pulled her wrist harder.

She happily put it in Shirley's ear and whispered, "I remember that someone wrote on the mother's occupation column that she was a housewife, but how can I remember that your mother is someone else's nanny? From a nanny to a housewife, you have a big brain. However, don't worry, I will help you hide the truth, as for how long, I have to see if your next performance can satisfy me. But if one day your tricks become an open secret, don't blame me, blame yourself for your bad fate. ”

The innate inferiority complex and the constantly inspiring self-confidence are always in flux, and Shirley hides her rough hands behind her back. Thinking about it, in the conversation, she will always be at a disadvantage, even if the classmates around her are indifferent and look at her with colored eyes, Shirley can't even dare to complain about anything. She reluctantly calmed down her surging mood and smiled again. But only she knew that her heart was being violently slashed with a knife, because the tip of the knife had never been pulled out of the wound, and the tumbling blood would naturally not flow out of her body. Naturally, the people around him will not be aware.

What made her so miserable that she was about to collapse and die, and hovered like a ghost shadow in the long river of longing and despair and couldn't extricate herself, was not the cynicism of her classmates who didn't spit out ivory, but the situation when she did a bad job in the last final exam, and the head teacher smelled her in front of the whole class. "In the past, I couldn't tell if you were stupid or stupid, in short, you were different from all the students I taught, but today I can understand that you can't see your own position clearly, and you imagine yourself as the center of the world, how do you know that you have a vague relationship with the male classmates outside the class? Of course, it is indeed more like a shortcut to the sky than to make unimaginable efforts to knock a few small holes into the south wall? As soon as the teacher stepped out of the classroom, the students rushed over with a swarm of laughter, looking at the pair of eager red eyes, and they didn't know that they thought they had met a hungry wolf that preyed.

The school is really a terrible place to eat people and not spit out bones, but I didn't expect the most feared scene to come quietly, Shirley looked at the teacher's back, before the atmosphere became more dramatic, Shirley ran out of the cry without looking back, I don't know where to get the grapevine, Yizhen stood not far from Shirley's classroom and watched all this coldly, she intervened between her classmates and Shirley with a strong face, and then looked down at Shirley who was huddled in the corner with tears in her eyes.

"I'm going to die of happiness, how can anyone sigh in front of me today, but yes, the bad luck of being caught by the fox tail has just passed, and the real bad luck will come unexpectedly, and it will be so sudden that I will be sad to end. ”

"I'm curious, how can your mood swings be so big, how can your mother's good temperament not be inherited from you. Day and night are not moved by the hand-in-hand teaching, why can't you learn to bow your head? ”

Listening to Yizhen's words, Shirley sighed softly, and then she leaned the schoolbag on her lap against the bare lawn, and the blazing red sunlight was projected on the small bell tower with a bloated and rough shape on the northern outskirts of the playground.

Shirley lifted her head slightly and sighed, she glared at Ye Zhen cautiously, and then stared intently at the rusty skyline.

"What are you thinking? Are you thinking about how to face reality? I have to say that I admire your high adversity quotient. During the day, he swaggered and pretended to be like that at school, and at night he returned to the life of serving people and continued to face the cold eyes and ridicule of others. Looking at Shirley, who has always maintained such a calm appearance after being teased by herself, Yizhen is really angry, but she can only suppress her anger for the time being. She knew that the bridge of emotions would collapse before it collapsed, and any more time she waited would accelerate the delamination and loosening of the dilapidated mud. Anyway, she has been waiting for such an exciting scene for two years, and it is not bad for the last few hours.

"Shut up. ”

"Do you have to torture people to death before you give up? I asked myself if I had never offended you. What the hell are you going to do to let me go? ”

"Why do you want to offend me on your terms? I'm tired of greeting the daughter of a company director like a peer just by being a nanny's daughter, why isn't your lack of politeness and humility offended?"

Shirley silently looked at the face that was more and more like a devil with teeth and claws in her eyes, and at that moment, Shirley hated Yizhen so much that she bit her gurgling teeth fiercely.

"Bastard. ”

"Whatever you say, I'm still a bastard, and it looks like every day you're in Shengyu will be even more difficult to move in in the future. Because I'm going to be more jerks than you think. Otherwise, every move I make will break the formation, and I will make two more mistakes?"

Shirley's eyes faltered for a moment.

The girls behind her gathered more and more, and everyone's hearty laughter made Shirley even more sad. This time, she did not shy away from Yizhen's vicious gaze that poked people's hearts, and with hysterical heartache, she threw down her schoolbag and stood up without hesitation, and looked directly at Yizhen with deep eyes.

