It's just an occasional encounter

Since I can make money by writing, I travel in different places to find different inspiration to write, travel writing to get money, enter a virtuous circle of good, different from other people who are pure tourists, it feels completely different, visually, and aesthetically.

It's also different from those authors who stick to a small place, every night is their own creative time, and the daytime is travel time, and they go there and there, and they don't have any plans, so they travel everywhere, where they live, and they don't have any plans for what they eat.

I will stay in one place for a while, feel the culture, civilization, and people's life of this place, and many times I actually feel very superficial things, and only people who have lived in these places for a long time can know all their lives in detail.

In the context of the current era, there are changes in linkage, and you can feel all the big changes when you stay in one place, and the way you choose to write about travel may not be the best, but it is the way you like and choose.

There is no such happiness in traveling like this, I don't know why, I am always a little tired, traveling with a purpose, writing a book about the phenomena I see, thinking about the essence behind those phenomena, so that travel is not for relaxation, but has become a kind of work, which is deeply experienced by myself, but I am just an inner attachment to let myself continue this life, in fact, I am tired in my heart.

This time in this city, I took a few days off, rested, and traveled well, but there was always a shortcoming, that is, the feeling of home, living in a five-star hotel, how could I not have a feeling of home, which made me inexplicably uncomfortable, and let my nostalgia feel up in an instant, the feeling of home, that was the feeling of childhood, but now it has disappeared, is it the lifestyle I chose to make this feeling disappear, or this society has made this feeling disappear, I have to leave my hometown, I definitely do not belong to this situation, I am the result of my own choice。

The reason for my choice is more based on the experience of my predecessors, living alone, there will be more personal time to provide for my own arrangements, so that I have a lot of time to create, and if I am tired, I can relax and rest, instead of holding on.

You can also think quietly all the time, without external interference, in some stages of life, this kind of life is very good, but the feeling of loneliness is inevitable, listening to others' narration, after having a home, your own private time has become less, and sometimes I want to create such private time.

I've only heard about it, I haven't experienced it, I look at other people's narratives, it seems that I'm really unhappy, but this may just be an occasional time, when they're tired, they feel like they're still alone, maybe they're taking on too much, and more often, they're better than lonely people, because they seem to be happier, but they're not so happy.

Maybe being happy and unhappy is a matter of personal mentality, is it really the case, feeling unhappy, you can really hypnotize yourself, say that you are happy, make yourself happy, but the unhappy thing is unhappy, the mentality adjustment is to divert attention, the focus has changed, it is just a forced thing that cannot be separated from the heart, transferred to a happy thing, or transferred to a senseless emotion.

Adjusting your mindset, more often than not, may just be a way to control your emotions, a way to solve problems, or a means of solving emotional problems such as the so-called Mental Victory Method. In fact, that thing is what makes people unhappy, it does exist in reality, and it will arise in one's own emotions.

However, since it is a human being, it is normal to adjust one's own mentality or adopt a way to control one's emotions, but if you do so, will it cause damage to oneself or not, it will only produce an evolutionary behavior, and what kind of human beings will evolve into in the end?

The mind has undergone a rapid evolutionary process, and the body has always been in this mode, saying that it is the appearance, so that over the years it has changed less, and the internal has changed more, and maybe some of the body's abilities have also evolved, and it is not visible that the appearance has changed relatively little.

After the advent of tools, evolution is more dependent on the mind, and the evolution of the body is even less, and it can be clearly seen from the historical richness of tools and the cognitive situation that both material civilization and spiritual civilization show the evolutionary history of human thought.

It is really difficult to predict to what extent the mind can evolve and how great its potential is, or that the human brain has not actually evolved, but only the accumulation of civilization over time.

If we don't compare modern civilization, but only compare people's abilities, and of course our thoughts are more capable of thinking, maybe what kind of differences will occur in the ability to apply things, or the degree of intelligence, in the case of the same acceptance of the cognitive system of the same civilization?

