Chapter 169: I don't want to say it

Zhang Wuwei faced the monstrous waves and the danger of being hit into the bottom of the sea forever at any time, what kind of bravery and wisdom can he be calm?

She has seen too many words and even personal lives in the face of natural disasters.

How to overcome difficulties in a mood of fear and fear is what Zhao Baoxuan wants to know: "Aren't you afraid?"

"Of course I'm afraid!" Zhang Wuwei nodded and smiled: "But, being afraid and begging for mercy doesn't work, God won't let me go because of my tears!"

Zhao Baoxuan laughed: "Yes." ”

The more you retreat, the more you will be struck harder.

What happens if you don't hide?

Zhang Wuwei: "At the critical moment, I actually didn't think about anything, I just knew that I had to live desperately, what should I do at this moment to live." Only fresh water can save my life, and only drinking water can restore my strength. ”

Zhao Baoxuan's eyes showed admiration: "So you let it go?"

Zhang Wuwei laughed: "At that time, I didn't even have the idea of letting go, only instinct, the instinct to survive." ”

Zhao Baoxuan's eyes lit up: "Me too!"

Zhang Wuwei smiled and continued: "After this experience, I became even bolder, once I went to Europe to participate in a triathlon and met Saiwen, at that time both of us participated in the triathlon for the first time, and at the end of the competition, we rushed to the finish line with instinct. But because I had the experience of recovering my strength at sea, I was not afraid of extreme fatigue, and I knew that as long as I had the instinct to survive, my body could carry the race through the race. ”

Zhao Baoxuan exclaimed: "So working overtime when you work is not the same thing for you at all, because you can adjust your physical recovery?"

Zhang Wuwei smiled: "Yes, I continue to train myself to be able to get that feeling back at any time, and slowly learn to adjust my physical fitness at any time during my work." ”

Zhao Baoxuan was very impressed: "God, I can't do it." ”

Zhang Wuwei tilted his head slightly: "Didn't you just say that you were too?"

"Huh?"

"Yes!"

That's what it feels like!

Different experiences, similar feelings, every sentence can make you feel understood, and the balance in Zhao Baoxuan's heart quietly shifted.

......

Zhao Baoxuan recovered well, and soon a staff member came to make a record and asked her what happened before she passed out.

That is, what happened in just 30 minutes from the processing plant into the community.

Zhao Baoxuan entered the memory......

Jumping into the community from the gap in the wall of the processing plant, Zhao Baoxuan found a strange place: "Boss Zou, do you often come here?"

Boss Zou denied: "How can there be, how can I come here?"

The place they entered belonged to the back row of the community, where the weeds were wildly grown, the bushes were dense, and a few large trees were particularly spectacular.

Zhao Baoxuan stomped her feet: "It looks like someone has cleaned it here." ”

Boss Zou hehe: "You can see it?" Hehe, okay, I won't tell you, I come here often. ”

Zhao Baoxuan was a little surprised: "Why? Didn't Master Zou's lover say that there is always a disturbance here?"

Those who do business don't go to the community to sail on ships, because they are afraid that it will be unfavorable to their own family, why does Boss Zou, who runs two processing plants, knowingly commit a crime?

Boss Zou mysteriously leaned closer: "The Tanah Lot Temple in the village is not allowed to worship, so I will worship myself here." ”

Zhao Baoxuan nodded: "Oh!"

It is purely a personal act and there are extenuating circumstances.

Who hasn't been a little selfish?

The community is very desolate, much worse than when she and Zhang Wuwei came in, looking at the empty doors and windows, Zhao Baoxuan felt very uncomfortable: "Boss Zou, I want to go back, my friend should look for me in a while." ”

Boss Zou: "Then you wait for me for a while, I'll go burn some incense and come out, soon, just a few minutes." After they go to sea, it will be when I worship the god of the sea, and after this point, it will not work if I worship again. He pointed to the front: "Look at the 28th building, just enter through the doorway." ”

Zhao Baoxuan didn't agree: "If you don't go, I'll wait for you here." ”

The more she walked, the colder her back became, she couldn't even see the processing plant here, and she couldn't even figure out which direction the gate was.

Boss Zou reached out and pulled her: "Not much ash." ”

Zhao Baoxuan subconsciously stepped back, wanting to avoid Boss Zou's claws.

She regrets it now, she doesn't want to see what the first spade soil is, and she doesn't want to see what Boss Zou worships.

Boss Zou had a lot of strength, and punched Zhao Baoxuan's head, watching her fall to the ground softly.