"Yes, I did lie, my mother was someone else's helper, so what, it was just a career choice, and I never felt any shame. And although I am my mother's daughter, I have grown up slowly, and my background will not change in the slightest, but the road ahead is still under my feet, and I have the right to plan my own life. Why, if I lose once, I will be trampled in the mud forever, and I will never be able to turn over for the rest of my life? But from your tone, it seems that your birth determines everything, then I hope that you can live in a seemingly carefree urn for the rest of your life as yesterday, and never live as miserable as I am today. Because I can endure being scorned and scolded today, and you, you can't. ”

In the dark night, the street lamps on the long street of the campus shimmered with a warm light.

Yizhen, who was taunting behind Shirley, was so frightened that she suddenly stopped, she leaned against the street lampstand, her mind was blank, her face was blue and white for a while, and after choking on the cold wind and coughing violently, the slightly embarrassed light in her eyes revealed the most real anxiety in her heart. The rustling cold wind blew through until the popcorn burst out of the pot with an amazing muffled sound, and the anger on Yizhen's face was completely evacuated.

At that moment, the window next to the frame seat was rolled down. Yizhen turned around in a panic, and it was her good friend Jiang Zheyu sitting inside.

The car drove towards the center of the crowd, listening to the girls in the bushes gathering together to say bad things about Shirley, this time it was unprecedented, Yizhen was not happy, she had a bit of a big game this time, he knew better than anyone how his words would hurt Shirley. But a girl from a very different background embarrassed her in public, and she still couldn't suppress the anger she wanted to vent.

Yizhen silently looked at Shirley who was pretending to walk calmly through the crowd outside the car window, and just as she waved, her friend also stopped.

"Shirley, I suddenly want to invite you to a meal, you don't mind admiring your face. ”

"Have you forgotten what you said today? How can you slap a sweet date so that you can hold me again in the future? I'm sorry, your food is hard sand for me, and I'm afraid of stuffing my teeth and stomach when I eat it. God, how can there be such a conscienceless person in the world? In your eyes, am I so worthless that I am at the mercy of others, and let people be wanton?"

The car started again, this time Yizhen stopped in front of Shirley impartially, Shirley planned to bypass Yizhen, and Yizhen blocked Shirley's way with her body. It seemed that she couldn't leave here quietly, and Shirley could only look intently at Yizhen, who was smiling calmly.

"Do you have to be morally degraded to such a point of madness? This is not the first time you have done such a thing, do you think that others will give you the opportunity to hurt yourself again?"

Shirley yelled at Yezhen angrily. But Yizhen was always nailed in place, and she didn't retract her gaze. Seeing that Yizhen was always looking at herself expressionlessly, Shirley was slightly stunned, she turned around in despair, and when she saw that the door behind her was written on the Holy Elm Swimming Pool, she still walked in.

"Come out. Looking at Shirley who walked into the swimming pool, Yizhen provoked in a commanding tone.

Shirley, who was furious, grabbed Yizhen's collar.

"Shut up for me! The barefoot are not afraid of wearing shoes, and with this conventional slang, I have nothing to fear from you now. Don't you like to kill people out? Well, I will not only fulfill you, but I also want you to see enough with these fierce eyes. Instead of standing on the sidelines and watching the excitement, let's experience the process of dying for yourself. Anyway, I have a cheap life, and it is the glory of life to be able to go the same way with you, the eldest lady. ”

Shirley turned around with a cold face, and Yizhen, who was also not to be outdone, immediately stretched out his hand and pulled her back by the collar. Looking at the rippling water on the cold walls of the swimming pool, Shirley felt like someone was humming in her ears. Her body shook towards the volley pool, and she was about to fall into the pool. Yizhen grabbed her cuffs. The snow-white lace fabric of "tearing, tearing, tearing" could not withstand such an abrupt impact, and slowly broke into thread-like tassel strips, and at the same time that the last line was also broken, Shirley plunged straight into the pool.

Listening to the sound of someone falling into the water from the swimming pool not far away, the students who were still talking about it just now once again pasted it on the glass cover around the swimming pool. Watching Shirley, who was not familiar with water, poke her head out of the water again and again, and was once again ruthlessly brushed by the stirred waves to wipe her gradually fading light makeup, and everyone still had a sneering expression on their faces. Even Henna and Jingwen, who have always been the best at hugging grievances, also knew each other and hid their hands behind them that they had taken the initiative to stretch out under the reflex.

