Chapter 15 Summer and July, you stop for me
"Knock knock!"
A shrill knock permeated the room, followed by a chaotic noise. "Xia Qiyue, you come out for me, I want to talk to you. β
"Xia Qiyue has the ability, you come out to meet me, haven't you always been embarrassed to ask Mu Xuan about everything between me and him? Okay, if you have the courage to talk about it in the corridor, I would like to know how much you care about him Zheng Muxuan. Zhou Huixi shouted in a deafening high voice, and for a moment the corridor was full of people who came to see the excitement.
"You won't hide in the door and dare not see me if you have any kind or backbone. β
"Who, come to us early in the morning, if you don't sleep, others will sleep?"
Liang Xia glanced at July who was close to the bed, and saw that July was still asleep, with a sweet smile on her lips, Liang Xia couldn't bear to disturb her, she just cursed in a low voice.
"Gollum" cooled Xia turned over a side steadily, and then took out the pillow under the head pool and covered his face.
"Summer July, summer July. β
"Yo, what's wrong with that room, how did Xia Qiyue offend people. β
The students who were not too hot interjected one after another.
"My God, no, but although Zhou Huixi doesn't look like a good stubble, it's not a problem. β
"In the first few days, I could see Zhou Huixi and Zheng Muxuan whispering on the rooftop, do you think it will be a revenge. β
"There's a reason for that. The students who were not too angry echoed and agreed.
"Boring! Hey!" Liang Xia tossed and turned over again, and moved the pillow from her face to her ear, she moved her body downward, and quickly buried her head in the quilt.
The loud noise spread over and on, like the waves of the wind-blown sea. Compared with Zhou Huixi's own noisy bugs, what annoyed Liang Xia even more were those gossip rumors.
"What's the noise at the door, why is it so noisy. Xia Qiyue was suddenly awakened by this commotion, she slowly sat up, put on her shoes and gently rubbed her sleepy eyes and walked to the door.
"Hey, Xia Qi, Xia Qiyue..."
"Don't go over there, at the door. β
The irritating noise completely disturbed Liang Xia's dream, Liang Xia groped for her mobile phone from the bedside table next to her pillow, and from the noise gradually to the last mess that came to an abrupt end, she roughly calculated that it could take more than 20 minutes. At this moment, she heard a small sound from the bed next to her, and her back sat up as if someone had pressed a button, and ran to July in three steps and two steps, blocking July's way with her slightly chubby body.
"Don't go, the door is..."
"Liang Xia, I know it's her, get out of the way, I will definitely come, and I did have a lot of questions to ask her in person during this time. β
The familiar voice sounded again, as if it was secretly fighting with someone. July lowered his head, and a burst of smog lingered under his eyes. When July raised her head again, the glint in her ink-stained black eyes gradually became dazzling, shining like tears.
"There are some things I don't want to ask Mu Xuan directly, I always feel that Mu Xuan's gentle care is unnatural and unreal. It's like his handsome face, after looking at it for a long time, I always feel that the facial features are not so perfect. β
"Do you think Mu Xuan has other thoughts about you? Also, he knows that you are interesting to him but hangs your stomach and lets you chase him, and only then will you cherish him more, maybe he will know your background early on, and it will be profitable for you and him. β
"Liang Xia can't say something casually, Mu Xuan really doesn't look like a bad person, not to mention that he is not like it, I dare to say with certainty that he is not at all, he is not a mercenary person, and the heart he treats me is really not pretentious. He didn't know that I was the only daughter of the Xia Group, after all, I didn't intend to make my background public in the first place. There is a good saying, live affectionately in the world of love, I have longed for the love of Akagi since I was a child, and I don't care if I meet my beloved, even if I give up everything. I can even think of how I will live a careful life with Mu Xuan after 20 years when I was driven out of my family, since I have such an awareness, I have been learning to adapt since the moment I first met. β
"I understand your thoughts in July, but if I were you, I would definitely be on guard, there are some things that you cover up and others may not know, maybe people just think that it is not beneficial to say it to themselves, so they mistakenly accompany you to cover it up. β
"Enough. July said unhappily. The blue waves rippled in his eyes, and he gradually converged to a fragile light in his cool smile.