......

The two staff members listened and took notes, and from time to time they came over with a recording paper to ask her if this was the case.

After recording all of what she said, she asked a question: "Do you know how long it took you to walk from entering the community to building 28?"

Zhao Baoxuan blinked: "I don't know, it's probably a few minutes." ”

"Did you go into Building Twenty-Eight?"

"Nope. ”

"Did he knock you out? Did you make any moves to fight back or resist?"

“...... Wait, I seem to be in. ”

"Tell me more. ”

"I remember ......"

......

Boss Zou dragged Zhao Baoxuan: "Miss Zhao, follow me to have a look!"

Zhao Baoxuan's cold hair stood up: "How do you know that my surname is Zhao?"

Boss Zou smiled coldly: "Not only do I know your surname Zhao, but I also know the purpose of your coming here!"

Zhao Baoxuan desperately broke free of his arm: "I'm just here to play, I have no other purpose!"

Boss Zou clung to it: "Don't be afraid, I have something you want to see!"

Zhao Baoxuan struggled even harder: "I don't want to see anything!"

Boss Zou hehe: "When you arrive at the gate of the sea god's underground palace, don't you go in to say hello?"

Zhao Baoxuan stopped struggling: "What?"

Boss Zou let go of his hand and pointed to the doorway: "This is the underground palace of the sea god! Do you know why the house in the community cannot be sold? It is because the person who built the house does not know whether to live or die and build the house on top of the sea god's underground palace!"

Zhao Baoxuan was shocked and suspicious: "Isn't the nursing home Tanah Lot Temple?"

Boss Zou sneered: "If it's Tanah Lot Temple, ordinary people can still stay in it?

Zhao Baoxuan was skeptical: "If it is Tanah Lot Temple here, how can the village chief agree to give it to the developer?" Boss Zou, if you want to do something, you can go in, I am not from Mocun, I am afraid that I will collide with the Seagod, so I will walk outside." ”

Boss Zou no longer insisted.

......

Zhao Baoxuan: "It seems to be a blink of an eye, I didn't even pay attention, I saw that he had already entered the doorway, and then there, he turned around and called me, I saw the Tanah Lot Temple behind him, and, the statue of the sea god!"

At this point, her tone became affirmative.

The two staff members glanced at each other and put down the pen: "Zhao Baoxuan, thank you for your cooperation, you are tired, take a good rest first, we will take the materials back and hand them over to the leader first, and we will come to you if necessary." ”

Zhao Baoxuan didn't expect the question to stop abruptly: "Oh?"

She hasn't talked about where Boss Zou is doing it.

The other party stood up and packed up his things and quickly left.

Zhao Baoxuan was very depressed: "Why did you leave halfway through?" I thought it was ......."

thought that they would ask some more sensitive and embarrassing questions, but she was mentally prepared, as long as people asked, she answered truthfully.

Zhang Wuwei: "What is the back half? ”

Others thought that Zhao Baoxuan began to hallucinate, but he knew that it was not.

He also knew it wasn't a dream.

Zhao Baoxuan was a little confused: "I can't remember." ”

Zhang Wuwei prompted: "Don't think about it, say whatever you see, I know what you're talking about." ”

Zhao Baoxuan smiled: "Okay!"

......

If the shape of Tanah Lot Temple was not so similar to the shape of the ancestral temple in Jincun, she would not have entered the No. 28 doorway.

When she was in Jincun, she didn't enter the ancestral hall, and she didn't know what the statue inside was.

The Tanah Lot Temple in front of her, on the big pillar at the entrance of the temple, is painted with dark clouds, she thought that the gold lacquer painting, is the hammer of Lei Gong, behind the door, the statue of the Poseidon inside faintly appeared, and the solemn and majestic face attracted all her attention.

Boss Zou's respectful back jumped in front of her, and she followed into the Tanah Lot Temple.

Once inside, there was a black fog everywhere.

Boss Zou stopped and stood sideways: "When you see the sea god, kneel down and salute!"

Zhao Baoxuan looked up at the statue of the sea god, she didn't come to worship the sea god, she came to visit!

Strangely, there are no attendants next to the statue of Poseidon.

What's even stranger is that the statue of Poseidon is holding a pair of bamboo whips in its hands.

This shape is not like the god of the sea, but more like the minion of the god of the sea, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a heavenly soldier and a general.

That's right, it's the dress of a heavenly soldier!

Zhao Baoxuan shook his head: "Boss Zou, you are wrong, this is not the god of the sea!"