Shirley shook off the remaining droplets of water on her hands and wiped the water on her face with the back of her water-stained hand.

"Shirley, I'm sorry, I just slipped my hand and didn't grasp it steadily, you wouldn't be like me, would you? ”

Shirley stared speechlessly at Ye Zhen, who still looked like a hippie smile.

"Hehe, I have to say that your voice is only most beautiful when you are sarcastic. Thanks to the blessing of my parents, I can look at the people in confusion happily, and I still wish you a good day soon. Your family's business empire will soon fall apart, and even the stocks that your mother is holding will not be sold again. ”

Listening to Shirley's hysterical threats, Ye-jin's eyes were as persistent as a blue flame on a barbecue grill that would not be easily extinguished.

"Although I won't empathize with your present, I also understand your current mood very well, whatever you say, I am sure that without anyone's help, you will not be able to go ashore at all. If you think so, what if you win me once? You have to understand that you and I have never stood on the same parallel line. So I can only be regarded as a concession between me and you. ”

Ye Jin, who walked out of the pool, threw the towel hanging on the deck chair to Shirley, seeing that Shirley was always indifferent to her only charity, she covered Shirley's wet hair with the towel she was holding. At that moment, her evil smile gradually retracted, and the distorted expression on her face returned to calm. Green tendons burst out from between Sherry's flaxen hair, looming between her swaying shredded hair and snow-white towel.

Yizhen said sullenly, "What I did just now is what Song Minghao or others will do to you in the future, their beautiful appearance is like the most dazzling rainbow after the rain, when you really stretch out your hand to greet it, you will find that the rainbow light is racing with you, or it is slowly disappearing." So, don't think that a rich boy walking into your world is a gift of fate. The distance between you is longer than that of the Great Rift Valley, or it may seem like he is holding you on, but in fact it is actually plunging you into an even more desperate vortex of life. He will only make money and lose money when he lets go at any time, but what about you? People are most afraid of gaining and then losing, right?"

"I've tried so hard to teach you, even at the risk of making you hold a grudge for the rest of my life, you have to appreciate it. ”

"Is that damn girl again?" Sherman asked faintly.

"So my sister is so disappointed in life too?" Sherman finished packing up the beads that had not yet been strung together, and turned to look at the girl who was crying with the quilt over her head.

"Do you still need to sweat with a quilt? Just blow your wet hair on the fan and catch a cold. That way tomorrow you won't have to deal with the rabble that upsets you. ”

Shirley put down the quilt and raised a frown.

"And the leisure to sarcastically mock me, it seems that my sister has had good luck recently. Hypocrisy, you just want to see my jokes, just like when my mother counted down my sister, I joined my mother's camp to verbally attack you, and you are going to take revenge on me. ”

Looking at Shirley, who was also depressed, Sherman hugged her warmly.

Sherman is well aware of Shirley's hidden uneasiness, and she also understands Shirley's loneliness when facing a group of classmates who are not as familiar as strangers. Thinking about how distressed she was when she was a child, she couldn't find a word to vent, and after being disappointed for a long time, her tears turned into silent powder rain.

"Alas, what kind of real friends can you make in this kind of school you attend, you have nothing to compete with, and if there is a conflict, everyone should be a person with each other. If you can talk, waiting for ten or twenty years from now is nothing more than asking for a few more drinks. If there is a huge difference in the rankings in their respective fields, or if some people are out early, then their children will be just like you are today, and they can only hide in the corner and drink. Zuo's many years of affection are nothing more than big and small wine venues, which are nothing. ”

"I'm not that you don't have so many nonsensical ideas. Sherman's unexpected comfort made Shirley's heart hit hard for no reason. Through the dim window, I looked out at the deserted bushes. Shirley pondered for a moment, and just as she was about to turn away from her sister and the hut where she was staying, she looked at her sister's gaze that had not been calm for a long time. In the mirror, my sister was looking at Shirley with a puzzled expression.

"Don't look at me with such unkind eyes, I didn't mean to laugh at you, because we are not only the same spirit, but also the same sick sister. The little oil bottle will be yours to understand what I mean. ”

Shirley pushed open the door and cast a narrow shadow into the room through the street lamp, she looked at Shehman sitting in the room, and suddenly didn't know what to remember, she sighed helplessly, and then pressed the play button of the Walkman.

The gray-blue night sky is full of reddish-purple clouds that are rapidly blooming when you look up.

