I asked Ping'er later, but she didn't know the origin of the jade pendant. Even, she didn't know about the existence of this jade pendant at all.

I remembered that I said goodbye to Baoyu, and the people from the Jia family came to see me off, but of course Jia's mother would not come, and when I went to say goodbye to her, her attitude was very cold.

Jia Lian went out early in the morning, I don't know if there is really something important to do or if he doesn't want to send me.

I whispered a few words to the mandarin duck, but the mandarin duck just hung his head and said nothing, took my hand and shook it tightly, and kowtowed to me again.

"What can you give to your parents?" I remember that Mandarin Duck's parents were one of several family members looking at the house on the south side.

The mandarin duck shook his head: "It's nothing, it's just two clothes and two pairs of shoes, I have entrusted them to Ping'er." My old son and mother are also old, and they can't drill camps, so they were sent to the south in the first place. Grandma doesn't have to worry too much about it. ”

I nodded: "Then take care of yourself." The old lady is old, and no one can say when some things will come. The eldest lady has long thought about it, and there will be a vicious fight when the time comes, and you should have planned for it in advance. ”

"Thank you grandma, just ...... How can I leave the old lady?"

But when the time comes, you may not be able to get out.

I looked at her with pity. Mother Jia is a shackle and shackle that she can't get rid of, and she can't leave Mother Jia as long as she lives. But as soon as Jia Mu died, who would protect her?

I've been overwhelmed with myself.

In the limited time-traveling novels I have read, the protagonist can use his foreknowledge to change the fate of the characters in the story, and even change the course of history. However, when I got here, I realized that the power of one person is really small, and I can't do anything.

I can only keep myself out of this quagmire.

I also want to help Baoyu Daiyu, and I also want Yingchun to have a not so bad home...... However, I could not climb on the roof and shout that Jiafu was going to fall, nor could I run to everyone and tell them that the catastrophe was coming, so they should flee for their lives.

No one will listen, and the more likely scenario is that I am locked up as a madman.

Besides, I don't know the exact ending of each of them - because as we all know, the real follow-up to that book has been lost, and Zhang Ailing's three major hatreds in life, one of which is the unfinished Red Mansion.

I'm really puzzled, what is the final ending of Dream of Red Mansions?

I didn't have time to think about it so much, and the person who saw me off had already come out of the house.

Baoyu, Daiyu, Baochai, Yingchun and Cherishing Spring, as well as Li Kun, Baoqin, and Aunt Xue also came and stood with Mrs. Wang.

I said goodbye to Jia's mother just now, and now I have to say goodbye to Mrs. Wang, she is not only an aunt, but also an aunt, and the second most powerful person among the women in Jiafu In addition to Jia's mother.

I said goodbye to them again, and the people on the side hurriedly helped me up, and Mrs. Wang wiped the corners of her eyes that were not very moist with a handkerchief: "You have to take care of yourself all the way, and when you get to ......the south, send someone to deliver a letter, do you have all the medicinal herbs and other things?"

Just listening to her like this, it's really considerate.

"Yes, don't worry, madam, I'll be back when I'm better. ”

Come back? That's impossible.

I don't know what year or period it will be to meet again...... Or maybe there's no day to see each other again.

Thinking about it this way, I also have a little sincerity for her. I can't hate her...... Because it doesn't make sense at all.

The farewell words of the others were much the same, and the eyes of Baoyu and Daiyu looking at me made my heart feel sour. These two people are so pure and vulnerable, can they really withstand the ups and downs in the future? Maybe what I said doesn't make sense, and what I do can't actually help them......

But at least, I tried.

And Yingchun, she didn't know at all that she and Sun Shaozu, who was not a human thing, almost became husband and wife, yes, she passed by the fate of the original death, but what was waiting for her in front of her? With Jia Yu's animal behavior that is not a thing, and Mrs. Xing's virtue, Yingchun's future will not see any hope.

Baoyu is much freer than the ladies in the mansion, and he can send me out of the mansion.

Ping'er was already waiting for me on the side of the car, hugged Sister Qiao, and after I got on the bus, the door was closed, but the carriage was not dark at all, and the windows on both sides of the carriage were very well lit, maximizing the use of every inch of space in the car, which made people feel very comfortable.

As soon as Sister Qiao got into the car, she was fascinated by the lattices made on the walls of the car, which contained all kinds of things that could be used on the road. It also includes a small volume of children's songs that I stuffed into and wrote down silently, which I could read to Sister Qiao when I was coaxing her in the car. Baoyu rode a horse and followed the car. The horse's hooves sounded crisply and regularly on the stone floor, and the ruts must have been very delicately made, and there was no such harsh rolling sound when turning, and it seemed steady and relaxed.

"Mother, shall we take the bus back to the south?"

"No, let's go to the pier first to board the boat, and then change cars. Jinling is very far away, and it will take many days to walk. ”

"So, can we take this car with us, and can we carry it on the ship?"

I stroked her hair and said lovingly, "Yes, this car was specially made for us to travel." ”

Sister Qiao was reassured, put her mind at ease, and continued to study the various things that attracted him in the car. For her, a fresh journey is about to begin. It's the same even for me. But...... I felt a sense of trepidation and uneasiness about what was coming, the strange and unknown.

It's out, but what happens after that?

How do you go forward every step in the future?

I felt a little dazed, and my chest felt like a big rock was pressing, and I felt depressed when I breathed.

Baoyu silently followed the carriage, the carriage did not go fast, but no matter how long the road was, there was a time when it came to an end.

We stopped at the pier, and the boat we chartered was not too big, but it was not a problem to carry it away with the car and people.

Baoyu whispered, "Sister Feng, you ...... Are you not coming back?"

I didn't answer, and turned my head to look at the river. The spring is cold, but the willows by the river already have a hint of light green from a distance.

Leaving Jiafu I felt much more breathing, and I withdrew my gaze from the river and stared at the large and exquisite embroidery on the hem of the treasure robe.

I'm not good at saying goodbye, and I don't know...... What to say to him.

I don't want to say anything to others.

Baoyu and Daiyu have different positions in my heart.

If I could, I'd like to take them with me.

The wind on the river was cool and damp, and Baoyu's red clothes seemed to be wet in the humid air, and the red color seemed more calm and pure.

"Sister Feng, are you ...... Take care. ”

"You too," I said to him, "if, one day, you go to the south to find me, and I can help you, and I will do my best." ”

He forced a smile.

"Go back, don't let the old lady worry, the boat is about to leave, and we must leave early, lest we miss the next market town and spend the night." ”

He nodded, "Okay." ”

We said goodbye at the docks, and Baoyu stood on the shore and waved at me. The humidity on the river made his figure look hazy, and the little servants stood far away, making Baoyu's figure even more lonely.

When he was no longer visible, I breathed a sigh of relief and told Ping'er to let the boat dock first at the next small ferry, and not to hurry up.

Ping'er asked with some confusion: "Grandma, why is this? It's better to rush over while the water is smooth, and then rest when you get to Shilipu, and you just spend the night there." ”

Yes, according to normal speaking, after ten miles, it can be regarded as really leaving the capital.

However, Wenxiu and I made an appointment to meet at the first small ferry crossing from the capital, and after the meeting, she set off with us on the road.

The sound of oars hitting the water, the rippling of the canal, the boats coming and going on the river...... I looked out the window and smiled.