Lu Jinran ...... You don't want me. ”

He braved the wind and snow to drive the vehicle and sent Su Miao to the hospital in the shortest possible time.

Lu Jinran was about to unbuckle her seat belt for her, but she didn't want to get closer, but she heard her weak and burning unconscious subconscious, and she kept babbling that sentence.

At this time, his heart sank, and infinite guilt and shame welled up in his heart.

The red in his eyes turned into nothingness when he saw her.

Su Miao is the biggest medicine in his life, but there is really nothing wrong with it.

"Miao Miao, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving. ”

It was he who underestimated his position in Su Miao's heart.

Lu Jinran always thought that in all these years, anyone who had experienced the same experience as his girl, who would not hate him?

Don't hate his flirtation and don't be responsible? Don't hate his coldness and indifference?

Those things he said two years ago, even he thought were assholes.

But that's it, the person in front of him is still so deeply in love with him as always.

With such love, Lu Jinran didn't know how to say it.

At the beginning of A University, it was obviously Su Miao who he chased, but it was Su Miao who carefully paid the most.

She gave her whole heart to herself.

After falling in love with him, Su Miao hasn't lived like herself for a long time.

likes someone, the saddest thing is probably that I like him, and in order to cater to him, I lost my former self and can never get it back.

She loved herself despicably, and the stroke by stroke in the diary, word by word.

Lu Jinran thought of the sudden pain in his temples.

Breaking up and leaving is not terrible, but the person in front of you who doesn't love himself is the most terrible.

And fortunately, it was not too late for his prodigal son to turn back.

It's not too late for her to find out that she's lost.

And that person didn't stop where she was, she tried to become a better version of herself.

But they are still waiting farther away.

-

He didn't have time to think about anything, so he hurriedly parked the car in the hospital, and at a glance, Mo Xing and Xie Zhijing were squatting at the gate, specially guarding, just a few of them there.

Seeing Lu Jinran get out of the car, he hugged Su Miao out of the passenger seat.

Mo Xing and Chen Ruolin's slightly expectant eyes slowly dimmed.

"What's wrong?"

She couldn't help frowning, didn't she say that the two of them were going to get back together, how could they still make Su Miao like this.

"She's a little fever......"

Lu Jinran was still thinking about how to explain it clearly, but when she saw that the girl in her arms was frowning more and more, she was halfway through her words, and she disregarded etiquette and walked in striding into the hospital.

Mo Xing was stunned for a moment, and then glared at Xie Zhijing with Chen Ruolin.

Ben also felt that this person loved to let go selflessly, and after a long time, he put Su Miao in the hospital again???

"Don't worry, I'll check it out. ”

Xie Zhijing was also a little embarrassed, obviously he didn't expect the two of them to come back to be such a scene.

However, seeing that the man was holding Su Miao tightly in his arms, he looked distressed, and his clothes that were soaked from top to bottom.

There are some mixed grains in my heart, and I can't say that I am bored.

In this life, Su Miao can meet the person she likes, and it is worth loving her like this.

Thinking about it, he didn't allow time to change his professional ability and follow Lu Jinran closely.

-

After a good examination, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Don't worry, it's just a slight fever, it's estimated that it's a cold, and the wound of the operation is fine.

It's just that there should be a snort on the forehead, and you will know when the CT results come out, but ......

It may take a few days to wake up, she is already very tired from her physical capacity, let her have a good rest. ”

Xie Zhijing took off the mask he was wearing and let out a long breath.

Seeing that from the time they checked themselves to the present, Su Miao and Lu Jinran's clenched hands had never let go. The tone was sour, "Hey, can you let go of it, it's not greasy!"

And I've already given her a good infusion, this is medicine, remember if she wakes up these days, she will eat lighter. ”

Chen Ruolin nodded again and again, took the boxes of medicines, and stayed on Su Miao's body like Mo Xing.

The two looked at each other in unison, and the distress in their eyes could not be hidden.

