Shirley moved into the room with heavy steps and a dazed look, and she had just dropped her bag into the dark room where she couldn't reach her fingers, and her ass collapsed on the warm tatami mat. The small, dark room was well organized, the breeze rose not far from the beige curtain along the bed, and the salty rain wind swept in under the scattered starlight.

"Ahh She lazily melted her body into the warm tatami mat like clouds, and then, with her chin in her mouth, she gritted her teeth and stretched her arms that were full of pain.

The dark night blended with the gloomy room, and the half-open shutters and slots faintly shone with a single red glow. Outside the window, a sound of sound of sound of applause broke through the window.

"Oops, I'm tired, my whole body is sore, my arms seem to fall apart, and my calves are swollen into steamed buns. Shirley whispered in pain. "Hey, when will these days come to an end? My life has just started so badly, damn it, what to do, what to do. In the darkness, her face flushed, and she hugged a cushion, alone in the face of a dark and lonely void.

"Please, please take a look at my resume again, I am an intern at Qingyi, and my grades are also ranked among the best in our major. And Qingyi's reputation has always been very good. ”

"No, girl, I think you'd better go to another company. Besides, we are hiring employees and not students, why haven't I heard of Qingyi's reputation, and you didn't come back from studying abroad, so why are your academic qualifications special. ”

"Oh, that's not true, but I'm really sincere in applying for the job, I'm afraid that my remarks just now caused unnecessary misunderstanding.

"We are also sincerely hiring, but I'm sorry, the clerical position is really saturated. The middle-aged man made up his mind and refused slowly.

"How can this be? I asked HR before I came, and your job posting has only been posted for a short time, so why is it full? Is it another trick to trick the kids?" Shirley stomped her foot in anger. She was about to continue rebuttal, but she suddenly stopped in the middle of speaking. "You're deliberately deceiving, you. ”

"Please put yourself in the right position, you are here to apply, what qualifications do you have to question our company's decision, and ah, people who have no work experience or social experience, you go to other places to inquire and see which company is willing to accept it." Besides, you're much older than these girls when you graduate, and you still have a boyfriend, and I have a headache when I look at your resume. The middle-aged man snatched the words back again.

"What's wrong with being older. What if I have a boyfriend, can all these conditions affect my daily work? Although I have no social experience, I can clearly distinguish between work and private life. I, I've worked part-time. ”

“pass。 The middle-aged man made a gesture of stillness.

Shirley opened her mouth slightly, she wanted to argue with the middle-aged greasy uncle with a meaty face, but I don't know which strange girl behind her tugged at the corner of her clothes, and touched her back with cold fingertips to signal her to be quieter. The other girls were even more interesting and chattering, seeing Shirley turn around slightly, those girls with evil smiles hurriedly raised their mobile phones quietly to their mouths, as if they were afraid of being recognized by their names.

Shirley looked at the girls from a distance, then turned back, picked up the bag that had just been placed on the back of the chair, and walked in the direction of the door. The alternate girls were all sneering and judging her. When Shirley approached them with a chill in her eyes, their gloating expressions vanished.

It's ridiculous, if those people knew that they would also be blown away because of their education and inexperience, would they feel indignant for themselves? How would they react, would they still be indifferent to what happened to me, and would they have no sympathy except for ridicule? Shirley turned slightly, the corners of her mouth tugging at a standard ceremonial smile.

"Why doesn't such an eviction order come to you? One day you too will be kicked out like me, don't believe it. Shirley said solemnly, and the row of girls in front of her were all buried in their faces like prisoners, but all of them had unbelievable expressions on their faces, and Shirley's heart instantly became even more uncomfortable. Suddenly, a girl put her finger on the wing of her nose and sucked hard, and slowly her gaze collided with Shirley, who was staring at her, in the air.

The moment the eyes met and met, Shirley seemed to really hear the voices of those people from the bottom of her heart. "Apathy. The naked indifference made her unable to withstand a chill.

"Knock knock. In the kitchen, Shirley unhurriedly took out a bottle of Zhenlu from the refrigerator and blew half a bottle into the bottle in one go. Normally, Shirley seems to be the kind of person who drinks very well, but today obviously made a strange interview in the morning dizzy.

"I hate it, it's shameless. If you don't hire them, you won't hire them, as for making up a set of nonsense to perfunctory me? Also, those yellow-haired girls look pure and lovely, and they all have a bad stomach hidden behind their backs, and such people can't coexist as colleagues, which is also a blessing. ”

Compared with being turned away, Shirley sincerely showed an indescribable sense of resistance to the two-faced and three-faced stabbing between her colleagues and classmates, and she couldn't help but loosen her hands slightly when she thought of this.

