Chapter 1803 - Heart Disease Is Intractable
A European poet once said a sentence that made Ding Fan, who had never been interested in European so-called poetry, ponder for a long time.
'If you have been entangled with the dragon for too long, you will become a dragon yourself, and if you have gazed into the abyss for too long, the abyss will stare back. ’
This sentence is understood literally, in fact, it is not difficult to explain at all, it can be regarded as a very straightforward warning, but every time Ding Fan sees these words, he is always troubled by these words.
What exactly is a 'dragon' and who is the so-called 'dragon'?
What is the 'abyss', and why stare at this so-called 'abyss'?
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Many questions kept appearing, entangled Ding Fan's thoughts, and they have been bothering him all the time.
Are these questions really hard?
In fact, it is not difficult, the so-called 'evil dragon' is nothing more than these criminals that Ding Fan is facing now.
Ding Fan deals with these people the most every day, constantly fighting with them, whether it is psychologically or physically, this kind of fighting has never stopped.
This kind of mutual game almost never let him relax, even if there is a pause in the middle, one criminal falls, but there are still other criminals, this kind of battle is almost endless.
Sometimes he even wonders if he has been fighting with these people for too long, and that he will become like them one day?
In fact, Ding Fan has discovered that his behavior seems to be really developing in the direction of the 'evil dragon'.
Sometimes, even he can't figure out what he does, and some of the methods are a little too cruel even to him, but when he thinks of everything that these criminals have done, he really can't help the anger in his heart.
To put it simply, the root of everything Ding Fan does often comes from anger.
To use a nice explanation, he is jealous and hateful, but if you use a more ugly statement, his methods for these criminals can also be called revenge!
But the emotion of anger is the instinct of human beings, some people may not believe that human beings have begun to have angry emotions in the infant state, but there is no way to express it, Ding Fan wants to overcome his anger, it is simply a fantasy.
Although he has not found a cure, he has not found nothing over the years.
At least after thinking about it for a long time, he still found a way to suppress his anger.
That is, the police uniform he wears and the police badge on his head, always reminding himself that after wearing this clothes, he will no longer be just a person, but a state official weapon cultivated by the state to fight crime.
A machine can naturally not have feelings, and no emotions means that it will not have angry emotions.
This is also why, Ding Fan's emotions have changed a lot, and even sometimes, people feel that he doesn't seem to have any feelings, but sometimes he can clearly feel the temperature of a person in him.
For a while, Ding Fan even felt that he was about to schizophrenia, and there seemed to be more than one kind of thinking in one body, and this feeling even made him feel frightened.
When he lost control, in fact, even he himself was a little uncontrollable, and there was no way to wake up for a long time after losing control, which he had tried, and after each coma, the time of sleep was constantly increasing, and there was no regularity at all.
Sometimes he even wonders if the next time he falls asleep, he won't be able to wake up.
After all, this is a puzzle that cannot be solved, his problem lies in psychology, if there is a top psychologist, maybe he can help him solve this problem, but for this, Ding Fan did not expect too much.
After all, he knows too much about psychology, and it is clear that in his current state, a psychologist may be able to see the essence of the problem, but no psychologist can finally cure his problem completely.
If there is no way to solve this problem perfectly, Ding Fan even has a plan to go abroad for a lobotomy operation, completely ruining his excess emotions, at least not causing trouble to others.
But before that, Ding Fan had to solve the Ye family's trouble.
This mess, first of all, has to be made from Zhang Wenhe's side as a breakthrough, I have to say that Ding Fan has always been unkind to him, but this person still has a lot of use for the case.
At least he has a piece of evidence in his hands that can nail Ye Pengfei, as long as Ye Pengfei is detained, Ye Zhenghao will be completely messed up.
From the current point of view, Ye Zhenghao is still too calm, his calmness is not good for Ding Fan, on the other hand, Ye Zhenghao's madness is an important step to accelerate his demise.
The people who can catalyze his madness are obviously not in Ding Fan's hands, and the only Zhang Wenhe, who is a little useful, is obviously not very cooperative now.
For the time being, I can only do some work on these small fish and shrimp, and I hope that what they say can help this case a little bit.
"Master, it's all done!"
Ding Fan and Zhang Wenhe sat in the corridor of the hospital, not speaking to each other, as if two people who didn't know each other at all, looking at everything that happened in the ward coldly and silently, and no one said anything.
It wasn't until Meng Huan came out of the ward that he said to Ding Fan with a smile on his face: "Ren Du's second pulse is all opened, but there doesn't seem to be any big case in this person, the only more serious one is that he drove someone into a serious injury last week, which is the most serious one on his body, but ......"