Shirley was listening intently to the rush sound coming from the receiver of the phone.

"Really, can't you really see my call logs? Deleted, blocked, and blocked me, did you? Or do you really want to draw a line with us? ”

Icy tears dripped down the bridge of her shrugged nose along with the equally cold rain. At that moment, silence is the best answer to the impetuous world.

Shirley's call object is her biological sister Sheman, for a transoceanic text message, the girl who is discouraged about life has traveled thousands of miles to a foreign country, and in the year when her sister just left, Shirley's father's illness worsened, there was no way, she had to work and study at the same time, and even many times to hide from the unit that she was a graduate, and her purpose was very simple, just to get a few more red tickets. Even if the burden of life is not light, for her who is in a miserable life, her sister is her only hope. She looks forward to the day when she can fight alongside her sister, even if the two sisters are only sharing their dreams through the large screen of the computer.

Shirley knew very well that her sister knew her contact information and that she had come to the place where she lived, but she still chose to avoid it and turn a deaf ear. She did this to avoid it, and at that moment Shirley was afraid that her sister would never come back. The betrayal of relatives and the wandering on the verge of panic is undoubtedly a worse move for Shirley, in the past few years, she has been telling her family in a hidden way that her sister has depression, and she can come back when her nerves ease down a little, especially when she meets her favorite young masters repeatedly, she forces herself to suppress those gray emotions with a longing for love. With the only thought of love, Shirley really forcibly suppressed all uneasy feelings.

"Sister, please reply to me with a message after seeing it, just a good word. I'm living a pretty good life right now. ”

Shirley hurriedly retracted the message, then added another sentence. "Sister, we are living a prosperous life now, you come back quickly, and our family will be reunited. I got a boyfriend. And that ex-boyfriend always comes back to me. I'm struggling right now, should I get married so early? ”

"Don't forget that I love you, Mom loves you too, and we miss you so much. ”

"Maybe in this world, only our lame family can get together to warm up. ”

Shortly after putting down the phone, a few small vibrations came from the jacket pocket. Shirley hurriedly pulled out the phone again. "Shirley, I know you've been able to see my news, I recently returned to the Gu family to become the secretary general, of course, I can't hold up the sky for you in my own way. Believe me, though, at least a delicious meal is still fine. See, go eat, there's nothing more important in this world than eating. You know. ”

"And, do you know that I'm being beaten back to rock bottom now? I'm going to yell at me when I'm down, I really owe you all my life. What else can I eat in my current situation?"

In the time that passed, Shirley once again left her sister's residence unconsciously and walked a far, far away.

I think of the lies that my sister has spread on public platforms in recent years, and I also think of those who complain, jealous, and even hate my sister because of flashy lies. Since that day, those lies that flaunt her sister's extravagant hopes have seriously affected her love. When Song Minghao personally told her that she was just a white checkers with no sense of color, she felt that the carefully built puzzle was broken up by a ruthless stick, and at that moment, she was so miserable that she was about to collapse. And Gu Beichen's sincerity is more like a friendship in the snow for her, thinking of a rich and handsome person, the most important thing is that that person treats you as a unique treasure in the world, and he is afraid of melting in his mouth, and he is afraid of losing it in the palm of his hand. As far as this thought is concerned, it should be rare for her, who is often afraid of being trampled on the soles of her feet. It's just that when Gu Beichen's family undergoes earth-shaking changes, she is afraid that the life she will experience in the future will be more unfortunate than now. Especially after being in contact with Gu Beichen for a long time, she became more and more afraid of Gu Beichen's family, not because she was afraid that they would not be able to accept her, but because she was afraid that they would accept her with malicious intentions. "I tell you, you will be reduced to a fertility tool, and then by the day the real mistress comes, you will have walked out of the main gate naked. However, it is not excluded that there is another possibility, that is, only Zheng Shijing, who has the same improper position in the entire Gu family, will generously accept the same kind of person as you, of course, there is also a premise, that is, Wen Suli will take advantage of the light of his son Young Master Beiming to look back at his family and strive for the final victory. "Hyunya's words on the Qingyi campus are as if they were said again yesterday.

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Gu Beiming and Taixi, the two of them were drinking Irish black tea in a leisurely manner, (Shirley and Gu Beichen never knew that the first person to come into contact with Shirley and Shehman was actually their own brother Gu Beiming, Gu Beiming Even though there was a brotherly bond with Gu Beichen, but he never thought of participating in his brother's emotional world) The first secret date in the name of a work trip was both fresh and exciting, and in the eyes of President Gu, a careerist, it was so perfect and flawless. Why it must be Tae-hee? Gu Beiming couldn't tell why he was so attracted to this girl, maybe it was only Tae-hee in this world who would treat him as an ordinary man.