"Forget it, don't bother with those relationships that don't matter, go, sleep, tomorrow is another frustrating day. ”

She was about to be suffocated by the bad life, not to mention her vision for the future, but the voices of those impetuous people were really terrifying, and she didn't know what to do for a while. That way you won't get out of the labyrinth, and you must talk to yourself more when you are sad, even if you look like a complete fool.

"So be it, take a shower, and then curl up on the tatami mat and sleep. Shirley said frankly to herself, grimacing at the calm air as she spoke.

Shirley walked into the bathroom and sorted out the bottles and cans that were thrown everywhere by Youyou, her hearty appearance in an instant was really similar to Gu Beichen, not only similar, it was simply a copy version of others.

"I'm quite lucky in this way, otherwise the first time I took a photo, it wouldn't be a good match, and it wouldn't be a matter of time before I broke up in the future. Shirley squinted slightly at the azure threads of water reflected in the ceiling.

"I don't know what that fool is doing? I really don't know how to find it.,Forget the game ove.

Maybe he's drinking and partying in a corner right now, but of course, I don't believe his family will really rub him into a ball and sweep him out. ”

"Forget it, it's not a person from the same world, don't you care so much, aren't you tired? Wash and sleep, you can't stay up late today. Otherwise, if you don't marry yourself, you will become a bitter gourd woman. “

Shirley let out a long sigh, and her brain, which was still boiling just now, instantly calmed down, and now she seemed to be able to shake off the burden that was pressing on her heart.

The sparkling moon shadow was reflected on the snow-white porcelain walls around the cold bathroom, and the sparkling vortices overlapped each other, like rushing into an entangled labyrinth, and when the miasma around her gradually dissipated, Shirley spread out the three-layered bath towel, she draped the bath towel over her shoulder, and then slowly squatted the whole person into the bathtub.

"Okay, why do you still have such a despicable idea? You're not going to a new project tomorrow, it's the middle of the night, you're tired all day, or else. ”

The wall lamp at the end of the aisle trembled on, and if it weren't for the intermittent muffled sound of Youyou's house, the empty house seemed to stand in a terrible silence.

"Boring, you don't know how tiring I am from sorting out so many cases in a day. The man shouted and complained.

The bright moonlight shone in, and the lonely waves of water gathered and hovered above Shirley's head. In the dreary air, Shirley silently pressed her face through the rippling water. Shirley looked at her snowflake-clean body underwater, her pupils slowly tightened, and the warm water rolled over her hungry lower abdomen. Thinking back on such a decadent day, Shirley's heart trembled.

"You stupid woman, why don't you want me to come back or what, today's performance is too outstanding, confess and be lenient, say ah, aren't you?"

Youyou lowered his head in shame, and gently raised his right arm to cover his eyes.

"Why don't you answer! You can't even say a word of flattery, can you?" The man's voice grew louder and louder, so loud that even the iron window of the bathroom made a whining tremor.

Shirley tentatively let one hand out of the water, grabbed the towel that was covering her face, and then slowly stood up, scratching her wet hair clinging to her scalp. "It's really impossible to be angry for an inconsequential person, and it's really a long way to get out of that company's door and meet again. The transparent water splashed like seawater around his fair, tight and curvy copper body. Her white skin was still dripping with water, she bent down and gently wiped the residual water on her body, and the splashes were thrown into the rippling layers of water by her.

"Also, Sensei said that it was a colleague, even if there were friends who had deep friendships, there were also people who went to tea and cooled. Some friends turn around and leave because they pay back the money, some friends turn around and leave because their personalities are becoming more and more out of tune, and some people are on guard against you from approaching the person on the tip of her heart. It's unpredictable. Under the glowing waterlight, Shirley's pupils became more and more condensed, and the black and white pupils were reflected in the perspective mirror, which was colder than the snow in winter.

She glanced back at the dresser, which was covered with a thin layer of fine gray navy blue velvet frames, like a pair of delicate and holy angel wings embedded in the azure fabric on the shore of Lake Baikal.

Shirley smiled bitterly at the old frame. Her reaction was very strong, especially the tears that had accumulated in her eyes were like two trembling crystal flowers.