"In short, I have a sense of proportion in any choice I make. β
Then July gently put his hand on Liang Xia's shoulder, smiled faintly, and opened his lips softly: "Don't worry, I'm not as naΓ―ve as you think, and my heart is not so fragile that I can't live if I leave home, and the word vulnerable will never be used on me." β
The slight swelling of July's eyelids has not subsided, and the big watery eyes always give people the illusion of losing their minds, perhaps because of the tiredness. She looked around through the door mirror, and saw that Zhou Huixi's back was surrounded by classmates near the dormitory.
Through the door mirror, Zhou Huixi's face in front of him was as cold as the snow of the wax moon.
"Xia Qiyue, I know you can hear me, so since you don't have the courage to stand up to my provocation, then I will leave the greeting gift in front of your door. I'll tell you about Zheng Muxuan, he's actually..."
Zhou Huixi smiled coldly, "The reason why he deliberately approached you to study his heart is called a pure." β
The fierce sound of the voice became louder and louder, and the sound of knocking on the door could be heard clearly by the people inside no matter how they covered their ears.
"Xia Qiyue, he just values you..."
"Don't shout, Zhou Huixi, I'm here. β
"For the sake of Mu Xuan, the boy we love together, I think it's better not to say the kind of dirty water that splashes dirty water on people. Xia Qiyue's eyes narrowed slightly. She looked at Zhou Huixi, her eyes were full of soft light, but her heart began to be more or less confused and nervous.
The last rehearsal was scheduled for tonight, Zheng Muxuan sat quietly in the big classroom, he was so quiet, just like the prince sculpture in the ocean world, the soft sunlight sprinkled on his delicate face, the eyebrows were golden, the bridge of the nose was towering and three-dimensional, and even the smile on his lips was elegant and transparent.
He looked at the blue dress hanging in front of the window in a daze, and was secretly in a daze, a breeze came to his face, Mu Xuan slowly closed his eyes, his eyes wandered, his eyelashes trembled, and he looked at his intoxication as if he had precipitated in last night's sleep and didn't want to wake up early.
"Summer July. β
He whispered the name.
"What's the matter? Senior Mu Xuan has always looked sullen lately. β
July asked suspiciously.
"Nothing. β
"It's really okay, I think you have something in your heart and say it's okay. Oh, speak up and see if I can relieve your sorrows. β
Seeing that there was no expression on his face, July didn't want to drop his words on the ground, after all, this was the sixth time she had had the opportunity to meet him and still be in an unoccupied environment.
"Is it Gu Beichen?"
July rested her head gently on the back of her hand folded over her desk. A gentle breath flowed quietly from the eyes to every inch of the skin on the face. She watched his every move earnestly.
"It's not. β
"It has nothing to do with him. β
Mu Xuan thought for a while, shook his head quietly and said in a low voice.
"No, it's not. β
July let out a long sigh.
"You didn't do well. β
"When did I fail the test, I have to mention that your thinking is too biased. Walking around Qingyi, you are the only one who can say this about me. β
"Well, I can't guess. There was some frustration in July's eyes, and she said timidly.
Seeing that she was always holding her head slightly, and her inky eyes were staring at him intently, Mu Xuan's heart was a little anxious.
"Next time you see me, don't call me a senior, just call Mu Xuan. He only felt that the words were a little difficult to speak, after all, he hated those girls calling him like this all the time, although he had been forcing himself to get used to it, but he didn't know why the girl in front of him surprised him from the bottom of his heart.
July opened his mouth wide and pretended to be speechless: "Mu Xuan." β
"Hmm. At that moment, Mu Xuan's heart seemed to have a pool of clear water constantly fluctuating.
Mu Xuan's eyes were slightly stunned, and the smile on his lips was as stiff as someone had cast a freeze-frame magic. I saw that July's eyes had already betrayed her heart, and those eyes were full of surprise and excitement.
"Then it's going to be called this from now on, that's right, Mu Xuan. Seeing that the expression on his face was always embarrassed, July had some brain pain, and soon she came back to her senses: "You know what? I still remember the first, second, and third time, and every time you took the initiative to talk to me, and you took care of me when I first joined the orchestra. β
"Take care, is she talking about care?" Mu Xuan tugged at the corners of his mouth, and there was a wry smile on his face like being eaten by insects.