Boss Zou's face changed, and he said sharply: "Kneel!"

Zhao Baoxuan shook his head: "A clay statue, the workmanship is not as exquisite as the statue of Meng Po in Jincun, and it is definitely not the god of the sea, so I will not kneel in front of a pile of mud." ”

If you want to kneel, it is better to kneel to Meng Po.

The statue of the god of the sea spoke: "If you don't kneel, you have to kneel!"

After speaking, he raised the bamboo whip in his hand and smashed it over, one whip hit the crook of her leg, she involuntarily knelt down, and the other whip was drawn to the back of her neck, and pressed down hard: "Kowtow to the will!"

Her forehead slammed to the ground, and blood dripped on the ground in front of her knees like a blooming mandala flower.

The mandala flower grew bigger and bigger, and she plunged into it.

......

Zhang Wuwei listened quietly: "What's inside the mandala flower? Don't think about it, you can say whatever you see, I know what you're talking about." ”

Zhao Baoxuan breathed a sigh of relief: "The mandala flower is very beautiful, but it is full of hellish flames, burning my whole body...... It should be painful, because the people next to me are all shouting that it hurts and are crying desperately.

The celestial soldier who pretended to be the god of the sea said, "If I refuse to tell who that person is, I will suffer here." I said I didn't know who he was talking about. He said that the Queen Mother knew everything, and that he would give me one last chance, and that if I didn't say anything, I would suffer twelve rounds of burning in the fire of hell. ”

Zhao Baoxuan looked at Zhang Wuwei in a daze: "Then I woke up." ”

Wake up to a dark enclosed space.

She remembered what was like a dream, and it was like what she had just experienced, and suddenly she felt a little afraid.

"I was so scared, I ......" Zhao Baoxuan stopped, in a daze.

Zhang Wuwei: "What are you afraid of?"

Say what you are most afraid of, and you will no longer be afraid.

There are no secrets in the sun, no fear.

It is the fear hidden in the heart that makes people have an excessive traumatic stress response.

Zhao Baoxuan: "I'm afraid of dying. ”

Zhang Wuwei breathed a sigh of relief, and was able to say that he was afraid of death, and his fear of death was reduced.

He didn't ask again, but waited quietly.

Zhao Baoxuan: "After I die, I will go to hell to suffer, I don't know what the pain is, but seeing their faces are so unhappy, I don't want to go." ”

Zhang Wuwei finally had the opportunity to ask his own question: "Your wound doesn't hurt?"

Zhao Baoxuan shook his head lightly: "I just felt the wind buzzing here when I shook my head, but I didn't know what pain was at all." I didn't know the pain when I was a child, and I didn't care if I fell and my body was bleeding, and I continued to play outside until I was dizzy from hunger. Ever since I was a child, my mother scolded me for being a fool and told me to go to the infirmary as soon as I saw blood, or I would die if the blood ran out. ”

Later, I fainted, also because I felt that my forehead was bleeding, not because of pain.

She asked Zhang Wuwei to press her forehead: "If you press it again, it won't hurt at all." ”

Zhang Wuwei suddenly said: "The doctors and nurses praised you for being very brave, and gave you surgery to change your dressing, and you didn't cry out in pain!"

It turned out that she was just a painless crowd and had nothing to do with bravery.

It's ridiculous.

Zhao Baoxuan stuck out her tongue: "I fainted blood, I went to school for vaccinations and physical examinations, other classmates cried because of pain, and I fainted because I saw bleeding." I can bear the bleeding myself, and when I saw a drop of blood on the fingers on someone else's arm, I immediately turned pale and panicked, and I couldn't stand up and fell to the ground with a bang. ”

Zhang Wuwei: "Your parents know?"

Zhao Baoxuan said: "I know, so my mother asked me to play less with my classmates, if people bully me, I won't resist because I don't know the pain, and it will become a habit for people to bully me." So, you see I don't have any friends right now. ”

Zhang Wuwei understood, but couldn't accept it: "Your parents can't protect you for a lifetime." ”

What's more, he also saw Bao Xuan's resistance to his parents.

Zhao Baoxuan snorted: "They will find someone like them to protect me, and they want to continue to control me, hum, they want to be beautiful!"

Hatred floated on his face.

Zhang Wuwei shook his head amusedly and turned the topic back: "What did you see later?"

He didn't ignore the hesitation that flashed across her face just now.

It was a state of wanting to say something but not wanting to say, returning from intuition to thinking.

And this state seems to have something to do with him!