"By the way, Shirley, I have something I want to ask you. “

"Why do you want a Akagi like you to talk to me? Young Master Minghao, if you have something, please give me orders, and I will definitely finish it." "Shirley's sincerity carries an innate deterrent, just like a snowy flower, even if it is angry on the ridge below the freezing point, it will make people feel warm at all times.

"No, the weight of you and others in my heart is different, although you are from a very ordinary background, but I can detect your resolute and unyielding character, you look soft and weak, and because of this, I think everyone will be defenseless against you. I want you to do something for me, you can rest assured, after the deed, I will not lose your benefits, after all, you are my most powerful wing. At this point, no one from the Song clan can catch up with you. What's more, I don't know what I'm all about, so I put 120 hearts on you. “

"Benefits?" Shirley's eyes came closer, staring at the thin lips on his chin that was squirming into a curve, and above the nobility without losing her soul, Shirley's heart was pounding, and she kept searching for his lips that were far away.

"When I become the president of the Song family, you will be my director Cui. I think that with your qualifications, you will definitely not refuse the olive branch I have thrown to you, and if it were not for standing on my shoulder, I believe you would never have been able to sit in this position for the rest of your life. “

The deep night breeze stirred the empty steam, and the smell of dampness in the bathroom became stronger. Shirley threw the towel heavily on the floor.

"Even if I have done so much to you, can't I change your prejudice against me?Is it your respect or pity to stay by your side as your right and left hand?" she looked at him with a dumb smile.

Shirley picked up the towel again and pulled it between her left fingers, she slowly raised her right hand and gently touched the pair of wings imprisoned in the dust with her fingers, the expression on her face at that moment was slightly swollen and unnatural, and it is not an exaggeration to describe it as distortion.

"Song Minghao, do you know why I am willing to do things for you recklessly? I can even turn a blind eye to Gu Beichen's advice. I'd rather break the heart of the boy who likes me than fail your instructions. Do you really only have the woman who doesn't love you in your heart? Is it worth it for you to give your all for a fairy tale?"

"It's worth it, hehe, these are all tricks that you poor people use to seek spiritual sustenance when they are greedy and insufficient, in my Song Minghao's life dictionary, there are just trade-offs, pros and cons, but whatever is beneficial to the Song family, I must firmly grasp it in my own hands." I will not allow what is good for me to slip out of my hands. ”

Shirley shook her head regretfully, she looked at his tense face: "Is it really just like this?But in this case, you can deceive me, can you deceive your own heart? If you really only have pros and cons about Xia Qiyue, then you can take her out of here regardless of her feelings, and go to any corner where you can't see Zheng Muxuan to live a comfortable life." ”

"Enough, remember your identity, what shouldn't be your business, you don't get involved. Song Minghao said in a muffled voice with a straight face, he turned his face and glared at her with a pair of deep purple eyes.

"Minghao. After a long silence, Shirley grabbed his arm. She stared intently at his gaze. "Young Master Minghao, don't get me wrong, an excellent man like you is not known to cherish Xia Qiyue. Besides, a delicate and pretentious woman like her cares more about face than sincerity, especially dragging a man's face under her feet and stepping on it fiercely, so as to show her sense of existence? I think it won't work to deal with her, can you attack it wisely? That Zheng Muxuan himself is such an impeccable, enigmatic beautiful man, you have to make Xia Qiyue grateful to you and can't dislike him, so that her heart will fall on your chest little by little. Shirley was very mischievously holding his arm and shaking it back and forth, even though Song Minghao always exuded a dangerous magnetic field all over her body, she still sneered, and a pair of brown pupils refracted transparent and shiny light.

"Sure enough, only women understand women best. In the atmosphere that something was wrong, Song Minghao's serious and angry expression was thrown out of the clouds, he laughed arrogantly, and the most gloomy smile that bloomed in the sunlight was like a breathtaking poppy.

Shirley tentatively moved to him, her cold toes gently resting against the toes of his shiny leather shoes. "In my opinion, the young master is a little restless, she is now interested in that Zheng Muxuan, and it is natural to not take care of you for a while, men are rational, women, both like to be emotional and are mostly born fantasists, you said that if that Zheng Muxuan did something that she couldn't accept? What would she do, I think you had better stop messing with her. You step back and be her friend and let her let her guard down against you. In this way, if Zheng Muxuan really fell into the trap you dug, Xia Qiyue, who couldn't guarantee his death, would not be caught obediently. Song Minghao still had a black face, his eyes were white, and Shirley was holding his arm.

