My name is Lin Zhiwu, male, 27 years old, born on March 23, 1994 in the lunar calendar.

Let's talk about my family background first, in fact, my family used to be very good, my parents and younger brother and me, but unfortunately after the college entrance examination, the family went out to play, there was a car accident, and I was the only one who survived, so our college career was dependent on the family's compensation to live, and I, because of the collapse of the family's affairs, stayed in college for four years.

Huang Xiaowen, is my first love and my college classmate, we have a very good relationship, just like my dream, at first I didn't know that the conditions at her home were very good, so I didn't feel anything, but her appearance also cheered me up, I feel that the future is promising, there is hope, but I didn't expect that in the third year after I married her, I found out that the child was not mine, so I divorced her.

Huang Hao as my father-in-law, I am actually quite afraid of him, he is rich and capable, and he is the CEO of the company, with an aura on his body, very majestic, so I was afraid of him from beginning to end, and he promised me to marry Huang Xiaowen back then, the biggest reason is that he knew that Huang Xiaowen was pregnant, as for who the biological father of the child was, he didn't care, he only cared about whether his daughter had a husband, and at that time I only thought that the child was mine, and I didn't think much about it.

In addition, I don't have any ability, and I don't have a family, let alone family conditions, so my life in the Huang family is very uncomfortable, just like the kind of son-in-law that is written on the Internet, but the reality is that I am not the protagonist, I don't have the ability to defy the sky like those sons-in-law, I'm just me, an ordinary person, that's all.

Before I came to the sanatorium, I heard that the Huang family had some problems because of the development of the prosperous homeland, which caused the company to be in debt and on the verge of bankruptcy, but I don't know the specifics, and I don't care, so naturally I haven't inquired.

Zhang Yuanyuan, she is the nurse who is responsible for taking care of me and Hua Jin, as well as the bamboo pole, very ordinary, because she is very gentle, so I like her, I remember that it was the first time I had an injection in a nursing home, I was afraid of injections, she gave me an injection, while gently rubbing my skin, and also told me to relax in my ear, not to tense my muscles, from that time on, I liked her, I feel that there is no more gentle person in this world than her.

Hua Jin and Zhu Gan, the two of them, are my friends in the sanatorium, the closest friends, because in the entire sanatorium, only the three of us patients are not seriously ill and are quite awake, but after this dream, I feel that my symptoms are deep again, and I can't tell what is a dream and what is reality, and I am also very helpless, after all, the two of them are dead.

The two of them died during the fight, and the two of them chased after me, disturbing the order of the nursing home, and ran to the roof of the building without knowing what was going on, and then they fell from the upstairs together without knowing what was going on, and it was gone.

At that time, I had just taken a tranquilizer, so I was sleeping, but when I woke up, I heard that the two of them died, I don't know the specifics, Hua Jin often told me that he had a brother named Hua Chen outside, I saw Hua Chen once, and Hua Jin looks very similar, like a mold carved out, he also said, when Hua Jin's condition is better, he will take him out, I didn't expect this to be the result, what about the bamboo pole, I don't know, before I came to the nursing home, he and Hua Jin were there, the two are still good friends, often play basketball and chess together, but the bamboo pole likes to joke, although they are some cold jokes。

A few days before I came, I saw Zhang Zhiming, he is also a patient, and his condition is much better than me and Hua Jin, I didn't come for two days, he was picked up by his family, saying that he didn't have to come back in the future, and he had to work or something.

But in the whole sanatorium, what I hate the most is that Lanlan, she, in her thirties, came to the sanatorium because her daughter died and couldn't stand the stimulation, and she always felt that the sanatorium was not clean, and there was no sound when she walked, and she liked to appear behind others silently, and that feeling I couldn't tell, which was very strange.

As for the other people in my dream, they have also found prototypes, such as the kitten Saipan, which is a stray cat raised by Sister Jingjing, which is beautiful and short, but unfortunately this kitten has a broken tail, and maybe it was abandoned because of this.

Yes, Sister Jingjing, she is the second person I like besides Zhang Yuanyuan, she is older than Zhang Yuanyuan, she is thirty-five or sixteen years old, and her appearance is not as delicate as Zhang Yuanyuan, she is the head nurse, and she is very good, but I don't know why, I don't see her often, except when feeding cats.

Zhang Yuanyuan and I took a daily walk, came to sit under the shade of a tree, looked at the people playing basketball in the yard, I smiled and said, "I want to play basketball with Hua Jin bamboo pole." ”

"If you want to play basketball, go ahead, Ma Baoguo, Yao Dong, Tao Tao and Min Min, aren't the stars and stars all playing there, go ahead." Zhang Yuanyuan is still so gentle, her face is always full of sunny smiles, but I looked at her and shook my head, and said: "Don't fight, I'm bored, Yuanyuan, I like you, I really like you, if I can meet you earlier, maybe I don't have to come in here." ”

Zhang Yuanyuan didn't seem to care about what I said, and seemed to get used to it, because I liked her countless times.

"But if I don't come in here, I'm afraid I won't meet you. ”

"It seems that your logical thinking skills are not bad, you are different from them, they may not be able to get out in this life, and you still have a lot of hope, when you go out, how about I promise to be your girlfriend?"

"Okay. "I smiled, through the gaps in the woods, and saw the sunlight shining on her body, mottled and beautiful, beautiful, she was really beautiful.

In fact, I know that my situation is getting more and more serious, when I first came into the nursing home, I was actually not much different from normal people, but I would take my own experience and so on as a dream, and after some adaptations, maybe because of brain stimulation, anyway, the blood clot in my brain can't be taken out with the current medical conditions, this is caused by a car accident, so I can't help it, if I have surgery now, then there is only a dead end, maybe in the future, when medicine is developed, I can perform this operation。

Now, no, I would even think that it was a dream, and the dream I had was a reality.

"Is this a dream?" I looked at Zhang Yuanyuan and asked seriously, this is also the question I have asked her many times, Zhang Yuanyuan shook her head and replied to me lightly: "No, this is reality, you just need to remember that when you open your eyes, it is reality!"