Gu Beiming, who has always been vigorous and resolute in his career, is still as nervous and shy as when he first met, and the feeling of shyness and stiffness makes him look like a fool who doesn't understand human feelings. Thinking of Tae-hee, who ignored him at the first meeting, he had to lower his body and stick to her upside down, but with years of rich observation experience, there is no more limited pry mouth countermeasure than going straight to the point. But this time the rankings are a bit of a reversal.

"If there is anything that has not been finished, or it is inconvenient for the Gu family to say, Young Master Gu can talk to me here. Even if you can't be a lover, I'm happy to be your bosom friend. ”

Until the black tea in the cup slowly appeared on the white kiss marks like refined salt. Gu Beiming still sat still, not knowing what to say. In the chaotic mood of the fawn, he kept stirring the teaspoon in his hand.

"Still don't you know what to tell me? There is no need for shoddy courtesies, and you and I can't make unfamiliar pleasantries. Of course, if you want to fall in love with me, I think you'd better put your mind back in your stomach, after all, you're already engaged, aren't you? After dinner, we will go back to our respective rooms and leave for our respective lives early tomorrow morning. ”

Tae-hee picked up the teacup and took a sip. He put the teacup back into the saucer carved with the daisy pattern again.

"Are you just so unkind to see me, do you have to use this cold way to turn people away thousands of miles away?" Gu Beiming said softly.

"Otherwise, would it be for me to directly slap your face in front of countless strangers? They may be eyeing you right now, gearing up to knock you to the bottom with a single counterattack. ”

"Are you kidding? Such people would put down their jobs and do such boring things? I'm not a celebrity, and they're not professionals working for an organization, so it's self-defeating, and the team has to be evenly matched. Hehe, haha. ”

Tae-hee always speaks in a faint and alienated way, forcing the two of them to draw a clear line, but just based on Gu Beiming's understanding of Tae-hee, the more she speaks, the more she shows that she is sincere to him. This time, instead of sticking it with the same heart as kraft candy, it is better to use the witty humor of a cold joke to divert her attention.

"Okay, but I'm a little tired and want to go back to my room earlier. ”

"Do you want to end the date so soon? You and I have found such an opportunity to meet so easily, how can we not cherish it?" Gu Beiming led the passage lightly in a low mantra-like voice.

He slowly got up from his seat, put his hand into the pocket of his jacket on the seat, and when he bent over, he had an elegant and gentle smile on his lips. An envelope hand rested on his white wrist, he looked at Tae-hee, then at the envelope, and saw that Tae-hee was always looking at him seriously, he didn't say a word, but slapped the envelope directly in front of Tae-hee.

"What is this?" Tae-hee stared blankly at the pink envelope, so quiet that she forgot to blink her eyes.

"Just take it apart and see it, I think you'll like it. His eyes were softer than the midsummer wind.

Seeing that Tae-hee was still indifferent, Gu Beiming stood stupidly in place, and tightened the upper arc of the smile at the corner of his mouth. The refreshing fresh body fragrance is even more faint, as if crossing the boundaries of time and space. Beiming's face is delicate and handsome, handsome and has his unique kingly temperament, and only when he faces Tae-hee, the only one who makes him relax his guard, his ethereal eyes flow with a gentle warm current.

"Thank you, Young Master Gu's gift is too valuable, I'm afraid I don't have any decent gifts to give back to you. You know, I've always used my meager income to support myself and my trouble-making brother, and many times I can't even make food and clothing, and I'm really afraid of reciprocating courtesies. ”

"Do you have to be so angry with me? The gift I give you must be expensive jewelry. Couldn't it just be an ordinary thought?"

Gu Beiming had what kind of ulterior but couldn't hold back his thoughts, in fact, the two of them knew it, when Gu Beiming looked at Taixi who was lecturing Gu Beichen with hot eyes that day, Taixi had already noticed the clue, so since then, she has been avoiding him in a blunt way. But there are exceptions, even if she told herself countless times in her heart that it was impossible, but at a certain moment, she still imagined a million possibilities in her heart like an ignorant girl.