The breeze blew gently, and the margaery by the window was particularly buoyant and fragrant, and the evening gift in the diffuse dark fragrance kept patting the wall.
There was a slight drowsiness in Mu Xuan's eyes. He closed his eyes slightly.
The next quarter of an hour he was deeply immersed in that wonderful memory, and even the lips that were secretly happy kept tugging. Slowly, there seemed to be a glimmer of light in the dark world, Mu Xuan kept groping forward following the light and shadow, and the faint light kept wandering and flying in front of him. The snow-white door was in front of him, and when the door slowly opened, an ethereal and familiar figure stepped out of the doorway.
The girl's smile was as pure as the fairy of Eden.
"It's summer July, is it summer July?"
At that time, Mu Xuan was still very strange why whenever he thought of that name, he always couldn't hold back his excitement in his heart. The arrival of that man definitively broke the defense line that he had buried in his heart for a long time. He has time to guard against it in the future, and happiness has quietly come.
"Mu Xuan. β
The girl's sweet and green smile is like a French rose with affection. She stood in the center of the room, her eyes blazing and dull looking straight at him, her classmates whispering to each other, and outside the window, a burgundy sun swept through the trees and gradually spread into the room, and she was standing in the corner not far from him, the world behind her was noisy and obscure.
Like a light that broke the confinement of the night, it lingered in his heart, but it could not be erased and lingered. Mu Xuan's faint blue pupils passed through the rows of upright and straight classmates, and he searched around for the most familiar light and shadow.
He kept groping for the light ahead, and the girl seemed to smell him slowly approaching. Every time Mu Xuan paced forward, the joy from the bottom of his heart increased. One minute and two, every minute, he had the illusion of perfection in his mind. He held his breath. Standing in front of the girl in a daze.
The girl's knuckles were a little out of force, and the moment she suddenly withdrew her hand, the pen fell off her hand, and after rolling over and over again, only a slight "pop" sound was heard, and the pen jumped off and fell to the marble floor that was so white that it could reflect the sunlight.
"Bang Bang!" the pen rolled until it was stopped in front of a new pair of limited-edition Adi sneakers.
Mu Xuan's gaze gradually moved to the limited shoes, and he kept looking at the familiar back.
The drunken red of dusk was reflected on his dark purple thick velvet tuxtail suit, and at that moment, Mu Xuan only felt that his eyes seemed to be burned by the flames.
His mind raced, and soon a familiar name came into view.
"Song"
That's right, it's him, and only he knows what Mu Xuan is thinking, and only he will stand in front of him recklessly. β
Sure enough, the boy paused before him, and then slowly crouched down to the sound of everyone's attention and exclamations.
The new suit touched the ground, and a light and luxurious curtain slowly hung down on the white marble.
It was at that moment that July also slowly bent down.
July reached out to pick up the pen between Song's fingers, and just when her delicate and white fingers just touched the tip of her nose, the boy surnamed Song clamped the pen in the palm of his hand. The more July struggled to grasp it, the tighter he clenched. It looks like a wonderful protracted battle in the Colosseum of ancient Rome.
The two people on the battlefield were like fire and water, neither of them refused to back down half a step, and the knuckles of the two of them suddenly turned white at the same time. Through the dark suit of the Song family, the muscle outline of the arm loomed without a trace of relaxation. No one wants to let go first, as strong as two wisteria strands tightly wrapped around the branches. The fingertips are moist and red, like ripe cherries hanging from the branches.
The low snort and the gurgling sound of detachment at the joints were mixed and intertwined in Mu Xuan's ears.
Coincidentally, the two of them tacitly agreed that they did not move their lips.
Time passed slowly like flowing water, and every minute and second of the stalemate seemed to be more than half a century apart in Mu Xuan's eyes. The more he stuck to Mu Xuan's heart, he was also anxious.
"The pen is July's, and July is mine. It's just me. β
At that moment, Mu Xuan felt that his eyes were dark, and tens of thousands of cells on his body were hot to boiling.
Song gently took Qiyue's hand, spread it softly, and then slowly placed the pen into her warm palm. Then gently stroking her frozen fingers.
"Enough, Song Minghao, you give me death. Mu Xuan gritted his teeth angrily, and the pain in his heart instantly covered his whole body.