It was not easy for Su Miao to come all the way, and it seemed that God had never treated this woman well.

The emotional road is not smooth, and the career road is also bumpy.

When will it really come to the end?

The frequency of Su Miao's admission to the hospital this year can be compared to the time when she came to Aijia in the first year.

The two people in front of them were all terrified all the way.

They knew all too well how difficult the road was.

The world has never been kind to anyone, but it is only a little more ruthless to Su Miao.

Seeing this, Mo Xing rarely had some moist corners of his eyes, and he didn't look over his head without being angry.

"You take care of her, and I still have to deal with things on Weibo. ”

She stubbornly pretended to be nothing and rubbed the corners of her eyes, and the reddened circles under her eyes were particularly visible.

Seeing this big sister in the past, she has always taken care of her and Su Miao.

One person has supported so much, and he is often the agent who connived at Su Miao.

It's like a friend, it's more like a relative.

Chen Ruolin's heart was sour, staring at Su Miao, who was dripping with liquid on the hospital bed and her face was pale, and her mouth was pursed.

Crystal tears fell like this.

"Mr. Lu!" she seemed to have mustered up enough courage, held her breath, and did a long period of psychological construction before she spoke.

"In the two years that Ah Miao and you were separated, she committed suicide and took medicine, didn't want to die, and even cut her wrists.

Thanks to Sister Ah Xing and I for finding out in time, nothing happened to me.

Ah Miao can't live without you, she really can't live without you, so please don't give up on her, stay by her side. ”

Chen Ruolin lowered his head as if he was pleading, as if he was asking him.

Lu Jinran squatted on the side, carefully brushing the broken hair on Su Miao's forehead, staring at the side of the little girl's face, and felt a burst of angina.

It's not that he didn't want to let go and let Xie Zhijing check it, but unfortunately even when he changed his wet clothes, the little girl's hands were clenched too tightly, and he couldn't help it at all.

To put it mildly, after coaxing for so long, she was still afraid that she would leave.

In the end, he had no choice but to help the little girl change her clothes.

This kind of thing is not a torment for him.

At this time, there was also some hot fever in front of his forehead, and the heat was unbearable for a while, and the Adam's apple rolled up and down.

Listening to Chen Ruolin's words, his eyebrows were even more frowned.

The already uncomfortable face sank.

"I never gave up on her, nor did I think about it.

I'm not going to go, I'm going to be by her side. ”

That sentence is suicide, I don't want to live, I don't want to die.

It was too heavy, and it completely smashed on Lu Jinran's heart, and the wounds were imprinted one by one.

He endured the doubts in his heart, and turned his head with the same eyebrows and eyes as before, with a hint of connivance.

Only when Su Miao was mentioned, he could be so gentle, as if he had just been seen to be obedient, but he was in a trance.

"You should also go change your clothes and take some medicine, or she won't wake up, and you will fall."

I saw the injury, and I guess it was a slight concussion, and I couldn't do anything. ”

Xie Zhijing kindly put the other medicine in his hand on the side of the coffee table untouched, and looked at the results on the CT, which can be regarded as a long sigh of relief.

and Chen Ruolin glanced at each other.

Both of them consciously retreated.

...... The only two of them were left in the room.

The man covered her fragile and cold white face with pity, as if he was a little helpless and connived, and quietly opened his lips: "Su Miao, you are really me...... The exception to the exhaustion of the organs.

It is also the only case of my planning and miscalculation. ”

Lu Jinran back then, no matter how he thought of it.

A person like himself will one day be loved by such a hot girl.

I can't imagine that the foundation accumulated over so many years is willing to give her a go.

Su Miao gave up his dream for him, and felt sad for him for so many years.

Now, giving up those things for her is also voluntary.

The hardships she suffered, Lu Jinran made herself repay it with a double that did not fall.

Not guilt, but ...... He didn't want his girl to suffer so many years of grievances for no reason.

(End of chapter)