Putting aside the so-called cognitive civilization of the times, has the human brain evolved from ancient times to modern times? Don't say that ancient times have traveled to modern times, that doesn't count, because the ancient human cognitive system was in ancient times, and the behavioral cognition reflected in it does not represent the degree of evolution of the brain.

I'm afraid this can't be compared, then I can't see the evolutionary difference between the ancient and modern people's heads, since that's the case, I don't want to think of these, I can't think of it, I can't verify it, speaking of verification, maybe find an ancient gene resurrection, and then let the ancient resurrected gene people accept the same civilization induction in the current era, what kind of difference will there be, this may be a way.

It's just that I can't make a conclusion, and you have to have a set of data to make a guess, because there is no empirical statistical. Forget it, I don't think about this, evolution has not evolved, this has little impact, whether I can complete the evolution and make myself better, this is probably something I have to consider in detail.

I think a lot about the nature of things, these will become a kind of material for my own writing, I don't really refine these materials that are inspiration, I will write and process these materials, write them into my own books, if I summarize them, it becomes a very simple, short text description, so described, the readability is really not very good, that is, I look back for a while, and I don't want to continue to read.

Speaking of this, looking back on the books I wrote, I don't seem to have any problems, and they are quite in line with my own thinking mode, and they seem to be quite smooth, but there is a strange feeling that exists, and it feels like the work I have created now.

I clearly realize that these contents have been created before, why do I feel the same as the works I have created now when I read them, which shows a problem, my cognition has been stagnant, there is no progress, there is no breakthrough in my previous cognition, if there is a breakthrough, then I will feel the previous naivety, this feeling will inevitably appear, indicating that I have grown, if there is no such feeling, it means that I have not made progress at all, and my cognition has stagnated.

Sometimes I feel tired, so I find a reason for myself that is not a reason, there is not enough time, there is no time to write, in fact, this may not be a problem, it is true that there is no time, compared to before, it is indeed less, but I can always spare a short period of time to write, and writing a word in five seconds is also writing, which is the difference between persistence and giving up.

I thought of a very reasonable process, that is the process of the evolution of human thought, in the past, human beings were full of emotions, and in the process of experiencing emotions, emotions kept hurt, and only emotions were hurt, not dead, then human beings learned to control emotions, or to manage their emotions, sometimes, some scenes emotions will not be expressed.

In this way, it has been evolving, this feeling of emotion has been recorded by some human beings, it has become cognition, it has become a kind of accumulation of experience, and finally human beings have complete control over their emotions, and this transformation process, human beings have gained wisdom and initiative, which is a very interesting behavior, not only in the long history of human beings, but also from the time they were born, they are going through this process.

And because of books, or other records, let yourself know, you don't need to go through it again, you don't need to summarize it yourself, just use it, so that you can evolve more quickly, evolution can be passed on, and in this way to inherit, then what kind of cognition can you get in the future and record it?

When you write your own books, there is a type of books written to make money, and there is a type of self-cognition, the books written to make money are in line with the taste of readers, they consume and buy, the initiative is in the hands of consumers, and they just produce books This kind of commodity, rich in variety, not all books are big sellers, just like material goods in reality.

And that kind of self-cognitive books, there are not many people who should read this kind of books, there are more and better cognitions in this world, and their own cognition is just used to grow and train their thinking ability, and there is no readability, so to speak, it is a kind of writing for the pursuit of wisdom, and it may be written as an idea, rather than doing something with this idea, just like coming up with a writing technique, a writing model, and then going to write a business product book.

I don't like books written to make money, but I can't help it, my profession is like this, just like those businessmen, sometimes I waste time and energy writing those books, and I always have to find a job to support myself in order to make money to support myself.

I know very well that when I write those books, I will lose myself, that is, when I write the books I know, I often forget my original intention, pursue wisdom, and after being lost for a while, I suddenly find myself lost, shocked, and afraid.

When you meet a person with an intelligent robot, you also want to have one, and then you will dictate it yourself and record it by the intelligent robot, which is really time-saving, but your strength is to write it yourself, and I don't know why, which may be the reason why the memory interval is not strong, and it is impossible to organize a large paragraph of discussion in the memory interval.