"Take your hands away. When Mu Xuan shook off Song Minghao's hand fiercely, the dark shadow suddenly disappeared, and under his anger, only dusty air was left in front of him.
Zheng Muxuan looked around blankly, every inch of light in his eyes disappeared abruptly, and finally he looked at the ceiling with his head held high, the cobalt blue glass lamp was spinning rapidly, he only felt dizzy, and a mouthful of blood was in his throat.
"Xiao Xuan. β
"Xiao Xuan. β
"Xiao Xuan, my child, you have to remember that there is no fairy-tale love in this world, love is just the delusion of an infatuated person. Even the storybooks are deceptive. But you don't have to forget that only your mother truly loves you. β
The images of good or frustration faded away, and in the end all that was left in his mind was a face that was enough to break his mind.
The wordless movie continued in his mind, Mu Xuan pursed his lips, leaving only a reluctant and painful smile on his lips.
"Zheng Muxuan, don't come unharmed. Gu Beichen stood next to Zheng Muxuan, he was stunned for a moment when he saw the expression on Mu Xuan's face so capricious, at first he couldn't bear to disturb him when he seemed to be immersed in a pleasant illusion, but seeing that his eyebrows were suddenly stained with lead clouds, he raised his hand and gently put it on his shoulder.
"What does Zheng Muxuan want to be so engrossed?"
"People in love like to daydream the most, and this statement seems very practical and subtle to me. Gu Beichen said in a deep voice with a smile on his eyebrows.
"Hehe, is it? But the love in your eyes does make me look forward to it, you and Cui Xueli. Not to be outdone, Zheng Muxuan replied.
Gu Beichen pouted, and shook his golden hair spontaneously and naturally.
"If time permits, I'd love to have a drink with you. β
Seeing that Mu Xuan did not respond, Gu Beichen said to himself.
"I bought a bottle of Midsummer Roman yesterday, and I am worried about the lack of a wine partner, and I think about who is more suitable to be my guest of honor than you? β
"Oh, so interested, it's better to be respectful. But aren't you embarrassed to bring you a few glasses for your dear Miss Cui Xueli?" Mu Xuan turned his head and squinted softly.
"What about you, I'll take Cui Shirley with me. Who are you going to bring with you to be your companion? It's Xia Qiyue, and the whole school is figuring out the relationship between you and her. Gu Beichen said, "It's also that this school looks big, and it's going around and around, but these few names make people listen to it." β
"But presumably Zhou Huixi is looking forward to sitting with you. Gu Beichen turned his head to look out the window, his gaze was very deep.
Mu Xuan looked at Gu Beichen in surprise. "Even I, an outsider, can see through the fancy thoughts, do you, the authorities, really don't know or pretend to be confused?"
"What are you going to tell me?" Mu Xuan's heart tightened, and he glared at Gu Beichen.
"Do you know why I always hate you so much?" Gu Beichen said, "At first, I thought you were naΓ―ve and couldn't understand human feelings, and I didn't bother to be friends with people like you. Later, I found out that you are a person who lives in worries, and worries and hearts are really two different things. β
"The truth that the high place is unbearable, presumably Junior Mu Xuan suffers the most, and he has to put on an elegant appearance every day when he lives among the passers. After all, so many people like you in front of people, and you are delicate and affectionate, how can you bear to disappoint your fans? But every sleepless night, you must be the only one who knows what you are thinking in your heart, what you want, and you ask yourself if you are so unattainable and unattainable in front of people?
Gu Beichen suddenly fell into silence and stopped talking, and although Mu Xuan didn't know what to say when he saw this, he didn't say anything more.
After a short ideological struggle, Gu Beichen resolutely chose to confide his speculation to Mu Xuan. The moment he was stunned, his eyes did not withdraw from Mu Xuan's stunned eyes. He stared into his eyes for several minutes.