Shirley gently rested her head on Song Minghao's shoulder, and the last trace of white light under the cherry blossom tree shone mischievously on Song Minghao's eyes again.

Shirley opened her mouth slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but she sensed that a more dangerous aura came from Song Minghao, who had been silent for a long time. Nervous, she closed her mouth completely.

"Sherry Cui. Song Minghao's dull and hoarse voice squeezed out of the two pink lips like cherry blossoms. He turned his face and smiled teasingly at her, and Shirley paused, looking up at his uncertain smile with a puzzled expression, and an emerald shimmer drifted in the eyes of the two men who looked at each other closely. He raised his other hand and grabbed the wrist he was wrapping around his shoulder, and at that moment, Shirley could clearly feel that Song Minghao's hand had lost the tightness just now. On the contrary, his arms were very limp. "I hope one day, she can be as considerate as you. ”

Song Minghao affectionately pressed the tip of his cold nose against her long flaxen hair fluttering in the air. "I want her to be sent to the door willingly than to possess it, just like you, only conquest can make her forever trapped in the picture I have drawn for her."

Shirley was stunned for a moment, her eyes staring straight ahead, and her pupils were still.

Song Minghao pulled up Shirley's face in a frightening manner, and then gently brushed his fingers across Shirley's reddish eyelids.

"You, young master, why are you looking at me like this, did I say something wrong? Then I apologize, I apologize for my ignorance. In the frozen air, Shirley's tone was stumbling, and when he dropped his hand, Shirley's eyes widened.

"Tell me what you think of me, or you wouldn't have said what you just said. I'm really curious about what your heart is made of. Let one woman speak calculating words to another. I don't think your motive is for a director to stop. Song Myung-ho was close to her body. Constantly searching for the eyes she hastily ducked. "But I warn you, don't touch half of Xia Qiyue's hair, otherwise Gu Beichen won't be able to protect you, I will do what I say. Song Minghao squeezed her eyes at her and told her to keep her calm.

"I think it was in those moments that I chose not to open my heart to him. “

Shirley looked at her clear eyes in the mirror and said softly.

Her hand gently caressed the rising breath in the mirror. "I love you, I love you, Gu Beichen. Thank you for accepting me with a dirty heart. Shirley smiled sweetly, and that smiling face was both happy and sad.

"Why are you and her a fake couple, what do you mean?"

Youyou laughed from [snorted.,That laughter is really strong.,Suddenly the excitement and pleasure vented out.

"There is no love, but we can live together peacefully, I have to say that this is the funniest joke I have heard this year." The man's words gave Yuyo a lot of stimulation.

"Boring." Shirley rolled the crack of the door tightly with one foot, and it was airtight, even if it was not seen with her own eyes, but Youyou's complacent face was not difficult to imagine.

Shirley gently combed her hair in front of the mirror, "When I was a child, I always longed to be an adult. When I got out of school, I gradually understood that those dogmas were not painful at all. But a childish joke is much better than a sincere play of adults, for it is better to tease than to drown saliva. She turned her face and looked quietly at the stars. Isn't it? No one in this world is static, and one day they all become what they hate the most. Sooner or later, it's just a matter of time."

Shirley smiled and glanced at herself in her glasses: "What else do you want, do you want everything to go according to your ideas? You should have known that it was unrealistic, who do you think you are, or an excellent student of Qingyi." The pinnacle that belongs to you has long since become yesterday's yellow flower. ”

"Why is your face so hot, do you want to go to the hospital? Are you really sick like this, and they don't know how to take good care of you?"

Yuyu jumped off the bed at once, and he quickly grabbed her hard. "What are you going to do in the middle of the night, is your face hot the flu? ”

"But just now I obviously heard a voice similar to **, is this also wrong. You just really gave me a feeling of being very sick and sick. ”

"You haven't been sick at first glance, and it's all the fuss. Come back!"

There was a tossing and turning sound.

Shirley put the comb down, she scratched the half-dried hair with her fingers, and then she gently brushed the unkempt rolls of the wooden comb with her fingers, and said with a dumb smile: "You really use yourself as a dish, and you are starting to overestimate yourself." Are you sad? Are you sad? Before you met Gu Beichen, did you resist those unbelievable rules so much?"

In the dark, her eyes were shining, the crumpled petals were pieced together and then bloomed from her whirling tears, the astringency was spreading endlessly, Shirley was confused and calmly closed her eyes and imprisoned the roses in the astringent pupils.