Meng Huan also heard about Yu Xiaobo's matter, and knew that Ding Fan was a person who valued feelings, and if he knew about this matter, something would happen if he didn't know about it.
"But what?" Ding Fan frowned and glanced at Meng Huan, and asked in a somewhat stern voice, "You don't want to tell me that he almost died in Xiaobo, and he is still a victim, right?"
"Well, that's not true, but he said that this incident itself was not his intention, and he didn't want to kill at that time, otherwise Yu Xiaobo would probably be dead. Meng Huan didn't know if she should say this, but she said it herself, whether it was true or not, she would know when the time came!
Ding Fan didn't react to this matter, but Zhang Wenhe, who was sitting on the side, spoke first: "I believe that what he said is true, I know his skills, and the biggest characteristic of this person is that he never tells lies." ”
"I'm not praising him, telling a lie is a technical job, if Fei Huainan tells a lie, he can tell a lie, and he will be deceived by that kid if he is not careful, but this thing is born without this ability, and it is not good to tell the truth, as soon as he tells a lie, he will sweat nervously first. ”
At this point, Zhang Wenhe didn't lie, at least in Ding Fan's contact with Fidelity just now, it can be seen that this kid is still relatively introverted, and he really doesn't look like a person who can tell lies.
"Actually, I don't think he's really lying about this matter!" Meng Huan has also learned a lot from Ding Fan over the years, and when Fudatong spoke, she had been observing the micro-expressions on his body:" When he said this, his expression didn't seem to dodge or defend himself, and he directly admitted that he did what hit Yu Xiaobo, but he didn't think about killing someone, but after hitting and injuring someone, he drove away directly, listen to him, if he wants to hit and die in Xiaobo, he won't give him a chance to find out at all, and he will hit it directly as soon as possible, which I do sound a little reasonable!"
"That's right, I was testing at the time, and I chose to get to the road section itself without any vehicles, this is not a good place to kill people, two blocks ahead, the vehicle will be relatively complicated, choose to do it in that place, his chances of success are definitely much higher, he does have a lot of water!"
Meng Huan's words had just finished speaking, Ding Fan was listening to the side, and before he could express his opinion, he heard the voice of someone talking not far away.
Ding Fan turned around and looked, he didn't know when Yu Xiaobo appeared in the corner, although he was still in a wheelchair at this time, but looking at his current mental state, it was obviously much better than before.
And what he said can be regarded as proof of Ding Fan's previous guess.
Yu Xiaobo is the party involved in this matter, and he is also an expert in this area, whether he intended to kill him, he may not be able to figure it out at the time, but during this period of leisure, he repeatedly thought about the situation at the time, and made judgments based on various factors, and soon found that this matter seemed a little abnormal.
It's just that he hasn't been quite sure about this matter, and now that he has listened to the results of Fidelity's interrogation, he has finally figured out the problem that he has always been unable to figure out.
"It seems that he really doesn't want to kill people, but it doesn't seem that he is the one who planned this matter!" Ding Fan thought for a while, before and after the whole thing, if he was the only one to do it, it would obviously be very difficult.
He is an idiot, and eighty percent of the people he knows are black market businessmen who sell equipment, and the transformation of the car is not difficult for him, but the transformation must always have a car.
The car came out of Li Mu's company, and the person who transferred the car seemed to be Xu Wendong, which means that the incident of injuring Yu Xiaobo was not something he could do alone, but someone assisted from the side.
So in this matter, who gave the order is the real key!
After such a long time, Yu Xiaobo naturally thought about this question a long time ago, and saw Ding Fan sitting on the side pondering, and stepped forward in a wheelchair and said: "Let me talk to him, strictly speaking, we are also the same kind of people, we have common hobbies, and it should be a lot easier to speak, maybe we can ask some useful things." ”
To be honest, this case has now been carried out to this extent, Ding Fan doesn't want Yu Xiaobo to intervene, even Meng Huan is the same.
It's just that this girl must have seen the Fidelity information on the table just now, and thought that Ding Fan planned to interrogate Fidelity, so she came here just now!
It may not be of any benefit to them that one more person will join the investigation of this case, and they may even encounter danger.
But what Yu Xiaobo said, Ding Fan thought about it seriously, maybe a lot of deep things, through their same hobby, can really find some unexpected gains.
"It's okay to ask, I'll ask someone to arrange two more people to come over for you when I go back, and your safety must be guaranteed!"
In fact, Ding Fan's thoughts, Yu Xiaobo didn't understand, but he still felt that there was no need for this, but he didn't listen to the boss in this matter, and he didn't want to go in and ask about this case.
Ding Fan must have done this kind of thing, for the safety of his brothers, he would rather take a detour by himself!