"It would be nice if Zhou Huixi liked you the same as Qingyi girl, crazy but not necessarily long-term. It's a pity that her affection for you doesn't start from newness. I could tell she was poisoned. You must know that the woman in the crazy lovesickness is so terrifying that she is crazy. This week, Hui Xi is also a pivotal person in Qingyi, and she was really invincible in the debate tournament she participated in on behalf of C City in the first few days. Such a woman with self-esteem and self-respect, self-love and love for you, is Xia Qiyue her opponent? From the perspective of personality, she is similar to me but fundamentally different, I am the kind of person who wants to compete for everything, but I may not see things in my heart, in fact, the lead singer of the orchestra is dispensable to me. And she, she's definitely not a seed player to give up. Even if something ordinary came into her sight, she couldn't move. β
Gu Beichen slowly turned around and saw that Mu Xuan had been stunned and stared at him in a daze. He opened his lips and stopped, and after a while, he raised his hand and gently pinched the bridge of his high nose, and then put his hand on Mu Xuan's shoulder.
"Forget it, it's useless to talk about it. Let's go to the front of Xia Qiyue's dormitory. β
Gu Beichen stepped forward and stood beside Mu Xuan, and the two of them looked side by side at the glittering window, the bright veil by the window rippled with the wind, and a huge fluorescent gem came alive. Under the harsh sunlight, the fine gold particles diffuse leisurely in the lonely air. Mu Xuan closed his eyes slightly in the bright light, his long and slightly curled eyelashes closed on the three-dimensional and handsome delicate face, and his thoughtful and calm appearance was like the sun god in Greek mythology, he looked out the window in a daze, and large pieces of dead leaves were quietly circling in the solidified air. He hooked his fingers slightly, and his soft fingers froze on the bright window like water. The white skin on the fingers is smoother than milk.
Gu Beichen smiled amusefully when he saw this, and then grabbed Mu Xuan's wrist. "After working together for so long, this is the first time I've put aside all prejudices with you and just talk about things. Just your restless look, not to mention the elegant flower girl, even my hostile antagonist is particularly tempting. Actually, the way you meditate is really tempting, but it is also the biggest weakness of your character. If you vacillate for too long, others will always mistakenly think that it is your ulterior motive. β
Gu Beichen sighed and said lightly:
"There are some things that I don't have to say to you, and if you can listen to them, that's my credit. If you don't get the oil and salt, then I haven't offended you. Besides, everyone in the school knows that we don't fit. If you insist on blaming me, and your fan's remarks are one-sided, then how can I get mixed up in Qingyi? It's just that I know that emotional matters are just barely difficult, and I am trapped in it, seeing that you are a younger brother, I can't bear to watch you fall into the quagmire as well. I'm kind enough to pull you, whether it's Zhou Huixi or anyone else who makes a move to you in the future, you must not pull me out to take the blame. β
Gu Beichen turned his head and looked at Mu Xuan with a smile, and his voice was as quiet as no waves.
"But don't be careful, only you know best whether what I'm saying is the truth, and if there is something wrong, you must not be careful. If you go to the front of July's dormitory and find that everything is normal, I don't want you to remember my good, but I only hope that through my kindness I can remind you to reveal less of my bad. Gu Beichen shook his head lightly and passed by him.
A cold wind struck, and the roaring wind mixed with the already withered fallen leaves on the ground whistled past the feet of July,
July stood quietly in the cold wind of late autumn, looking at the bustling classmates around him,
Sure enough, without Mu Xuan's company, it was really difficult for her to move an inch if she wanted to mix in Qingyi Campus.
To say that the posture that appeared at the beginning of July would not have allowed her to live slowly and carefully, but Qingyi is a famous aristocratic school, and people are equal, so those open and secret battles are almost fair.
Everyone here was disgusted with her because she had rashly approached Senior Mu Xuan.
So it doesn't have to be buried somewhere.
"Hey, Xia Qiyue, let me tell you, Zheng Muxuan is mine, it can only be my Zhou Huiqian's, you listen to me. β
July sneered, and didn't intend to pay attention to her, but chose to go around her side, striding towards the location of the music classroom, thinking that it was not the first time that July had seen such a noisy scene.
"Hey, stop," with a malicious shout. An agile black shadow quickly ran past her, and the figure snatched July's dress bag with a strong hand.
There was a fine and dense "hiss-la-s-la-la-la
In the continuous sound of inhalation, a blue-purple whirlwind blew on the path leading to the music classroom, and the lace like snow was like dandelions scattered all over the sky.
"This is just the beginning, Xia Qiyue got acquainted with each other and left from Mu Xuan's side. β