"I'm sorry, but I still can't accept it. However, with the love of ordinary women for gifts, I think you can give it to Miss Lee Hyun-jin to enhance your relationship. ”

"You know, I don't have feelings for her. ”

"Then increase the intimacy between the two people. ”

"Absolutely impossible, after weighing the pros and cons, the marriage does not need to have a sense of ritual to create a romantic atmosphere at all. ”

"If you still refuse my gift, I'll have to throw her in the trash. ”

"Well, thank you, I took it. But the next is not an example. ”

Tae-hee is not confident that he can always ignore Gu Beiming's injured eyes like an outsider. She picked up the pink envelope and placed it in her left hand, then carefully touched the uneven center of the envelope with her right hand. "I really don't know how to thank you, I love this gift, I really like it. Tae-hee blushed in embarrassment, and even her eyes rippled with flush.

Gu Beiming could see it, he took a deep breath, and he let go of his hand that was dripping with cold sweat trembling from his shirt.

The flickering fireworks shone on Tae-hee's slightly brown cheeks, and the intense and brilliant red light flickered on her face for a few seconds before casting a faint white reflection light towards the depths of the bar. A few pinches of sparse whirlwind blew up the gray and white gravel outside the crack of the door, and smashed violently into the deep recessed window groove, and the gray haze dotted the gorgeous window screens, like European-style gauze curtains that were sketched with ink to add a few strokes of icing on the cake. In the shimmering light of the brilliant Roman chandeliers, the staggered wrinkles of the debut emerged on the shimmering purple curtains.

Staring at Tae-hee who was biting his lip, at that moment Gu Beiming wished that he could open his arms and hug the girl who needed comfort, for a while, he forgot to breathe, just smiled gently, his smile was like a layer of soft light unique to the top of the angel's head, like a warm current that couldn't wait to merge into the body to gently envelop her.

"Are you going to take it obediently, but you never wear it? Sit down, I'll tie it for you. ”

"No, I can do it myself. ”

Tae-hee looked at Gu Beiming, who was holding an envelope in her hand and slowly opening it, and she smiled faintly. Gu Beiming would not have known that Tae-hee's gaze, which was as dark as the night, burst out with deep lust for the first time.

Beiming stood behind Tae-hee with the necklace, and his eyes were sad, and he lifted Tae-hee's long hair with a painful gaze. Just as he was about to buckle the knob on Tae-hee, Tae-hee tightly grasped his hands folded on his back pillow. "Am I worthy of this necklace?" Gu Beiming didn't know how to answer, he lowered his hand slightly and gently held Tae-hee's shoulder. "No jewel pales in comparison to your beauty. Do you say this necklace is still worthy of you?" Gu Beiming returned to his seat, looking at Tae-hee who was wearing the limited-edition Swarovski necklace around his neck, a smile crossed his lips, and at the same time, a sigh came out of his throat, at that moment, the smile on his face was more painful than a sigh.

Gu Beiming hated that he couldn't keep Tae-hee by his side, and he was full of guilt for her. Tae-hee knew the distance between the two from the beginning, and she shook her head with a bitter smile.

"Although I know that you feel very uncomfortable, but marriage is a major event in life after all, and I still want to congratulate you. ”

Finally thinking of such a polite sentence, Tae-hee pretended to be very happy and looked at him with a smile. Under the table, her fingers were stiffly twisted together.

"You're lying to me, you've been lying to me all along. Gu Beiming repeated this sentence in his heart. Watching the rain slanting like silver needles fall on the lonely shadows, his face began to turn pale.

"It seems that from now on, you have to learn to organize and put away your feelings. Because in the future, you and that girl have a pair of children who will arouse your pity, promise me not to be like President Gu, even if it is for the sake of the child, you will try to accept her, enter her heart, and be a soul-compatible partner with her. You'll do it, right? For Beichen, I have seen your kindest and kindest side in you. ”

After a muffled thunder that shook the earth, he could no longer listen, and he angrily shouted out a sad cry from the bottom of his heart.

"If you don't mention Lee Hyun-jin, you won't be able to speak? Do you really think so? Are you really happy that I have become someone else's groom, someone else's father? We, we are all selfish for once, okay? He stared coldly into his eyes. Tae-hee lowered his head silently and took a sip of bitter herbal tea.

"It's not that you don't know what that woman's background can bring you. You are so eager for the position of the president of the Gu family, and now as long as you get through the relationship, everything you look forward to will be at your fingertips. Tae-hee closed her eyes, her voice colder than the huge diamond on her neck.

"What's more, in the face of love and status, you have already made a choice. In that case, don't covet the scenery on the other road. ”